hope for redemption

In the master bedroom, only the sound of physical collision and suppressed weeping can be heard. There is no smell of confusion in the air, but rather cold, and there is even a hint of bloody smell in it.

After the whole sex', Jiang Xi didn't feel comfortable or pleasure, only overwhelming pain and coldness, not only in the body but also in the heart.

The hands that had been pressed on the meridians were still aching, they were twisted behind Lin Wang's back as points of tension, and at the same time served as shackles to imprison Jiang Xi.

Jiang Xi didn't understand why things turned out like this, he tried hard to recall everything but every time he recalled, he stabbed himself in the heart, one knife at a time, dripping with blood.

How much he wished that he had the special ability to shield his senses, so that he might not feel so humiliated and disgusted.

After the release, Lin Wang let go of his hand, and put his hands on both sides of Jiang Xi's head, looking down at the disfigured man biting his lip and crying, with an inexplicable meaning in his eyes.

"Loosen your mouth," Lin Wang said in a hoarse voice while carefully touching Jiang Xi's lower lip, "Stop biting, it's bleeding."

"Are you done?" Jiang Xi didn't answer him but asked sobbing, with an indescribable disgust in his tone.

Lin Wang's heart throbbed violently, and he replied in a trembling voice: "I'll take you to wash it..."

Before Lin Wang could make a move, Jiang Xi directly pulled his hand and pushed him out fiercely, enduring the severe pain, put on his pants, put on the schoolbag that was thrown on the ground and ran out quickly.

Lin Wang hurriedly stabilized his figure, took a few steps forward and pulled him back: "Where are you going?"

Jiang Xi didn't reply, and just shook it away forcefully.

"Stop making trouble, it's very late now." Lin Wang increased his strength, "I'll take you to wash, and then..."

'Snapped! '

Before Lin Wang could finish speaking, Jiang Xi slapped him backhandedly.This slap Jiang Xi must have exerted all his strength, and the slap made Lin Wang's head suddenly turned to the side, and in the next second, there were hummings in his ears.

Taking advantage of the moment when Lin Wang lost his mind, Jiang Xi broke free from his hand, put his schoolbag on his back, and ran out with deep kicks and shallow kicks, without saying a word to him during the whole process.

"Jiang Xi!" Lin Wang was only in a daze for a while, and immediately realized that he was chasing his back while pulling up his pants.

But just for a while, when Lin Wang hurriedly chased down the stairs, he could only watch Jiang Xi sneak into the taxi, quickly close the car door and leave without looking back.

"Damn!" Lin Wang's eyes were bloodshot, and he kicked the wall several times, hovering on the verge of rage.

"Look and see?" The mother-in-law put on her clothes and opened the door, "What's wrong?"

This call brought back Lin Wang's rationality a little bit, he took several deep breaths, tried his best to speak calmly and turned his back to his mother-in-law and said, "It's okay, the clothes that were hanging out just now were accidentally blown down, and they were so dirty that they had to be washed again. "

"Oh, why don't you let me go, I'll wash it for you tomorrow," said the mother-in-law, yawning.

"No need," Lin Wang adjusted his facial expression, turned around and walked towards his mother-in-law and pushed her into the room, "Go to sleep."

After sending her mother-in-law back to the room, Lin Wang gritted his teeth and tried to restrain his emotions, but the slightly twitching face still betrayed the tyranny in his heart.

He called Jiang Xi while going upstairs, but he was hung up as expected, and calling again will remind you that the other party has turned off the phone.

Lin Wang knew Jiang Xi blocked him when he heard the prompt.

The prompt sound for the actual shutdown is still different from the black prompt sound, and there is a certain difference between the two.

Lin Wang didn't continue to call, nor did he make QQ or WeChat calls. He didn't want to shut people down.

He needs to use Jiang Xi's mobile phone to find him.

No matter what, it is absolutely impossible for him to let Jiang Xi go out alone. No matter whether he hates it or hates it, people must stay by his side.

Lin Wang went back to his room, turned on the computer and connected the phone to it, and began to locate and find someone with his fingers flying on the keyboard.

But after all, it is a technology that has been abandoned for several years. Even if I remember the process, I still do it by hand. It will be more than an hour before Lin Wang finds someone.

"Hey, young man, don't just cry, you have to at least tell me where to go. I've been around several times." The taxi driver glanced at the rearview mirror, and comforted him in a slow tone, " Did you quarrel with your family? Or is there too much academic pressure? I see that you are a student of No. [-] Middle School in the school uniform you are wearing, I..."

"Go to Swan Lake," Jiang Xi interrupted him sobbing.

"Ah? Oh..." The driver was stunned, and hurriedly turned the steering wheel and drove towards Swan Lake.He glanced at the rearview mirror again, and said worriedly, "You child should be careful when staying in a hotel, and don't open the door to strangers casually. It's better to go home and live. If you have any conflicts with your family, say Just be clear, safety comes first.”

go home?Where does he have a home.

Is this contradiction clear?He also wanted to make it clear, but Lin Wang pressed too hard and didn't give him a chance to say it.

