lonely lonely

Chen Yuyang looked in the direction he pointed, "Taiko master, you have found the right person, I am very good at music games."

Demonstrated it first, then Chen Yuyang picked a relatively simple piece of music, and handed him the drumstick in his hand, "Try?" Lu Xin took it, followed the jumping symbols on the screen, and started beating, unexpectedly not missing a single note or error.

Chen Yuyang snorted, "This song is simple, what's so special about it? I'll pick the more difficult one, let's compare?"

Not to be outdone, Lu Xin faced the challenge, "Just compare."

In the first round, Chen Yuyang lost.

Unconvinced, Chen Yuyang adjusted the difficulty to the maximum.In the second round, Chen Yuyang lost.

In the third round, Chen Yuyang lost.

……

Lu Xin smiled, "So I have a good sense of music."

"Hmph, what sense of music? This is just to test your reflexes, and has nothing to do with music."

"Who said just now that music games are the best?"

Chen Yuyang stuffed the tokens in again, "It doesn't count, start over!"

Lu Xin waved her hand, "I'm going to play racing."

"Play this round first!"

"If you play again, you will lose..."

"Go away, start again!"

"But I don't want to play anymore..." It was a joy to see Chen Yuyang gaining the upper hand.

"Are you playing or not? If you don't play, just give up your seat." Someone protested from behind.

"Who said no..." Turning around, the half-spoken words came to an abrupt end.Seeing that Chen Yuyang's expression was not right, Lu Xin also turned around.

In front of him was a boy with dyed yellow hair, wearing silver stud earrings studded with diamonds, which shone a little dazzlingly under the light, he couldn't tell his age, dressed in a very punk style, and said with a smile, "What a coincidence."

Chen Yuyang couldn't laugh, he looked at him coldly, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and he opened his mouth after a long time, "Mo Ziye."

Lu Xin felt that there was hatred in his voice.

Mo Ziye noticed Lu Xin, and smiled vaguely again, "Hey, are you bringing friends out to play?" Chen Yuyang didn't answer, he asked again: "Who do you like?"

Chen Yuyang pulled Lu Xin into his arms, "Well, we just dated not long ago."

Relying on Chen Yuyang's obedient cooperation, Lu Xin secretly despised him N times, Chen Yuyang, why don't you die, this method is really old-fashioned.

Although Mo Ziye looked like a standard delinquent boy, his smile was very gentle, not scary at all, "It's good, you should cherish it when you meet someone you like."

"I will return this to you in its entirety."

Mo Ziye still maintained a gentle smile, "You two have fun, I'm leaving."

Chen Yuyang's hand holding Lu Xin hangs down weakly, the Taiko Master's music is not over yet, the tick-tock electronic sound is cheerful and joyful, but the drumsticks that should be struck are left aside in the cold.

"I guess, ex-boyfriend?"

Chen Yuyang faced down, his hair covered most of his face, like an invisible wall, separating him from his surroundings abruptly, lonely and lonely.Lu Xin had never seen Chen Yuyang like this before, so she gave up the idea of ​​taking the opportunity to ridicule him, Lu Xin gently grabbed his arm, and asked carefully: "Are you okay?"

Chen Yuyang said: "Do you want to know? Let me tell you, he was AFFECT's first drummer and the first person I dated. Well, what's more, he dumped me."

Lu Xin raised her hand in the air awkwardly.

"If you know it, don't talk too much, especially Zhao Chengna."

Lu Xin understood, nodded vigorously, and repeatedly assured: "I won't tell him, don't worry."

Chen Yuyang looked up at Lu Xin, "Why do I think you are afraid of me?"

The evasive answer, "No..."

Chen Yuyang had no time to tear it down, and threw the tokens in his hand to Lu Xin, "Let's play with you."

Lu Xin had a bitter face, "I can't even use my own..."

"Then you can save it for next time, I don't want to stay here any longer."

Lu Xin gratefully agreed: "Great! I want to go home too!"

"How do I see that you are more anxious to leave than I am? Is it difficult to be with me?"

"No...Actually..."

"Okay, okay, I don't want to listen to your evasive words. Go find Zhao Cheng, let's go."

Lu Xin shut her mouth wisely and followed behind Chen Yuyang.Finding Zhao Cheng next to a game machine for finding faults, Chen Yuyang couldn't help asking: "Isn't it boring to play this alone? Didn't you hate playing this kind of game the most before?"

Zhao Cheng kept his eyes on the screen, "You guys are here..."

Chen Yuyang said: "It's almost time to go home."

Zhao Cheng left the unfinished game and said, "Okay."

Seeing Zhao Cheng's absent-mindedness, Chen Yuyang asked, "What's the matter?"

Zhao Cheng said: "Chen Yuyang, I have something to say to you alone."

Lu Xin shook the token in his hand, "I'll go over there to play for a while, and I'll come back to you later."

