Tower Moon GL

But we know each other when we have met each other, what is better than not seeing each other.Ande and the king will say goodbye to each other, so as not to teach life and death to be lovesick.

She once thought that she was really content.Meet that person, fall in love with that person, there will be no regrets in this life.Even though she knew early on that that person would not belong to her.

Yes, how could she belong to me?She thought of Zhiyue in her heart, what she longed for was the warmth she gave her.But no matter what, I can't blame her. From the very beginning, she treated me unreservedly, and even with such an important status, she didn't hide it from me for too long.What she showed was a sincere affection, a pure heart without deceit.That being the case, let her give her the warmth and company she wants.

She faced that piece of Chicheng with a heart that owes nothing to each other, and it should have ended without owes anything to each other.But there are too many things in the world, too many to be cleared up.Like love, it is easy to start, but difficult to break.

If it is possible, why doesn't she want to stay in that elder sister's place with peace of mind for the rest of her life.At least, she can face that person frankly, instead of always worrying about gains and losses every time she faces each other. Getting along with her is already rare, but it adds to the torment.Meet, miss, dare not see.

And once you ask too much, you should accept your fate.She doesn't want to be humble, but she is not qualified to ask for anything.Even if she knew that if she asked to stay, that person would definitely stay.After all, she actually got that love.

Yes, but it has been.

In love, everyone is selfish.After getting drunk that day, Zhilou didn't know that at that time, she really had selfish thoughts, that short kiss was too tempting, and she wanted to give up her sister's identity very temptingly.So that day, she almost couldn't control it anymore, she had already called out her name, all the words came out, she didn't want to be her sister anymore, she wanted to take care of her, and use another identity.However, in those clean eyes, what she saw was her unbearable self, her selfish self...

Why would she kill the "sister" in Zhilou's heart, if it wasn't for this, she wouldn't even be qualified to know Zhilou.How could she be so selfish...

At the last moment, she gave up. If there is really a coward in this unresolved relationship, it must be her.Without the courage of that moment, she can only be more timid in the future, and the more she thinks clearly, the more afraid she becomes, and everything that happened after that took away all her hope - she has nothing left, What qualifications do you have to ask for a different identity.

Do you regret it?If she took the courage to say those words that day, even if Zhilou would hate her selfishness, at least she wouldn't have to ask herself again and again: What would happen if she was shameless.So, she regrets it. After all, she is not a saint. After all, that is her greatest wish in this life. After all, she really can't lie to herself...

But a miss is a miss, and perhaps many misses have no cause and effect, and can only be simply attributed to the play of fate.But their mistakes can be traced.

Because at that time, she was Ji Niang who was of humble status and used to living carefully; because at that time she was a Zhilou who was young and obsessed with family affection.

If it was earlier, she would be more fearless, if it was later, she would be more mature.But, it happened that they met at the last time when they shouldn't have known each other.

But now, she has become a mother, and with the responsibility of a mother, she can't mess around anymore.

The most important person, who has crossed that hurdle from the beginning, cannot go back.Maybe they are too stubborn and have too many scruples to convince themselves.

Ji Xunyue didn't realize her stubbornness until she met Chu Yangran.Only then did she know that selfishness in love is actually understandable.Is Chu Yangran selfish?Isn't her betting regardless of gain or loss also forcing Zhilou?They all knew Zhilou's temperament, but Chu Yangran's method of threatening Zhilou made her feel powerless.She never thought of forcing Zhilou in the past. What she longed for was to approach her with tolerance and companionship, but she never thought that she could be shameless.

If you pester her, she will definitely be reluctant to push herself away.Over the years, even though she was unintentional, all kinds of tenderness have restrained that unruly heart.

This time, she seemed to have the courage again. As long as she thought about it, she would have no regrets for the rest of her life.

But...why did she let go...

Maybe it's because what she lost to this time was really not cowardice, but the separation of more than a year.In those years when she didn't show up, these two people had their stories. She didn't know what happened, and she didn't want to ask, but she knew that the heart she bound could no longer be kept.

The love she has received is no match for the crazy growth of love that broke through the ground in that short year.The day she came back from Zhilou, the moment they met again, she was doomed to be lost.What Zhilou was not sure about was the fact that he fell in love when she was not there, but when they met, Zhilou was sure.It's just that this child is missing too much in the process of growing up, and she is too confused about feelings.

She asked Zhilou if she had ever loved Chu Yangran, and the silence without an answer was enough reason for her to give up.

How could she fail to see that Zhilou did not completely let go of herself in getting along with her.She sees herself too complicated, so if there is nothing, she uses the mind of acting to comfort herself and make herself happy.After such a long time, she is tired.

And when she is with Chu Yangran, she is the real her.Don't worry about anything, laugh when you want to laugh, and get angry when you want to be angry.And Ji Xunyue, who entrusted Zhiyue's identity, is destined not to see such a Zhilou.

Forget it, let her do the things she regrets alone. Since you have chosen her, go for it.

Facing the small courtyard that was vacated again, she smiled wryly, took a sip of scented tea, and picked up the jade hairpin.

The butterfly dances lightly, but it can't wait for those who appreciate it.

I still recall that once we met in those years, the same heart will be with you forever.The snow and the moon turn into butterflies, and the world smiles at the spring breeze.

She knew that Zhilou would come back, but she had already lost her.

