hope for redemption
Chapter 122 Song Dengchen
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Father, Father...
The bells of the church and the murmur of the Sanskrit sound floated from a distance, which was faintly inaudible.
The sonorous and heavy bell was getting closer and louder, and the murmuring Sanskrit sound disappeared in the humming aftertaste.At this time, a low, smoky male voice suddenly sounded from another world, singing in a psychedelic, almost powerless, whisper.
The singing was getting closer and closer, as if it was singing right next to Jiang Xi's ear, and the chest resonance when the voice was switched could be clearly heard.When the voice of Father became lower and lower until only the last trill was left, a gust of cold air suddenly sprayed on Jiang Xi's neck, he trembled violently, and opened his eyes suddenly as if waking up from a nightmare.
At the beginning, he was completely out of touch with this world like a wandering spirit, and after a few seconds of being motionless, his mind and intelligence gradually became concentrated, the scene in front of him gradually became clear, and the various sensory organs of the body began to work.
The first thing you see is a wall-mounted light gray bookcase, which is full of books. These books are not neatly stacked on the shelf, but are interspersed, inserted and stacked randomly.But it doesn't look messy, but adds a bit of easy-going to the cold bookcase.During the period, several pots of unknown green plants were placed, which brought a bit of vitality to the entire bookcase.
Jiang Xi stared blankly at the bookcase in front of him, and always felt that the bookcase had a very familiar feeling, and he had definitely seen it somewhere before.He frowned and wanted to get closer, but just as he stood up, he felt a cold hand, and suddenly lowered his head to find that he was sitting on a big bed.
He was wearing a silk-like white bathrobe, and his legs were covered with a cream-colored ice-silk quilt.Looking at the unfamiliar bathrobe and quilt cover, Jiang Xi finally realized that he is still alive!When he was thrown to the wall by Yang Jue, he was already unconscious. The last scene he can recall now is Yang Jue pointing a gun at himself.
So, was he rescued?Who will save him?
Just as Jiang Xi was trying to recall with his head down, constantly brainstorming.The bed next to him suddenly collapsed, and Jiang Xi noticed the scent of orange blossom after the rain before the perception of being approached. Before he had time to turn around, he heard a familiar voice that could immediately vibrate the soul.
"Hey, Jiaojiao, how are you feeling?"
Jiang Xi's soul, heart, and body trembled violently when he heard this voice. His scalp, flesh, and bones seemed to have been struck by a hundred thousand tiny lightning bolts, full of disbelief and longing. Tears welled up in my eyes immediately.His whole body seemed to be drained of strength and sat there blankly, unable to even clenched his trembling teeth.
"Hey, is there something uncomfortable? Still can't move?" The man is still the same as before, when coaxing people, he will play the voice very softly, with a long tail, like a father coaxing a baby to sleep.
Jiang Xi's tears could no longer be restrained, and the broken thread fell down, falling on the icy silk quilt, which was smudged and dyed in a circle of small velvet.The heart and the organs of the chest cavity seemed to be pressed by something, and it was difficult to breathe and at the same time there was astringent pain.
Like a kitten that was soaked by the rain and shivering under the cardboard because of being homeless, he gasped and choked up and asked, "Is...is that you, brother, Deng...den Brother Chen."
Even though Song Dengchen knew that Jiang Xi must be crying like a cat now, the twitching back looked extremely distressing.But he still thought of playing tricks, moved over and poked his wet face: "If you want to know, just turn your head and look at it yourself, squeamish."
Delicate, no one except Song Dengchen would call him that.
The position and strength of poking the face, no one except Song Dengchen would do this.
Jiang Xi gasped for breath with his mouth open, twisted his body inch by inch with hazy teary eyes, when the face that was close at hand hit his eyes, his heart stopped for several seconds, the tears in his eyes fell and filled, fell and accumulated Full.The face in front of him, which was almost the same as in memory, was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.
But it is certain that this is Song Dengchen.
Jiang Xi's body's instinct was faster than his brain's reaction, and at almost the same second, he rushed over like when he was a child, wrapped his arms around Song Dengchen's waist, and cried intermittently while crying: "I'msomissyou."
Even though he couldn't speak a complete sentence due to sobbing, he still emphasized so and stretched the tone.This is what Song Dengchen taught him when he was a child. When facing family, friends and lovers you haven’t seen for a long time, you must emphasize the tone of the word so, which can better express your miss for them.
"That's great," Song Dengchen smiled with tears in his eyes and rolled his eyes, and smoothed the beauty's pointed hair on Jiang Xi's forehead as before, "I can still hear you say this again."
"Where did you go, you didn't die why didn't you come back, why...why didn't you come back to find us?" Jiang Xi supported his chest and straightened up, with snot and tears all over his face, he asked with a sombre air.
Song Dengchen stretched out his long hand to take the tissue box from the bedside table, and gently helped Jiang Xi wipe away his tears and snot, while smiling helplessly and with some intolerance: "I didn't go anywhere. Jiaojiao, I am indeed dead. "
"What..." Song Dengchen's words were like throwing a bomb into Jiang Xi's head, it exploded with a bang, and before the sound reached his ears, he lost his consciousness and perception.The tears in the eye sockets stopped accumulating, and the sobbing one after another was like the engine losing its bracing, and there was no more sound.
"I'm dead Jiaojiao," Song Dengchen said without the slightest ups and downs of emotion, as if it wasn't him who died. It hurt him, "Song Dengchen, who has Australian nationality, worked in Noah's Ark, and served as the director of the Department of Language and Sense, is dead, and disappeared on the earth, the only known living body in the entire universe."
The last sentence then dropped a bullet in Jiang Xi's mind, blowing up the brain that could think and act and react, not even leaving the foundation for nuclear pollution and radiation.
The state of the whole person is the same as the headless zombie who was knocked over by the cart in Plants vs. Zombies, stiff and motionless.
Song Dengchen didn't continue to say anything, he pinched the tip of Jiang Xi's crying red nose a little harder, squeezed out the remaining snot, waited for a while and found that there was no other snot coming out, then gathered up the used tissue and threw it away into the trash.
Opened the drawer and found a rubber ring tied with a poster, stepped behind Jiang Xi, helped him pull the messy and crying hair away from his face, put it into the hair next to him, and grabbed them together. There is a small ball on the top of the head.
But no matter how gentle and careful Song Dengchen, a big man who had never tied his hair before, would inevitably tear off a few strands of hair clumsily.
There are some pains in life that are small but unbearable.For example, the toe accidentally bumped into the corner of the table, or the current situation, pulling the hair out of the hair follicle.
This kind of pain that would cause discomfort all over the body made Jiang Xi follow the rhythm of the scalp tense and tense, and once the brain started to rotate, everything became clear.
I don't know if it's because of crying a lot just now, but at this moment, the eye sockets are only dry and sore, there is no tear, and the heart and chest don't feel that kind of pressure, as if they don't feel anything about the fact that they just reacted.
But it shouldn't be like this.
After people realize that they are dead, they shouldn't be so calm.Although Jiang Xi didn't know whether people would be as conscious as he was after his death, but he always felt that it shouldn't be so peaceful.
