Tower Moon GL

Yangran Fanwai · For Whom Is Bing Xin Soft?

I am alone in the world, and I am wrong in the world of mortals.

The Sichuan land in summer is humid and hot. Chu Yangran is not afraid of the severe cold, but he is very annoyed by the heat and humidity. He stays lazily in the bamboo building every day and doesn't want to go out, but even so, he still feels uncomfortable in the heat.

Every time he sees her listless and lazy look, Zhilou wants to laugh.I was used to seeing her icy and cold look before, but now she suddenly became like this, it is indeed a bit uncomfortable, but Chu Yangran in this look makes people less daunting when facing her.

"Are you so afraid of the heat?" Zhilou looked at the person in front of him with a smile and finished a bowl of mung bean soup with a bit of anger.

"Aren't you still afraid of the cold?" How could Chu Yangran fail to hear her smile, glanced at her, and said coldly, but there was no alienation in that tone.

"Nonsense, why am I afraid of the cold? I grew up in Beidi since I was a child, how could I be afraid of the cold?" Zhilou pushed back a little dissatisfied.

"Really?" Chu Yangran looked sullen, and didn't want to continue arguing on this topic, so he put a piece of ice in the tea and took another sip.

Chu Yangran was afraid of the heat, but he couldn't bear the scenery of Sichuan, so he asked Guisheng to find this bamboo building. Outside was a stretch of bamboo forest. Although it couldn't cover the heat, it was visually cooler.When Zhilou had nothing to do, she folded a piece of bamboo and made a flute. Although she was not good at rhythm, she also learned some from Zhiyue when she was young, so she could play simple tunes.It's just that she has forgotten most of the songs when she was a child, and she doesn't dare to think about it, for fear of bringing up the pain that she carefully hid.

Seeing her holding the flute and lost in thought again, Chu Yangran probably guessed what was on her mind, hesitated for a moment, and interrupted her thoughts with a sound.

"Most women prefer the music of strings, why do you like this flute?"

Zhilou looked up at her, with a wry smile on his lips, "Since I was a child, I have longed for the life of a knight in the storytellers, thinking that one day I will be able to walk around the rivers and lakes with a flute and a sword, and be happy and unrestrained."

"Childish." Hearing this, Chu Yangran couldn't help but shook his head, "Is there only happiness in the world?"

"Yes, but in the end I didn't get what I wanted, and I couldn't get out of those intrigues."

"You have been," Chu Yangran raised his eyebrows, "are you always wearing men's clothing?"

This question can be regarded as the beginning of her interest in this person, and she is indeed a little curious.

"I guess..." A question that is not easy to answer, but because of the things that have passed, and because of the gradually calming mood, it is not so difficult to say, "When I was naughty when I was young, those girls' things were too troublesome, Daddy Both my elder sister and I couldn’t do anything about it, but because I was still young, they were drowning in me. Then...the clothes saved my life, and I couldn’t take them off..."

Years have smoothed many things, but some things still cannot be completely calm.

Talking about herself calmly and simply, she is no longer the young man who pretended to be strong a few years ago.Even though Zhiyue in the story has really left, she now no longer wants other people's sympathy, because it is enough to owe a woman for these.

Thinking of Ji Xunyue, guilt welled up in her heart, she had left this person behind for too long, she only cared about her own wounds, wasn't she too selfish.

"Zhiyue..." After hearing her story, Chu Yangran thought of what Wanniang said that day. After hesitating again and again, he took it back. It's been almost a year. Even if Zhilou didn't let go, it's still good. If she didn't get obsessed, why would she bother.

"So you've never tried women's clothing?" She, who was not very talkative, didn't know what happened today, so she got entangled in this question.Zhilou was surprised that she was rarely good at chatting, but also wanted to avoid this topic.

"No……"

Out of nowhere, the strong interest came from, and Chu Yangran did something on a whim for her, "Would you like to try it, it might be very interesting."

With a shallow smile, with a hint of temptation, Zhilou completely forgot to think.Chu Yangran like this is a bit dangerous for her.

Loosing the bun that had been tied for many years, looking at the person in the mirror, Zhilou suddenly wanted to laugh at herself. She had never even seen who she was after wearing a man's coat for so many years.

"It's really good." Chu Yangran chose another dress of his own for her, folded his arms, and looked her up and down with great interest.It is undeniable that Zhilou is a very tasteful woman, she may never have noticed it herself, the feeling in her body is different from the reservedness of women, and also different from the domineering of men, but another kind of attraction.When you get close to her and get acquainted with her, you will be brought into her world, which is a very comfortable feeling.

"It's not bad, but it's weird." Zhilou fidgeted with his clothes a little awkwardly, feeling very uncomfortable.But in fact, this outfit is not as cumbersome as ordinary women, and it is not much different from her previous men's clothing, but she still feels a little uncomfortable.

