Tower Moon GL

The sky is not old, and love is hard to break. Heart like dual screen, there Chien knot.

I have never tasted the bitterness of love, the sweetness of love, and the taste of love. No one believes that there are such complicated and unspeakable things in the world.At least, Chu Yangran didn't believe it.

Meeting Zhilou and experiencing love, these are all unexpected things for her.Because I never thought about it, even if I don't want to give up, I can leave in a huff.It's still a world of one person, it's just that there is a softness in my heart, but that person is not there, everything is no different to her.

After releasing Zhilou back to Shaoxing, she went back to the north to handle the affairs of the bodyguard bureau. She didn't intend to do this, but Chu Huaizhan is really not qualified to continue to sit in the head of the bodyguard.She is not cold-blooded, but if she is determined to do something, she will definitely not think of any affection.Even if it was her brother - the only close relative.

And this point can be merciless to her close relatives, she thought she could also do it to Zhilou.

Leaving Shaoxing, leaving without saying goodbye, with her character, time can heal those pains, but she will never have another intruder in her life.

What she needs is time, and before that, she still has a small thought in her heart—to review the short year that the two met once again.After all, this will be the only time in her life that she is emotional.

Convincing herself, she went to Jinling, crossed the Yangtze River, entered Luoyang, and finally embarked on the road to Shu.

But what she didn't know was that in Sichuan, there was already a person waiting for her for a long time.

Gui Sheng was not surprised when he saw her, he just said lightly, "She has been ill for a long time, and has been waiting for you to come."

Chu Yangran was stunned for a moment, a trace of bitterness dripped from his heart, but his tone was flat, "What's wrong?"

"I don't know, she only came half a month earlier than you, and she was already seriously ill when I got here. I checked her pulse and guessed it was the wind and cold to the bones. I think it has been delayed for a long time. It's also autumn and winter in Sichuan, and it's quite cold , is not conducive to her recovery, but she just doesn't listen."

"Wind-cold?" Chu Yangran frowned slightly, thought for a while, and said, "Since you are a genius doctor, why guess the wind-cold disease?"

"Although it's a wind-cold disease, it's quite strange. Although my decoction relieved the disease, it couldn't eradicate it." Gui Sheng looked at her expression carefully, "You should go in and see her."

Chu Yangran didn't answer, his eyes fell in the bamboo forest, and he said after a long time: "She shouldn't have come out. You just need to treat her well, I'm just here to take a look this time, I don't want to make any more troubles."

Gui Sheng was not surprised by her answer. He twitched his beard and shook the medicine cup in his hand, "Since you don't want to go, then that's fine, as long as you don't leave first, I'm afraid it won't be me in the end that she's sick." It can be cured."

Chu Yangran still didn't answer, and walked slowly into the bamboo forest.

In the early morning of the second day, Gui Sheng just walked to the door of the bamboo building with the medicine cup in his hand, when a blue color flashed in front of his eyes, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and the beard on his lips concealed the smile.

Chu Yangran looked at him expressionlessly, and neither of them spoke.

After a stalemate for about half a cup of tea, it was still the ghost that gave in, and shook his head helplessly, "I asked about it yesterday, she went to the Northland, and there is a cold syndrome called Xiehan in the Northland. I know better, even the people of the Northland may not be able to resist the cold, let alone those who are not acclimatized to the environment."

"Oh, let's say she is a person who is afraid of the cold." Chu Yangran lowered her eyes slightly and snorted softly.

"The disease of evil cold is different from that of ordinary wind-cold. Miss Chu, you have been in the Northland for many years, so you know the severity of it, and you know the solution."

"Does the genius doctor not know?" Chu Yangran raised his eyebrows.

"It doesn't make sense." Gui Sheng shook the medicine cup in his hand again, "There is no one who can cure all diseases in this world, so you should use the same medicine for any disease." After a pause, he continued, "It's not I am scaremongering, maybe you should go see her, this disease cannot be delayed."