He blinked to ease the dryness of his eyes, and asked in a nasal voice: "Then...I'm... dead too, right?"
Song Dengchen stepped back and sat in front of him again, picked up the bathrobe that had slipped down to his arm, and asked instead of answering his question: "Do you like this place?"
"Here?" Jiang Xi blankly let him tidy up his loose bathrobe, "Where is this place? Is it heaven or hell?"
"Neither of them," Song Dengchen lowered his eyes to cover the emotions in his eyes, straightened Jiang Xi's bent legs, fearing that he would become numb after pressing for a long time, and asked in a complaining tone, "Don't you see where this is? ?”
Jiang Xi stared at him in a daze and made a questioning nasal sound, writing all over his face that I really didn't see it.
Song Dengchen sighed helplessly, walked around behind Jiang Xi, held his face, and turned his head to the left: "Look carefully."
"This...this is.." Looking at the familiar right-angle fabric sofa and log coffee table, as well as the arched floor-to-ceiling windows with pastoral design, Jiang Xi's eyes widened in astonishment, and his tongue seemed to be in a knot, " Yes.. it's your room. It's you.. your room in City Gardens..!"
After Jiang Xi was taken to Guangzhou by Jiang Tiancheng, he followed him to live in Aunt Liu's house in the city garden. The city garden is considered to be an upper-middle-level high-end community in Guangzhou. Two brothers, Song Dengchen and Song Ziran, lived in them. opposite door.
Song Dengchen was working as an English teacher in the best middle school in Guangzhou at that time, and that school was connected with middle school and high school.At that time, Jiang Tiancheng intended to let Jiang Xi study in Guangzhou, so he often made excuses to ask Song Dengchen to take care of Jiang Xi. First, he wanted to use this to draw in the relationship between each other, and second, he wanted Jiang Xi and Song Dengchen to have a good relationship. There is no need to send any gift, they will help you directly for free.
At that time, Jiang Xi didn't understand those twists and turns. He only felt that Song Dengchen was gentle and patient. He spent every day happily with him. Later, Jiang Tiancheng didn't need to take the initiative to mention it. He didn't go back home after school every day. Knocking on the opposite door, he trotted into Song Dengchen's house without even looking at his own door.
There are too many things that can be done with Song Dengchen. Jiang Xichang basically has all the hobbies, some abilities and skills that he did and played when he was with Song Dengchen at that time.
And the place where they stay most often is the light gray right-angle fabric sofa in Song Dengchen's room.
Now I see it again, the deliberately buried memory breaks through the blockade, rushing in with no buffer time.The picture of getting along with each other in the past is like a movie speeded up ten times, and it is displayed in front of you frame by frame.
Jiang Xi smelled the scent of orange blossoms after the rain lingering on Song Dengchen's fingertips, suppressing the soreness in his throat: "When I was able to decorate my own room, the first piece of furniture I wanted to buy was that sofa. But how could I I couldn’t find the same model, and it didn’t feel right to find someone to customize several of them.”
"Well," Song Dengchen replied sullenly, and sat next to Jiang Xi, with his palms propped behind his back, "I designed that sofa myself, and the fabric upholstery is not easy to find. It was quite distressing when I dismantled it and sold it. "
"No wonder," Jiang Xi smiled slightly with tears in his eyes, and tilted his head to ask, "So where is this place?"
Song Dengchen's room in the city garden disappeared several years ago, and that house had already been sold to someone else for renovation.But the room in front of me is exactly the same as before in terms of layout and furniture arrangement.The weirdest thing is that even the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is the very famous midnight snack street outside the city garden.
Is it hell?Or heaven?
It should be heaven.
"I'll tell you later," Song Dengchen pampered Jiang Xi's eyelids, "You haven't answered me yet, do you like this place?"
"Here?" Jiang Xi thought for a while, "Does it mean this room, or the space and world outside this room?"
"This room, the space outside this room." Looking at Jiang Xi's vigilant look, Song Dengchen was both proud and sad, "This place is very beautiful, treat everyone gently and kindly, you and I will be as happy as when we were in Guangzhou."
"Huh?" Jiang Xi keenly captured the hidden information reflected in these words, and asked, "Is there any other space?"
Jiang Xi's vigilance and sharpness were unexpected by Song Dengchen. He was stunned for a moment, and when he realized it, his nose felt sore, he pursed his lips and raised a smile, looking at Jiang Xi's long-opened delicate facial features, he seemed to be inquiring and said affirmatively: "After I left, did that world not treat you well?"
Jiang Xi was stabbed in the heart by these words, and the dissatisfaction and grievance that had obviously been vented were filled up again at this moment, grabbing the small exit, and rushing out.He shed tears again without hesitation, pouted his mouth like a child who didn't ask for candy, and complained angrily: "Everything, everything, everything changed after you left."
"I had already passed the Xingqiao exam, and I could go to Xingqiao to study in junior high school. But my stepmother was pregnant, and Jiang Tiancheng threw me back to Tao County and let me live in that house alone. Tao County is good at mathematics. Difficult... woohoo, I can't keep up with anything except English...they bought another place for Yamin with money and got me in..."
"But I'm still the same as before. I can't get into it at all. I'm really unhappy. Obviously you planned the way for me before you left, but... I'm too cowardly to resist .I have wondered many times, would it be different if I had been tougher and insisted on studying in Guangzhou.”
What Song Dengchen said was gone was completely different from what Jiang Xi understood, but he didn't correct it. He took out a piece of paper and wiped away the tears for Jiang Xi who was crying loudly and insisting on gasping for breath, buried in his distressed eyes. with hateful rage.
"My parents have also changed, and I don't know them anymore." Jiang Xi's heart had been shattered by the impact, leaving a big hole in it, and the air-conditioning in the room went straight into the bloody wound. "I don't even know them." I don't know the news of your death... By the time I found out, your funeral has been held for a long time, and I... I couldn't even see you off for the last time. I really have no conscience... .I should have followed you...and I can share some of the work for you, maybe you won't...not die."
At this time, it was not only because of Song Dengchen, but also because Jiang Xi felt that he was dead anyway, so there was no need to be so wronged and suppressed himself, and not to bring the grievance and resentment of the previous life to the next life.
Of course, at the same time, I was also grieving for the loss of my own life, but this grief seemed a bit insignificant when the matter was a foregone conclusion.
"How can I blame you for this?" Song Dengchen patted his back to help him breathe, for fear that he would not catch his breath as he was when he was a child, choked in his chest and writhing in pain, "Even if you come, I won't live how long."
Song Dengchen's last sentence was light and light, as if he only moved his lips and made a breathy sound.Jiang Xi, who was completely wailing, didn't notice at all. He only knew that Song Dengchen had replied, and he didn't care what the content was. He continued to say incoherently: "I listen... You are... that's because..."
"The plane exploded," Song Dengchen scratched Jiang Xi's eyelids that were crying pink, and a hint of gloom slipped across his calm eyes.
