lonely lonely

"...Are you kidding me?"

"I did not lie to you."

"How did you know?"

"Lu Xin knows me very well..."

"What are you doing, you know Lu Xin very well?"

"It's fine if you don't believe me." Zhuo Fan threw the schoolbag to Chen Yuyang, "Go home early." But Chen Yuyang stood still, "Please tell me clearly."

"Then do you believe it?"

"I believe."

Zhuo Fan turned off the TV and tilted his head thoughtfully, "It was a long time ago when Lu Xin came to my house and suddenly asked some strange questions. He didn't dare to say it, and only spoke a few words vaguely after I questioned him, and I probably understood...he was wondering about his own sexuality."

Chen Yuyang was astonished, fixed his eyes on Zhuo Fan, and acted like he was interrogating a prisoner, "What is Lu Xin doing at your house? What is your relationship with him?"

Zhuo Fan picked up a magazine at hand and slammed it on Chen Yuyang's head, "You don't doubt what I have with Lu Xin, do you?"

"Hard to say."

Zhuo Fan kicked it up, "Do you think I'm just like you kids who follow fashion and like the same sex? Get out of here, I'm afraid of being infected by you."

Chen Yuyang persisted, "Why did he come to your house?"

"Why can't he come to my house?"

Chen Yuyang lost his patience, "Don't tell me I'll go and ask myself."

"Good idea! But don't you think it's dangerous? Two gay teenagers sharing a room..."

Chen Yuyang wished to shoot Zhuo Fan to death on the spot, and a subconscious sense of crisis made him ask, "Lu Xin doesn't know that I am too?"

Zhuo Fan laughed dryly again, "I didn't know..." His face suddenly changed, "Chen Yuyang, what are you doing with a fruit knife..."

"Can you tell me?"

"I said, I said... I roughly guessed what Lu Xin was worrying about, but he refused to talk about it after a few words, so I told him that I have a cousin who is the same age as him, and he is also similar. The situation... Let him not feel guilty, and don't take too much burden... Since you met Lu Xin just now, I think he should be able to guess that you are my cousin... "

Chen Yuyang's face was extremely ugly.

"Actually, it's nothing. Lu Xin is not a talkative person... Cousin, be good, put down the knife... It's okay to accidentally hurt someone..."

Chen Yuyang has fallen into a state of madness, "You'd better explain your relationship with Lu Xin clearly."

"It's really nothing... Lu Xin's child is very poor. His parents died in a car accident when he was young, and he has lived here with his grandmother since then. He is relatively introverted and has no playmates. He stays at home reading books all day and rarely goes out. , sometimes it is unavoidable to encounter some questions that he can’t do, and there is no one at home to teach him, so his grandma will come and ask me, and after a few more visits, he will be familiar with it naturally.”

Chen Yuyang sneered for a while, "You played the role of the big brother next door well."

"Where is it..." Zhuo Fan thought for a while and said, "If Zhao Cheng likes Lu Xin, you don't have to worry too much..."

Chen Yuyang squinted his eyes and asked, "Why?"

"That kid Lu Xin is very obedient. He does things in an orderly manner and never causes trouble. It makes people worry-free. It's not like you..."

"He just added to the chaos and acted innocent."

Zhuo Fan heard the prejudice in his words, and glared at him, "Why did they mess with you?"

Chen Yuyang couldn't answer.

"I see, you're actually jealous that he stole your friend, right? Why are you so narrow-minded at such an age, you, you haven't made any progress at all."

"I'm jealous of him? Zhuo Fan, is your brain caught by the door?"

"Otherwise?" Zhuo Fan put on an expression that I know very well, "Could it be that you also like him? Seeing him not pleasing to the eye is actually a sign of love? Ah, then you are really naive."

Chen Yuyang flicked the remote control at Zhuo Fan, "Continue to watch your eight o'clock file!"

Zhuo Fan was hit and screamed in pain, "How many times have I said that violence can't solve the problem!"

Chen Yuyang picked up his schoolbag and left, Zhuo Fan shouted from behind, "Hey, Zhao Cheng's affairs are coming to an end, don't worry about it in the future, you have no right to intervene." Chen Yuyang's footsteps paused, and then he slammed the door shut .

The echo of the footsteps in the corridor was extraordinarily loud, a small light step was magnified many times, and every step circled and resounded in Chen Yuyang's mind, disturbing his mind.After going out of the building, Chen Yuyang looked back at the light on at the window of Lu Xin's house, feeling a little uneasy and a little irritable.

Standing behind the curtain, Lu Xin looked at Chen Yuyang's leaving figure. The details in his memory were connected together, and he suddenly figured out something.

The next morning, when Zhao Cheng entered the classroom, he took the initiative to hand over the homework to Lu Xin, "Here, I will also make up what I missed yesterday."

Seeing that Zhao Cheng was in a better mood, Lu Xin asked, "Are you okay?"

"Actually... I had a quarrel with Chen Yuyang before, but we reconciled yesterday."

Lu Xin smiled lightly, "That's great."

Zhao Cheng lied and avoided Lu Xin's gaze uncomfortably, so he had to lower his head and pretend to be looking for a book.

Lu Xin knew that Zhao Cheng wasn't telling the truth, but he didn't expose it.After collecting all the homework, Lu Xin stood up and said to Zhao Cheng, "No matter what happens, you are my good friend." After speaking, she looked into Zhao Cheng's eyes and repeated, "Friends for life." The tone couldn't be more serious.

Zhao Cheng is not an idiot, he could hear what Lu Xin meant, and asked in panic, "You...know everything?"

What answered Zhao Cheng was Lu Xin's clear eyes, and a meaningful sentence: "I will always treat you as my best friend."

When Lu Xin handed in his homework, Zhao Cheng was struck by thunder, his mind went blank, his expression was stiff and he was no longer angry.Lu Xin passed by the door of Class 4, lowered his head and hurried past, Chen Yuyang caught a glimpse of Lu Xin, remembered how he saw himself in a hellish state yesterday, and always felt that he should explain to him, so he shouted, "Lu Xin."

The voice was loud enough, but Lu Xin didn't seem to hear it, but the steps under her feet became faster, and there was no one in sight.The two accidentally switched roles, and Chen Yuyang finally tasted what it was like to be completely ignored.It was like a small bug flapping its wings and fluttering in my heart, but I couldn't catch it, and the subtle vibrato was coming and going, which was extremely uncomfortable.

But now who is feeling better?

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