"If you don't try it, how will you know it's not good? You can't wear that men's clothing for the rest of your life. Can you forget those things in the past if you don't change into this clothes?"

past?His fingers unconsciously grasped the crimson lotus on his chest through his clothes.In the past ten years, she has experienced life and death, and also experienced reunion.She has lost her most important people, and she has also gained people who have made promises.She participated in the Game of Thrones, lost and won in that game, and her story will be left in the history books.In just ten short years, she seemed to have exhausted all the passion of her life.She wished for a complete farewell to the past.Maybe, what Chu Yangran said is right.In the final analysis, she was still afraid to face wearing that dress. Now, it was time to move forward.

"I see." She let go of Honglian, exhaled lightly, something flowed out of her body, and something flowed in again.She turned her head slightly to meet Chu Yangran's gaze.

Later, Chu Yangran rejoiced after knowing Zhilou better, and told Ji Xunyue that the Zhilou she met was really the best Zhilou. When she was 12 years old, she was full of unknowns and confusion, immature and burdened too much. At that time, her relatives should be by her side, but now she has the courage to open her heart.

How lucky, she happened to appear, so what is lucky.

Chu Yangran is not Zhiyue, not Ji Xunyue, nor Zhilou.Before she met the right one, she could separate the world, and she would not feel regretful or sentimental, but when that person appeared, she would not hesitate.She has never been interested in anyone, but she also knows that it is dangerous to give up her sincerity too quickly, but she has decided, and she readily admits it.

As she said, this is only one time in this life, regardless of the outcome, a dripping game, willing to gamble and admit defeat.

In fact, before she knew that there was another woman named Ji Xunyue in Shaoxing, she was sure that Zhilou also liked her.Her pride is not conceit, she is very sure about this, if Zhilou doesn't say it, then she will say it.

"The weather is getting cold, girl, would you like to go out?" After finally looking forward to an autumn rain, Zhilou saw that the heat from Chu Yangran's body had dissipated, so he sent out an invitation.Chu Yangran smiled, and took the sword that was put aside.

"Aren't you always dissatisfied, let's compare?"

Zhilou was taken aback for a moment, and he didn't realize until Chu Yang ran out of the room, he couldn't help but feel helpless, is this person so competitive?I just want to relax and take a look at the scenery.

"What does my daughter's family like to fight?" She followed to the open space in front of the building, still a little reluctant.

"If you win, I will listen to you. If I win, you will answer my questions."

While speaking, the unsheathed sword came with the sound of the wind, Zhilou didn't have time to think about what she just said, and drew out the flute around his waist to block it, not daring to be careless, and devoted himself wholeheartedly to this somewhat inexplicable competition .

Chu Yangran has been gifted in martial arts since he was a child, and he has never been rivaled among people of his age. Later, he went to the rivers and lakes alone. Although he didn't draw his sword often, he had fought with all kinds of people. Among experts, both as a teacher and as a friend, her attainments are getting higher and higher.

Although Zhilou also liked to dance knives and sticks since she was a child, and she has also been on the battlefield, but the experience brought to her is used in thousands of troops. Such a single-handed trick like this, how can she be a heroine of the rivers and lakes? Yangran's opponent?After a cup of tea, he was out of breath, and made a false stop before jumping out of the battle ring.

"Stop, stop, you won!" Although it didn't feel good to admit defeat, Zhilou seemed to be in a good mood, and put the flute in his waist again.

Chu Yangran also put away his sword, narrowed his eyes slightly, hiding the smug smile in his eyes.Zhilou took a few steps towards her, a little curious.

"What do you want to ask me?"

"Say it first, don't be annoyed."

"What annoys me?" Zhilou couldn't laugh or cry, is his temper so bad?Compared to this ice cube, I am quite kind.

Chu Yangran shook his head, and took two steps closer, "The most important person in your heart is Zhiyue."

Zhilou's throat twitched, a little depressed, no wonder she told herself not to be annoyed, she didn't understand why Zhiyue was mentioned, but this sentence still made her feel a little depressed, she lowered her head, "Sister... is always an important person ..."

but……

"She hopes that you will be well, so you, can you let go of others?" Chu Yangran suddenly stepped forward quickly, approaching Zhilou, pointing his fingers at her chest, his tone was light but tender.

Zhilou was startled by her action, and subconsciously wanted to walk back, but Chu Yangran grabbed her shoulders and forced her to look at him.

"I..." All of this was beyond Zhilou's expectation, before she had time to think about anything, she was already caught in those eyes that melted the ice and contained infinite affection, and she couldn't control it.

In a trance, his thoughts began to wander.

