So the pond will drown

How can the stars belittle themselves?

………………

The next day, Gu Chi's fever subsided slowly, and in the morning, only a low-grade fever remained.

Jiang Yu lost a lot of weight again, even thinner than last time, he was not fat in the first place, this time he became thinner and thinner.But no matter what, Gu Chi felt that he had a fortitude that could never be destroyed by others.

Gu Chi opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling in a daze for a few seconds, then came back to his senses, turned his head suddenly, and saw Jiang Yu who was still sleeping beside him.

He inexplicably felt his eyes a little sore, and for the first time, he also had the joy of regaining what he lost.

what happened to him?

Before Gu Chi could think about it, Jiang Yu on the opposite side had already squinted his eyes, as if he was about to get up.

Gu Chi lifted the quilt to get out of bed before he opened his eyes, but someone quickly grabbed his feet back without touching the ground. He bumped straight into Jiang Yu's arms, and then heard Jiang Yu let out a muffled snort.

Gu Chi's ears felt hot all of a sudden, and he pretended to be angry and asked him to let go: "I'm going to get up."

Jiang Yu smiled, touched the corner of his lips like a dragonfly touching water, and said softly like a baby: "Long time no see, let me hug for a while."

Gu Chi didn't move.

He still has the face to say it.

The two hugged each other so thoughtlessly until someone knocked on the door.

"Wake up, Mr. Jiang, Gu Chi, I said, are you all so aggressive now? Mr. Jiang, take it easy, Gu Chi is sick. It's already noon, and my sister said that she will help you have a new birthday, hurry up Come down for cake."

From the voice, he knew it was that idiot Mo Yanshu. Jiang Ni didn't want to fight, and he just gritted his teeth: "Eat your mother."

"..."

In the end, the two still had to obediently get up.

Only then did Gu Chi know that this villa belonged to Mo Yanshu.

The atmosphere in the villa seemed the same as it was on Gu Chi's birthday, but it seemed different. With Jiang Yu, everyone was very happy, and Gu Chi was also very happy.

But Jiang Yu was not happy.

"I want to live with Gu Chi." Jiang Yu took a down jacket from nowhere, put it on Gu Chi and led him to go out.

Everyone: "..."

this fucking...

"Master Jiang!" Mo Yanshu still called out to him.

Jiang Yu's heart skipped a beat, and before leaving the door, he turned his head and looked at him deeply.

Mo Yanshu hesitated for a while, smiled, and said casually, "If you have anything to say, let's finish it at once."

Gu Chi frowned, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable. He felt that Jiang Yu was holding his hand tightly, his face was expressionless, and the expressions of the rest of them remained unchanged, but no one looked over.

Jiang Yu was silent for a while, nodded, and gave an inaudible "hmm", and led Gu Chi to leave.

It's winter, and it hasn't snowed yet this year.

In the blink of an eye, it is winter again. This year's summer is going fast, and winter is coming too fast. It turns out that the cycle of four seasons is really just a flick of a finger.

Mo Yanshu is really rich if he is rich. The villa is as big as Jiang Yu’s two. Like the castle, it is built deep in the mountains and forests, covering a wide range. Gu Chi can see flowers and smell the fragrance of flowers here. You can even hear the chirping of birds in the morning.

The sense of unreality had always enveloped him before, but now, seeing Jiang Yu beside him, he felt a bit of satisfaction and reality that shouldn't have appeared.

Gu Chi hadn't recovered from his cold yet, and now he couldn't bear the cold wind blowing in his face, so he lowered his head and sneezed.

Jiang Yu was startled, turned around to help him put on his coat, and asked in a low voice, "Is it cold?"

Gu Chi nodded.

"Then let's go in?" Jiang Yu didn't want Gu Chi to catch a cold again.

Gu Chi shook his head, buried half of his face in his collar, and said in a muffled voice, "No."

Jiang Yu frowned slightly: "It's because I didn't think carefully, I forgot that you still have a fever."

Gu Chi glanced at him, and said in a muffled voice, "I've been staying inside for the past few months, and I finally got out, so I'm not in a hurry to go in."

Jiang Yu felt distressed and at the same time blamed himself: "Why don't you come out for a walk..."

Gu Chi pursed his lips and said, "There's nothing to go."

It's really not much fun, and there are people around the villa. He is followed wherever he goes, as if he is being watched. Although he knows that they are protecting him, it feels very uncomfortable, so apart from the better weather these few months, Outside, he always stays in the room, reading books and playing games. The days are boring, and the time naturally goes by quickly.

Now that he is with Jiang Yu, he seems to have finally stepped on the ground, time seems to slow down, every minute and every second brings a peace of mind that is different from any other time for Gu Chi.

Jiang Yu was silent for a few seconds after listening to his words, and then said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry Xiaochi..."

Gu Chi curled his lips and didn't speak any more.

The two sat quietly for a while under the small pavilion in the backyard.