Amidst the noisy and noisy commotion, Zhao Cheng said to Chen Yuyang: "I found out—" Chen Yuyang couldn't guess the following content, so he had to wait patiently for him to continue, but Zhao Cheng stopped there, and Chen Yuyang had a hunch It won't be a good thing, suddenly panicked, interrupted him, and said: "Let's go home."

Zhao Cheng sat beside the machine without moving, holding a few tokens in his hands, playing with them, and finally said: "Lu Xin seems to like you."

Chen Yuyang really wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, the sounds of various games made his head dizzy, but this sentence came to his ears clearly.Both of them were silent, Chen Yuyang repeated, "Let's go home."

Zhao Cheng started talking, "Have you noticed that Lu Xin is very nervous and reacts very strongly whenever he sees you, but he won't be like this when he is alone with me..."

"I've been paying attention to it for a long time... but I haven't dared to confirm it..."

"I know how it feels to like someone. I used to be nervous and uneasy when I was with Lu Xin..."

"Even if he really likes you, he won't say it out of character like that."

"Isn't it obvious? He likes you, Chen Yuyang."

Chen Yuyang's eyelids twitched, "Stop talking."

"If you like him too, you can leave me alone..."

Chen Yuyang cut him off and said word by word: "Stop, say, stop!" It's already annoying enough, why bother? "You think too much, I won't have anything to do with him." Suddenly stunned, "Wait, why do you doubt...me?"

"I've been waiting for you to tell me."

Fear spread round and round, Chen Yuyang looked at Zhao Cheng with a calm face, and suddenly felt strange.

"When you ran away from home, things got so big, do you really think that as long as you don't tell me, I won't know anything?"

"I know everything about you and that drummer, the dispute between you and your family...how could I not notice it at all?"

"I've been waiting, but why didn't you tell me?"

What about the most basic trust between friends?don't you believe me

Chen Yuyang closed his eyes and said weakly: "If your close friend who grew up with you suddenly told you one day that he is gay, wouldn't you feel...disgusted?"

Rolling on the sofa together to grab the game controller, drinking the same bottle of water after playing basketball without any grievances, hugging each other comfortingly when sad...

After knowing the truth, you will not be able to accept all of these.

"I've always believed in you."

"You said I was your best friend, right? But you kept it from me for so long, didn't you plan to tell me at all?"

Huge bitterness and sorrow swept over mountains and seas, overwhelming.

"I didn't disbelieve you, and I didn't deliberately hide it from you."

"No one believes and understands the isolated situation and helplessness. I am afraid that if I open my mouth, I will lose even my last friend."

Going back in time, that lonely and lonely young man exhausted all his strength and used half his life's courage just to be with the person he likes.

But Mo Ziye extinguished all his enthusiasm with the words "you are too impulsive".

The smile is always gentle, and the pampering in the eyes is still flickering faintly. Mo Ziye said: "This love is too heavy, I really can't bear it. There are so many things you haven't done, not only The only thing is being with me. Chen Yuyang, the relationship between us has not reached the point where you want to give up everything for me. Now that we have reached this point today, let's just stop here and stop here. "

Who would understand the unwillingness and sadness at the beginning?Why do you have to say it to make everyone unhappy? What good is it?I told you, then what?

Wait a little longer, maybe I can tell you frankly.Is this kind of unprepared and pressing question a sign of your trust?

The memories touched were too sharp, as if a knife had been cut in Chen Yuyang's heart again, and blood gushed out in an instant.The most painful wound, even a good friend, should have a touch limit.

Chen Yuyang felt tired like never before, "Well, even if this is the case, Lu Xin and I will be fine."

Zhao Cheng lowered his eyes, "I mean if."

"Ha, are you showing your fearless sacrifice? Very good, very good..."

Not far away, Lu Xin saw that the two were about to quarrel, walked over quickly, and asked, "What's wrong with you two?"

Zhao Cheng pushed Lu Xin towards Chen Yuyang and ran away without saying a word. Lu Xin was puzzled and wanted to catch up. Then he looked at Chen Yuyang who was standing still, and then turned his head. It's not true if Xin goes, and it's not true if he doesn't go.

Chen Yuyang asked directly: "Lu Xin, do you like me?"

Lu Xin opened her eyes wide and shook her head desperately.

Mo Ziye's appearance was still shaking in front of his eyes, vague and unreal, like a dream from another world.Chen Yuyang said to Lu Xin: "If you don't hate her, let's date."

In the last minute, he kept saying the impossible.

Tired enough already, just need a reassuring consolation.

Lu Xin sneered, and refused: "You want to use me as a shield when you are frustrated in your relationship? It's a beautiful idea."

"That night at the bar, you liked the way you looked at me in the audience, didn't you?"

Lu Xin took a step back vigilantly.

Chen Yuyang took a step forward, "You can step back, but I will continue to press forward step by step."

Lu Xin was stared at in disarray, "I, I'm going home." Saying that, she wanted to run away.Chen Yuyang pulled him back, put his hand on his face, and kissed him.

Who said that kissing someone you like will make you feel happy and sweet.

all fake.

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