you were a boy

In December, Song Yu brought Meng Ke home to have a hot pot meal. Maybe it was because of some psychological construction, this time it was much better than before.He can talk to Sun Yuanjun more freely, instead of staring at him stupidly all the time.

He even asked some questions about filming, expressed his admiration, and even made such a request before leaving.

"Brother Sun, can you get me an autograph of Lu Shaoling? I'm his fan."

"I'll try my best." Sun Yuanjun replied with a smile.After he observed Meng Ke carefully and confirmed that he was indeed a sunny straight man, he couldn't help but gradually became friendly towards him.

Meng Ke grabbed Sun Yuanjun's arm when he was excited, and said: "You must be fine if you say that, you are so familiar with him."

Song Yu enjoys the peaceful time very much. She wakes up at seven every morning, goes to class when there is class, and studies at home when there is no class.Sun Yuanjun seemed to know his class schedule by heart, knew when to pick him up from school, and put on a hat and mask to go to the supermarket to buy vegetables when he was not in class.He downloaded a cooking app on his mobile phone, and followed a lot of food bloggers on his microblog account, changing ways every day to replenish Song Yu's energy and satisfy a foodie's food requirements.Sun Yuanjun is smart and caring. It didn't take long for him to cook some dishes that can only be eaten in high-end hotels, such as red wine steak, let alone those more homely dishes.

Because of these dishes that are hardly repeated every day, when Song Yu weighed himself one day, he was surprised to find that he had gained almost ten catties.He thought a little depressed, if he continued to eat like this, he would soon have a small belly, wondering if Sun Yuanjun would dislike him.But when the braised pork ribs were served at the next meal, he couldn't help but eat three more bowls of rice.

This kind of life is so blissful as heaven, even the insomnia that he suffers once or twice a month has never happened again.Because of being aggressively invaded by a domineering big tiger every night, coupled with the need to get up early the next day, it is almost a rhythm to fall asleep next to the pillow every minute.

If this kind of life is still a bit flawed, it is that sometimes he doesn't know what Sun Yuanjun is busy with.Song Yu thought, he was different from himself.He always has thoughts and spaces he doesn't understand, and doesn't seem ready to share them.

Before, he once suspected that Sun Yuanjun was taking drugs when he stayed in the room for several hours. After all, many famous people in the show business circle have been arrested, which shows that people who engage in art are very unreliable.But Sun Yuanjun denied it very sincerely, and his face looked very healthy, and he really didn't show any symptoms of an addict, so Song Yu gradually felt relieved.

But Song Yu saw him avoiding himself and going to the balcony to answer the phone more than once, and sometimes he seemed to have a very happy chat.Every time Song Yu asked him when he came back from the call, he always said it was about work, so he didn't bring it up again.

During the recent period, Song Yu's tutoring class politics teacher took sick leave, and a new teacher came to replace the class, and the class schedule changed.Song Yu was careful, he went out when he was supposed to go out, and came back not long after, he found that there was no one at home.

Three hours later, Sun Yuanjun came back and complained why he didn't tell him that he was back.Song Yu asked him where he had been, and he said that he had gone grocery shopping, but why did he spend three hours shopping for groceries?

Song Yu even wondered if Sun Yuanjun was having an affair, and when Sun Yuanjun was taking a shower, he even wanted to turn over his cell phone.But looking at the sweet photo of himself and him taking a selfie on the screen of his mobile phone, he put it down again.He is not degraded to the level of those suspicious housewives, his pride will not allow him to do so.

One night, Sun Yuanjun stewed a large pot of mutton soup in a pressure cooker. As soon as Song Yu got home, he felt the aroma was tangy, and then he threw away his schoolbag and ran to the kitchen.It didn't matter that Sun Yuanjun was cutting vegetables with a knife in his forehand, and jumped on him like a little koala.Although Song Yu looked tender, she was neither short nor light, at least over 120 catties.Fortunately, Sun Yuanjun was tall and strong enough to withstand such a sudden attack, otherwise he would have collapsed early.

Sun Yuanjun put down the kitchen knife and pinched his buttocks, "Come down for me!"

"No", Song Yu pursed his mouth, and clamped his waist tightly with his two long legs. He blew into his ear and said charmingly, "Brother, it smells so good. I want to eat meat."

Sun Yuanjun: "..."

Since he was a child, he knew that Song Yu was especially good at acting like a baby and seductive, but he never thought that he would evolve into a fairy-level stunner today!