He originally planned to calm Lin Wang down today, and then talk to Lin Wang when they were on their monthly vacation.But he didn't expect that Lin Wang would do something like this to him, stabbing him in the heart with such violent sex.

The more Jiang Xi thought about it, the more he felt wronged and collapsed, coupled with the dull pain coming from behind, he cried more and more. He lowered his head and clenched his teeth and wept silently in the back seat. Shivering back.

"Alas... here comes the lad," the driver sighed.

Jiang Xi tilted his head and looked out the window with tears in his eyes. It took him a long time to realize that he had indeed arrived at Swan Lake. Trembling, he took out his mobile phone to scan the QR code to pay, and said thank you in tears.

"Young man, it's better to go back early, it's not safe to be outside alone." The driver lowered the window to remind him.

Jiang Xi nodded, thanked him and walked into Swan Lake.

"Hi, welcome to Swan Lake, what do you need?" The front desk lady smiled without changing her face.

Jiang Xi sniffed, choked up and said, "I...I want a standard room."

"Okay, how long will you stay?" the front desk lady asked while operating the computer.

Jiang Xi thought for a while: "Three days."

They will have their monthly vacation in three days, and Jiang Xi doesn't want to go back before the monthly vacation.

"Okay, please give me your ID card." The receptionist said with a smile.

ID card?

Hearing what she said, Jiang Xi suddenly realized that he needed an ID card to stay in the hotel, but his ID card was left in the room.

"Hi, please give me your ID card." The front desk lady reminded again.

"Uh... I forgot to bring it..." Jiang Xi pursed her lips, "Can you accommodate me a bit? I'll make it up for you tomorrow."

The front desk lady smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry, this doesn't comply with the regulations."

"Ah..Okay, thank you." Jiang Xi's grievance suddenly came up again, tears fell down as if she didn't want money, and she walked out in small steps.

Sometimes it’s like this when emotions come up. It’s obviously a trivial matter. If you usually don’t take it seriously, but when it happens at this time, you feel wronged and want to cry for no reason.

"ALS?"

Suddenly Jiang Xi's arm was grabbed by someone, and he looked back to see Alps.

"Ohmygod!" Alps couldn't help exclaiming when he saw Jiang Xi's appearance, and asked nervously, "Why...why are you like this?"

"What?" Jiang Xi sobbed violently, and asked suspiciously, "Why are you here?"

"Ah? I live here, don't you know?" Alps gave Jiang Xi a suspicious look.

Jiang Xi didn't react until he said that, nodded quickly and blinked in panic, "Oh...that's right..."

"you.."

"Can I go to your place to have a rest?" Jiang Xi bit her lip and asked.

"Of course," Alps nodded immediately, and led Jiang Xi back to the room.

"I haven't used this bath towel yet." Alps unwrapped a new bath towel and took out another set of clothes from the closet. "You should be able to wear this set of clothes just after washing."

"I...thank you," Jiang Xi put the schoolbag on the sofa embarrassingly, and took the things after thinking about it, because he was really uncomfortable now, and he suppressed it for a long time before letting the things flow out.

"No." Alps glanced at him inexplicably, took out a tube of ointment from the cabinet and handed it to Jiang Xi, "Although this is not a special medicine, it still has anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving effects. You can rub it on after washing. will feel better."

Jiang Xi immediately understood what he meant, and looked up at him in astonishment, and the whole person froze in place, not knowing what to do.

"Have you forgotten that I have sentience?" Alps smiled and answered Jiang Xi's doubts, "And you are too obvious, the hickey marks and bite marks on your neck, the mixed smell of semen and blood around you, I can't help but feel sick." You don’t need to deliberately perceive and analyze to understand what you just experienced.”

"I.."

"Okay, you go and clean it first, it's not good for that thing to stay in the body for a long time." Alps smiled and pushed Jiang Xi into the bathroom.

Because Lin Wang helped clean it up before, this was the first time Jiang Xi cleaned it up by himself, so he couldn't help but mess around a bit.In addition to the pain, I cried several times in the bathroom before I finished the shower.

The ointment still had some effect, it slightly relieved the pain, and Jiang Xi could walk with a slightly wider stride.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Xi asked after drying the towel and sitting by the bed.

Alps raised his head from a pile of instruments, pointed to the water glass on the bedside table: "Warm."

"Ah...thank you," Jiang Xi picked it up and took a sip.

"These are testing instruments." Alps tightened the screws. "Isn't your lover a mental rioter? In some aspects, I need to use instruments to do testing and evaluation."

Now that Jiang Xi's mood has gradually calmed down, he held a water glass and looked around the room. Alps lived in a luxury suite in this hotel. The living room is very large, but now it is full of various express boxes and assembled boxes. Off-white instrument.

Among them are some instruments Jiang Xi is very familiar with, he has seen them before.

"Did you quarrel?" Alps asked very casually, his tone was as relaxed as if he was asking you if you had dinner today.

Jiang Xi tugged at the bed sheet, and gave a muffled hum.

Hearing his answer, Alps put down the tool in his hand, turned around cross-legged and continued to ask, "Did he force you? You guys...is this the first time?"