At this time, it seems that the wind stops and the trees stop, and everything is bathed in the warm winter sun.

Jiang Yu looked at Gu Chi who was squinting and yawning slightly, and thought to himself, it would be nice to be with him forever.

Like him, really like him.

"Xiaochi." He called him suddenly.

Gu Chi opened his eyes and looked at him, his cheeks were a little red from the cold, pitiful and cute, Jiang Yu's heart moved slightly, and he couldn't help stretching out his hand to gently pinch his face.

Gu Chi frowned, slapped his hand away, and said angrily, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Yu chuckled and said, "I like your faults."

"..."

He is not poor with him.

This person is poor and shameless, and most people can't win with him.

"Hey Xiaochi." Jiang You deliberately moved closer to him, calling him in his ear.

Gu Chi's ears warmed up, and his heart also warmed up. He just tilted his head slightly, and asked angrily, "What are you doing?"

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Where do you want to take the exam in the future?"

Gu Chi's eyebrows twitched, he frowned, and looked at him: "Why do you ask this?"

Jiang Yu backed away a little, the loneliness in his eyes flashed, and he pretended to be natural: "Xiaochi should go to college."

"What?" Gu Chi didn't react immediately.

Jiang Yu didn't dare to look at him, he was afraid that if he looked up and met Gu Chi's eyes, he would lose control of himself, and then lock him up like a demon and let him follow him until he died.

But no.

"Two years will be here soon." Jiang You took a deep breath, trying to restrain the pain in his heart roaring like a beast, raised his eyes to look at him, and said, "May I take you to England?"

Gu Chi's brain exploded, he looked at him fiercely, his lips moved slightly, and it took him a long time before he said, "...What do you mean?"

Jiang Yu thought that Gu Chi was asking why he sent him to England, and quickly explained: "Xingmian is in England, and Chu Yang... is also there."

"Chu Yang?" Gu Chi felt a pain in his heart when he heard the name, and he subconsciously asked, "His...was the operation successful? How is it going?"

He might be crazy, he stayed in Jiang Yu's trap for too long, and he forgot that he still had a friend who was hurt because of him.

Jiang You closed his eyes and shook his head: "I don't know, I only know that their family settled in England at that time."

Gu Chi was stunned for a few seconds, then nodded slowly: "...Oh."

The two were silent for a while, Jiang Yu felt a little cold, looked outside the pavilion, only to realize that it was snowing, this was the first snow this year, but it didn't catch up with the good time.They fell from the sky densely, returned to the dust, and died of the dust.

"When are you leaving?" Gu Chi looked at him with a very deep voice.

Jiang Yu twitched the corner of his lower lip and said, "After the Chinese New Year is over, you can do whatever you want."

"Are you really letting me go or..."

Or just give him an illusion, wait for him to finish what he wants to do, wait for him to avoid everything in front of him, and then catch him back?

"it is true."

"Really let you go, if you don't want to come back or... don't want to see me again, then I swear, I will never appear in front of you again in this life."

Jiang Yu didn't stay much that day, he left in embarrassment after leaving only one sentence.

"In March next year at the latest, if you don't leave after March, stay with me all the time, Xiaochi."

If it was in the past, Gu Chi might have been frightened by this sentence, and he might even be impatient to fly to England now after getting Jiang Yu's consent.

But he didn't dare to deny it, he admitted that at a certain moment, he was actually moved by Jiang Yu's words, and he didn't want to leave.

don't want to go.

As soon as these four words appeared in Gu Chi's mind, he was taken aback.

Why don't you want to go?

Why don't you want to leave?

His only family member is in the UK, and his best friend is also in the UK. What worries does he have in Nanyang?

………………

This separation lasted until the second day of the new year.

Something happened to Jiang Yu on New Year's Eve, and he couldn't come over to spend the New Year with them. Mo Yanshu and Mo Hanxin didn't go back, but in order to reassure Gu Chi, Fu Dong and Zhang Shen still had to force their smiles He spent a meaningless year with Gu Chi who was also forced to smile.

It wasn't until the second day of junior high school that Jiang You managed to stabilize his emotions before returning with injuries and exhaustion all over his body.

He knew that he had to come back, because he subconsciously felt that this was probably the last time he and Gu Chi would see each other.

Mo Yanshu and the others didn't come to disturb them that day, and they all hid in the upstairs study.

This is the only time that Gu Chi and Jiang Yu have been alone in the past few months, but because of what they said last time, meeting now is no longer as natural as before.

Jiang Yu was the first to speak.

"Xiaochi, let me make a meal." After he finished speaking, he turned and went into the kitchen.

Gu Chi stood at the corner of the stairs for a while, thought of something, turned around and went upstairs.

Gu Chi hadn't come down when Jiang Yu had prepared the food.

Jiang Yu went up to call him, since he got along with Gu Chi, he has always had this subconscious habit, knocked on the door politely, and shouted: "Xiao Chi for dinner."

There was no sound from inside.

