lonely lonely

Where does this confidence come from?The tone was so firm that Lu Xin was about to waver, "No, I don't like you."

Chen Yuyang was suddenly discouraged, and asked softly: "Is there really no?"

In the sentence "I seem to like you very much", the word "seem" seems to be just like.If you don't like it before it's finalized, stop it. Mo Ziye's example is there, and if you stick to it without hesitation, you may not get good results.It's just a whim, you can forget it soon, right?Thinking of this, Chen Yuyang said, "Forget it."

Hearing these three words, Lu Xin was so hurt that she could spit out blood.

"What answer do you want to hear? Do you admit that I like you? Okay. Chen Yuyang, I like you. Satisfied?"

Chen Yuyang was stunned.

"After that night, I liked you very much, so what? I never wanted to do anything to hurt my friends. I know you like Zhao Cheng, and I don't want to interfere. Every time you are around, I try to avoid it. I’m afraid you might misunderstand, what do you still think about me? What do you mean by doing this now? Is it fun to play with me? What is it about me that annoys you like this? You must force me to say that I like you, don’t you want to Are you happy that Zhao Cheng and I can't even be friends? Okay, I promise you will never have anything to do with him again, okay?"

Chen Yuyang was digesting some unbelievable content in these words, Lu Xin yelled the words in one breath and reached the limit, tears fell little by little, but there was no sound, not even an expression, standing blankly, with empty eyes Light.

It was the first time Chen Yuyang saw him cry, he didn't shout or make trouble, like a silent movie, only tears were flowing quietly, but the tingling feeling went straight to the bottom of his heart, touching the softest part.

There is no ability to resist at all.

Chen Yuyang stretched out his hand, trying to wipe away the tears on his face.Lu Xin dodged, "I've said everything I need to say, let's go." That breakup was basically the hatred of treating herself as an enemy.Guilt mixed with a trace of heartache flooded up, Chen Yuyang hugged Lu Xin tightly.

What "I seem to like it quite a lot" is clearly a liking that I'm not sure about.

"Lu Xin, I didn't mean to tease you, you trust me."

"Are you arguing with Zhao Cheng because you want to use me as a substitute? Chen Yuyang, you can't go too far." Lu Xin let Chen Yuyang hug her, like a puppet, her body was cold and stiff.

"I don't know why you think I like Zhao Cheng, but we are just friends from the beginning to the end. We have known each other for so long, and we have become so familiar with each other, how could we suddenly become like each other?"

"I didn't want you to be friends with Zhao Cheng."

In the end, Chen Yuyang laughed at himself, "It's me who doesn't know how to face Zhao Cheng."

Lu Xin looked up, "What do you mean?"

"Zhao Cheng likes you, don't you know?"

"..."

"You do not know?"

With tears drying on her face, Lu Xin pushed Chen Yuyang away and shook her head in astonishment.

"...You obviously rejected him."

Lu Xin didn't understand, so, "What are you talking about?"

"Why do you think I like Zhao Cheng?"

"You told me to stay away from Zhao Cheng, you hated my attitude, and during that time Zhao Cheng was full of worries and hesitated to speak, and then you appeared at Zhuo Fan's house... I guessed it."

"..."

"Is not it?"

Chen Yuyang smiled ugly, "Lu Xin, Zhao Cheng likes you."

"impossible."

Chen Yuyang saw what Lu Xin was thinking, and added, "I won't lie to you about this kind of thing."

Lu Xin's face paled a little.

"I don't let you get close to Zhao Cheng because I don't want you to... seduce him."

"I didn't seduce him, I only regarded him as a friend." Lu Xin forced herself to say this fact calmly.

"I was wrong, I used the wrong word..."

The atmosphere circulating between the two was extremely strange, and the time was frozen in the long silence, Lu Xin didn't show any expression, and Chen Yuyang had an ugly smile on his face.

Chen Yuyang broke the silence: "The reason why you feel so unnatural every time you see me... is because you are afraid that I will see you and Zhao Cheng being jealous together?"

nod.

"...Isn't it because you like me?" Chen Yuyang himself was surprised that such a shameless question was asked so logically.

"..."

Quickly changed the subject, "Did you say anything strange to Zhao Cheng?"

"No... I know you like him. Uh, it's too late to avoid it. How could you say something strange to him? I just told him that I will be good friends with him forever."

"..."

"how?"

"It should be your words, Zhao Cheng thought you rejected him in disguise..."

"..."

"Then do you regret rejecting him?"

"No."

Chen Yuyang breathed a sigh of relief, "There is also..."

"Chen Yuyang, please finish speaking once..."