Chu Yangran turned her head to look at the closed door, and there was a hint of loneliness in her eyes. She never thought that she would feel lonely one day.And this loneliness is just because of a person, want to see but don't want to see.

"No, I know what kind of medicine it is, so let's pay it back as I owe her."

"What do you owe, love?"

"Whatever you owe, you can't help yourself." The green sleeves were slightly flicked, and the figure had disappeared into the bamboo forest.

Love owes nothing, what she owes her is that when she doesn't know her heart, her heart is disturbed.

"Ghost doctor, the medicine seems a little different today." Zhilou frowned slightly, looked at the medicine left in the bowl, "Why is it so bitter?"

"Good medicine is bitter." Gui Sheng took her pulse and his face turned serious, "You can't procrastinate this disease any longer. If you procrastinate, it will hurt the root."

"Heh, I don't think I've really gotten used to it in the south these years, and I can't bear the wind in the north like this."

Gui Sheng glanced at her, and after she finished drinking the medicine, he asked, "What are you doing in the North?"

Zhilou pinched the bowl in his hand, his eyes fell on the porcelain pattern, he pursed his lips and was silent for a long time, then sighed softly, "I thought I understood her, but she didn't return to Beidi. I can't guess In her mind, she still wanted to come here to try her luck, but in the end, she still refused to see me."

Surprise flashed across Guisheng's eyes, he also stared at the medicine bowl, and asked in a deep voice, "How do you know she's here?"

"There were already signs of this disease in the north, and the doctors there also prescribed prescriptions. One of the medicines was extremely bitter, so I remembered it, and today, I tasted it again." Zhilou raised his head, and his pure eyes sank With a bit of sadness, "Genius doctor, can you invite her here for me?"

Guisheng took the porcelain bowl, picked up the medicine cup, walked towards the door, and said leisurely, "I am the one who can please her?"

Staring blankly at the door being closed, Zhilou limp down a little bit, his chest was filled with qi and blood, and he couldn't hold back a violent cough for a moment, the bitter taste welled up, stuck in his throat, and he couldn't swallow it no matter what .

Chu Yangran leaned on the bamboo and looked at the figure that was fading away in the distance, and then turned his head expressionlessly. In ten days at the most, that person's illness should be cured, and he should go away, completely. .

The cold wind blew up, and the coolness soaked into the bone marrow, and he sighed angrily, how could he be so afraid of the cold.He looked up again at the looming Yue, and stepped up to leave.

Suddenly she felt a breath, and it was very close to her, and it was strange that she stopped again.She turned her head abruptly, and with just one glance, the coolness instantly filled her heart.

Under the dark sky, the pale woman gasped softly while holding on to a bamboo. Her thin body could hardly support the clothes on her body, but her eyes were staring at her with piercing eyes.

"You..." Although he had already made up his mind not to see each other again, this sudden meeting still shocked Chu Yangran. The person in front of him was obviously suffering from illness for a long time, and his usually angry cheeks were slightly sunken. The whole person exudes a deep exhaustion.Such an intellectual still made her feel bad.

"Yangran." Zhilou's lips trembled for a long time, and finally only spit out the name. She let go of the hand holding the bamboo, and wanted to get closer, but Chu Yangran quickly took two steps back.

"Why did you leave her?" The tenderness in Chu Yangran's eyes faded, replaced by the coldness when they first met.

Seeing her estrangement, Zhilou grieved in his heart, and said eagerly: "Yangran, I was confused before. Ji Niang, she is my sister and my relatives. I have gotten used to her over the years, and... also I did like her, but that was all in the past. I should have seen it clearly when you and I were fighting swords that day, but I... I'm not sure if I'm wronging her by doing this, so I hesitated. But in the end," speaking in a hurry, Zhilou suppressed the discomfort in his chest, paused, and smiled miserably, "It hurt you, and it hurt her too."

"You liked her." Chu Yangran lowered his eyes slightly, "You should like her."

