lonely lonely

In the end, Chen Yuyang ended with a cappella.Without the accompaniment of musical instruments, the clear singing voice reveals the silence like waves beating on rocks, lingering and floating in the entire venue, empty and distant.The singing gradually slowed down, and everything slowly returned to silence, leaving a lingering sound lingering in my heart, like a layer of white water mist, which could not dissipate for a long time.

Some dissatisfied people beat the time with their hands and shouted encore in the audience. Chen Yuyang smiled with his eyebrows crooked, but just shook his head to express that he would not continue singing.He picked up the microphone and said: "AFFECT will continue to work hard, and hope that one day we can sing our dreams to you like today." Then the four members of the band stood side by side and bowed to thank everyone, accompanied by The lights on the stage went out row by row, so it was considered a curtain call.The passion receded, and after the show was over, there were discarded light sticks and empty beverage bottles all over the ground, and the musical instruments on the stage were placed alone in place, deserted and lonely, as if the music feast just now was just a dream.After hugging one by one, Chen Yuyang and the other three people jumped off the stage and walked up to Zhao Cheng and Lu Xin. They couldn't hide the smiles on their faces, and asked them with a little pride, "I'm not bad, am I?" ?”

Zhao Cheng looked at his excited friend and pretended to be indifferent on purpose, "It's not bad, it's just so-so. Compared with the professional level, it's still a little bit worse..." Chen Yuyang thumped him lightly on the chest. Fist, and said: "Praise me a few times, you will die?" The two of them laughed and laughed.Lu Xin sighed: "You two have such a good relationship." Zhao Cheng immediately grabbed Lu Xin's arm, "You and I are also very close." Lu Xin felt that Zhao Cheng was holding her arm tightly, and the two were close to each other. Together, it reminded him of little furry animals, and he couldn't help but smile.Zhao Cheng pointed to Lu Xin and said, "Congratulations to Young Master Chen for gaining another loyal fan tonight. Lu Xin called your name in the audience just now and praised you several times." Lu Xin was embarrassed, concealing her embarrassment, and said: "You are the most beautiful person I have ever heard singing."

Chen Yuyang smiled even more, and showed off to Zhao Cheng: "Did you hear that?" Zhao Cheng snorted indifferently, and Chen Yuyang said to Lu Xin: "Thank you. I am really happy today, and I have no regrets now .”

"If there is another performance in the future, you must remember to call me."

Chen Yuyang looked back at the stage, where the other three were packing their instruments, their expressions dimmed instantly, "Maybe there will be no future."

"Why do you say that?" Zhao Cheng was puzzled.

"After tonight, AFFECT will be disbanded."

Zhao Cheng yelled, "Ah? Why did they disband when they were fine?"

Chen Yuyang patted Zhao Cheng's head, "Do you think we are all people with nothing to do?" Looking at Lu Xin who was also puzzled, he continued, "Everyone has important things to do. Getting ready for the graduation project, the keyboard player and the drummer have to concentrate on taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and I..." After a pause, "Of course I have to prepare for the college entrance examination. I promised my father that I will definitely study hard after this performance."

Zhao Cheng still didn't believe it, "You just gave up like that? Is it true?"

Chen Yuyang asked back, "What do you think?" Turning around, "I'll go help, you wait here for me to go home together."

Lu Xin looked at Chen Yuyang's lonely back, and then at the empty stage, feeling slightly regretful.Standing by the side, Zhao Cheng said suddenly: "Chen Yuyang has always been very assertive. He knows what he wants and what to do next. Since this is his decision, he will never regret it. So— —" Zhao Cheng comforted, "Don't worry about him at all, you see, he is happy tonight."

After hearing these words, Lu Xin said, "Zhao Cheng, I'm so lucky to be friends with you."

Zhao Cheng looked proud, "Of course."

