lonely lonely

Every Monday morning is often the time when most students lack learning efficiency.The sprouting girls are immersed in the dreamlike love in the popular idol drama on the weekend and do not want to wake up. The nerves of the passionate boys are still tense in the exciting ball game yesterday. I am diligently reading English texts, but my voice is lazy and has no strength, and I don't know where my soul is drifting.

Lu Xin took out the English book that stood in front of Zhao Cheng, and asked, "Where's the homework?"

Zhao Cheng's face was full of confusion, and it took him a while to realize, "I forgot."

Lu Xin noticed something was wrong with him, and asked concerned: "Are you sick?"

Zhao Cheng shook his head violently, erected the book again to cover Lu Xin's face, and said, "I'll make it up to you tomorrow."

"That's good." Lu Xin rushed to hand in her homework, picked up the collected exercise book and walked out of the classroom.Zhao Cheng put the book down, staring blankly at the vacant seat in front of him.

During the morning reading period, there was no one in the corridor. Lu Xin passed by the door of Class 4 and glanced inside inadvertently. Unexpectedly, Chen Yuyang was sitting in the last row by the window and was looking outside. Their eyes met in the air. Smiling as a greeting, Chen Yuyang didn't respond when he saw it. He regarded Lu Xin as transparent, and turned his head to the other side expressionlessly.

Lu Xin didn't have time to think about it, and hurried to the head teacher's office with her homework in her arms.

Zhao Cheng, who was always talkative today, was so quiet that people were not used to it, Lu Xin couldn't help asking: "See what happened to your restlessness?" Zhao Cheng still shook his head, "I'm fine."

Nothing is a ghost!

During the lunch break, Lu Xin took the initiative to invite Zhao Cheng to have dinner with him, but Zhao Cheng refused, "Go and eat, I don't have much appetite."

Lu Xin became angry, "Aren't we good friends? Is there anything you can't tell me?"

Zhao Cheng repeated: "Well, good friend..." He raised his head, with complex emotions hidden in his eyes, he was about to say the taboo words, but finally swallowed them down, "It's too hot and I'm too lazy to walk around. Bread and Coke, please come back." He stood up and pushed Lu Xin out of the classroom as he spoke, "Go eat and don't be hungry."

Lu Xin supported his forehead, "You don't have a fever, do you?"

Zhao Cheng moved his hand away, "What are you talking about? Remember that Coke needs ice, so go quickly."

The road leading to the cafeteria was full of people. It had just entered the early summer, and the sun had already begun to show its viciousness. Most of the students changed into light-colored single clothes, and Lu Xin easily recognized a black figure in front of him.

"Chen Yuyang!"

The person who was called turned around and saw that it was Lu Xin, then turned around indifferently and continued walking, as if the two had never known each other.

This, what is the situation!Lu Xin was suspicious, she was still gentle and polite the day before yesterday, why did her attitude change so much after only one day?Puzzled, Lu Xin gritted her teeth and chased after him, blocking Chen Yuyang.Chen Yuyang was even more ruthless, he just ignored him and walked around him.Lu Xin felt like a basin of cold water poured down her head, and her heart immediately cooled down a lot.In a hurry, he grabbed Chen Yuyang's clothes and refused to let him go. Chen Yuyang said in a bad tone, "Let go."

"Do you know what happened to Zhao Cheng?"

Chen Yuyang finally didn't pretend to be deaf this time, "What's wrong with him?"

Lu Xin let go of the hem of his clothes, and said, "I don't know, but he seems to have something on his mind." Chen Yuyang looked Lu Xin from head to toe with weird eyes, until Lu Xin's scalp went numb.

"Lu Xin."

"Ok?"

"Listen."

Lu Xin opened her eyes wide, only to hear Chen Yuyang say: "Stay away from Zhao Cheng."

"why?"

"No why."

"Impossible!" Lu Xin vetoed without hesitation, "He is my good friend, I can't ignore him."

Chen Yuyang's face was very ugly, "You know what? I hate people like you who think they are right even though they don't know the situation. Get out, I don't want to see you."

Lu Xin couldn't believe it, Chen Yuyang's gentle image collapsed in an instant, sharp fragments pierced into Lu Xin's defenseless heart.Chen Yuyang left without looking back, Lu Xin bit her lip and laughed at herself, "Did I have an unreal dream?"

After such a fuss, Lu Xin's good mood collapsed, her appetite was gone, and she took a few mouthfuls of rice before putting down her chopsticks.When he returned to the classroom, he saw Zhao Cheng lying on his stomach and wandering, so he walked over and put the bought bread and Coke on his desk.

"I'm home?"

"Ah."

Zhao Cheng tore the bread and threw it into his mouth and ate it bite by bite. Lu Xin remembered Chen Yuyang's warning and said to Zhao Cheng, "You consider me a good friend, right?"

"Yes."

"Then, tell me if you have anything on your mind."

Zhao Cheng chewed the bread silently.

"I don't want to be kept in the dark, and I don't want to ask others anymore. I just hope to share a little for you."

Zhao Cheng was silent.

"Can't you?"

"I……"

The ear-piercing bell rang suddenly, and the wailing and complaining of not wanting to go to class continued one after another. Zhao Cheng said, "I'll tell you after school. You let me think about how to tell you."

Lu Xin showed a comforting smile, "Yes."

Zhao Cheng drank the flat Coke that was put aside, tasted the sweetness in his mouth, but it was only bitter in his heart.Looking at Lu Xin's white neck with a cock protruding from the back of his collar, Zhao Cheng lost his mind without knowing it, and lowered his head, panicked and nervous like never before.It was the first time I felt that the class was going so fast. In a daze, the students had packed their schoolbags and went home one by one. Lu Xin stood in front of him and said, "Let's go together." Zhao Cheng slowly cleaned up the things on the table. Things, thinking about how to speak so as not to scare Lu Xin.As a result, just after finishing packing, Chen Yuyang appeared at the door of the classroom.

Zhao Cheng was surprised, Chen Yuyang had ignored him since the night before, and he didn't even answer the phone calls he made.Chen Yuyang walked into the classroom, dragged Zhao Cheng out, Zhao Cheng couldn't hold him back, and was dragged out of the classroom door.Chen Yuyang said to Lu Xin: "I have something to talk to him alone, don't wait for him." Chen Yuyang left.

The two disappeared after walking away, and Lu Xin suddenly had the illusion of being abandoned, and the feeling of loneliness became stronger and stronger, and if there was more, it would swallow him up.I vaguely remember that it was the same when I was a child. The children in the kindergarten said that children without mothers are different from them. It is always grandma who picks them up after school. No one will take him there during the Children’s Day holiday that everyone is looking forward to. Playing in the amusement park, he can only comfort himself and say, grow up quickly, and when you grow up, you won't be like this again.

Lonely loneliness, proud pride, no one will take loneliness as pride, and lonely people are actually the loneliest.

The evening sun was finally no longer so harsh, and the soft and warm light spread all over the campus, like a golden tulle.Lu Xin walked out with her schoolbag, but she still couldn't help squinting her eyes.

I don't know if Xiao Zhao knows that once the initial opportunity to confess is lost, it is generally difficult to get a good result.Chen Yuyang delayed this confession because of it, but he didn't want to see his friend regret it because of today's impulsiveness someday in the future.But the difference between love and hate is only a thought, and after a minute and a second, everything is messed up, and what should be out of control has long been out of control.

The author has something to say: Here Xiao Zhao and Chen are just going to talk, not elope ==