you were a boy

When I got home, it was almost late at night, Song Yu felt a little fever, and Lang Zai seemed very tired.

Song Yu hung up several calls, including Yuan Fei's, Chen Yan's and Meng Ke's.He said he was sorry when he hung up the phone, but he didn't have the strength to face it anymore.

The last one was linked to Sun Yuanjun.After hanging up and calling again, Song Yu still answered the call persistently.

Sun Yuanjun's voice came from the other side of the ocean: "Yuyu, don't watch the news, it's not true, have you read it?"

Song Yu thought in his heart, it's not true, is it all hype?Probably.

Song Yu: "No."

Sun Yuanjun seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "Don't go online, don't watch TV, I'll be back soon. Do you believe me?"

"I believe."

I don't know if the signal is not very good, or Sun Yuanjun has something urgent to deal with, the phone was cut off, and he didn't call again.

Song Yu felt that his eyes were heavy and heavy, and he was very tired, but this time he fell asleep without taking any sleeping pills.

Song Yu felt that she had slept for a long, long time, as if she had had a long, long dream, but she couldn't remember anything when she woke up.

When I woke up, I was lying on a hospital bed.An infusion bottle was hung on his head, and the cold liquid was being infused drop by drop into the blood vessels.Meng Ke was sleeping beside his bed.

Song Yu moved his hand when he woke up, and Meng Ke also woke up.

"My God, you're finally awake. Feeling better?"

Song Yu wanted to speak, but found that his throat was so sore that he could hardly make a melodious voice.

"Don't talk, you turned from an acute cold to pneumonia. I called 110 to get you out of the house. You should take care of yourself and recuperate. I'll buy whatever you want."

Meng Ke got up, pulled himself together, and joked: "But you can't choose anything, you can only drink porridge."

Song Yu noticed that there was no mobile phone around him, and he felt inexplicably restless.He was a little worried if something happened to Sun Yuanjun.

Ten minutes later, Meng Ke came back with porridge.

Song Yu asked him in a hoarse voice if something happened.

Meng Ke asked him to eat first.

Song Yu forced himself to eat half of it, and asked again.

Meng Ke said: "The pet hospital called just now, saying that Langzi is dying and may have to be euthanized."

It turned out to be Langzi!Song Yu finally understood where his anxiety and restlessness came from. The dog that had accompanied him and Sun Yuanjun for 13 years had an accident!

Meng Ke accompanied Song Yu to the pet hospital, and the Lang Zai in the cage lay weak and dying in the cage.

Song Yu grabbed the doctor's hand and said in an almost hoarse voice: "Doctor, save it, any money is fine."

The doctor shook his head and said, "No amount of money can cure it."

"It's all my fault. If you take it out to play in the cold weather, if it catches a cold, it's all my fault."

"It's not cold, it's too old. His age is equivalent to 130 years of human beings. Dogs, like people, are going to die."

Song Yu reached out to touch Lang Zai's head, and called twice. Lang Zai raised his eyelids, but he couldn't open his eyes, but licked Song Yu's hand with his tongue.

The doctor said: "Don't be too sad, it has come to the end of its life. Now it is very painful and has continuous diarrhea. It is suggested that euthanasia will make it easier to go."

Song Yu stared at it for two full hours, as if he had made a big decision.This dog has witnessed all the ups and downs of Song Yu and Sun Yuanjun's love. If its life ends, it may mean the end of something, or the beginning of a new life.

"Doctor, euthanasia." Song Yu said with tears.

Song Yu decided to accompany Langzai through the last moment of its life.

Song Yu remembered watching a movie a few years ago, Ang Lee's "Youth Pi", at the end of the film, Pai looked at the hungry and skinny but still proud Bengal tiger, and jumped into it without looking back. in the jungle.

Pai burst into tears like never before.

Life needs a good farewell.

Song Yu brought Lang Zai's favorite green tennis ball when he was a child, and a duck doll that could make noises, to accompany him on his final journey.

I heard that people will return to life before they die, but I didn't expect dogs to do the same.

After Song Yu came, it not only opened its eyes, but also barked once or twice, and even ate some canned meat.

Song Yu gently hugged Lang Zai's head, and said goodbye to it.

"I'm sorry, although I picked you up, I made your life miserable. Maybe the time you live at home is not as much as the time you spend in the pet store."

Lang Zai let out a soft whining sound, sticking out his tongue and licking his hand tenderly.

Song Yu hugged Langzai's head, kissed him, and said, "Langzai, I probably won't like men in my next life. You should be reincarnated to be my daughter."

But then Song Yu thought that a dog's life is very short, maybe it can't wait for him to die, it might have been reincarnated long ago.

When the drug was being injected, Langzai didn't make a sound, it just looked at its master quietly like this, just like it did the most in its life.

Langzai has always been a smart dog, but this time, like Song Yu, he didn't hold back the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Song Yu cursed in his heart: Who the hell said that a dog doesn't understand emotions, it will obviously cry.

He even understands feelings better than those cold-blooded people.

Watching it slowly and calmly close its eyes, Song Yu felt as sad as if he had dug something out of his body.He swore he would never have a dog again in his life.

Holding the small box containing Langzi's body, he took the bus for a long time, and came to a very desolate grave outside the city.This is Song Yu's mother's grave. Song Yu stood silently facing the tombstone for a long time, then he began to dig a hole and buried the small box in it.

Chinese people pay attention to burial, Song Yu believes in this, just like when his mother died back then, he didn't want to be cremated.

When Song Yu left, he bowed twice and said, "Mom, I'll let my dog ​​accompany you first, don't worry, I will come to accompany you in the future."