Song Yu teased people enough, and then ran to do homework seriously like a normal person. Sun Yuanjun looked helplessly at the child he had raised since he was a child. The smile on his face was obviously An evil smile that succeeded in a prank, but there was nothing he could do about it.

Mutton soup is very suitable for drinking in winter. It is very delicious. The hot soup is steaming and warms the stomach.Song Yu couldn't stop praising Sun Yuanjun's chef skills during the meal.When Song Yu went to serve the third bowl of soup, Sun Yuanjun gave him a meaningful look.

Song Yu said: "What's the matter, I think I eat too much! Isn't there still a lot?"

Sun Yuanjun laughed and said nothing, thinking that you will know at night.

Sure enough, on the premise that they had done it heartily before going to bed, Song Yu felt unbearably hot again in the middle of the night, and hugged him constantly while he was half asleep and half awake, it was extremely uncomfortable.Sun Yuanjun pretended not to know, to see what he could come up with.In this matter, Song Yu has been very generous since he was a child, and he is not twitchy at all.

Song Yu hugged him, said while rubbing: "Sun Yuanjun, I feel like I'm in heat."

Sun Yuanjun made a breakthrough immediately!Laughing: "You are a dog, and you are still in love."

Song Yu continued to say solemnly: "Sun Yuanjun, I think I'm very horny right now!" After finishing speaking, he began to touch his cock with dishonest hands.

It is tolerable or unbearable!What's more, Sun Yuanjun couldn't help teasing at all.Sun Yuanjun pushed Song Yu under him.

Song Yu was still talking nonsense: "Oh, am I having a dream? I'm so sleepy!" Then he yawned again.

Song Yu, who was half asleep and half awake, was not sober all the time. He only remembered doing it several times and changing positions a few times.The waist was also broken and sore, but this kind of sex/thing like a spring dream, half dream, half waking seems to be particularly refreshing.

Sun Yuanjun also found that the child at this time was very cute, his mouth was full of trains, and he murmured every word as if he was acting like a baby, it was so cute that he was going crazy!

After taking him to take a shower, it was almost twelve o'clock, when Song Yu was supposed to be sleeping, but Song Yu woke up.

Sun Yuanjun just looked at him quietly and kept kissing his wet lips.

After kissing, ask him: "Are you awake?"

"Hmm. Anything to say?"

"how do you know?"

Song Yu thought, how many years have I been with you, I can't see what you have to say.Said: "You tell me."

"I may have to go abroad recently, for about a week."

"What? Where are you going? Work?"

"Well," Sun Yuanjun seemed to hesitate to speak.

Song Yu thought about it for a moment, and it must have a lot of background to make Sun Yuanjun so entangled.Thinking back to the people he had contacted more recently, he probably guessed nine out of ten.

"Lu Shaoling? He asked you out privately?" Song Yu asked tentatively.

Sun Yuanjun was noncommittal and just looked at him quietly.

Song Yu: "Why did he ask you out? Going on a trip?" His voice was calm.

Sun Yuanjun: "Go skiing in Switzerland. He said he would introduce Michael to me."

Michael Fuith, the hottest music producer in Hollywood, the singers and records packaged by him almost every year will win the Grammy Award without suspense.Song Yu thought, this old fox has given enough bait, he knows what Sun Yuanjun cares most about, he does what he likes, and hits the target, so it is clearly a trap but people can't help but want to jump.

Sun Yuanjun lit a cigarette, the smoke filled the air, he asked him: "Do you want me to go?"

Song Yu sneered, thinking to himself, you are not a good person, why ask me, it seems that you won't go if I don't let you go.

Sun Yuanjun said again: "If you don't let me go, I won't go. I calculated that I have earned almost tens of millions of dollars from acting in the past few years. In addition to the two houses I bought in Beijing a few years ago, now It has basically risen to a sky-high price, as long as you don't want to live a particularly extravagant life, this life is basically enough."

Sun Yuanjun used a particularly calm tone to state this passage, which was very unreasonable to ordinary people, as if his tens of millions was as normal as a bonus at the end of the month for ordinary people.At that moment, Song Yu really wanted to follow his words and act cute, "Lord, you are so rich, why don't you stop now and take care of me by the way?"

However, that was the old Song Yu, but he was no longer the old Song Yu.

He is very afraid that in a certain sleepless night when he recalls the past, Sun Yuanjun will regret that he did not try his best in music.And the regret that made him frown was caused by himself.

After all, the greatest misfortune in life is not that I can't, but that I could have.

Thinking of this, Song Yu said, "Go!"

