you were a boy

Song Yu's birthday is at the end of December, and Sun Yuanjun's day to go to Northern Europe is NO.20.So before leaving, Song Yu celebrated Song Yu's birthday in advance, and Song Yu didn't invite any other guests except Meng Ke who had recently approached.Sun Yuanjun’s birthday gift was a black Cadillac off-road that Song Yu had always liked. When Sun Yuanjun took out the car keys, Song Yu smiled and said thank you, and his expression was not the same as when he accepted the cake gift made by Meng Ke himself. What a difference.It's just that Meng Ke next to him was a little dumbfounded, because in comparison, his gift seemed so cheap that it wasn't worth mentioning.

In fact, Sun Yuanjun knew in his heart that Song Yu seemed to be a very delicate and fragile young boy, but in fact he didn't worship money in his bones. In contrast, Song Yu might value those gifts with his heart.

Recently, I have been too busy, not only to plan the Nordic travel itinerary, but also to prepare for music matters.If you want to meet such a big-name music manager, you have to prepare in advance.Once time is squeezed, even cooking is sometimes forgotten.Sometimes when it's meal time, Song Yu doesn't rush, and when he's hungry, he cooks the noodles by himself, remembering to cook the noodles for him, and then asks to come over to eat together when it's done.

Sun Yuanjun looked at Song Yu as if everything was normal, but he always felt that it was different from before.He eats, sleeps, and attends classes as usual every day, but he seems to talk less and less, and the little fat that he had managed to accumulate before quickly disappeared.One night, the two of them were under the dim light, and the deep butterfly bone on the back of the boy with his back turned to him almost made him ache.

Sun Yuanjun wanted to ask him why he was so thin, but when he hugged him, he realized that the boy under him was sobbing, and Sun Yuanjun touched the tears in his hands.

"Song Yu, Song Yu, what's wrong with you, aren't you feeling well?"

"No, no, I feel comfortable and want to cry." Song Yu explained.

The boy is very good, no matter how painful it is, he will never say it hurts.He has been like this all the time, but his body can't stop shaking, and his face wrinkled from the pain is saying one thing, he doesn't want to do it with himself.

When Sun Yuanjun realized this, he softened all of a sudden.

Sun Yuanjun hugged Song Yu, tears began to roll in his distressed eyes, "Song Yu, are you sick?"

"No, I'm in good health." Song Yu held him in his arms, stroked his head, and helped him purr like a boy.

"Song Yu, I don't want to go to Northern Europe."

"Ok?"

"Actually, when I said I wanted to go to Northern Europe, I just wanted to make you jealous. I really don't want to go now." When Sun Yuanjun said this, he was like a self-willed child who would change his mind for a while, "I want to stay with you, Accompany you on your birthday and take your exams."

Song Yu smiled, "I have grown up, I will take care of myself."

"Why don't you keep me? You're obviously unhappy."

"..."

"Maybe there will be hype? You hate it the most."

"Yeah. I know."

"Don't you mind?"

"It's not that I don't mind, I just hope that you can realize your ideals."

"Even through some kind of shortcut, can you accept it?" Sun Yuanjun thought for a while, and finally asked what he wanted to ask.

Song Yu's eyes were red, he sighed, and said for a moment: "I love you, so it's acceptable."

Their lips stuck together and kissed passionately, as if there was no way to separate them.It seems that the whole world doesn't exist anymore, only each other's breathing and heartbeat are left in their world.Sun Yuanjun had the urge to swell his lips.

He knew that Song Yu's love for him was no longer a small fan's obsession with an idol, he began to love him as an ordinary person, to accept his imperfection, he loved him almost without principle, because Sun Yuanjun I feel that I don't have the most basic qualifications to be an ordinary lover.

He's not even a good guy, but Song Yu still says he loves him.

What kind of mood does Song Yu love him with?Later, whenever Sun Yuanjun thought of this, his heart ached so badly that he wished he could travel back and slap himself in the past.

The day before NO.20 left, Song Yu started to help him pack his things, and kept talking about the cold season in Northern Europe, so he must bring more thick clothes.As he spoke, he took out two sets of thermal underwear that he had just bought online, "I've washed them, so just take them with you."

Sun Yuanjun hugged him and kissed him again and again, during which several times he had the idea of ​​not wanting to leave.

Song Yu drove him to the airport in that new Cadillac. The moment Sun Yuanjun boarded the plane, he would never have known that this was the worst decision he had ever made in his life.

On the first day Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu studied for a day, and felt a little weird when he got home. After feeding Lang Zai and playing with him for a while, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't eaten all day. Not even hungry at all.

The second day after Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu discovered that he had begun to suffer from cell phone addiction again.After seeing the beautiful green aurora photos posted on Sun Yuanjun's Weibo, Song Yu began to refresh Weibo every 5 minutes, or even shorter intervals.Watching him take out his mobile phone frequently, Meng Ke began to cough uncontrollably to remind him, and finally forcibly confiscated the mobile phone, but he still couldn't read the book.