Jiang Yu frowned slightly, and knocked a few more times: "Xiaochi?"

He had cast a shadow over Gu Chi's quietness, but this time Gu Chi responded quickly, but it didn't sound very pleasant.

"The door is unlocked, come in."

Jiang Yu didn't hold back any more politeness, he opened the door and went in.

Gu Chi stood at the head of the bed with his back facing him, holding something in his hand.

The thing glowed warmly under the reflection of the orange light in the room, but Jiang Yu still recognized what it was at a glance.

"Koike! You..."

It was a pistol, a black pistol.

Half of Gu Chi's face is hidden in the darkness, his side face is beautiful and soft, his long eyelashes cast a deep shadow, but his eyes are extraordinarily bright, at this time he has lost the indifference and coldness he used to treat Jiang Yu in the past, Hearing Jiang Yu's voice, Gu Chi turned his head, then raised his gun and pointed it at him.

Jiang Yu suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as long as he didn't hurt himself, it didn't matter.

"Xiaochi, it's time to eat." He just said that.

Gu Chi tilted his head expressionlessly, and said, "You're not surprised why I have a gun, did you already know?"

The warmth in Jiang Yu's eyes remained undiminished, he looked at him for a while, but did not deny it: "Yes."

Gu Chi closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and said again: "Actually, you know that with Xiushan..."

Jiang Yu was noncommittal.

Gu Chi smiled wryly.

Turns out he knew everything.

A year and a half ago, the two went to relax with Xiushan. After Jiang Yu accompanied him to find a watch shop and failed, the two had dinner at a restaurant. , Taking advantage of Jiang Yu’s carelessness, he left his seat and went to the toilet. The man gave him a gun and said to him: “Kill Jiang Yu, we will give you freedom and everything you want.”

At that time, he didn't think about Jiang Yu's death, but he knew that if he didn't agree, Jiang Yu would find his body later, so he agreed on the surface, but he still got a gun because of it. He has been hiding at the bottom of the box, if he didn't suddenly think of it today, he might have forgotten its existence.

He failed to complete this ridiculous task for the first time in a year and a half.

This is probably the reason why those people attacked him first in everything. They probably thought that he would favor them and kill Jiang Yu with them, but later they found out that Gu Chi didn't have such intentions before becoming murderous.

Gu Chi put down his hand as if he had lost all his strength, turned the gun head, and pointed at his heart.

"Gu Chi!" Jiang Yu's complexion changed suddenly, but he didn't dare to approach him, so he could only stand far away, fearing that he might get angry.

Gu Chi smiled and said, "You see, what's the point of me being alive? The bullets they gave me are not only for you, but also for me."

At that moment, Jiang Yu had difficulty breathing to the extreme, he seemed to be able to feel the monster that sneaked in, the monster was furious, because of Gu Chi's words, because Gu Chi underestimated himself, so it was very angry, He is also very angry.

For the first time, he didn't want to control it.

Gu Chi was disobedient, he wanted to hurt himself.

So Jiang Yu didn't care about anything else, he rushed up and snatched the gun from Gu Chi's terrified and stunned eyes and expression, and threw it in the master bedroom hall, while Gu Chi's people were pinned down on the bed by him.

The kiss fell hard, making Gu Chi feel dizzy, he seemed to have sensed something was wrong, and wanted to push him, but he couldn't, not only couldn't push, he seemed to have become even more angry because of his resistance.

When he met those bloodshot eyes, Gu Chi was stunned fiercely. At this moment, his clothes were torn off by him. If the heating was not turned on in the room, then his skin exposed to the air would suffer, but After all, it's still a little cool.

Gu Chi woke up a little, struggling to hide, he didn't want to have sex with Jiang Yu, at least not now, Jiang Yu couldn't force him.

"Let go of me! Jiang Yu!"

But it was useless, he seemed to be out of control, pressing down on him, licking him, biting him mercilessly.

For a moment, Gu Chi met Jiang Yu's eyes, which were cold and cold, familiar yet unfamiliar.

Familiar because he treated Gu Chi like this when he was first forced to be with Jiang Yu, cold-blooded and cruel; unfamiliar because he has not seen Jiang Yu like this for a long, long time.

He seemed to be beaten back to his original form all of a sudden, he made him suffer, he liked to see him struggle and shed tears, without the gentle foreplay, he admired the blood left from him, and the gentle lick Get rid of the blood.After more than a year, Gu Chi saw those eyes excited with blood again.

Here he smiled and said: "Don't leave, stay with me forever, Gu Chi."

Later, he choked up and said: "...Xiaochi, don't come back after you leave, you have to go far away, and don't come to me again in this life."

Like two people.

So Gu Chi was scared.

The author has something to say:

Chapter 55 of the foreshadowing about Gu Chi being instigated by those people to go undercover.

Remind me that it will officially break the mirror tomorrow, the progress will be very fast before the reunion, and the main text will almost be finished after the reunion.

In short, thank you for not despising my bad writing.

Thanks for watching.