"But Yangran, that's different. The feeling when I'm with you is different from how I like her!" Her chest felt oppressed, and she coughed loudly.

"Actually, you shouldn't have left her to find me. She will tolerate you, but I won't." Chu Yangran smiled lightly, with some clarity, "You go back, your illness is not cured yet." Let's go.

"Wait a minute!" Zhilou hurriedly stretched out his hand to pull her, regardless of her physical discomfort. Chu Yangran stepped back slightly, and the green clothes slipped past her fingertips.

"Ask yourself, can you let go?"

Zhilou froze for a moment, his hands froze in the air.After a while, she slowly took it back, her tone a little low, "I never thought of letting her go, but do you care so much?"

"Duan Zhilou," Chu Yangran sighed suddenly, "Before I met you, I never thought of anyone in my heart. It's just that you appeared, and I don't regret falling in love with you. It's just that I will never regret falling in love with you in this life. There will be a second person. I treat you like this, but you have another person in your heart, do you think, are you worthy?"

There was a pain in Zhilou's eyes, and it got deeper and deeper, she gritted her teeth, "Yes, you should hate me."

"But it's not your fault, you met her first, and I didn't know. I shouldn't provoke you, I forced you." Chu Yangran shook his head lightly, "That's it, I won't forget , and I don’t want a you with someone else in your heart.”

After hearing this, Zhilou suddenly laughed, but tears began to well up in her eyes, and the depression in her chest turned into tingling pain, which made her almost unable to stand.He took a step back, leaned against the bamboo on one side, covered his chest with his hands, and tried to hold up the smile on the corner of his mouth, "I don't deserve it, because I have her in my heart. And you think, I want to be like this."

More and more tears welled up, and that smile became more and more desperate. She suddenly felt very tired, so deep that she couldn't bear it, but there was something clamoring and surging in her heart.

"She is my older sister, yes, I like her. The first time I saw her, I thought of Zhiyue. I couldn't control myself to get close to her, but she was just an older sister. I disguised myself as a man, and those who Enemies coexist, and she is the only one who can accompany me! At that time alone, who told me what love is? When I understand, understand, it is time to meet you! But in She was already here before." The hand covering her chest became more and more forceful, and the bitterness and sadness in it could no longer be suppressed.

"But that's not love. I can't tell the difference, but I know you are different. I can't let it go. I was afraid of hurting you. Maybe I did something wrong, but who can understand me? You have your pride, But I'm just a stone, heartless, high above you to choose between you. Yes, it's not fair to you to have her in my heart, but is it fair to me?"

I said so much in one breath, and also expressed the pain that had been pent up in my heart for many years, with a bit of hysteria, and the grievance that had been suppressed in my heart for many years.

She is also just a woman, she can't be like a stone, she just pretends to be strong on the surface.

"I can't let it go, I can't bear it, but because of you, I did it too. Maybe it's not good, but it's the limit of what I can do."

Chu Yangran looked at her silently, looking at this weak woman who was almost exhausted, many thoughts flashed through her mind, but she couldn't grasp anything.

For the first time, she had doubts about whether the decision she made was correct.

The mood calmed down, but the exhaustion in his heart became stronger, and he sat down slowly leaning on the bamboo, Zhilou raised his head, the purity in his eyes concealed other emotions, leaving only a longing, a cautious longing, "Yang Ran, I am not begging for your pity, but I also hope that you can understand me. I am also working hard to understand you, give us a chance, isn't one year too short?"

The moonlight shone down, and it was cold.Chu Yangran also raised his head. Today is the day of the full moon.If the moon is round, can people be round too?She has seen too many full moons by herself, so for the rest of her life, she will have a reunion.

Perhaps, Zhilou is right, they should have more time to understand each other.If it stops at this moment, everything is settled, and she will regret it for the rest of her life.

Lowering her head, the person under the bamboo lowered her eyes slightly, coughing softly, with some messy hair hanging by her ears, and a slightly loose clothes covering her body, the moonlight quietly streamed between her hair tips and eyebrows, she It's very close to me, but it seems very far away.And no matter how many emotions there are, it is undeniable that this person in the moonlight is what she likes.