On the third day after Sun Yuanjun left, Song Yu began to pay attention to some of Sun Yuanjun and Lu Shaoling's CP fans again. Based on the photos posted by Sun Yuanjun and Lu Shaoling and the interaction on Weibo, these people could imagine a court drama.Tianya also has a genuine skin-picking sticker, saying that they live in the same hotel, or even live in the same room.It is said that passers-by broke the news that the reason why they went to Northern Europe was to register their marriage there.Song Yu really wanted to call Sun Yuanjun, and even asked the netizen if what he said was true.

In the end, he still didn't fight. He felt that he was simply crazy.Then think about it, saying that he is crazy does not seem to be a curse word.

Before going to bed that night, he uninstalled all the software on his phone that could access the Internet.

But miraculously, he only lived peacefully for two days. After two days, he began to suffer from insomnia, unable to fall asleep all night, and he began to memorize English vocabulary and historical materials all night long.

A few days later, when he looked in the mirror and found that he was like a haggard skeleton with two huge dark circles under his eyes, he finally remembered to ask Shen Jie for help.Shen Jie delivered some sedatives and sleeping pills to soothe the nerves to him that day.

However, he even fell asleep that day without taking the medicine.Because it was his birthday that day, Sun Yuanjun even remembered to pinch him in a distant foreign country, called him, and sang him a birthday song.

Song Yu felt at ease when he heard his voice. At that moment, what he thought in his heart was, even if the whole world told you differently, I would only believe what you said.Then he begged and asked if he could call every night before bed.

Sun Yuanjun said yes, and then he fell asleep.Sleep peacefully until dawn.

January [-]th is the day of the postgraduate entrance examination.It was the first time in Song Yu's life that he worked so hard for an exam, even if he only worked hard for three months.Even if you know that you will fail the exam in all likelihood.But he must let himself try it once.

The English for the postgraduate entrance examination is very difficult. There are five reading comprehension articles, and there are many unfamiliar words, but fortunately, the templates memorized in the two essays can be applied.In terms of politics, the teachers in the remedial class are very accurate in betting on the questions, and they have memorized many big questions.For professional courses, there is not much confidence, because there are too many big topics and too much subjective initiative.Some teachers may like this idea, some may like that, and that's perfectly normal.

Everything is left to fate.In short, Song Yu has tried his best to do the best he can.

When the exam was really over, Song Yu and Meng Ke went to the bar for a drink together, and many men and women came up to strike up a conversation.Song Yu thought, are there so many gays these days?It's normal for women to strike up a conversation, but there are so many men, so it's not gay!

The two drank until two o'clock in the middle of the night, then called a car, and went back to Sun Yuanjun's house together.

Sleeping in a daze until noon the next day, Song Yu's cell phone rang, and Meng Ke answered the call somehow.

Meng Ke said hello, and Sun Yuanjun over there jumped into a rage, and shouted "Let Song Yu answer the phone!", which woke him up suddenly.

Song Yu answered the phone and explained: "Don't think about it, he is a straight man, he can't be straighter, he was drunk last night."

Sun Yuanjun: "You can go to the same bed when you're drunk? What if you mistook him for me?"

Song Yu: "Who said he slept in the same bed as me? He slept on a sofa, a sofa! My phone happened to be on the sofa, so it's normal for him to answer it when his phone rang. After all, everyone uses iPhones. The ringtone is normal."

Only then did Sun Yuanjun feel relieved.After chatting about the exam, I hung up.

After being disturbed by this phone call, the two who were hungover couldn't fall asleep.Meng Ke got up and cooked porridge. When the two were eating, Meng Ke asked Song Yu about a topic he didn't understand just now: "What does it mean that he is straight?"

Song Yu explained: "For example, you are straight and I am curvy."

"You mean you're homosexual?"

"Yes, you find it disgusting, don't you?"

Meng Ke blinked and thought for a while, "Are you and Sun Yuanjun lovers?"

Song Yu nodded.

Meng Ke said: "To be honest, before I met you, I would not understand if someone told me about gay men. Think about it, girls who smell soft and fragrant don't like it, so why do you like it? my lords?"

"What about after meeting me?" Song Yu asked with a smile after taking a sip of porridge.

"After meeting you, I think I like you very much."

"Oh?" Song Yu's tone seemed to be teasing, did you bend too?

"No, no, it's not that kind of liking. But I just like you. It seems that after meeting you, I think homosexuality is not unacceptable."

"This is the rhythm you want to bend."

Meng Ke blinked, and simply joked: "How about we have a boo? Let's try it." Meng Ke started chasing him all over the world.

In fact, Meng Ke didn't know if he was going to be led into a rhythm, but now thinking of Song Yu and Sun Yuanjun's demeanor and expressions when they talked, it really doesn't look like brothers, but like the kind of couple who have been together for many years Feel.Looking at the photos set as wallpaper on Song Yu's mobile phone, seeing the two smiling so sweetly standing together.Meng Ke suddenly had a feeling that these two people seemed to be two trees with the same appearance, they were both so tall and beautiful, as if only he was worthy of him.

Later he described this feeling to Song Yu, and Song Yu said very seriously: Sun Yuanjun is a tree, but he is just a vine.Then I talked about the lyrics in the movie "Liu Sanjie" a long time ago: There have always been vines entwined with trees, but I have never seen trees entangled with vines.