lonely lonely

His mind went blank for a moment, and his heart seemed to be suspended in mid-air, crumbling.With a slight movement, Chen Yuyang hugged her even tighter, but Lu Xin didn't dare to struggle, she was at a loss, and the feeling of panic spread to her whole body little by little.

Chen Yuyang's kiss was lukewarm, but Lu Xin's mood at this moment was as if she accidentally stepped on the empty steps, so she could only resign herself to her fate and wait for the moment when she fell to the ground.Chen Yuyang let go of Lu Xin, and the two stood facing each other, still very close, but the atmosphere dropped to freezing point.

"sorry."

This is the first sentence Chen Yuyang said.

"I did not do it on purpose."

This is the second sentence.

"You hate me."

third sentence.

Lu Xin looked at him without any expression on his face, and asked, "Why?"

Chen Yuyang held his hand, "I'll take you home."

Lu Xin flung it away fiercely, "Do you think it's fun to take revenge on Zhao Cheng like this?"

"It has nothing to do with him."

"Where did I feel sorry for you? You two are arguing, why should I be involved?"

I just suddenly, simply, without any reason, wanted to kiss you.

Such a reason, even Chen Yuyang himself finds it funny.With a forced smile, Chen Yuyang said, "I'll take you home first." Lu Xin gave him a cold look, turned around and left without saying a word.

What am I doing here.

Chen Yuyang followed Lu Xin all the way home, and stopped when he watched Lu Xin go upstairs.But it was a moment of bewilderment, the sky in summer usually gets dark late, when the sun is still shining unscrupulously on the body, the burning sensation on the skin burns into the cool heart one after another.Chen Yuyang sat in the corridor, watching the people coming and going under the bright sun outside, and sat until it was dark.

Zhuo Fan took the keychain and put it on his finger, turning it around, humming a song, and walked into the corridor. Seeing Chen Yuyang's distraught appearance, he was startled, "When did you come?"

"Not very long."

"What are you doing here?"

Chen Yuyang replied casually: "It's okay, let's take a look at you."

"Wow, you don't have heatstroke, do you? Look at me?"

Chen Yuyang got up and patted the dust on his pants, "I'm leaving."

"Huh? What's wrong with you?"

Chen Yuyang shouted, "Cousin."

"Ah, what did you call me? Ah, ah, Chen Yuyang, tell me what happened to you, I'm so anxious!"

"Do you think I'm an asshole?"

Zhuo Fan looked at Chen Yuyang's serious face, and also lowered his face, asking: "Are you in trouble again?"

"I kissed Lu Xin just now."

Zhuo Fan was startled, "Why?"

"Zhao Cheng said that Lu Xin likes me."

"What, what? Your relationship is too complicated, what kind of love triangle does a child not learn! However, this does not constitute a reason for you to kiss him?"

"I do not know."

"Then do you like him?"

"I do not know."

"Damn it, Chen Yuyang, you are too much. You don't like Lu Xin. Why do you provoke him? It's not like you don't know Lu Xin's stubborn character. Do you want to kill him?"

"I didn't say I didn't like him, I just didn't know."

"..."

"But I think Lu Xin likes me a lot."

"Where did you see it? Chen Yuyang, don't be so narcissistic, okay?"

Chen Yuyang thought about it seriously, and told Zhuo Fan what Zhao Cheng said again.Zhuo Fan listened, "What you said seems a little bit, but are you really sure that Lu Xin was nervous when he saw you, isn't it because you are too violent..."

Chen Yuyang's face darkened, "Do I look like a gangster?"

Zhuo Fan smiled, "That's not enough, at most you look like an arrogant young master."

Chen Yuyang picked up his schoolbag, "I'm leaving."

"Hey, are you really leaving? Why don't you come up and sit down?"

Chen Yuyang squinted at him.

"Maybe I can invite Lu Xin over to let you talk."

"Thank you for your help, I have nothing to say to him."

Zhuo Fan said contemptuously: "You are really an idiot...you kissed someone and left?"

"...I just kissed it, is it that serious?"

"Do you like him or not?"

"I said I don't know."

"Forget it, forget it, it's difficult for me to communicate with you, it's up to you if you want to come up." Zhuo Fan rushed upstairs, Chen Yuyang thought twice, but still left the corridor.With the night wind blowing on his face, his mind immediately calmed down a lot.Looking back at the window of Lu Xin's house, just like the first time, I was full of irritability and uneasiness brewing in my chest.Like it?no.Then what was Zhao Cheng's feeling of guilt and joy when he told himself?Seeing Lu Xin's ignorant look and can't help but want to bully, can it be regarded as liking?What about the thought of kissing without any scruples just now?

At this moment, Lu Xin was sitting beside the desk, staring at an open exercise book, her mind was filled with that gentle kiss, and she couldn't stop holding grudges.

sorry.I did not do it on purpose.You hate me.

Is it okay to be sorry?Is it okay if it wasn't intentional?Is it useful to hate you?

In the chaos, those trivial memories of childhood surfaced again, and they were always excluded, and they had to wait until there was no one else, so that they would remember their own existence.

"Hey, we are short of someone here, come over and make up the number."

Proud tone, with supreme charity.

Lu Xin replied in the same proud tone: "I'm sorry, I'm not free." Then, as a matter of course, she was quickly isolated, and from then on, she will always be alone.

I thought I was already numb and used to it, but now I was easily aroused by a kiss, and it hurt even more.I vaguely recalled Chen Yuyang's indifferent and indifferent attitude when he first met him, and his gentle and poetic aura when he saw it again, making it impossible to distinguish which one is so unreliable.

"That night at the bar, you liked the way you looked at me in the audience, didn't you?"

The crampedness that is caught gradually expands.

I just hope that this mood will not develop to the worst point.

The doorbell rang suddenly, and Lu Xin ran to open the door. Chen Yuyang stood in front of him panting, and said, "Lu Xin, if I say that I really like you, do you believe it?"

Lu Xin said, "I can't afford it."

It was exactly the same as Mo Ziye's answer.sorry.

The wound was still aching.

"I really think that I like you very much. After knowing that you like me, I can't help but care about you."

"Who said I like you? Chen Yuyang, you must be dreaming."

"Don't lie to me, you like mine."

The author has something to say: Secretly show it to a friend, the result. . .

Friend: I think you seem to be writing a descriptive composition for primary school students

I: ah? TT

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