I don't know when she felt affection for the person in front of her. In fact, she is not unfamiliar with this feeling. She had it with Ji Xunyue before, but the feeling is similar but different.Ji Xunyue's care for her has long been woven into the marrow of her bones, and the accumulation of little cares over the years has drawn out the tenderness that tickles the bottom of the heart, entangled in her bones tenderly.But Chu Yangran, they have only known each other for a year, and the intersection is simple and tasteless, but the attraction that arose faintly from the first meeting, a little closer, took root, and the thing that caught her off guard was planted. heart.

She is really confused...

"Chu..." Zhilou was eager to say something, but suddenly her eyes widened, the softness of her lips blocked her remaining words, there was a buzzing in her ears, and her mind went blank for an instant.

Chu Yangran is very sober, she doesn't like to be confused, and she doesn't like Zhilou's confused appearance just now, but she has seen the feeling in the confused, so that's enough.She was never moved, but once moved, she was fearless.

The breath between the lips and teeth gradually became heavy, and it was no longer known who was entangled with whom.Such an aura of sex makes people sink, until a sudden pain on her lips awakens Zhilou, she pushes Chu Yangran away abruptly, the confusion in her eyes dissipates instantly, and she gasps for breath.

The atmosphere became awkward for a while, Chu Yangran frowned in annoyance, this was the first time for her to do this kind of thing, and she lost her sense of control for a while, but she was still in a good mood.It's just when looking at Zhilou's chaotic eyes.Her heart sank suddenly.

"Chu...Yangran...I...you..." Zhilou shook his head in pain, trying to calm himself down, but the words he spoke were still broken, unable to speak.

Chu Yangran wanted to wait for her to wake up, but Zhilou's flustered look hurt her a bit. She hated seeing others like this, so she said coldly, "Why, I thought I guessed wrong about you. What do you mean? Since you don’t want to, why did you cooperate so much just now?”

"Yangran, I..."

"If you're so timid, I've really lost my sight." A sense of disappointment surged up, her pride didn't allow her to wait any longer.

"Wait!" Seeing that she was about to leave, Zhilou grabbed her, "No, it's me..." Facing Chu Yangran's expectant gaze, she finally gritted her teeth, "I like you of."

After hearing this sentence, Chu Yangran's lips curled into a smile, but before she could say anything, Zhilou suddenly held her hand with a very serious expression.

"But Yangran, I don't want to lie to you, besides Zhiyue, there is another person who is very important to me..."

People who are important to her, no matter what the reason is, will make her care about them from now on.She suppressed her smile and listened carefully.So, she got to know Ji Xunyue.

She admitted that Ji Xunyue was someone Zhilou really couldn't let go of.

After listening to the story, Chu Yangran suddenly wanted to smile wryly.Does this person have to torture others like this?However, he was not the only one who jumped up willingly.But since it is destined to be her own doom, why bother with that woman she has never seen before?But... If there is no Ji Xunyue, there will be no Zhilou today...

With love, she still changed, unable to be sober as before.Forget it, the matter has come to this point, the heart that shouldn't be moved has already been moved, and I can't get it back.

In fact, from Zhilou's story, she could tell that Zhilou liked that woman named Ji Xunyue no matter what kind of feelings she had. Maybe that liking was different from what she told herself, but it must be engraved in her heart The liking in the world is not love, and it will not be shallower than love.

"So..." She asked with a wry smile, asking her and herself.

"Yangran... I don't want to betray you, but I can't lie to you either. This year in Sichuan, I hardly think of her, but I can't lie to you that she doesn't exist."

"Then do you want to go back? Zhilou, since you like her, why come out and provoke me..."

"Sister, she... I have always regarded her as my sister, she also has a child, I can't... I..." Zhilou was a little incoherent, and the mention of Ji Xunyue could only make her more confused, and she sighed for a long time In one breath, "I want to meet her first."

"Oh, you want to see her..." Chu Yangran chuckled lightly, a little forced to laugh, "Then go, why tell me..."

"Yangran! I, I know this is too much to ask. But can you give me some time!" Zhilou squeezed her hand a little excitedly, but there was some pain in his eyes, "You can call me selfish, but I, I wanted to give myself a chance."

Maybe her pain stung her eyes, maybe her honesty shook her heart, maybe she just couldn't bear to push her away... In short, she agreed, agreed to the promise that bet everything.

It was her bet, and she had to be prepared to bear everything.

"Yangran, I can't tell you my love until I figure it out." The firmness in Zhilou's eyes pierced her heart when she parted. She had always been so proud of her hard heart, but she didn't know when it became so fragile.

Love is the word, you can't get it if you ask for it, but you often get it without asking for it.

The author has something to say:

It's just that she didn't know that when Ji Xunyue asked Zhilou if she had ever loved her, Zhilou was silent.In fact, she has already obtained the unspoken word.

I wrote and deleted this sentence, I think, about this love, everything that needs to be explained is in the text.

The next chapter is Xun Yue Fanwai, and then there will be another chapter at the end.

soon~~