Thinking of this loss, she couldn't hold back the tears after all.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Luo Chen, who had begun to understand, pinched her clothes, and comforted his mother like a little adult, "Didn't Zhilou say that she will come back when she finds that sister."

"Luo Chen..." Ji Xunyue put her arms around her son. At this time, she let go of her mother's identity, with willfulness, suddenly, a year popped up, and immediately said to her, "Let's go, shall we go?" Okay, go somewhere else, here...I don't want to stay any longer..."

"Mom, what are you talking about!" Luo Chen was shocked, "We don't live here anymore?"

"Yes, I won't stay here anymore." Ji Xunyue wiped her tears suddenly, and her tone calmed down. Maybe she was being angry at this time, but the thoughts in her heart were really strong.She thought, if she left here, would Zhilou also be anxious and spend the rest of her life looking for her?

With a bit of willful guessing, she made up her mind, only this time, Zhilou won't blame her.

With this thought in her heart, Ji Xunyue really packed up the package. Luo Chen was in a hurry, but he didn't know how to persuade his mother, so he had to call Aunt Wang from next door.Ji Xunyue has always been a kind person, and Aunt Wang has always been close to her. It was also very strange to see her suddenly leaving, but no matter how much she persuaded, Ji Xunyue didn't answer, just lowered her head and packed her things.Aunt Wang had no choice but to put Luo Chen in her home first, while she stayed with Ji Xunyue, talking to her from time to time to try to untie her knot—she didn't believe it was true that the girl lived well. She wanted to move away, and besides, as a girl, where else could she go?

"Aunt Wang, I know you're worried about me, but I really can't live in this place anymore." Ji Xunyue stopped what she was doing, raised her head, and spoke calmly.

It's just because Zhilou found this place, and every place here is tainted with a familiar atmosphere. She is really afraid that she will not be able to stand it.

Aunt Wang saw that she had made up her mind to go, so she couldn't persuade her any more, she sighed, and helped her pack up, "My husband has a relative nearby, I asked him to ask about the situation, you are a girl, and the family has There is no man, what should I do if I am alone outside."

"This will trouble Brother Wang, and I will look for other places in the future."

What she wants is to completely disconnect from here.

Ji Xunyue pursed her lips slightly, lowered her head, holding an old clothes in her hands, the man's old clothes.A drop of ice melted in the heart and gradually spread.In the end, what should she do...

Three days later, even though everything was not settled properly, the young brother of the Wang family had already helped her find that relative, so she planned to go there to settle down first, and then make other plans.

Forcing herself, these days she has been forcing herself to think about future plans, where she should go after leaving Shaoxing, what she should do in the future, and how she should raise Luo Chen... In this way, she has no time to let Luo Chen go. When she is free, she will be reluctant to part with it.

After counting the luggage, the mother and son waited for the carriage of the younger brother of the Wang family. Ji Xunyue looked back at the courtyard again, feeling bitter and bitter again.

She thought that this place would be her final destination, but now, she didn't have the courage to stay.

"Mother..." Luo Chen tugged at her skirt with red eyes, "Are we really going..."

"Yeah, didn't Luo Chen always want to go outside and have a look." Looking back, she saw the figure of the little brother of the Wang family, and the finger bones she was pinching were turning white.

"But, mother..." Luo Chen finally couldn't help it, and there was a cry in his voice, "We're gone, won't Zhilou find us..."

The heart was torn apart violently, the severe pain made her eyes go black, the spreading sense of powerlessness made her almost unable to stand, the tears that she had endured for a long time just rolled down like this, one word defeated all her emotions line of defense.

"Zhilou won't be able to find us, he will be anxious...Mother, Luo Chen doesn't want to see Zhilou again..."

The little brother of the Wang family stopped the carriage, walked towards the two, and was about to get their packages, but suddenly found that both mother and son were in tears, and were stunned for a moment.

Ji Xunyue tried her best to suppress her sobs, but her body was still shaking violently, and Luo Chen's words were like thorns in her heart.

But, didn't she just want to let her find it again, didn't she just want to make her anxious.But why, just thinking that maybe we will never see each other again, my heart hurts so much?

"Mother, let's not go, okay, let's wait for Zhilou to come back..." Luo Chen shook his mother's hand, which was so cold that there was no warmth at all.

The last thread in her heart finally broke, and she dropped the package in her hand. She knelt down and hugged her son, her voice trembling so badly that she could barely speak.

"Okay... okay... we won't go, we won't go..."

For the rest of her life, she couldn't escape.But if there is an afterlife, she would rather not have that first encounter.She has always thought that the luckiest encounter, but she can no longer bear it.

Everyone says that the moon is the first to get near the water, but whether the people in the building got the moon or the moon met the people in the building.

The people in the building are gone, but the moon is still there.After wandering around the world, I found this place to return to. Even if the singing and dancing in the building dispersed, I couldn't leave.

Then guard this home and come back when she is tired.As a close relative, guarding her beloved.

"This is Bingdilian. It originally belonged to me and my sister. Now that my sister has gone, I will hand over the part of Zhilou to Ji Niang for safekeeping."

Zhiyue, I finally became you.

The author has something to say:

Regarding Ji Niang, I actually don't really want to say anything directly. Her background determines her character and thus her fate.

The story of her and Zhilou is the main line of this article, even if they are not together in the end, they are still the absolute protagonists.

Lou Taiyue, as the name suggests, is their story.

I'll leave it to the end if I have anything to say...