hope for redemption

"So as long as you get out of his expected control trajectory, he will riot," Alps observed Jiang Xi's face, paused and continued, "Everyone's riot objects and forms are different, but The purpose is the same, that is to satisfy your own paranoia and desire to control. I think, every time he treats you in this way... he should be thinking about truly possessing you."

Hearing what Alps said, Jiang Xi felt that Lin Wang's paranoia and desire to control him had traces in his life, especially in the aspect of sex. For example, he never wore a condom when doing sex. What Wang likes most is to keep his things in his body, and he also likes to leave all kinds of very obvious marks on his body...

Jiang Xi couldn't help recalling the first time when Lin Wang forced him. At that time, he seemed to say that if he couldn't make him feel at ease, he had to get something in his own way.

At that time, Jiang Xi didn't think much about this sentence, because there was no extra time for him to think about what happened later.But thinking back suddenly now, he seemed to understand what Lin Wang meant by these words.

Is that so?

Jiang Xi hung his head weakly, and the hand holding the water glass began to tremble uncontrollably.He was thinking, is he really a qualified boyfriend? Why didn't he notice that Lin Wang had rioted so many times? The point of not being able to wait irritated him.

He should have thought, Lin Wang sometimes has too much contrast between the two poles, why didn't he notice the existence of such a contradiction!

"Is...is his condition serious?" Jiang Xi's breath was chaotic and mixed intermittently.

"Well...I can't make an accurate judgment now," Alps wrote again on the paper, "But according to the situation you said, every time...after forcing you, he can still wake up in time, and make a useless apology And so on, it’s not particularly serious, but the treatment can’t be delayed any longer.”

Now there is a huge stone in Jiang Xi's heart, which makes him breathless, and he can only squeeze out a few words while taking a deep breath: "I will talk to him as soon as possible."

Seeing Jiang Xi's state, Alps frowned displeasedly, and took the water glass away from him: "It's not your fault."

"How could it not be my fault? If I pay more attention, I will definitely find that his state is wrong, and I won't..."

"You don't know anything, and you don't deliberately hide from him, and have a cold war with him after he used force on you?" Alps' face gradually turned cold, "ALS, in love, both parties are in the same situation. Since he chose you, it is equivalent to choosing your past. Everyone’s past creates a different personality for each person. You have seen what you have done for so many years under An Sheng’s hands. You are destined to be the kind of person who won't trust others easily, didn't he already know this?"

"Since he chose to give you time, it is equivalent to handing over the initiative to you, and his persecution every time he riots is equivalent to taking this initiative back. Do you think this is still your fault?"

"We have worked together for quite a long time. I know what kind of person you are, with ambition and arrogance flowing in your blood. To be honest, I knew from the beginning that you found such a boyfriend or were you under pressure. My first reaction was that I was not worth it for you, the person who pursued you in Noah's Ark was hundreds of times better than Lin Wang, I really don't understand why you chose him."

"Alps!" Jiang Xi lowered his head and growled, "Don't say that about him, he's fine."

"My little king...Xiao Yemei, can you listen to me?" Alps rolled his eyes speechlessly, "but that was just a momentary thought, because I know that feelings are sometimes so wonderful , One look, one touch is a glance of ten thousand years, and because I know you well, I know that you must have exhausted all your courage in choosing him. You don't just look at what he has paid, you also have to look at what you have paid What, it is not easy for you to take this step to fall in love with him."

What Alps said made Jiang Xi feel quite awakened. He suddenly saw a point that he had been ignoring all the time. All along, he only noticed what Lin Wang paid and didn't look at what he gave.

Sometimes he is selfish, indifferent, suspicious, and scruples, but he is trying to change all of these for Lin Wang, but every time a conflict occurs, he will ignore this point, so that he habitually Take the fault on yourself.

The emergence of conflicts is definitely not a problem of one person.

Alps sensed that Jiang Xi's mood had gradually stabilized, and continued: "Let's talk about the biggest problem now, which is that he uses force on you. You have to understand the essence of this matter. Force is force. There is no excuse. It can be said. And, to put it bluntly, what is it called, a meat 'poop' device? A 'desire' device?"

"Brother, he didn't mean that!" Jiang Xi angrily raised her head to defend Lin Wang.

"Can you fucking be sober!" Alps finally couldn't take it anymore, and broke out, "Look at you now, do you still look like a superior? A real love brain whose head has been lowered..."

"It's not the same with you! You still have the nerve to talk about me!" Jiang Xi pointed at him angrily and said.

"I...ah! I'm really drunk, why did I tell you this, I'm thankless and you scold me." Alps gritted his teeth and glared at him, turning off the recorder angrily, "That's it Le, you can go there on your own, and see what you can come up with."

"Alps!" Jiang Xi stood up abruptly and pulled him back. He urgently needed someone to guide him and talk to him, but he couldn't hold back his face and begged for peace, so he pretended to be confident and asked, "What about your professional ethics as a doctor?" , are you so irresponsible?"

"I'm only responsible for my patients, are you my patient?" Alps asked sideways.

