So the pond will drown

Mo Hanxin's birthday gift to Gu Chi was an air ticket, which was on February 19th, which was the fourteenth day of the Lunar New Year.

Gu Chi gave her the answer in the third day of junior high school, and on the fourteenth day of the new year, he set off for England.

Before the fourteenth day of the Lunar New Year, Gu Chi took the initiative to ask to see Jiang Yu again, and the two met at Mo Yanshu's house.

At this time, there was a heavy snowfall in Nanyang. It was the eighth day of the lunar new year, but the weather was unexpectedly good, with sunshine and not too cold.

The two came to the small pavilion in the center of the backyard again.

"Is NO.14 going?" Jiang Yu asked.

Gu Chi nodded: "Yes."

He didn't speak any more.

The courtyard is evergreen all year round, and someone always comes to trim and maintain it, so it is extraordinarily tidy and comfortable, and the air is really good.

If you wait for a little longer, in the late spring, friends and lovers gather in this kiosk to drink tea and chat, it must feel beautiful.

Jiang Yu thought to himself, if he and Gu Chi have a future, he must also buy such a villa in the mountains and forests, and move in when they get old, don't talk about anything, just stay here and watch the cycle of seasons together , watching the birds singing and the fragrance of flowers, watching the recovery of all things, watching the forests dyed, watching a lifetime.

But he and Gu Chi don't have that future.

He is not Gu Chi's future, but his future, death is the relief.

"Jiang Yu." Gu Chi looked at him, his pupils were always as clear and bright as glass, but now they were as deep as a mirror within a mirror, as if he could never see the end, without that kind of clarity.

Jiang Yu looked at him: "What's wrong?"

Gu Chi looked at him for a while, then lowered his eyes, hesitant to speak.

Jiang Yu probably knew what Gu Chi was thinking.

"Xiaochi, what happened on the night of the second day of junior high school..."

"Stop talking." Gu Chi quickly interrupted him, as if he didn't want to mention it again.

Jiang Yu obediently kept his mouth shut. He knew that everything he said now would be futile. What's the use of the suspect apologizing to the victim?Injury is injury after all, and it will always exist like a brand.

"Sorry……"

Jiang Yu suddenly whispered.

Gu Chi was taken aback.

"You and I...was a mistake from beginning to end, I'm sorry...I'm sorry Gu Chi." Jiang Yan swallowed sourly in his throat.

Gu Chi didn't speak for a long time.

"Xiaochi, when you arrive in England, your body comes first, followed by your studies." Jiang Yu added, "Fortunately, you didn't fall in love with me. I'm very glad."

There seems to be only these words between them, and no matter how much else they say, they are always like this. They can't be together for too long, and they will be silent because there is nothing to say If you want to chat with Gu Chi, Gu Chi will think that he is boring and won't talk to him.

This is the eternal gap and gap between two people.

"What's the use of talking about it now?" Gu Chi said.

"Sorry……"

He kept repeating these three words.

Gu Chi took a deep breath and said with a smile, "I'm leaving, so let's say something that doesn't concern these things."

Jiang Yu's breathing stagnates.

Gu Chi is leaving.

Yes, his Xiaochi is finally leaving, he is going to a brighter future, a future without Jiang Yu, he can only become his past after all.

Jiang Yu didn't want to talk anymore, he would reveal his secrets.

"Jiang Yu?" Gu Chi looked at him.

Jiang Yu was taken aback for a moment, lowered his eyes and gave a hoarse "hmm", and didn't dare to look up at him, his heart was riddled with holes, and he couldn't stand Gu Chi's attention any longer.

"I'm leaving." Gu Chi said.

Jiang Yu couldn't even say "um", he felt uncomfortable, like a knife was stirring his heart and soul.

Gu Chi pulled the corner of his lower lip, obviously he was about to leave Jiang Yu, he should be happy, not to mention that he was really scared by him on the night of the second day of junior high school, Gu Chi should cut off all contact with him immediately, and go to the place where he wanted to want life.

He came so reluctantly, so he thought that he could also leave decisively.