"Hmm..." Jiang Xi's tears flowed even more fiercely, she pressed her lips together, and moved closer to Song Dengchen, hesitatingly stretched out her hand to hug him, but then she thought that she was no longer a child. An upward-oriented relationship should not be embraced casually like this.
Song Dengchen noticed his hesitation, lowered his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Xi sniffed, but finally lost her sensibility, reached out and hugged him, imitating his comforting movement of patting her back, and asked cautiously, "Is it very painful?"
Song Dengchen suppressed the memories that flashed before his eyes, smiled and comforted: "It's actually not bad, death comes one step earlier than pain."
Hearing what he said, Jiang Xi knew that there was probably something comforting about it, and the strength of the hug increased a little, and she buried her eyes on his shoulder: "Do you know what I hate the most in Noah's Ark? The most hated Just look at the second inspection they conduct on the aircraft before each mission."
"I know it's vicious, but I can't control it. That's a rule you bought with your life, but I'd rather not have this rule."
Before the plane takes off, professional personnel will conduct an inspection, but there will still be certain risks in this way, and Song Dengchen encountered that "certain risk".
The news that the manager of Noah's Ark had an accident on his own plane made everyone panic. Since then, Noah's Ark has added a rule, so the plane must undergo a second inspection before leaving the plane.
The funny thing is that since Song Dengchen's plane accident, no one in Noah's Ark has ever had an accident.
Jiang Xi let go of her clenched teeth, arched her back and gasped for breath: "They... they all said that I am a genius, a rare genius with a sense of language. But that's because they haven't seen your grades, if your grades don't Get eliminated, and they'll know I'm a fart."
"You said... You are such a good, such an excellent person, how could God have the heart to let you leave like this." Jiang Xi's fingers gripping the corner of Song Dengchen's clothes became more and more forceful, "If you are still alive, how dazzling you are .”
Song Dengchen lowered his eyes to adjust his emotions, and when he raised his eyes again, he was gentle with sadness, regret and unwillingness, stroking Jiang Xi's sharp back: "Jiaojiao, there are many things that can't be said well. You can't say for sure." I continue to live, and one day I encounter some accident and my brain is damaged, and my ability is getting worse and worse. Instead of that, it's better to be at the peak..."
"No, that's not what it means," Jiang Xi hurriedly raised her head to interrupt him, "It doesn't matter what your abilities are, as long as you live well. Even if you don't have abilities, you are still excellent. I'm not saying..."
"I know, I know," Song Dengchen pressed his shoulders, "but it's useless to make these assumptions now, isn't it? Instead, the more you say it, the more sad it will be, and it will be yourself who will be annoying."
"Well, I'll just say it casually." Jiang Xi took a breath, and sat back limply.
Neither of them spoke after that.
The silence at this moment made the atmosphere suddenly awkward.
Song Dengchen knew that Jiang Xi was crying to rest, so he reacted and felt embarrassed.He shook his head with a bit of a smile, but at the same time he was very relieved, because the essence has not changed, especially after going through so many things.
"You said everything has changed, but what about your sister? Has Chu Chu changed?" Song Dengchen took the initiative to bring up the topic, which was also his most important thing.
It's been a long time since I heard the word Chuchu, and now I suddenly heard Song Dengchen yelling it out, and Jiang Xi didn't react for a while, and it took me a long time to figure out that he was talking about An Sheng.
He is the only one who can call An Sheng like this, and call her Chu Chu.
An Sheng would only let him shout like that.
"She..." Jiang Xi thought for a long time and didn't know how to speak. After a long delay in the ending of her word, she finally managed to say, "...I don't know."
"Huh? Why don't you know?" Song Dengchen looked at Jiang Xi who turned his face away and didn't look at him, and leaned over to poke the fleshy flesh at the corner of his mouth, "What's the matter? You are so old, you can't still look like If you were so nonchalant when you were a child, you should get angry with her because of some trivial things."
"Don't poke, no matter how hard you poke, there won't be any dimples." Jiang Xi slapped his hand away angrily, but seeing his gentle and worried eyes, he lost his temper immediately, "I don't know Because... I feel as if I have never really understood her. I can't tell which sentence she said is true and which action she did from her heart."
"I might think she's changed, but maybe she's always been like this. She's just too good at disguising and I didn't notice."
"Well... why do you say that?" Song Dengchen asked further.
"She...she did something very outrageous." Jiang Xi gritted his teeth and said vaguely.He didn't want Song Dengchen to know, so... it was best for him to keep the beauty.
"To you?" Song Dengchen didn't change his expression, "To others."
Jiang Xi turned his gaze away from him, and replied, "There are all of them. It's too much."
"Hmm..." Song Dengchen let out a chuckle, propped himself up, looked up at the ceiling and said, "It's her character."
"Ah?" Jiang Xi was very surprised by Song Dengchen's reaction, and asked in astonishment, "Why do you think so?"
"It's what it is," Song Dengchen propped up his body, "She's always been so stupid, giving everything regardless."
Jiang Xi became more and more confused by him, and felt that the conversation between the two of them was not on the same channel at all: "Does the topic we two talk about have anything to do with what you just said?"
"You don't care about her at all." Song Dengchen gave Jiang Xi a reproachful look, stretched out his hand and punitively flicked his forehead, "You can't treat your family like this, you know."
"She's not my family!" Jiang Xi immediately yelled back, "She never treated me as a family!"
Song Dengchen didn't even have a chance to continue: "It was a lie from the beginning, you just lied to me...", he began to count An Sheng's crimes with a small mouth, and finally cried again: "She is still He didn't let me go back...and lost the engagement ring that Lin Wang gave me...I've never been separated from him for so long, and he's still sick, so I'm really worried that he might do something stupid. It's been so long now, he must know I'm gone...and I'm dead! Wow!"
"It's all her fault! If she hadn't insisted on getting me back, would I have been able to take on that mission, would I have been ambushed, would I have died. No!"
"You also said that she treats me like a family. No one kills her own family. She just treats me as a tool to make money and use. I hate her to death."
"Don't hate her," Song Dengchen held Jiang Xi's face to wipe his tears, and said bitterly, "The person you should hate is me."
"What... what?" Jiang Xi asked in a daze with tears.
"The person you should hate is me." Song Dengchen rolled his Adam's apple, and said with self-blame, "You know Chuchu can't get pregnant, right?"
"Ah...well, I know." This is the fact that Jiang Xi has been reluctant to think about.
"I won't tell you the reason, and you don't have to ask." Song Dengchen said, "It doesn't matter to me whether she can get pregnant or not. I really don't care about it, as long as she is here. But she , low self-esteem, sensitive and strong, it took me a long time to agree to a relationship, and even the engagement ring was only accepted and put on by me half forcing and half threatening."
"At that time, I comforted her and said, it doesn't matter if you don't give birth, anyway, I don't think I have any extra love for other children, and Jiaojiao alone took away my little father's love. Besides, there are Song Ziran and Song Huai, wouldn't it be enough for them to give birth to grandsons for my father?"
"But she always values my status as the eldest son. You Chinese are more familiar with Chaoshan. Anyway, I don't understand the concept of the eldest son's family business and so on. But she minds, I will find a way, I have to marry someone back, right?"