"I...I'm your employer!" Thinking of this, Jiang Xi immediately gained confidence, and immediately gained momentum, "Come back and continue talking."

"Heh," Alps snorted coldly several times with his eyes widened, "what are you pretending to be like, I'm missing your meal!"

Having said that, Alps sat back, rolled his eyes several times at Jiang Xi and asked, "What did you just say?"

"Use the strong one." Jiang Xi tilted his head and coughed a few times.

"Well, I won't repeat it if it doesn't sound good, he..."

As soon as Alps started, he was interrupted by a knock on the door, tilting his head and asking in doubt, "Who is it?"

"I don't know," Jiang Xi looked at him with the expression of you asking me who I'm asking.

"I'll go and have a look," Alps walked over mutteringly, looked out through the cat's eyes and turned his head and said, "There's no one."

"Ah?" Jiang Xi also walked over, rolled his eyes and asked, "Is the ghost knocking on the door?"

"should.."

The knock on the door rang again, and Alps immediately rushed over to look out through the cat's eyes, but still saw nothing.

This made Alps immediately vigilant, and hurriedly took out a gun from the suitcase, holding it half-handled and hiding it by his waist.

"Fuck! Why do you still have a gun?" Jiang Xi asked in amazement, "Have you installed a silencer?"

"Fake it," Alps glanced at him, "You haven't forgotten your fighting skills, have you?"

"No," he asked Jiang Xi and immediately understood what it meant, and immediately entered a state of alert, gesturing to assign positions.

Alps loaded the bullet: "Three seconds."

"Understood," Jiang Xi nodded, and pulled the latch to open the door, but the person standing outside the door was not the killer mercenary they thought, but Lin Wang, a person Jiang Xi could never have imagined.

Before he could speak, Alps suddenly came out from behind the door, pointed a gun at Lin Wang's forehead and said, "Raise your hand, and kick the weapon on your body aside."

"Fuck!" Jiang Xi was brought back to his senses, he quickly turned around and grabbed the muzzle of Alps to press it down, and quickly explained, "It's not the person over there, this is Lin Wang."

"Ah?" Alps looked at Lin Wang standing outside the door in surprise, and shouted speechlessly, "I'm going, brother, you are trying to scare someone to death when you knock on the door at night and don't show your face!"

Lin Wang glanced at him coldly, and instead of answering his words, he asked, "Is there a blower?"

"...Yes, in the bathroom." Alps looked back and forth between his two bodies.

Lin Wang nodded to him, strode into the room and put the bag on the side counter, then turned around and pulled Jiang Xi into the bathroom and closed the door.

"It's okay to have conflicts, lose your temper, or want to kill me," Lin Wang found out the hair dryer and plugged it in, "but you can't stay out all night, and you have to take good care of yourself. Come here and blow your hair."

Jiang Xi pursed her lips and walked over to stand in front of Lin Wang, asking him to blow-dry her hair.

Jiang Xi is in a very complicated mood now, he doesn't know how to face Lin Wang, although he did that to him because of the riot, but as Alps said, coercion is coercion without any excuses.

On the one hand, he is worried about Lin Wang's state, he is afraid that something will happen to Lin Wang if he is not there, on the other hand, he inevitably recalls what happened just now, he was pushed on the desk and violently entered, he I don't want to go back.

These two thoughts are intertwined in my mind, fighting evenly.

Jiang Xi secretly raised his eyes and glanced at Lin Wang in the mirror. Just like Lin Wang who had blow-dried his hair several times before, his movements were gentle and meticulous. The moment when the warm air and warm fingertips touched his scalp always It will bring a slight electric current, causing a burst of tingling.

"How did you find it?" Jiang Xi asked in a daze.

"Mobile phone location" Lin Wang brushed away his wet and limp hair, and began blowing from the roots.

Lin Wang knew that Jiang Xi had been watching him, and he also knew that Jiang Xi's heart had softened, and he knew how to seize this opportunity to make progress.

After drying his hair, Lin Wang put away the hair dryer, moved a little closer to Jiang Xi, lifted the hair on the nape of his neck, and kissed his hickey and bite marks one after another.

"Hmm..." Jiang Xi snorted uncontrollably, leaned forward weakly, and supported the sink with both hands, "Don't kiss..."

Lin Wang moved closer, put his arms around his waist and pressed the man into his arms, instead of answering his words, he kissed them all over.

"Come back with me, okay?" Lin Wangzai leaned on Jiang Xi's shoulder with his head down, and whispered into his ear.

Jiang Xi had never seen Lin Wang like this before. This man was still as tall as before, but his words, his expression, and his actions showed his begging and submission everywhere.

This is [-] times better than that useless shit, sorry, directly assisted the side that softened and returned, and won the tug-of-war with an irreversible advantage.

Jiang Xi touched Lin Wang's head, and replied softly, "Okay."

Lin Wang happily pecked Jiang Xi's side neck and said, "I brought you clothes, do you change them yourself or should I change them for you?"

"I'll change it myself." Jiang Xi looked away a little at a loss, "You wait for me outside."