"No..." Jiang Xi's emotions surged up again, and he said with a sore nose, "We did it before..."

"Hmm..." Alps took the tissue at hand and handed it to Jiang Xi, "Has this happened before?"

"What?" Jiang Xi didn't realize it for a while, and took the tissue over in a daze.

"I said, has he ever done this to you before like today?" Alps said, "That's it..um..violent entry."

Jiang Xi blinked his eyes in panic, lowered his head and bit his lips in silence.

He didn't know whether to tell Alps, how to tell Alps, it was really difficult for him to speak about such things.

"Since you invited me here, you should know that you have to be honest with each other," Alps sighed helplessly, "The more comprehensive I understand, the easier it will be for me to treat you."

"I know," Jiang Xi felt a little ashamed, he pursed his lips and said, "It was... once before."

"When?" Alps took out a pen and paper from the cabinet, put on his glasses and asked, "How long has it been since this time?"

Jiang Xi calculated the time: "Almost five months."

"Well, also because of the quarrel?" Alps asked.

"Well.. it's not a quarrel.. we have never quarreled, but..." Jiang Xi thought for a while and didn't know how to describe the matter between him and Lin Wang to Alps, "I don't know either. How to describe it, the way is very strange.”

"Then let's call it a contradiction for now." Alps wrote some keywords on the paper, "By the way, don't mind if I record it."

"It's okay, you can record it." Jiang Xi said.

Alps went to the backpack and took the recording pen: "Follow up what I said earlier, do you still remember the reason for the first conflict between you two?"

"It's very complicated, I don't know how to tell you." Jiang Xi frowned, recalling what happened but couldn't find the exact reason.

"Then tell the whole thing from beginning to end, it may be more useful." Alps clicked on the recorder.

Jiang Xi organized his language and told the whole thing from beginning to end, even the second time.

After listening to Jiang Xi's narration, Alps shook his head with a smile and said: "Ha, now I finally understand what it means to be a fan of the authorities, and the bystanders are clear."

Facing Jiang Xi's puzzled eyes, Alps continued: "Didn't you find that the point of conflict between the two of you every time is that you have something to hide and don't tell him about it?"

"I..." Alps can always point out the problem so sharply. Jiang Xi couldn't refute it even if he wanted to, so he could only stammer, "But...but he said he would give me time. ..”

"That's another question," Alps said. "You've been with him so long, don't you realize that he's paranoid about you and slightly controlling?"

"How come?" Jiang Xi tightened his hand holding the water glass, and asked in a surprised voice.

"whynot," Alps shrugged, "otherwise why is he so eager to know about your past? He said that he would give you time, which is his sincere words, but... time also has a length limit, once you exceed that If he hits the right tipping point, he'll be pissed off and cause a riot."

"Riot? He didn't riot." Jiang Xi frowned, he didn't quite understand what Alps meant.

Alps rubbed between his brows helplessly: "Did An Sheng arrange classes for you? You don't think that mental violence is only reflected in absolute ability."

"No...otherwise..." Jiang Xi asked back without confidence.

"Wow," Alps applauded him with a half-smile, "You understand well."

The tone was full of sarcasm, Jiang Xi was a little ashamed.

When he was in Noah's Ark, An Sheng arranged classes for him according to the principle of all-round development, but... the rankings were arranged, and the tops were assigned...well, so the ranking of many classes is the same thing. Classes are another story.

Alps curled his lips: "Our abilities are developed in the hidden area of ​​the left brain, whether absolutely or relatively, but the diseases we suffer from due to this ability exist in the entire brain. This means that This means that mental illness not only affects your ability but also affects your normal nerves and thinking."

"Did you know that there is a category of contestants in the Rao Arena made up of patients with mental violence?"

"Luo Animal Farm?" Jiang Xi asked in astonishment, "Where are they going to participate in the competition, aren't they going to die!"

Luo Arena evolved from the underground arena in the 80s of the [-]th century in the United States. Now it is hidden in every corner of the world for the entertainment of the so-called upper class people. There are all kinds of "beasts" gathered in it. As long as you go to the arena, you will only die To let you go.

"Not necessarily," Alps waved his hand, "If an absolutely violent ability user suffers from mental violence, then...he can dominate the Luo Beast Field."

The example given by Alps is very vivid and easy to understand. Jiang Xi immediately understood what he meant, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he said in a trembling voice: "You mean... mental violence..."

"Yes, it will also cause emotional riots and even for some ability users... a functional riot." Alps knocked on the casing of the recorder, "As for the functions of the left and right brains, everyone will riot The degree, form, and manifestation of riots are not the same. Therefore, under this background, mental violence is recognized by the industry as the most difficult disease to treat. It does not have a fixed template or process for treatment. Now it can be confirmed The most important point is that the rioters will have a different paranoid desire and desire to control the riot point than usual."

"And you are now his riot point."

The author has something to say:

Hehehe.. I have never passed Taijiquan... Forced to smile.. Next week make-up exam..

I don't really like my favorite number.. 44.. I hope it can be auspicious, such as 6, 8, 9 and so on.

Daily talk: Please collect and comment, your discussion about the plot is the motivation for me to write down, refill~