lonely lonely

"What are you going to tell me?"

Chen Yuyang sighed, and answered irrelevantly, "Let's go for a walk together."

So the two started to circle around the playground, Chen Yuyang walked in front calmly, Zhao Cheng followed silently, each with their own concerns.Tired from walking, the two sat side by side on the steps by the playground, Zhao Cheng looked up at the orange-red clouds at the edge of the sky, it was a long-lost tranquility.

At this time, Chen Yuyang's low voice rang in his ears: "No matter what, the best friend by my side is always only you."

Zhao Cheng remembered a lot of things at once, for example, the first time he was drunk because the girl he had a crush on at that time liked Chen Yuyang, for example, the first time he skipped class was when he went home with Chen Yuyang to watch the live broadcast of the football game, or for the first time he stayed up all night The purpose of returning home is to be by Chen Yuyang who ran away from home.These are memories belonging to the two of them, years of friendship, undoubted dependence and fetters.

"I don't want to see you regret it."

"Can you wait any longer?"

"If after a month or two months, when you think it over, you still think you like Lu Xin, I will never stop you."

In the end, Chen Yuyang almost begged: "Wait another month, okay? During this month, think about it carefully."

Just when Chen Yuyang thought that Zhao Cheng was going to refuse, Zhao Cheng turned his head and looked at him, as if crying but not like it, with aggrieved and helpless face, "Chen Yuyang, I'm afraid..."

Chen Yuyang stretched out his hand and pinched his face hard, making Zhao Cheng cry out in pain, and said, "You know you're afraid?"

"I'm afraid that you will ignore me again, and I'm afraid that Lu Xin will treat me as a pervert if she finds out. I'm afraid of everything..."

Chen Yuyang gently rubbed his hair, "I'm here. If Lu Xin really dares to treat you as a pervert, I'll help you kidnap him, and then you can do whatever you want to him."

"..."

"Chen Yuyang," Zhao Cheng called his name, "I really want to throw myself into your arms and cry, and wipe all the snot and tears on you..."

"roll!"

"Woooooo."

"..."

"Why did you suddenly become so gentle today? If you could always be like this, I would have fallen in love with you..."

"..."

"Chen Yuyang..."

Chen Yuyang quickly blocked Zhao Cheng's mouth, "Besides, I have goosebumps, so stop talking nonsense and go home."

After parting with Zhao Cheng, Chen Yuyang did not go home directly, but walked in the opposite direction.When he came to an apartment, Chen Yuyang hesitated for a long time and finally rang the doorbell. The person who opened the door raised his eyebrows when he saw him, "Oh, what wind brought Mr. Chen here?"

Chen Yuyang walked in, threw his schoolbag on the sofa, and asked a stupid question: "Is homosexuality contagious?"

The person who was asked was ashamed, "Who did you infect?"

Chen Yuyang reluctantly said Zhao Cheng's name, and the man was startled, "Ah, aren't you? When did such a normal child like Zhao Cheng like boys? Chen Yuyang, your aura is really too strong... "

Chen Yuyang glared at him viciously, "Zhuo Fan, I'm talking serious with you."

Zhuo Fan corrected: "Call me cousin, no big or small."

Chen Yuyang gritted his teeth, "Answer me quickly."

"If you think about it, you know it's impossible?" Zhuo Fan spread his hands, "It's thanks to you that you can ask such a mentally handicapped question."

"But Zhao Cheng recently fell in love with a boy."

Zhuo Fan poured him a glass of water, "Then why are you looking for me?"

"Didn't you minor in psychology?"

"Didn't I tell you that I failed that course? That credit hasn't been earned yet..."

"..." Chen Yuyang stood up, "Farewell."

"Hello." Zhuo Fan held him back, "It's rare to come, let's leave after eating. You can also tell me about Zhao Cheng by the way..."

Chen Yuyang despised, "Don't think I don't know, you just want to hear gossip, right?"

Zhuo Fan was even more contemptuous, "Don't think I don't know, you're holding back this matter and it hurts you to death, but you can't find anyone to talk to, right? Well, who else can you turn to besides complaining to me?"

"..."

"Okay, call your mother and say you're having dinner at my place today."