After Chen Yuyang and his teammates had finished saying goodbye to each other, the three of them walked out of the bar and bought Coke instead of wine at a nearby convenience store to celebrate tonight's successful performance.The Coke just taken out of the freezer, Zhao Cheng recklessly dropped it on the ground, picked it up and opened it with a puff, and the bubbles gushing out filled his entire palm.The three of them didn't care, smiled and bumped the coke cans together, and then took a big gulp contentedly.Even though it has been a long time, Lu Xin always remembers the sweet taste of that can of Coke and the sticky touch in the palm of her hand, and the cool night wind blowing on her body under the starry sky that night could not match the heat radiating from her heart .

At a three-way intersection, Lu Xin stopped and said, "I'm going this way so I won't go on the same road as you. I'll see you at school the day after tomorrow."

Zhao Cheng hurriedly said, "I want to go this way too."

"Zhao Cheng, isn't your family going the same way as me?" Chen Yuyang asked.

"I want to send Lu Xin home." Zhao Cheng said it as a matter of course.

As soon as the words came out, both Lu Xin and Chen Yuyang were taken aback, and Lu Xin said, "It's not like I can't go back myself."

Zhao Cheng became anxious, "No, I don't trust you."

Chen Yuyang felt strange, "Why are you worried?"

"I'm just going home, so I'm so unlucky that I'm robbed halfway?" Lu Xin was also surprised, and the next second met Zhao Cheng's stubborn eyes, and wanted to avoid it for some reason, "Then I'll go first, bye. "Zhao Cheng still wanted to catch up, but Chen Yuyang said casually: "It's not a girlfriend, what can I give?" Me." After saying that, he quickly ran away without seeing anyone.

Zhao Cheng blamed Chen Yuyang, "It's all you!"

"what happened to me?"

"I want to take Lu Xin home, what can you say!"

"..."

Zhao Cheng strode away absent-mindedly, Chen Yuyang was puzzled, and asked: "Why are you so persistent in sending him home?" The person who was questioned replied without hesitation: "Of course it's because I like him."

"What did you say?" The coke can in Chen Yuyang's hand fell to the ground, making a crisp sound, which made it stand out against the silence around him.

Zhao Cheng was shocked when he realized his gaffe just now, and stammered, "I, I, I..."

"Do you like Lu Xin? What kind of like?"

"No no no, I..."

Chen Yuyang waited for Zhao Cheng's explanation, Zhao Cheng's thoughts were already in chaos, and his friend in front of him was extremely worried, Zhao Cheng thought of countless excuses to evade, but he just lowered his head to avoid Chen Yuyang's questioning.

"Why don't you explain?"

"..."

Chen Yuyang took a deep breath, "Are you sure you like him? What kind of like?"

Zhao Cheng turned his face to one side and spit out two words: "Really."

Chen Yuyang slapped him across the face, Zhao Cheng wanted to fight back, but when he looked up and saw Chen Yuyang's expression about to cry, he lowered his clenched fist again.Chen Yuyang said: "We have known each other for so long, and I don't know which one of you have had so many girlfriends? Now you suddenly say that you like a boy, is this a joke?"

Zhao Cheng smiled weakly, "I think I really like him."

"Don't be stupid! You obviously like girls, okay?" Chen Yuyang grabbed Zhao Cheng's collar, "Be sober!"

"I think so too!" Zhao Cheng shouted, "But if I say I don't like it, can I not like it? You don't know how hard Lu Xin is. He always pretends not to care, but actually endures everything. I've never seen him cry before, but last time I saw him cry, it's the first time I've seen someone else cry so sadly, and the despair in their eyes makes me scared..."

"Later, I was always curious about him, and I attracted all my attention unconsciously. I was happy when I saw him smile, and I was afraid that he was thinking about unhappy things when I saw him in a daze. I didn't know why. It's going to be like this..."

"Can you understand this feeling?"

Chen Yuyang closed his eyes and fell into a deathly silence.

Here, Lu Xin didn't realize it, she was humming softly on the way home alone, hoping to stay in the rare happiness for a while longer.

The author has something to say: Xiao Zhao: Why should I confess my love to Chen Yuyang? TT

Chen TX: Do you think I want to hear it?So I'm also very troubled, okay...

I: The plot needs it, you bear it == I suddenly found out that the two CPs of you two are also very suitable, childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts and close friends, how warm and eloquent!

Zhao & Chen: ...