"Then... At that time, I mentioned you a little bit in a moment of impatience," Song Dengchen's eyes drifted a little at this point, "I analyzed my usual observations of your father and stepmother, and then one day I was in the corridor I heard your mother and your father on the phone... The general content is who raised you next to you, and the two had a lot of quarrel... That's why I asked you if you would like to go with me reason."
"I'm not serious either..." Song Dengchen looked at Jiang Xi staring into his eyes, and immediately changed his words, "Well, I'm more serious. Just tell her, in fact, we can take you over to raise you, After getting along for so long, I have long regarded you as my own child, and I wash your shit pants and give you..."
"Stop," Jiang Xi interrupted in embarrassment, "You get to the point!"
"Okay," Song Dengchen smiled, "And I can see that she liked you so much the first time she saw you. You were so cute back then. You were really like the five yuan girl in Donghe Market. Like a little hamster in a money cage..."
"What kind of metaphor are you talking about!" Jiang Xi lost his temper, "You are only five yuan a cage!"
"Okay, okay, I'm five yuan a cage, I'm five yuan a cage," Song Dengchen apologized to him with a smile, "You know, I can't use metaphors well, mainly I want to describe, highlight, and emphasize your unmanned Adorably cute."
"Anyway, in the end, we all like you very much. You just happen to have such a family situation, and you have an absolute sense of language. You are the most suitable person to be raised by our side, right?"
"However, we just went back at that time, and our family just escaped the pursuit of the opponent, and you know the situation of Noah's Ark. If we hadn't brought a few batches of capable people back, we would have been trampled to death. Where is the time to give you a chance to breathe and regroup."
"So, we plan to return to China to pick you up after we settle down, and announce that you are my chosen heir. In fact, I personally think it is you. You know that your language skills are really... It's Supreme. It's just a pity that I don't have the fate to wait until then."
"It's also my fault. I didn't become stronger and more forward-looking earlier, paving the way for you, leaving more people, money and power for you. This is why my Chuchu and Jiaojiao have suffered so much. suffering."
"No, you're fine, really fine," Jiang Xi shouted hastily, his brain suddenly short-circuited again, and he couldn't think of anything other than the word "very good." After repeating dryly several times, he casually Grabbed a few words, "I... I have actually a lot.. such as the bottom line principle, the way to deal with things, etc. You taught me. You.. If you didn't take me in those years, I would It may have grown crooked."
"I know this," Song Dengchen said proudly with his eyes narrowed, "I'm very happy and relieved that Jiaojiao has always insisted on her innocence."
"I also know that Chuchu lost her innocence. But she didn't lose her bottom line."
This is Song Dengchen's principle, no matter what a person can't lose the bottom line.
"Well...but Jiaojiao, none of us have the right to blame her, you don't have me, let alone you. Because if it wasn't for us, she wouldn't have to live so tiredly, do you know what I mean?"
Jiang Xi turned his head away, and after a long silence, he replied softly: "...I understand."
Song Dengchen said so, what else did he not understand.The eyes that had been blinded by disgust before were completely clear at this time, and the neglected details were gradually revealed, forming a long colorful bandage wrapped around the wound on Jiang Xi's chest.
"Jiaojiao, we have been a family for a long time." Song Dengchen reached out and pulled Jiang Xi's head back, staring into his eyes and asked, "Do you still remember who your English name was and when it was given to you?"
Jiang Xi looked at his serious expression, rolled his eyes, and replied with some uncertainty: "...When I started to participate in the English competition at the beginning of the sixth grade, at that time, my sister An...sister called me The phone asked me to relax...then I didn't know how to talk about the English name, and she said she thought of a unique, very cool, er, something English name for me...well, that's it."
"It's a unique, cool, incomparable, nameless, and profoundly meaningful English name," Song Dengchen added, "She thought of this name very early on, because you know that giving a name is a very sacred, It is a matter of great significance. She regards this naming as your farewell and wishes you to leave such a family; she also regards it as your new life, and you will become our most cherished little prince from now on."
"The name ALS was chosen after I thought about it with Chuchu for a long time and rejected several papers."
"Athdsle persordes." Song Dengchen held Jiang Xi's face and said that sentence in ether, his voice was as clear as a spring, and the collision between his lips and teeth was like pearls falling into jade, "the treasure hidden in the world by the gods. You are the treasure."
"AnnlovesStephen." Song Dengchen smiled sheepishly, "An Sheng loves Song Dengchen. I admit, I hide some selfishness. But it also shows that you are the 'crystallization' of love."
If Song Dengchen hadn't told himself, Jiang Xi would never have thought that the English name he had used for so many years would have such a profound meaning hidden.What's more, in fact, as early as so many years ago, someone was trying to create a home for themselves, a home that regarded themselves as the most precious treasure.
It turned out that I was never that dispensable person.
"You...do you know," Jiang Xi clasped his wrist, choked up and said, "Actually, until now, after so many things have happened, I have never, never regretted meeting you, meeting you, meeting you Sister. Never."
"I know," Song Dengchen wiped away his tears with his thumb, "I can tell. Jiaojiao, family is the most important thing, and you also need to understand what is 'family'. There has never been a standard for this boundary, and everyone Set it up yourself."
"That's why "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" had such a bad reputation at the time, but I still let you watch it. Because no matter how the content in it changes, what will never change is their love for 'home' and 'family' ’ The attitude of those two words.”
"We will argue, we will fight. But we will always support each other, never betray. That'sa family."
"I feel that I really missed a lot of your thoughts on the details," Jiang Xi said with great self-blame.
"This is what parents should do." Song Dengchen blinked playfully, stretched out his hand sideways to fold up the pillow, patted and said, "Come on."
Jiang Xi crawled over obediently, lay on it, tilted her head and muttered, "I just imagined the scene where I called your father, hey, it's really weird."
"I don't want to hear you shout too much," Song Dengchen said with a disgusted expression, lying on the other side, looking at Jiang Xi tenderly, "You will definitely be a good father in the future."
"I..." Jiang Xi just wanted to say that I would, but suddenly realized that Lin Wang is a man, and he couldn't give birth...he couldn't give birth by himself, so he said hesitantly, "Brother, my That... the marriage partner is a man."
"I know, you can adopt it. Maybe one day, you will meet a super cute kid like me." Song Dengchen pushed back the loose hair on Jiang Xi's forehead, took off the rubber band, "Chu Chu also valued you too much, but what she did was really wrong."
"She is really too much," Jiang Xi frowned irritably, "Just veto Lin Wang and never give him any chance. She never knew him. Lin Wang is really good. I was in such a bad state at that time." , I really felt the warmth of home with him for the first time."
"That's right.. It's not just about loving him, it's about loving everything about him. You know everything, including his family relationship and past events..."
"I know, don't say it as if I've never loved someone so much." Song Dengchen flicked his forehead, "You have inherited this very well." After he finished speaking, he paused again, and smiled lightly: "We The people in the family are very lucky, and they can identify a person at once."
"Well, yes, yes," Jiang Xi pulled the quilt and covered his mouth with a smile. It took him a long time to realize,
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Father, Father...