But now how did he find out that the life he wants must have Jiang Yu?

Are you used to it?

or something else?

Gu Chi closed his eyes and smiled wryly.

"Jiang Yu." Gu Chi called him with lowered eyes, "You scared me that night."

He didn't know why he said that to Jiang Yu, he didn't know what answer he wanted to get from Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu turned his head and took a deep breath to hold back the piercing pain.He knew that he was afraid of himself like that, let alone Gu Chi.

He wanted to hug him sideways and tell him everything, telling him that he was sick and that he needed Xiao Chi to be here with him, he wanted to be so despicable as to use Gu Chi's pity to keep his boy.But Jiang Yu understands that he can't delay him anymore, Gu Chi will be nineteen this year, and will soon be twenty, his life has just begun without him.

And he didn't know which day he would die in a lonely morning or dusk, and he was also afraid that he would hurt him half awake and half out of control like the night of the second day of junior high school.

"I'm very sorry……"

"I don't want to hear this." Gu Chi interrupted him.

Gu Chi looked at Jiang Yu, and suddenly became afraid, and this fear was not because of Jiang Yu who was like a demon, but because he was afraid that Jiang Yu would leave, and maybe one day in the future, he would completely disappear in his life, as if he let go of him this time. , Gu Chi will no longer have him in the future.

But Gu Chi, why are you afraid of not having him?You should be jumping with joy and beating drums to a better people and a better city.

It was a matter of course, but now he couldn't do it anymore, and even started to be afraid.

"I didn't blame you." Gu Chi said.

Jiang You looked at him dully, a little dazed: "What?"

Gu Chi looked at his bewildered eyes, slightly curled the corner of his lower lip, and repeated: "I didn't blame you."

"So don't blame yourself for what happened that night." Gu Chi moved his Adam's apple and remained silent for a few seconds. He didn't know whether he was torturing himself or Jiang Yu, and said in a low voice, "Anyway... it's only this time."

Jiang Yu's eyes turned red, he didn't want Gu Chi to see him, so he turned his face away, and the mist covered his eyes.

He saw the sun shrouded in the clouds today, and he also saw the snow covered the ground covered with silver, but after No.14, he will never see Gu Chi again, and he will forever lose this young man who has amazed him for four seasons .

"Gao Xuan... will accompany you to England." Jiang Yu said hoarsely.

Gu Chi was taken aback: "What?"

Jiang Yu: "I sent you a group of people. Those people have nothing to do with me. They are all my friends. They have been professionally trained and will protect you. When the crisis is over, if you want them, they will always be loyal. As for you, if... you don't want them, they will go back to the original organization."

"Gao Xie is different from other people who follow me. He also has his own way to go, so don't worry that he is sent by me to monitor you. He will not inform me of your every move. You will leave after making arrangements. England goes to America to go to school..."

Gu Chi closed his eyes and lowered his head.

It's not what he wants to hear.

He was very sad, and very sad.

"Gu Chi, you want... a bright future."

Never come back again.

"It's just a pity," Jiang Yan raised his head and squinted slightly to see the slightly dazzling sunlight, raised his head to prevent tears from falling, his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear him, "It's been two years, and you still don't like me."

Gu Chi looked at the flowers swaying in the wind not far away and smiled wryly.

is it?

………………

On the fourteenth day of the Lunar New Year, Gu Chi boarded the flight to England on time. The day was sunny and warm. Fu Dong, Mo Hanxin, Zhang Shen and Zhang He all came. Only Mo Yanshu made a video call to him and said something was up. Mo Yanshu said: "Gu Chi, if you lose, come back."

He didn't figure out what this sentence meant until he hung up the phone, and he didn't realize it until shortly after he went to England.

"Gu Chi, oh, I'll leave soon after meeting you. If you're tired, you can come to my sister. If you're busy, my sister will definitely help you. But you won't suffer if you have this kid Gao Xuan by your side. " Mo Hanxin joked with a smile.

Gao Xing nodded aside.