"Zhao Cheng said to me today, as long as I am present, you will be very nervous, so he thinks you like me... We will quarrel because of this."

"..."

"It seems to me that he still likes you, so I told him that it was impossible for us, but he didn't listen."

Lu Xin said indifferently: "It's impossible for us, it's almost like this, you can go back."

Chen Yuyang was anxious, "I take back that sentence."

The reply is a closed door.

Zhuo Fan's voice came from behind, "This story is really exciting."

Chen Yuyang turned around, and Zhuo Fan was leaning on the door with a sly smile, "I declare that I didn't eavesdrop. I saw you go upstairs from the window and wanted to open the door to welcome you, but you don't seem to be looking for me..."

Chen Yuyang walked into Zhuo Fan's house and fell down on the sofa, "I'm not the Chen Yuyang you know, today his head got flooded."

Zhuo Fan elongated his voice and said: "A high school student...it's inevitable to be emotional..."

Chen Yuyang stuffed his head into the pillow, "I really want to die now..."

Zhuo Fan pulled him out, "Tell me seriously, do you like Lu Xin?"

"like."

"...you said you didn't know half an hour ago."

"It's okay if I don't see him. As soon as I see him... I can't ignore his existence. Just now he was crying in front of me, and I couldn't stand it at all...The only thought was to hug him..."

"Your problem is serious..."

"Is it incurable?"

"No, you are too sober..."

"Do you think I look sober? Sober people say those sour things?"

"Do you think that if you don't see and think about Lu Xin, nothing will happen?"

"Um……"

"Well, you are tall, you are escaping."

"What can I escape from?"

"You actually liked him a long time ago? When you came to my house a while ago, or before..."

"Absolutely not! That guy is so soft and weak that he doesn't want to be scared, and he likes not to say anything to be brave by himself. Apart from looking a little better and having good academic performance, what advantages can he say in his whole body?"

"No, no, no, why are you so excited. But shouldn't I be asking you this, what do you like about him?"

"..."

"Chen Yuyang..."

Chen Yuyang turned his face to one side depressedly.

"Let me say something..."

"Stop, stop, stop, I'm so bored now! You must have nothing good to say, I don't want to hear it."

Zhuo Fan just continued, "It's already an established fact that you like him, so don't hesitate any longer."

"I didn't hesitate."

"Do you dare to say that what happened to Mo Ziye hasn't cast a shadow on you?"

Chen Yuyang was obviously hit, so he grunted reluctantly.

"You two have such awkward personalities...you will suffer."

Chen Yuyang glanced at Zhuo Fan, Zhuo Fan continued: "So, when it's time to take the initiative...well, you know it."

"Are you encouraging me to fall in love early?"

Zhuo Fan grabbed a pillow and pressed it on Chen Yuyang's face, "You're the only one still in love? I'm quitting, you go home immediately."

"After the big brother next door, I thought you were very happy to play the role of a close brother..."

Zhuo Fan's face was full of black lines, "Here, I, get out!"

Chen Yuyang pointed to the phone, "Call my mom and tell me that I'm staying at your house today."

Zhuo Fan took the opportunity to sarcasm, "It's not safe for anyone to spend the night with a gay boy."

"Are you afraid that I will do something wrong to you? If there is no ghost in your heart, what do you have to worry about?"

"...Chen, Yu, Yang!"

"exist."

"If you really want to die, please tell me directly."

The two cousins ​​quarreled for a long time over who should sleep on the bed, until finally Chen Yuyang was tired, so sleepy he leaned on the sofa and fell asleep.Zhuo Fan smiled, helped him cover the only quilt at home, and slept on the bed with his clothes all night.Chen Yuyang let go of all the disturbing things and slept soundly until dawn.

Morning light opens up reality, disturbing things, it's still there.

As soon as Lu Xin opened the door in the morning, she saw Chen Yuyang standing at the door.He closed the door, went back to the room and had breakfast, opened the door again when he was leaving for school, and Chen Yuyang was still there.Lu Xin treated him like air, went downstairs as usual, and took the bus to school.Chen Yuyang followed behind without saying anything, both of them looked calm and composed, so normal that they couldn't be more normal.When they arrived at school, they each went into the classroom, facing Zhao Cheng's tired face, and the heart that had just let go was lifted up again, but Zhao Cheng didn't say anything.

How did that sentence say, the silence always came very suddenly.

...Probably refers to the current situation.

The author has something to say: == With such a strange development, how much courage do I need to not give up. .

PS Silence came very suddenly, it was an emoji that I often see after passing through N groups, embarrassing.