The bells of the church and the murmur of the Sanskrit sound floated from a distance, which was faintly inaudible.
The sonorous and heavy bell was getting closer and louder, and the murmuring Sanskrit sound disappeared in the humming aftertaste.At this time, a low, smoky male voice suddenly sounded from another world, singing in a psychedelic, almost powerless, whisper.
The singing was getting closer and closer, as if it was singing right next to Jiang Xi's ear, and the chest resonance when the voice was switched could be clearly heard.When the voice of Father became lower and lower until only the last trill was left, a gust of cold air suddenly sprayed on Jiang Xi's neck, he trembled violently, and opened his eyes suddenly as if waking up from a nightmare.
At the beginning, he was completely out of touch with this world like a wandering spirit, and after a few seconds of being motionless, his mind and intelligence gradually became concentrated, the scene in front of him gradually became clear, and the various sensory organs of the body began to work.
The first thing you see is a wall-mounted light gray bookcase, which is full of books. These books are not neatly stacked on the shelf, but are interspersed, inserted and stacked randomly.But it doesn't look messy, but adds a bit of easy-going to the cold bookcase.During the period, several pots of unknown green plants were placed, which brought a bit of vitality to the entire bookcase.
Jiang Xi stared blankly at the bookcase in front of him, and always felt that the bookcase had a very familiar feeling, and he had definitely seen it somewhere before.He frowned and wanted to get closer, but just as he stood up, he felt a cold hand, and suddenly lowered his head to find that he was sitting on a big bed.
He was wearing a silk-like white bathrobe, and his legs were covered with a cream-colored ice-silk quilt.Looking at the unfamiliar bathrobe and quilt cover, Jiang Xi finally realized that he is still alive!When he was thrown to the wall by Yang Jue, he was already unconscious. The last scene he can recall now is Yang Jue pointing a gun at himself.
So, was he rescued?Who will save him?
Just as Jiang Xi was trying to recall with his head down, constantly brainstorming.The bed next to him suddenly collapsed, and Jiang Xi noticed the scent of orange blossom after the rain before the perception of being approached. Before he had time to turn around, he heard a familiar voice that could immediately vibrate the soul.
"Hey, Jiaojiao, how are you feeling?"
Jiang Xi's soul, heart, and body trembled violently when he heard this voice. His scalp, flesh, and bones seemed to have been struck by a hundred thousand tiny lightning bolts, full of disbelief and longing. Tears welled up in my eyes immediately.His whole body seemed to be drained of strength and sat there blankly, unable to even clenched his trembling teeth.
"Hey, is there something uncomfortable? Still can't move?" The man is still the same as before, when coaxing people, he will play the voice very softly, with a long tail, like a father coaxing a baby to sleep.
Jiang Xi's tears could no longer be restrained, and the broken thread fell down, falling on the icy silk quilt, which was smudged and dyed in a circle of small velvet.The heart and the organs of the chest cavity seemed to be pressed by something, and it was difficult to breathe and at the same time there was astringent pain.
Like a kitten that was soaked by the rain and shivering under the cardboard because of being homeless, he gasped and choked up and asked, "Is...is that you, brother, Deng...den Brother Chen."
Even though Song Dengchen knew that Jiang Xi must be crying like a cat now, the twitching back looked extremely distressing.But he still thought of playing tricks, moved over and poked his wet face: "If you want to know, just turn your head and look at it yourself, squeamish."
Delicate, no one except Song Dengchen would call him that.
The position and strength of poking the face, no one except Song Dengchen would do this.
Jiang Xi gasped for breath with his mouth open, twisted his body inch by inch with hazy teary eyes, when the face that was close at hand hit his eyes, his heart stopped for several seconds, the tears in his eyes fell and filled, fell and accumulated Full.The face in front of him, which was almost the same as in memory, was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.
But it is certain that this is Song Dengchen.
Jiang Xi's body's instinct was faster than his brain's reaction, and at almost the same second, he rushed over like when he was a child, wrapped his arms around Song Dengchen's waist, and cried intermittently while crying: "I'msomissyou."
Even though he couldn't speak a complete sentence due to sobbing, he still emphasized so and stretched the tone.This is what Song Dengchen taught him when he was a child. When facing family, friends and lovers you haven’t seen for a long time, you must emphasize the tone of the word so, which can better express your miss for them.
"That's great," Song Dengchen smiled with tears in his eyes and rolled his eyes, and smoothed the beauty's pointed hair on Jiang Xi's forehead as before, "I can still hear you say this again."
"Where did you go, you didn't die why didn't you come back, why...why didn't you come back to find us?" Jiang Xi supported his chest and straightened up, with snot and tears all over his face, he asked with a sombre air.
Song Dengchen stretched out his long hand to take the tissue box from the bedside table, and gently helped Jiang Xi wipe away his tears and snot, while smiling helplessly and with some intolerance: "I didn't go anywhere. Jiaojiao, I am indeed dead. "
"What..." Song Dengchen's words were like throwing a bomb into Jiang Xi's head, it exploded with a bang, and before the sound reached his ears, he lost his consciousness and perception.The tears in the eye sockets stopped accumulating, and the sobbing one after another was like the engine losing its bracing, and there was no more sound.
"I'm dead Jiaojiao," Song Dengchen said without the slightest ups and downs of emotion, as if it wasn't him who died. It hurt him, "Song Dengchen, who has Australian nationality, worked in Noah's Ark, and served as the director of the Department of Language and Sense, is dead, and disappeared on the earth, the only known living body in the entire universe."
The last sentence then dropped a bullet in Jiang Xi's mind, blowing up the brain that could think and act and react, not even leaving the foundation for nuclear pollution and radiation.
The state of the whole person is the same as the headless zombie who was knocked over by the cart in Plants vs. Zombies, stiff and motionless.
Song Dengchen didn't continue to say anything, he pinched the tip of Jiang Xi's crying red nose a little harder, squeezed out the remaining snot, waited for a while and found that there was no other snot coming out, then gathered up the used tissue and threw it away into the trash.
Opened the drawer and found a rubber ring tied with a poster, stepped behind Jiang Xi, helped him pull the messy and crying hair away from his face, put it into the hair next to him, and grabbed them together. There is a small ball on the top of the head.
But no matter how gentle and careful Song Dengchen, a big man who had never tied his hair before, would inevitably tear off a few strands of hair clumsily.
There are some pains in life that are small but unbearable.For example, the toe accidentally bumped into the corner of the table, or the current situation, pulling the hair out of the hair follicle.
This kind of pain that would cause discomfort all over the body made Jiang Xi follow the rhythm of the scalp tense and tense, and once the brain started to rotate, everything became clear.
I don't know if it's because of crying a lot just now, but at this moment, the eye sockets are only dry and sore, there is no tear, and the heart and chest don't feel that kind of pressure, as if they don't feel anything about the fact that they just reacted.
But it shouldn't be like this.
After people realize that they are dead, they shouldn't be so calm.Although Jiang Xi didn't know whether people would be as conscious as he was after his death, but he always felt that it shouldn't be so peaceful.