Lin Wang said hello, packed up Jiang Xi's changed clothes from the bathroom, handed him the clothes he brought, and went out of the bathroom to wait for him outside.

"What would you like to drink?" Alps smiled, but there was a scrutiny in his eyes.

Standing at the door of the bathroom, Lin Wang gave him a cold sideways glance and replied, "No, we'll leave right away."

Hearing what he said, Alps raised his eyebrows in astonishment, as if he didn't expect Jiang Xi to go back with him so easily.

"Ah... Really..." Alps lowered his head and shook his head helplessly, but then immediately adjusted himself, and said with a polite smile, "Hello, I'm Alps."

"You are Alps?" Lin Wang finally looked at him, but there was a turbulent danger in his eyes.

"Yes," Alps found more and more interesting, "I am the doctor ALS invited for you, specializing in the treatment of diseases related to mental power."

"ALS?" Lin Wang asked suspiciously.

"Ah... sorry, I'm used to it," Alps gestured, "It's Jiang Xi, I'm the doctor Jiang Xi invited to treat you."

There was a trace of astonishment in Lin Wang's eyes, he suddenly understood why Jiang Xi refused to tell the truth, it turned out to be like this.

After thinking about it, it is a lie to say that there is no regret, and it is also a lie to say that there is no heartache.

But it is impossible for him to express these emotions here. The person in front of him feels very dangerous to him, as can be seen from the fact that he was able to carry a gun with him just now.

At the beginning, when he got here, he thought that Jiang Xi came out to open a room by himself, so he didn't show his face when he knocked on the door at first, because he was afraid that Jiang Xi would not open the door after seeing him.

But the actual situation is far from what he imagined.

"Are you from Noah's Ark?" Although the words were doubtful, they were more or less positive.

"Forget it, it doesn't count." Alps changed his stance, leaning against the wall and said, "I'm in exile right now."

"Exile?" Lin Wang frowned. In his impression, very few people were exiled, and the managers of Noah's Ark seldom keep capable people on the edge.

"Well, you should have heard my name." Alps opened the cabinet and took out a business card from it. "Maybe it's better for me to introduce myself like this. Hello, I'm the former Minister of Perception plus the former Sense of Language Department member, Alps."

After he reminded Lin Wang like this, he finally remembered where he had heard this name. One of the protagonists in the department replacement event that caused a sensation in Noah's Ark was Alps.

He tried his best to recall what happened back then, trying to find more information about the person in front of him through some clues.It's a pity that when this incident happened, he was still too young and his level was too low to know anything about these high-level people.

After thinking for a long time, I couldn't come up with anything.

Alps still stretched out his hand holding the business card, Lin Wang glanced at the business card, and replied politely and distantly: "Hello, but I don't think it's necessary."

"Don't rush to refuse." Alps shook his hand holding the business card in front of Lin Wang, "Do you think you can go on with A...Jiang Xi in your current state?"

Lin Wang frowned in disgust, and his tone became even colder: "This has nothing to do with you."

"I'm just out of the professional ethics of a doctor," Alps smiled, "Do you know that you have mental violence?"

"What do you mean?" These words made Lin Wang vigilant immediately, and the atmosphere around him also changed, like a cheetah that was always ready to go.

Compared to Lin Wang's tenseness, Alps seemed more casual and relaxed. He said lazily: "The bloodshot eyes in your eyes have not completely dissipated, the blood vessels under the skin are still in an extremely violent state, and the tyrannical factor in your blood is still there. I'm clamoring... I won't say anything else, but the conclusion is that you rioted."

Seeing the bewildered look in Lin Wang's eyes, Alps knew that this person was also a person who didn't attend class well, so he sighed helplessly and continued: "You rioted, and Jiang Xi is your riot point now. You take care of yourself." Think back, every time you use force against him, have any changes occurred in your head, mental state, or physical function.”

There is no doubt about the ability of a person who can become the Minister of Perception, so Alps's perception of himself is absolutely accurate, which means that he has had several riots before he realized it, and each time The target of the riot is... Jiang Xi.

After realizing this, Lin Wang's eyes suddenly went dark, and his world spun for a while. He subconsciously stretched out his hand to support the wall to barely stand still. His heart seemed to be imprisoned and pulled by thousands of iron chains, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

"So, you think you are dead, riots occur again and again, and you use force on him again and again. He can forgive you this time. What about next time? Next time? Can your relationship last for a long time? "

The tone of Alps' questioning became more and more urgent and serious, as if the ice skates hitting Lin Wang's feet were bound to push him to a corner with no way out.

Seeing Lin Wang's reaction, Alps smiled with satisfaction, walked over and stuffed the business card into his pocket: "Come and talk to me if you have time."

The author has something to say:

Lin Wang: I just came out to coax my wife, I didn't expect to be pointed at with a gun...

I promise, this is the last time Brother Wang treats Xixi like this (absolutely will not slap her in the face!)

No.. I said I don't like the number 44, thinking that it can increase to 46, 48, 49, 68, 69, etc.. Not down to 43.. I am sad..

Daily Saying: Please collect and comment, I really hope to see comments! !super hopeful! !Refill~~~