Zhuo Fan went into the kitchen to do some cooking. Just as Chen Yuyang put down the phone, Zhuo Fan came out with two bowls of instant noodles, "The water will be boiled soon."

Chen Yuyang even wanted to strangle him to death, "You haven't learned how to cook after living alone for so long?"

"I don't know how to do that kind of difficult thing, you like to eat or not."

"Why don't you go live with your parents in the new house? I really can't understand you, you can't even cook, but you have the nerve to live alone..."

"It's right next to the school. Besides, living alone is so free. No one cares about what you do."

"I think you are bringing your girlfriend back for the convenience of the night?"

Zhuo Fan didn't bother to talk to Chen Yuyang, and went back to the kitchen to get hot water.While waiting for the noodles to soak, Zhuo Fan asked, "What happened to Zhao Cheng?"

Chen Yuyang tore the packing bag boredly, "He likes a boy in his class, he seems to be serious."

"How did the boy react?"

"He doesn't know yet."

"How come Zhao Cheng has a crush on him? Isn't he always chasing after him on his own initiative?"

"I asked him to wait a month and think about it."

"It's time to think about it carefully, this can't be a joke..."

"So I'm worried about him."

Zhuo Fan lowered his head and tasted the noodles, "It's ready to eat." Chen Yuyang obviously had no appetite for instant noodles, so he took a few mouthfuls and then stayed still, staring at the steam coming out of the mouth of the bowl.

"If you really like it, there's nothing you can do about it. Shouldn't you understand this feeling?" Zhuo Fan said while eating noodles.

"Zhao Cheng is different. He obviously liked girls before..." Chen Yuyang became incoherent. I gritted my teeth and endured it, but in exchange for his hesitation... I almost broke up with my dad because of him, and I even ran away from home because of him, but in the end... Zhao Cheng is my best friend, I don't want him It's so depressing to suffer like this..."

Zhuo Fan gently held his hand, "Okay, okay, I know...don't think too much, things are not as bad as you think, Zhao Cheng is not an ignorant child, he knows how to measure. You Think about it, if that child is straight, then Zhao Cheng and him will not have any results. Even if they are really together, you will always have to face the pressure that you should face, and these are beyond your control. " Zhuo Fan comforted, "Besides, if you like this kind of thing, you can't stop it at all."

Chen Yuyang lowered his head, hummed lightly for a while.

Zhuo Fan smiled wryly, "Haven't you told Zhao Cheng about that? You can't hide a good friend's words forever."

"I don't know, let's talk about it later when I have a chance."

"You didn't wait for the opportunity." Zhuo Fan said, "You can figure it out." Standing up, he threw the instant noodle bowl on the table into the trash bag, handed it to Chen Yuyang, and instructed, "Put this outside the door." Go, I will help you take it downstairs and throw it away."

Chen Yuyang, who was depressed, took it obediently and didn't reply.Walking outside the door and bending down to put the garbage bag down, I heard someone from the opposite side go upstairs to open the door, and then an old woman's voice: "Xiaoxin, did you buy the light tube?"

"I got it, I'll change it right away."

Chen Yuyang raised his head suspiciously.

In the dark corridor, only a figure from the back and a slightly profiled face could be seen. The man was carrying a bag in his hand and was taking off his shoes and walking towards the door.

"Lu Xin?"

Lu Xin turned her head and saw Chen Yuyang's expression as if she had seen a ghost. The next second, she quickly turned around and flashed into the room, closing the door heavily.

Chen Yuyang rushed back into the room, grabbed Zhuo Fan who was relaxing on the sofa and watched TV, and asked, "Why does Lu Xin live across from you?"

Zhuo Fan took the remote control to change the channel, and replied casually: "He has lived here for a long time, okay? Oh, I remembered, you are a high school student, why, are you in the same class?"

Chen Yuyang's face darkened, "He is in the same class as Zhao Cheng."

"Oh, if you know him, you know him. Why are you reacting so badly... Wait, wait, don't tell me that Zhao Cheng likes him?" Zhuo Fan put down the remote control, "It's not such a coincidence, is it?"

Chen Yuyang squeezed out two words between his teeth: "That's right."

"Ha, ha." Zhuo Fan laughed dryly, "I think I need to remind you."

"what?"

"Unfortunately, Lu Xin and you are on the same road."