He blinked to ease the dryness of his eyes, and asked in a nasal voice: "Then...I'm... dead too, right?"
Song Dengchen stepped back and sat in front of him again, picked up the bathrobe that had slipped down to his arm, and asked instead of answering his question: "Do you like this place?"
"Here?" Jiang Xi blankly let him tidy up his loose bathrobe, "Where is this place? Is it heaven or hell?"
"Neither of them," Song Dengchen lowered his eyes to cover the emotions in his eyes, straightened Jiang Xi's bent legs, fearing that he would become numb after pressing for a long time, and asked in a complaining tone, "Don't you see where this is? ?”
Jiang Xi stared at him in a daze and made a questioning nasal sound, writing all over his face that I really didn't see it.
Song Dengchen sighed helplessly, walked around behind Jiang Xi, held his face, and turned his head to the left: "Look carefully."
"This...this is.." Looking at the familiar right-angle fabric sofa and log coffee table, as well as the arched floor-to-ceiling windows with pastoral design, Jiang Xi's eyes widened in astonishment, and his tongue seemed to be in a knot, " Yes.. it's your room. It's you.. your room in City Gardens..!"
After Jiang Xi was taken to Guangzhou by Jiang Tiancheng, he followed him to live in Aunt Liu's house in the city garden. The city garden is considered to be an upper-middle-level high-end community in Guangzhou. Two brothers, Song Dengchen and Song Ziran, lived in them. opposite door.
Song Dengchen was working as an English teacher in the best middle school in Guangzhou at that time, and that school was connected with middle school and high school.At that time, Jiang Tiancheng intended to let Jiang Xi study in Guangzhou, so he often made excuses to ask Song Dengchen to take care of Jiang Xi. First, he wanted to use this to draw in the relationship between each other, and second, he wanted Jiang Xi and Song Dengchen to have a good relationship. There is no need to send any gift, they will help you directly for free.
At that time, Jiang Xi didn't understand those twists and turns. He only felt that Song Dengchen was gentle and patient. He spent every day happily with him. Later, Jiang Tiancheng didn't need to take the initiative to mention it. He didn't go back home after school every day. Knocking on the opposite door, he trotted into Song Dengchen's house without even looking at his own door.
There are too many things that can be done with Song Dengchen. Jiang Xichang basically has all the hobbies, some abilities and skills that he did and played when he was with Song Dengchen at that time.
And the place where they stay most often is the light gray right-angle fabric sofa in Song Dengchen's room.
Now I see it again, the deliberately buried memory breaks through the blockade, rushing in with no buffer time.The picture of getting along with each other in the past is like a movie speeded up ten times, and it is displayed in front of you frame by frame.
Jiang Xi smelled the scent of orange blossoms after the rain lingering on Song Dengchen's fingertips, suppressing the soreness in his throat: "When I was able to decorate my own room, the first piece of furniture I wanted to buy was that sofa. But how could I I couldn’t find the same model, and it didn’t feel right to find someone to customize several of them.”
"Well," Song Dengchen replied sullenly, and sat next to Jiang Xi, with his palms propped behind his back, "I designed that sofa myself, and the fabric upholstery is not easy to find. It was quite distressing when I dismantled it and sold it. "
"No wonder," Jiang Xi smiled slightly with tears in his eyes, and tilted his head to ask, "So where is this place?"
Song Dengchen's room in the city garden disappeared several years ago, and that house had already been sold to someone else for renovation.But the room in front of me is exactly the same as before in terms of layout and furniture arrangement.The weirdest thing is that even the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is the very famous midnight snack street outside the city garden.
Is it hell?Or heaven?
It should be heaven.
"I'll tell you later," Song Dengchen pampered Jiang Xi's eyelids, "You haven't answered me yet, do you like this place?"
"Here?" Jiang Xi thought for a while, "Does it mean this room, or the space and world outside this room?"
"This room, the space outside this room." Looking at Jiang Xi's vigilant look, Song Dengchen was both proud and sad, "This place is very beautiful, treat everyone gently and kindly, you and I will be as happy as when we were in Guangzhou."
"Huh?" Jiang Xi keenly captured the hidden information reflected in these words, and asked, "Is there any other space?"
Jiang Xi's vigilance and sharpness were unexpected by Song Dengchen. He was stunned for a moment, and when he realized it, his nose felt sore, he pursed his lips and raised a smile, looking at Jiang Xi's long-opened delicate facial features, he seemed to be inquiring and said affirmatively: "After I left, did that world not treat you well?"
Jiang Xi was stabbed in the heart by these words, and the dissatisfaction and grievance that had obviously been vented were filled up again at this moment, grabbing the small exit, and rushing out.He shed tears again without hesitation, pouted his mouth like a child who didn't ask for candy, and complained angrily: "Everything, everything, everything changed after you left."
"I had already passed the Xingqiao exam, and I could go to Xingqiao to study in junior high school. But my stepmother was pregnant, and Jiang Tiancheng threw me back to Tao County and let me live in that house alone. Tao County is good at mathematics. Difficult... woohoo, I can't keep up with anything except English...they bought another place for Yamin with money and got me in..."
"But I'm still the same as before. I can't get into it at all. I'm really unhappy. Obviously you planned the way for me before you left, but... I'm too cowardly to resist .I have wondered many times, would it be different if I had been tougher and insisted on studying in Guangzhou.”
What Song Dengchen said was gone was completely different from what Jiang Xi understood, but he didn't correct it. He took out a piece of paper and wiped away the tears for Jiang Xi who was crying loudly and insisting on gasping for breath, buried in his distressed eyes. with hateful rage.
"My parents have also changed, and I don't know them anymore." Jiang Xi's heart had been shattered by the impact, leaving a big hole in it, and the air-conditioning in the room went straight into the bloody wound. "I don't even know them." I don't know the news of your death... By the time I found out, your funeral has been held for a long time, and I... I couldn't even see you off for the last time. I really have no conscience... .I should have followed you...and I can share some of the work for you, maybe you won't...not die."
At this time, it was not only because of Song Dengchen, but also because Jiang Xi felt that he was dead anyway, so there was no need to be so wronged and suppressed himself, and not to bring the grievance and resentment of the previous life to the next life.
Of course, at the same time, I was also grieving for the loss of my own life, but this grief seemed a bit insignificant when the matter was a foregone conclusion.
"How can I blame you for this?" Song Dengchen patted his back to help him breathe, for fear that he would not catch his breath as he was when he was a child, choked in his chest and writhing in pain, "Even if you come, I won't live how long."
Song Dengchen's last sentence was light and light, as if he only moved his lips and made a breathy sound.Jiang Xi, who was completely wailing, didn't notice at all. He only knew that Song Dengchen had replied, and he didn't care what the content was. He continued to say incoherently: "I listen... You are... that's because..."
"The plane exploded," Song Dengchen scratched Jiang Xi's eyelids that were crying pink, and a hint of gloom slipped across his calm eyes.
"Hmm..." Jiang Xi's tears flowed even more fiercely, she pressed her lips together, and moved closer to Song Dengchen, hesitatingly stretched out her hand to hug him, but then she thought that she was no longer a child. An upward-oriented relationship should not be embraced casually like this.