Fu Dong came up and opened his arms to hug Gu Chi, but remembered Jiang Yu's murderous eyes, and immediately shrank back, but still had a face, reluctant and sad.Fu Dong always showed his emotions on his face, he was probably the most innocent among them.

Fu Dong choked up and said, "Gu Chi, I know you have to go, I don't want to keep you, I'm just afraid that we won't have the chance to meet again after this parting... Are we still friends?"

Gu Chi smiled and nodded: "Of course."

Fu Dong sniffed, and said seriously: "That's it, we are friends. You are really nice, the best of all the people I have ever met. The bright and clear young man in the story is probably about you Such a person. I'm sorry, but I can't really help you. I don't wish you anything. You will definitely not have a bad life in the future, and you can definitely get what you want by yourself. "

Gu Chi was silent for a while, then said "thank you" sincerely, and said, "You have helped me a lot."

"Gu Chi, let me also say something." Zhang Shen was blunt and patted him on the shoulder lightly.

Zhang Shen is the one who seems to be the most free-spirited, and also the most free-spirited and intellectual. Only by living wildly can he be unscrupulous and happier.

"I have nothing to say, I just hope you will be happier and get everything you want." There was no smile on Zhang Shen's face, but Gu Chi listened to every word he said.

The last is Zhang He.

Among these people, Zhang He should be the one who has been with Gu Chi the longest.Zhang He is loyal to Jiang Yu and also to Gu Chi.

Even though he has been with Jiang Yu for so long and is used to life and death, he can't help but feel a little sad when facing Gu Chi who is about to sail away, partly because Gu Chi is a good person and treats him well, and partly because of Jiang Yu. sad.

Master Jiang will probably never meet someone like Gu Chi again.

"Master Gu, I will always be here waiting for you to come back."

He only said this sentence, but Gu Chi listened and remained silent for a long time without answering him.

Everyone fell silent in unison.

Because everyone knows in their hearts that Gu Chi may never come back after this trip. You said the bird finally escaped from the cage, will it fly back?

It's time for the radio to call their flight

After a long time, Mo Hanxin left in a hurry because of something, and Zhang He went to see her off, so there were only four of them left here in an instant.

The four were relatively silent, and no one spoke.

And he waited at the airport for a long time, until the security checkpoint was about to close, but he didn't wait for the person he wanted to wait for.

In the end he had to say goodbye to the two and left without looking back.

If he doesn't come, he won't look back and wait for him.

After boarding the plane, he sat by the window and watched the city he had lived in for 18 years gradually blur until it became a tiny point in the ground and could no longer be seen. He did not feel any joy after relief.

He was even thinking, what is he doing?

Why didn't he come to see him off?

Then he stared absent-mindedly at the continuous clouds outside the window, and the human world passing by under the plane, his eyes turned red quietly.

asshole.

he said silently.

.....................

But Gu Chi didn't know that the bastard had a high fever of [-] degrees, he was lying on the bed and couldn't get up, and he was yelling his name in a daze.

As soon as Fu Dong finished seeing off Gu Chi, he drove all the way back to Mo Yanshu's home in a hurry. He fed Jiang Yu medicine and gave him an injection, but he still didn't see any improvement. The only time he was sober was Jiang Yu. Squeeze his hand and ask him, "Is he gone?"

Fu Dong turned his face away, gave a soft "hmm" and didn't say anything else.

And Jiang Yu laughed as if he suddenly lost all his strength, and said, "I might be dying soon."

Fu Dong said angrily: "What nonsense are you talking..."

Jiang Yu looked at him, that look made Fu Dong completely lost his words, he couldn't bear to say any more.

"If I die, Ji Qingye will probably come back. Give him everything I have now, including my computer, and ask him to protect Gu Chi. As long as he lives, he must be protected." Jiang Yu Said in a hoarse voice.

Mo Hanxin and Mo Yanshu stood at the door of the room and heard their conversation, Mo Hanxin shed tears first, Mo Yanshu thought of something, turned his face to the side and smiled wryly, his eyes were red.

Fu Dong finally couldn't help crying, he choked up and shook his head: "I don't...don't, what if Gu Chi comes back?"