"Go!" Song Yu repeated, lying down and turning over, "You didn't need to tell me, but you were willing to tell me. I don't think it's okay."

Sun Yuanjun was a little puzzled, as if Song Yu's answer was different from what he expected. He really wanted to ask Song Yu what he thought of the reports on the internet about him and Lu Shaoling, but Song Yu's flat tone made him I don't know how to speak.

Sun Yuanjun didn't understand what he was thinking, but facing Song Yu's generosity and understanding, he couldn't be happier.It feels like I'm not that important.

Song Yu left a picture of her back, obviously sleeping on a bed covered with a quilt, yet she still had a feeling of being far away.

Two people sleeping with their backs facing each other can be said to have their own concerns. In fact, Song Yu did not fall asleep. Recently, he could not read the news on the Internet. CP news is overwhelming, maybe Lu Shaoling really likes him.Sun Yuanjun has always been attractive since he was a child, he is cool and cold, and has a good figure. Both men and women like him. Song Yu has always felt inferior to him since he was a child.

In fact, he has always lacked something called a sense of security.Maybe, the partner is too good, that's what it looks like.Song Yu thought a little self-deprecating.

In fact, Song Yu believed in love when she was young.He read some love novels and watched some love movies, and felt that love is so beautiful, it is simply the most beautiful thing in the world. After meeting Sun Yuanjun, he yearned for the kind of love that can last forever and stay together forever.When I was a teenager, I could do anything for love, even if the other party didn't respond. Now that I think about it, I was a bit stupid at that time, but he still misses that person who was full of courage like moths to a flame. Chase yourself in love.

When he was in junior high school, one day he accidentally learned that Sun Yuanjun's parents were divorced. No wonder he wanted to live alone with his grandfather, and he rarely talked about his parents.A ten-year-old child is forced to grow up to be independent. His father has a home again, and his mother has a home again, but none of them belong to him.After his grandfather died, Sun Yuanjun told Song Yu that there was only one person in his household registration book, and Song Yu would never forget what was hidden in those beautiful eyes. Loneliness and sadness.

But at that time, Song Yu never thought that one day such bad luck would befall him.Dad went back to his hometown and opened a small factory. When he was middle-aged, he suddenly had money, which should have been a happy thing.But he soon made a mistake that almost all rich men would make, he had an affair.The object of the affair was a very young, beautiful woman not yet twenty-five.It is conceivable what the young woman is drawing.

In Song Yu's sophomore year in high school, he heard his parents quarreling all day and night every day. His father complained about his mother's nagging and dislike of dressing up.Song Yu felt very annoying, very annoying, so annoying that his brain was about to explode, and his grades plummeted since then.When his parents were swearing at each other again for unknown reasons, he ran out of the bedroom, pointed at his father and asked him if he could never go home.

His father looked at him for a long time, as if saying goodbye to him without words, and really seldom came home since then.Later, Song Yu saw her mother cry secretly more than once when no one was around.At that time, he didn't understand why a person who didn't love him would be so sad when he left him?He didn't understand even more, since the adults couldn't guarantee forever and couldn't keep their promises, why did they get married in the first place?Why give birth to these children who have been treasured since childhood but are destined to be rejected one day?

When he was in his sophomore year, his mother's suicide hit him hard. While he lost his only family relationship, he didn't seem to believe in love so much.Maybe his mother's experience told him that love can't be kept, and a person's heart is gone when he doesn't love you. Just a joke.

Later, when he went to university, he was looking up information in the library one day, and saw a famous theory about marriage by Han Han, a writer born in the 80s. He said that he had many girlfriends, and his wife and previous girlfriends could be peaceful. coexist.At that time, he immediately became a fan of him. What kind of weird theory is this?It can not only take advantage of marriage and have children, but also have the freedom to have sex with other girlfriends!You are so beautiful!This may indeed be the case in this world. Talented and handsome people do have more sexual partners, but doesn't it mean that they should accept some kind of contract while accepting marriage?It's simply disgusting to declare to the world openly, even if he is a gay that others despise, he doesn't agree with such a weird view of love.

Song Yu thought that he would never get married in this life. Of course, with the current situation in China, it was only a dream for him to want to get married.For Sun Yuanjun, it is a day to be able to love Sun Yuanjun.On the day when you love to the point where you can’t love anymore, use up all your strength, and you won’t regret it when you recall it later, that’s enough.

To put it bluntly, how long can a lifetime be?It's only been a few decades, and to meet a lover I like so much, I probably have spent all my luck in life.