hope for redemption

What a fart, I'm dead, I think there is still a wool to use!

The heart-piercing pain surged again, and Jiang Xi felt an invisible pressure pressing against him, squeezing out all the air in his chest.

"Jiaojiao?" Song Dengchen noticed something was wrong with him, and turned over to Jiang Xi's side, "What's wrong with you?"

As soon as Song Dengchen approached, the invisible pressure disappeared, Jiang Xi stared at the ceiling, panting heavily while clutching the quilt: "I... I don't know, suddenly... I feel like something is pressing me down. ..”

Hearing what he said, Song Dengchen's expression suddenly changed, he bent down eagerly, held Jiang Xi's face to let him look at him, and said seriously: "Jiaojiao, listen carefully. She did something wrong at the beginning But everything is for our own good. Don’t blame her, go correct her, help her find her innocence, and be the most original and happiest self.”

"My goal in life has never been to be the supreme ruler, or to pass on a certain language. I only hope that my family members, the only two family members left in the world, one named Jiang Xi, the other is An Sheng, they can live the life they want, and they can be given all the love sincerely and passionately, that's enough."

Jiang Xi seemed to suddenly understand something, and suddenly reached out and grabbed Song Dengchen, panicking, disbelieving and begging: "Brother..."

Song Dengchen smiled at Jiang Xi with red eyes, clasped his wrist instead, turned over and sat on him, leaned over and kissed his forehead, then lowered his head so that the foreheads between the two touched, and closed his eyes.

The interlocking hands of the two gradually began to glow on both sides beside Jiang Xi.

"Brother...I...I like this very much..." Jiang Xi looked at the glowing hand and said tremblingly, Song Dengchen interrupted him before he could say the word room.

"In my life, I was lucky enough to find two treasures hidden by the gods in this vast world. It's a pity that I have a shallow relationship and can't cherish them for a lifetime. So now I want to entrust them with a deep enough relationship to be able to give them all In the hands of those who cherish and love, care and shelter."

"Jiaojiao," Song Dengchen's voice gradually became hoarse and rough, his eyelashes trembling constantly, "The biggest regret between us is that we couldn't say goodbye properly."

The size of the light was getting bigger and bigger, and Jiang Xi was becoming more and more unable to move. He didn't even have the strength to open his mouth to speak. It seemed that a heavy object was hung under his eyelids, and he kept pulling to force him to close his eyes. He couldn't even open himself. The eyelids couldn't even look at Song Dengchen again, as if he was suffering from frostbite.

"Tell me something in your heart." Song Dengchen took a sharp breath, swallowed the blood, and pretended to smile relaxedly, "You should go, he has been waiting for you."

"Jiaojiao, goodbye."

The dazzling white light instantly filled the entire room, as if returning to the time before the world was opened.

After a few seconds, the white light gradually shrinks and shrinks, and as it recedes along the edge, the blood-red and dark buildings are gradually revealed, and miserable screams and cries are heard intermittently from inside, among them Accompanied by the faint sound of bubbling when water is boiling, but it is more dull than that, more like the bubbling sound of magma bubbling in an active volcano.

A few scorched black afterimages drifted by with the wind.

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first translation

jesus tottering

Satan Dances

hexagram rising

that door has been opened

the cross has been turned

The head of the white sheep has been cut off

what am i calling

Father. Father....

The author has something to say:

This chapter was very painful to write, not about Kawen or anything, but mainly because when I wrote about the character Song Dengchen, I thought of someone and cried while writing, so it was my own reasons.But this is the smoothest way to write. From 4.47:[-] pm yesterday to [-] am now, from finishing writing to a rough review, I really can’t do it anymore. I stayed up all night and cried until my eyes were swollen. I’ll check for typos later.

This chapter... Well, it depends on your own understanding. Those who believe that there are ghosts and gods in this world can consider it a real meeting.If you don't believe it, it's just a dream.Anyway, the main thing is to know the content of the conversation between the two of them.

Let me explain the lyrics. The contrast between Jesus staggering and Satan dancing represents Satan's victory. This is his victory song, which corresponds to the scene after the white light dissipates. Sing songs with inexplicable confidence, and God is no exception.

The six-pointed star and the gate of hell are all representatives of Satan, the cross turned over, and the head of the white sheep cut off are all symbols of Jesus being overthrown.

Regarding that Father, believers say that any god they believe in can be called Father, no matter it is good or bad.

It's really coming to an end.