you were a boy

Song Yu's insomnia was cured, because the medicine sent by Shen Jie had arrived, taking one pill every night before going to bed, it felt like a cure for all diseases.

On the second day after the exam, Meng Ke took Song Yu to check the answers on the computer.After Song Yu got two English questions right, he really couldn't remember what answer he gave at that time, so he had to give up.And Meng Ke also felt very bad after checking the answers, so he quickly joined the army of senior students making resumes and looking for jobs.

He called Song Yu every day to complain that it was hard to find a job, that the job fairs were not optimistic about the freshmen, and that he was not particularly competitive as an undergraduate.

He said enviously to Song Yu: "It's better for you, you don't have to think about it if you have a financial supporter."

Song Yu smiled wryly, and said, "Let me take it easy, I'll look for it with you after a while."

Some time ago, Song Yu was too busy, Song Yu didn't take care of Lang Zai, and didn't play with him for a long time.Song Yu stood in front of the window, looking at the blue sky outside. The winter in T City is often foggy, and it is rare to have such a clear and good weather.Song Yu found out the dog leash and planned to take Langzi to a nearby park.

On this day, Lang Zai put up all his energy to accompany Song Yu on a long, long journey.

They went to the park to play ball for a while, and there were a few stray dogs elsewhere who seemed to have never seen Lang Zai before. They kept barking at it, and Lang Zai also barked at them.

The dogs barked and grinned, and Song Yu felt as if they were communicating in dog language.

"Where are you from, why have I never seen you before?"

"Let me tell you, I have been here for more than ten years. I have been here before you were born. This is my place."

"Is the handsome guy next to you your master?"

"Yes, my master treats me very well. I have meat every day."

……

Song Yu led Lang Zai and left the park under the watchful eyes of the stray dogs.Maybe in the eyes of myself and Langzi, the stray dogs look at them with envy.

But from another perspective, wandering is not necessarily a good state of life.For example, because Lang Zai has an owner, the dog has more expectations and waiting for nothing in his life.However, the owner is very busy, has to go to work, and has to go on a business trip, so he often faces long-term parting. Parting is always sad, so he is often sad.

And these, unfettered stray dogs do not have.Although I am often hungry, as long as the time is full, I am happy.

Song Yu thought, it seems that as long as you give your heart, there is a possibility that you will be sad.Both humans and dogs are like this.

Before he knew it, he walked to No. [-] middle school where he used to be.The school spirit of this school has always been known for its openness, so the security at the gate is not strict. When they were in school, Langzi was often brought by them to play ball and practice piano together. This is the place that brought him a lot of joy.Langzi must have memories too.

Today is Sunday, and there are very few students in the school except senior three students who are making up lessons.Song Yu walked past the school buildings, classrooms, and the flag raising platform where he met Sun Yuanjun for the first time.Those basketball courts and football fields are the places where they used to sweat profusely.

They grew up here from ignorant teenagers to young people, and Song Yu felt that their youth was buried in this place.

Song Yu sat on that long football stand for a long, long time, recalling his long youth, as if after a long dream, Lang Zai put his head on his knees, and his warm body lay on Song Yu On his lap, he stayed motionless with him.

Until the sky gradually darkened, the sky did not know when it started, and there were snowflakes.Even Song Yu found it strange that T City, a southern city, rarely snowed, at least not in the past ten years, not to mention that the sun was shining brightly when we went out at noon.

However, when the snowflakes fell one after another, it was very beautiful. The white and crystal clear snow covered up all the filth and unsatisfactoriness in the world.

Langzai was very happy, running and jumping on the snowy field like a curious child.

When snowflakes covered the asphalt road with a thin layer of white, Song Yu led it out of the school gate.

Returning to the noodle restaurant called "Xinyuan" again, the male boss served him, Song Yu asked by the way if your wife was busy?

The female boss heard the sound and came out with a big belly, her face was full of maternal love and happiness.

Song Yu couldn't help thinking, that's great.If only he had a womb too, if Sun Yuanjun left him, he would at least have a child.

"Are you back? Are you leaving?" she asked enthusiastically.

"That's right, I'm not leaving."

"Yeah, where is it good to have your own hometown? Hey, isn't this dog a prodigal son?"

"You still know it?" Song Yu thought, your memory must be too good.

"Often, Sun Yuanjun often brings it here. Of course, he brings it with him every time he goes out—" She made a gesture of putting on a mask.

"It's a star." Song Yu explained.

The female boss smiled understandingly, "Every time I come, I want two bowls of small noodles, eat one bowl and keep another bowl."

"Oh."

"Did you not contact him?"

Song Yu smiled awkwardly.

The female boss went on to say, "I told you, don't blame me for gossip. I always thought he was weird."

"strangeness?"

"Why do you often come to such a small place, and you still buy a house here, and you don't have any relatives here."

"Huh?" Song Yu felt that the female boss really had something to say.

"After you came back, I probably understood."

"Huh?" Song Yu asked again.

"Isn't it for you?"

Song Yu was stunned, could it be possible that there was a capitalized gay written on his face, so easy to recognize?

"How do you know?" Song Yu asked.

The female boss smiled, very gentle. "When he was young, when he couldn't finish eating, you just ate his leftover noodles, and you're not a real brother—"

Song Yu smiled: "Can't it be because I'm greedy?"

"Also, I saw that he tied your shoelaces very smoothly for you. He is the only one in our family who can tie my shoelaces." The female boss pointed to her husband who was watching TV next to her.

"Is your name Yuyu? I told you that sometimes when it comes to emotional matters, someone has to take the initiative. Let me tell you a secret!"

She leaned closer to Song Yu's ear and said, "I chased my husband back then."

Song Yu chuckled, the proprietress is really cute.

The male boss, who has been watching TV, saw that the news broadcast was over, so he found the remote control to change the channel, and when he saw a familiar face, he called his wife to watch.

"The same-sex rumors of Sun Yuanjun and Lu Shaoling have basically been confirmed"...

The accompanying picture of the report is a blurry candid photo taken by a passer-by. The faces of the two people are very close to each other, almost sticking together, as if they are kissing.

That's the headline in today's entertainment coverage.

Song Yu saw the embarrassment on the female boss's face, as if she was regretting what she should have said today.

However, Song Yu was even more embarrassed, because Sun Yuanjun had never stopped having heterosexual and homosexual relationships with him since his debut.Instead, he felt sorry for the unpleasantness he had caused her.

Leading the dog into the growing snowstorm, the female boss forced an umbrella into his hand. The weather was bad and cold, so it was difficult to get a taxi.