Song Dengchen noticed his hesitation, lowered his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Xi sniffed, but finally lost her sensibility, reached out and hugged him, imitating his comforting movement of patting her back, and asked cautiously, "Is it very painful?"
Song Dengchen suppressed the memories that flashed before his eyes, smiled and comforted: "It's actually not bad, death comes one step earlier than pain."
Hearing what he said, Jiang Xi knew that there was probably something comforting about it, and the strength of the hug increased a little, and she buried her eyes on his shoulder: "Do you know what I hate the most in Noah's Ark? The most hated Just look at the second inspection they conduct on the aircraft before each mission."
"I know it's vicious, but I can't control it. That's a rule you bought with your life, but I'd rather not have this rule."
Before the plane takes off, professional personnel will conduct an inspection, but there will still be certain risks in this way, and Song Dengchen encountered that "certain risk".
The news that the manager of Noah's Ark had an accident on his own plane made everyone panic. Since then, Noah's Ark has added a rule, so the plane must undergo a second inspection before leaving the plane.
The funny thing is that since Song Dengchen's plane accident, no one in Noah's Ark has ever had an accident.
Jiang Xi let go of her clenched teeth, arched her back and gasped for breath: "They... they all said that I am a genius, a rare genius with a sense of language. But that's because they haven't seen your grades, if your grades don't Get eliminated, and they'll know I'm a fart."
"You said... You are such a good, such an excellent person, how could God have the heart to let you leave like this." Jiang Xi's fingers gripping the corner of Song Dengchen's clothes became more and more forceful, "If you are still alive, how dazzling you are .”
Song Dengchen lowered his eyes to adjust his emotions, and when he raised his eyes again, he was gentle with sadness, regret and unwillingness, stroking Jiang Xi's sharp back: "Jiaojiao, there are many things that can't be said well. You can't say for sure." I continue to live, and one day I encounter some accident and my brain is damaged, and my ability is getting worse and worse. Instead of that, it's better to be at the peak..."
"No, that's not what it means," Jiang Xi hurriedly raised her head to interrupt him, "It doesn't matter what your abilities are, as long as you live well. Even if you don't have abilities, you are still excellent. I'm not saying..."
"I know, I know," Song Dengchen pressed his shoulders, "but it's useless to make these assumptions now, isn't it? Instead, the more you say it, the more sad it will be, and it will be yourself who will be annoying."
"Well, I'll just say it casually." Jiang Xi took a breath, and sat back limply.
Neither of them spoke after that.
The silence at this moment made the atmosphere suddenly awkward.
Song Dengchen knew that Jiang Xi was crying to rest, so he reacted and felt embarrassed.He shook his head with a bit of a smile, but at the same time he was very relieved, because the essence has not changed, especially after going through so many things.
"You said everything has changed, but what about your sister? Has Chu Chu changed?" Song Dengchen took the initiative to bring up the topic, which was also his most important thing.
It's been a long time since I heard the word Chuchu, and now I suddenly heard Song Dengchen yelling it out, and Jiang Xi didn't react for a while, and it took me a long time to figure out that he was talking about An Sheng.
He is the only one who can call An Sheng like this, and call her Chu Chu.
An Sheng would only let him shout like that.
"She..." Jiang Xi thought for a long time and didn't know how to speak. After a long delay in the ending of her word, she finally managed to say, "...I don't know."
"Huh? Why don't you know?" Song Dengchen looked at Jiang Xi who turned his face away and didn't look at him, and leaned over to poke the fleshy flesh at the corner of his mouth, "What's the matter? You are so old, you can't still look like If you were so nonchalant when you were a child, you should get angry with her because of some trivial things."
"Don't poke, no matter how hard you poke, there won't be any dimples." Jiang Xi slapped his hand away angrily, but seeing his gentle and worried eyes, he lost his temper immediately, "I don't know Because... I feel as if I have never really understood her. I can't tell which sentence she said is true and which action she did from her heart."
"I might think she's changed, but maybe she's always been like this. She's just too good at disguising and I didn't notice."
"Well... why do you say that?" Song Dengchen asked further.
"She...she did something very outrageous." Jiang Xi gritted his teeth and said vaguely.He didn't want Song Dengchen to know, so... it was best for him to keep the beauty.
"To you?" Song Dengchen didn't change his expression, "To others."
Jiang Xi turned his gaze away from him, and replied, "There are all of them. It's too much."
"Hmm..." Song Dengchen let out a chuckle, propped himself up, looked up at the ceiling and said, "It's her character."
"Ah?" Jiang Xi was very surprised by Song Dengchen's reaction, and asked in astonishment, "Why do you think so?"
"It's what it is," Song Dengchen propped up his body, "She's always been so stupid, giving everything regardless."
Jiang Xi became more and more confused by him, and felt that the conversation between the two of them was not on the same channel at all: "Does the topic we two talk about have anything to do with what you just said?"
"You don't care about her at all." Song Dengchen gave Jiang Xi a reproachful look, stretched out his hand and punitively flicked his forehead, "You can't treat your family like this, you know."
"She's not my family!" Jiang Xi immediately yelled back, "She never treated me as a family!"
Song Dengchen didn't even have a chance to continue: "It was a lie from the beginning, you just lied to me...", he began to count An Sheng's crimes with a small mouth, and finally cried again: "She is still He didn't let me go back...and lost the engagement ring that Lin Wang gave me...I've never been separated from him for so long, and he's still sick, so I'm really worried that he might do something stupid. It's been so long now, he must know I'm gone...and I'm dead! Wow!"
"It's all her fault! If she hadn't insisted on getting me back, would I have been able to take on that mission, would I have been ambushed, would I have died. No!"
"You also said that she treats me like a family. No one kills her own family. She just treats me as a tool to make money and use. I hate her to death."
"Don't hate her," Song Dengchen held Jiang Xi's face to wipe his tears, and said bitterly, "The person you should hate is me."
"What... what?" Jiang Xi asked in a daze with tears.
"The person you should hate is me." Song Dengchen rolled his Adam's apple, and said with self-blame, "You know Chuchu can't get pregnant, right?"
"Ah...well, I know." This is the fact that Jiang Xi has been reluctant to think about.
"I won't tell you the reason, and you don't have to ask." Song Dengchen said, "It doesn't matter to me whether she can get pregnant or not. I really don't care about it, as long as she is here. But she , low self-esteem, sensitive and strong, it took me a long time to agree to a relationship, and even the engagement ring was only accepted and put on by me half forcing and half threatening."
"At that time, I comforted her and said, it doesn't matter if you don't give birth, anyway, I don't think I have any extra love for other children, and Jiaojiao alone took away my little father's love. Besides, there are Song Ziran and Song Huai, wouldn't it be enough for them to give birth to grandsons for my father?"
"But she always values my status as the eldest son. You Chinese are more familiar with Chaoshan. Anyway, I don't understand the concept of the eldest son's family business and so on. But she minds, I will find a way, I have to marry someone back, right?"