"Duan Zhilou, you are amazing, who made me like you." She said this sentence with a bit of hatred.

I finally admitted it.

Only this life, only this one person, destined to be, can not get rid of.

The author has something to say:

This article really ends here.I originally planned a short story, but in the end... I won’t say it anymore, the number of words is longer than ten years, and it has become my longest one==

Let’s talk about this article. It’s just a dream. There are only Zhilou and Ji Xunyue in the dream, so they are the protagonists of the story. There is no doubt about it. is their story.

To tell the truth, I didn’t intend to send it to Jinjiang at the time, and I was handicapped for a while, and I didn’t realize it until the second day after I sent it! !Helpless, I had no choice but to bite the bullet and write. At that time, I didn’t even have Zhiyue in my mind, not to mention Songyun and so on (but there was a girl from Chu...) So the idea of ​​this article is quite hasty, and I wrote it at the end of the school year. It's a mess in my head, I'm getting more and more incomprehensible, but fortunately, it's still finished, and it's the beginning and the end of the story, which is very gratifying.By the way, let me add a word, Yang Zhixiao’s country is what I came up with after reading the history of the Taiping Heavenly Kingdom. Isn’t Fengzi very fat~

In fact, to be honest, I haven’t written this article fluently for ten years. I have read it several times in ten years, but I haven’t read this article once.But even so, I still have to say that I like this one better, although it is not as reunion as ten years.But the people inside, the feelings inside are not single, unlike ten years, everyone is trying their best to think about others.Because of this, the writing of this article is also more laborious. At the end of the writing, I began to be unable to do what I wanted, resulting in a few chapters that were messy.

This story is not a comedy, but I don't think it is a tragedy either. I have always insisted on this point.Zhilou's love for Ji Niang is very young and inevitable, but it is no match for Miss Chu's sudden fall from the sky. In the final analysis, it is because of what kind of person she loves.With this thought in mind, I finished writing the main text, only to find out that Zhilou was a scumbag. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to add an epilogue to speak for her.She didn't want to hurt anyone, but she couldn't do it. How could it be easy for her?Her growth was not lucky, most of the time she walked alone and struggled.Such an intellectual building, at least I feel distressed, maybe the writing is limited and I can't express it.But I don't want to defend her too much. When the characters come out, the author should leave.

In fact, I wrote this last chapter for a long time, lying on the bed, eating hot pot (ahem...), before class, and after work, I would code two words, and finally I have these four thousand words.There is no strong emotion, and the ending is light. Although it is not very satisfactory, it is also a past ending that I can give.Hope it's not a mess.

Okay, I won't say much, I don't want to talk like I did two years ago.

Finally, let’s talk about the future. I’m conceiving a collection of short stories now. I probably have a few directions for the short stories. I’ll start writing when I’m done. This time, I definitely can’t indulge myself in writing a novella! !Set up this document! ! ! ~_~ I hope to meet you around the summer vacation. After all, although I am in college now, I still want to do more things. Writing is just a hobby, and I don’t want to ask for a contract. Oh, yes, the last one Let me mention the "Chi Qing Yinuo" that was written ten years later. How to say, this article actually wrote more than a dozen chapters on the computer, but I really dare not post it. Writing the article is really tiring , I don't want to procrastinate but I don't want to force myself. If I open that article, I'm afraid I won't have a good life for at least a year.Obviously, I am not ready for this (ˉ(∞)ˉ), so I owe it for now, but I really want to write it out in my heart, after all, it has been conceived for so many years, and the people in it are I'm alive and dead in my heart (Oh, hey!!!) I'm not reconciled if I don't get them out! !So... let's make a small statement.I also hope that time can make me more mature, and then I will be worthy of my day and night girl (huh? I accidentally said the name of the protagonist??)

That's enough nonsense, wave goodbye.A sentence of emotion: It would be better if there is a long review