lonely lonely

When Lu Xin returned from handing in her homework, she unexpectedly saw Chen Yuyang guarding the stairs.During the early self-study time, he should stay in the classroom, and Chen Yuyang stood there abruptly, obviously it was not a coincidence.

Can't ignore it at all.

Lu Xin bit the bullet and walked over, the moment he passed by, Chen Yuyang suddenly stopped him.Being blocked, Lu Xin stopped in her tracks, and said first, "Zhao Cheng and I can only be friends, so you don't have to be so guarded against me." After speaking, he left without looking at Chen Yuyang.

Chen Yuyang didn't react for a moment, caught up with Lu Xin, and asked, "Really?"

Lu Xin looked at each other coldly, "Are you disappointed? I'm so sorry, I've always regarded him as my good friend, it's not as complicated as you think." She smiled deliberately, "Can I go now?"

Chen Yuyang was displeased, "What's wrong with you to hide from me so deliberately?"

Lu Xin pushed away Chen Yuyang, who was standing in front of her, "Don't you want to see me? Is it not to your liking that I hide away? Please tell me now, and I will definitely correct it."

Chen Yuyang was at a loss for words, and he couldn't get angry. His competitive personality made him hurt even more, "You said you can do anything other than pretend to be pitiful? Zhao Cheng and Zhuo Fan are like you, but I won't. Why, Feel wronged? Do you want to go back and tell Zhao Cheng that you were bullied again?"

It seems that as long as it is to Lu Xin, it is easy to say harsh words. Zhao Cheng used to be like this, and Chen Yuyang is also like this now.The friendly and harmless appearance and the hypocrisy that keeps people away from thousands of miles easily aroused the bad factors in Chen Yuyang's body. Chen Yuyang pressed Lu Xin against the wall, "Did anyone tell you that every time you It's too annoying to think I'm self-righteous every time." Lu Xin suppressed the roiling anger, and the expression that had just been stabbed disappeared in an instant, replaced by a face of indifference and contempt, and said provocatively: "Did anyone tell you , you are so naive."

It is very unfortunate that Zhuo Fan said this sentence yesterday, even if it was a joke.Chen Yuyang was a little annoyed, and raised his hands, while Lu Xin resigned to his fate and turned his head away, closing his eyes, as if giving up struggling fearlessly.It's just that the slightly rapid breathing brushed Chen Yuyang's face, revealing his fear.Chen Yuyang didn't even think about making a real move, and at this moment, seeing Lu Xin pretending to be disapproving even though she was clearly terrified to death, he actually thought it was funny.This was the first time he stared at Lu Xin from a close distance, trembling eyelashes, closed eyes, pursed lips, fair neck, and then the collarbone exposed under the collar... He is really good-looking, but good-looking people Too much, Chen Yuyang thought, what does Zhao Cheng like about him?I remember that Zhao Cheng said that he would feel distressed when he saw Lu Xin crying, and he really wanted to see what this guy would look like when he cried. Would you like to give it a try... Thoughts flew a long way, and Lu Xin couldn't wait as expected The fist that fell, quietly opened his eyes.

Chen Yuyang was smiling at him, "Aren't you going to fight back?"

"Don't you think it's not fun? You have to resist, okay, do it, I will let you fight while resisting, can it be enjoyable?"

Chen Yuyang's anger flared up again, and he said coldly, "Thank you for your cooperation, I'm not interested in bullying the weak."

"Isn't that your specialty?"

Chen Yuyang gritted his teeth, "Lu, Xin!"

Lu Xin did not avoid Chen Yuyang's murderous gaze at all, and stared back with full confidence.

Jingle Bell……

The electric bell was installed in the corridor, and Lu Xin happened to be standing below it. At this moment, the volume was astonishingly loud. Lu Xin was restricted by Chen Yuyang and couldn't walk away, so she had to cover her ears with her hands, curled up and slid down the wall, with a painful expression on her face. Word.The corners of Chen Yuyang's mouth raised unconsciously, and he stretched out his hand to cover Lu Xin's, but he was also half-dead by the ringtone, so he couldn't get better.The ringing stopped for a long time before Lu Xin came back to her senses in a daze. She noticed that Chen Yuyang's hand was firmly attached to her own, and she felt a little grateful.Chen Yuyang withdrew his hands and rubbed his ears, and cursed in a low voice: "It hurts to death." Lu Xin asked cautiously: "Are you okay?" Chen Yuyang was annoyed, "You won't be deaf, I can't stand seeing you scared like that " Lu Xin lost a lot of momentum, showing an uncomfortable expression, Ren Chen Yuyang said.

"Why don't you refute it? I think you can speak well? Just ringing a bell can scare you, so what's the point?"

Lu Xin stood up on her own, and suddenly said, "Class is on!" and ran back to the class in a panic.

Chen Yuyang smiled, and walked back to the classroom unhurriedly.

Back in the classroom, the teacher was preparing the projector on the podium. Fortunately, the class hadn't started yet, so Lu Xin sat down with a sigh of relief.Zhao Cheng grabbed his clothes from behind, just as Lu Xin was about to turn around, Zhao Cheng said, "Don't turn around, just listen to me."

Lu Xin sat up straight, focused her attention, and heard Zhao Cheng say, "We'll still be friends, right?"

"Of course." Lu Xin said firmly.

Zhao Cheng's voice behind him suddenly choked up, "Lu Xin, it's enough that you can still be my friend."

"Idiot, you have always been my best friend, the best and the best, no one can compare."

The best of the best.No one can compare.

That should be enough.

Zhao Cheng replied softly, "Well, thank you."

Loving the same sex is not a sin, so don't blame yourself, Lu Xin, if you like it, you like it, why do you care so much about it?If you feel happy, spend time with the person you like, otherwise regrets will not help. It is not easy to meet the person you like, and it is a pity to miss it.

These words were said by Zhuo Fan to Lu Xin.

Lu Xin thought, then everyone can be happy now.Little did they know, this was all a smart mistake on his part, not only wrong, but also outrageously wrong.It's a pity or not a pity, that's something for later, if you miss it, you still miss it after all.A secret love that has not yet been spoken, ended early due to misunderstandings. Like a dandelion being blown away in the wind, there are only countless tiny white flowers left before you can appreciate its beautiful and soft appearance. At that point, it drifted to an unknown place with the direction of the wind, until its shadow could no longer be seen in the air, and the remaining memory became a vain illusion.

The first thing Zhao Cheng said to Chen Yuyang was: "I was rejected." He smiled calmly, "Lu Xin has already found out." An irrelevant sentence came: "Let's go have dinner together."

"I'm fine, just a little sad."

"Well, let's go to lunch."

"Chen Yuyang..." Zhao Cheng dragged his voice and shouted.

"Don't be sad, think about it, it's better to be broken in love than to have no love at all, right?"

"That's not it……"

"Ok?"

"I didn't bring a meal card..."

Chen Yuyang patted Zhao Cheng on the back hard, "I invite you."

Zhao Cheng smiled, but he still couldn't help thinking, did Lu Xin forget to eat while rushing to do her homework again?

The lingering sentimentality and sharp pain gradually faded away in the continuous silence, and slowly returned to the original calm.However, the delicate balance, this time I don't know how long it can last.