"Then... At that time, I mentioned you a little bit in a moment of impatience," Song Dengchen's eyes drifted a little at this point, "I analyzed my usual observations of your father and stepmother, and then one day I was in the corridor I heard your mother and your father on the phone... The general content is who raised you next to you, and the two had a lot of quarrel... That's why I asked you if you would like to go with me reason."
"I'm not serious either..." Song Dengchen looked at Jiang Xi staring into his eyes, and immediately changed his words, "Well, I'm more serious. Just tell her, in fact, we can take you over to raise you, After getting along for so long, I have long regarded you as my own child, and I wash your shit pants and give you..."
"Stop," Jiang Xi interrupted in embarrassment, "You get to the point!"
"Okay," Song Dengchen smiled, "And I can see that she liked you so much the first time she saw you. You were so cute back then. You were really like the five yuan girl in Donghe Market. Like a little hamster in a money cage..."
"What kind of metaphor are you talking about!" Jiang Xi lost his temper, "You are only five yuan a cage!"
"Okay, okay, I'm five yuan a cage, I'm five yuan a cage," Song Dengchen apologized to him with a smile, "You know, I can't use metaphors well, mainly I want to describe, highlight, and emphasize your unmanned Adorably cute."
"Anyway, in the end, we all like you very much. You just happen to have such a family situation, and you have an absolute sense of language. You are the most suitable person to be raised by our side, right?"
"However, we just went back at that time, and our family just escaped the pursuit of the opponent, and you know the situation of Noah's Ark. If we hadn't brought a few batches of capable people back, we would have been trampled to death. Where is the time to give you a chance to breathe and regroup."
"So, we plan to return to China to pick you up after we settle down, and announce that you are my chosen heir. In fact, I personally think it is you. You know that your language skills are really... It's Supreme. It's just a pity that I don't have the fate to wait until then."
"It's also my fault. I didn't become stronger and more forward-looking earlier, paving the way for you, leaving more people, money and power for you. This is why my Chuchu and Jiaojiao have suffered so much. suffering."
"No, you're fine, really fine," Jiang Xi shouted hastily, his brain suddenly short-circuited again, and he couldn't think of anything other than the word "very good." After repeating dryly several times, he casually Grabbed a few words, "I... I have actually a lot.. such as the bottom line principle, the way to deal with things, etc. You taught me. You.. If you didn't take me in those years, I would It may have grown crooked."
"I know this," Song Dengchen said proudly with his eyes narrowed, "I'm very happy and relieved that Jiaojiao has always insisted on her innocence."
"I also know that Chuchu lost her innocence. But she didn't lose her bottom line."
This is Song Dengchen's principle, no matter what a person can't lose the bottom line.
"Well...but Jiaojiao, none of us have the right to blame her, you don't have me, let alone you. Because if it wasn't for us, she wouldn't have to live so tiredly, do you know what I mean?"
Jiang Xi turned his head away, and after a long silence, he replied softly: "...I understand."
Song Dengchen said so, what else did he not understand.The eyes that had been blinded by disgust before were completely clear at this time, and the neglected details were gradually revealed, forming a long colorful bandage wrapped around the wound on Jiang Xi's chest.
"Jiaojiao, we have been a family for a long time." Song Dengchen reached out and pulled Jiang Xi's head back, staring into his eyes and asked, "Do you still remember who your English name was and when it was given to you?"
Jiang Xi looked at his serious expression, rolled his eyes, and replied with some uncertainty: "...When I started to participate in the English competition at the beginning of the sixth grade, at that time, my sister An...sister called me The phone asked me to relax...then I didn't know how to talk about the English name, and she said she thought of a unique, very cool, er, something English name for me...well, that's it."
"It's a unique, cool, incomparable, nameless, and profoundly meaningful English name," Song Dengchen added, "She thought of this name very early on, because you know that giving a name is a very sacred, It is a matter of great significance. She regards this naming as your farewell and wishes you to leave such a family; she also regards it as your new life, and you will become our most cherished little prince from now on."
"The name ALS was chosen after I thought about it with Chuchu for a long time and rejected several papers."
"Athdsle persordes." Song Dengchen held Jiang Xi's face and said that sentence in ether, his voice was as clear as a spring, and the collision between his lips and teeth was like pearls falling into jade, "the treasure hidden in the world by the gods. You are the treasure."
"AnnlovesStephen." Song Dengchen smiled sheepishly, "An Sheng loves Song Dengchen. I admit, I hide some selfishness. But it also shows that you are the 'crystallization' of love."
If Song Dengchen hadn't told himself, Jiang Xi would never have thought that the English name he had used for so many years would have such a profound meaning hidden.What's more, in fact, as early as so many years ago, someone was trying to create a home for themselves, a home that regarded themselves as the most precious treasure.
It turned out that I was never that dispensable person.
"You...do you know," Jiang Xi clasped his wrist, choked up and said, "Actually, until now, after so many things have happened, I have never, never regretted meeting you, meeting you, meeting you Sister. Never."
"I know," Song Dengchen wiped away his tears with his thumb, "I can tell. Jiaojiao, family is the most important thing, and you also need to understand what is 'family'. There has never been a standard for this boundary, and everyone Set it up yourself."
"That's why "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" had such a bad reputation at the time, but I still let you watch it. Because no matter how the content in it changes, what will never change is their love for 'home' and 'family' ’ The attitude of those two words.”
"We will argue, we will fight. But we will always support each other, never betray. That'sa family."
"I feel that I really missed a lot of your thoughts on the details," Jiang Xi said with great self-blame.
"This is what parents should do." Song Dengchen blinked playfully, stretched out his hand sideways to fold up the pillow, patted and said, "Come on."
Jiang Xi crawled over obediently, lay on it, tilted her head and muttered, "I just imagined the scene where I called your father, hey, it's really weird."
"I don't want to hear you shout too much," Song Dengchen said with a disgusted expression, lying on the other side, looking at Jiang Xi tenderly, "You will definitely be a good father in the future."
"I..." Jiang Xi just wanted to say that I would, but suddenly realized that Lin Wang is a man, and he couldn't give birth...he couldn't give birth by himself, so he said hesitantly, "Brother, my That... the marriage partner is a man."
"I know, you can adopt it. Maybe one day, you will meet a super cute kid like me." Song Dengchen pushed back the loose hair on Jiang Xi's forehead, took off the rubber band, "Chu Chu also valued you too much, but what she did was really wrong."
"She is really too much," Jiang Xi frowned irritably, "Just veto Lin Wang and never give him any chance. She never knew him. Lin Wang is really good. I was in such a bad state at that time." , I really felt the warmth of home with him for the first time."
"That's right.. It's not just about loving him, it's about loving everything about him. You know everything, including his family relationship and past events..."
"I know, don't say it as if I've never loved someone so much." Song Dengchen flicked his forehead, "You have inherited this very well." After he finished speaking, he paused again, and smiled lightly: "We The people in the family are very lucky, and they can identify a person at once."
"Well, yes, yes," Jiang Xi pulled the quilt and covered his mouth with a smile. It took him a long time to realize,
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