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "No way."

He is so sure.

After nine o'clock in the evening, Jiang Yu finally subsided a little fever, at the same time, Gu Chi arrived in London.

Gao Xuan and him went to the nearest hotel to rest for a while, and then Gao Xuan took him to recognize those who were responsible for protecting Gu Chi, but Gu Chi remained silent.

He stood at the London airport, looking at the bustling crowd and those tall buildings, without any joy or joy, nor the so-called excitement of seeing the sun again. His heart was empty, and he always felt that something was missing. He was very sad, and his heart was like There was a thorn in it, but he couldn't get it out.

When it was dawn, Gu Chi said that he was going to see Gu Xingmian. In fact, he came to London to see him. Afterwards, they were going to Oxford. Gao Ying arranged a car for him. He first called Fu Dong's parents to explain his purpose, and then Take Gu Chi over there.

The Fu family's mansion is located in a deep mountain in London. It has a quiet and beautiful environment, complete entertainment facilities, and few people come to disturb it. It is a good place to retire.

When Gu Chi walked in, he even saw slides and swings for children on the lawn in front of the mansion. He thought that Lai Mianmian had a good life in Fu's house.

"elder brother!"

The little guy had already heard that Gu Chi was coming, and had been waiting in the yard for a long time. When he saw him, he ran down from the top and threw himself into his arms.

Xing Mian has grown a lot taller, at the age of nine she has already reached a little below Gu Chi's chest, her appearance has also grown, her small face is delicate, handsome and comfortable, her body is not as thin as before, she wears a small dress, looks like a The little prince is probably very popular with little girls in school.

Gu Chi was very happy to see him, he patted his head, and said with a smile: "Mianmian is much taller, almost catching up with brother."

Gu Xingmian smiled brightly. Hearing his joke, she curled her lips and said, "It's not as tall as my brother."

Gu Chi smiled lightly.

At this time, the second elder of the Fu family also followed closely.

Mrs. Fu's clothes are not gorgeous, elegant and dignified, and she doesn't look old at all. Gu Chi can vaguely see the shadow of Fu Dong from those eyebrows.

Mr. Fu wore glasses and came with a newspaper in his hand, as if he came here in a hurry. The two elders have similar styles, simple and clean, so that Gu Chi can't feel the vulgar impetuousness of the aristocrats, and is even very comfortable .

Gu Chi finally understood why the second elder was able to raise a son like Fu Dong.

"Auntie Fu, Uncle Fu, hello. I'm Gu Chi, Mianmian's cousin." Gu Chi stretched out his hand. He respected and appreciated the two elders, but he was still nervous at the moment.

Madam Fu's eyes lit up when she saw him, she was stunned for a few seconds, she tugged on the sleeve of the gentleman next to her, she did not hide her astonishment at all, and exclaimed: "No wonder we Mianmian looks so good..."

"Ahem..." Mr. Fu was dissatisfied with his wife's lack of restraint, and was even a little sour. He whispered a quick reminder in her ear, then gently shook Gu Chi's hand and said with a smile, "It's been a long journey, it's hard work." gone."

Gu Chi hurriedly said: "You and auntie are the ones who worked hard, my brother these days... I'm sorry to bother you..."

"Wait!" Madam Fu came back from her trance, pulled Gu Xingmian, hid the dazed little guy behind her, and looked at Gu Chi. She didn't have any appreciation at the moment, she was full of vigilance.

"You didn't come here to take us away, did you?" Mrs. Fu said.

Gu Chi: "..."

He really thought so when he came here, if Xing Mian caused trouble for them or they were reluctant to take him, Gu Chi would take him away, although it might be a bit hard, but he could work harder and let Xing Mian Follow him to live a good life, and then come to repay the kindness of the second elder for adopting him.

But before he could implement this idea, he was killed in the cradle by Mrs. Fu's words.

Even Mr. Fu's eyes changed, staring at him like a villain.

Gu Chi smiled stiffly: "If the two of you don't want to..."

"willing!"

This loud and firm voice was uttered by the two elders at the same time.

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