If you bend me, you have to be responsible for me

It took us only 10 minutes to travel from the school playground to the nearest hotel, and for a while we almost ran hand in hand.The late autumn wind blew past my ears, but the hands I held were sweating a little.

"One room." Ten minutes later, the two stood in the hotel lobby with blushing faces.

"The standard rooms are full, and there is only one deluxe single room left." A sentence from the front desk of the hotel made my face heat up again. After all, if there is a standard room, how should we choose it.

"Well, this is the one." Yang Jin rubbed his head, probably thinking of me.

"Please show your IDs, both of you."

"It's ready. The room is on the 3rd floor, 318. The breakfast coupon is inside. The breakfast time is from 07:30 to 318:[-]. You two have a pleasant stay." The lady at the front desk smiled sweetly and handed us the room card. After Yang Jin took it, Give me a look, I followed silently to the elevator, and then to the door of [-].

After I opened the door and walked in, my heart became tense. In 18 years, except for my crush, I had zero emotional experience. Tonight, from confession to holding hands to kissing, I have made a breakthrough step by step, but I don’t seem to be ready for the last step. I am mentally prepared, but I have just agreed to come to open a room, will it seem a bit fake to be so up and down now?

Yang Jin inserted the room card into the power outlet, then patted his head, "It's embarrassing, Siqi."

My face was almost burning, and I nodded.

Yang Jin took my hand and walked to the bed and sat down, "Siqi, do you regret it?"

I looked at Yang Jin's face, my face was slightly red, as if he was a little hesitant, a little nervous, I shook my head slightly, "I'm just a little nervous."

Yang Jin let go of my hand, held my face in both hands, and kissed my forehead, then the eyelids, and then the alar of the nose under my frightened expression.Carefully, lightly and softly, the smell of alcohol at the corner of his mouth made me a little drunk, I could almost feel the trembling from my heart, his kisses came to my ears: "take a bath, you or me first ?”

I was taken aback, and opened my eyes to see Yang Jin smiling in front of me.

"Or do you want to be together?" Yang Jin's smile became brighter and brighter. I thought he had bad intentions and must have done it on purpose, so I quickly shook my head and said, "You go first, you go first."

Yang Jin grabbed my head with one hand and pulled me over, and lightly touched my lips, "You look so cute when you're nervous." Then he turned and went into the bathroom, leaving me stunned.

During the time when Yang Jin went in to take a bath, and even took me to take a bath, I continued to do my own psychological construction, trying to tell myself that after 18 years, I finally met the right person, I should be bolder, and I should be bolder, so When I finally walked in front of Yang Jin wearing a bath towel, I kissed him proactively with the mentality of looking forward to death.

Yang Jin embraced me enthusiastically, kissed and kissed again, the male hormones were quickly aroused, and the kiss between the two gradually changed, from the first light taste to the later a little aggressive, and finally to the final kiss. Impatient, I wonder if the air conditioner is turned on too much, the towels wrapped around the two of them have gone somewhere, Yang Jin is panting beside me.

I suddenly shivered, "I, I don't seem to be ready."

Yang Jin stopped what he was doing, looked at me eagerly for a long time, and finally hung his head around my waist, "Sleep."

So the results of all kinds of villain fights in my head were solved by Yang Jin's two words, and I fell asleep in anxiety.

After one night, it is needless to say that the relationship between the two has undergone many changes.

Under my protection, everyone has become accustomed to Yang Jin not going to morning self-study, and I will always have a hot breakfast at 7:40, and I will not bring a heavy one for a week.

During class, the middle of the first row became the fixed position of our two pseudo-scholars.

When I want to go to self-study, someone will always help me occupy the place on the fourth floor of the library facing the balcony and close to the power socket.

When a person is sitting in the library, a cup of dessert or milk tea bought from the coffee bar on the second floor suddenly appears in front of him.

When eating in the cafeteria, I no longer have to worry about not having a place to sit.

I don’t have to worry about being bored on Saturdays and Sundays. As a foreigner, I have a guide to accompany me 24 hours a day. There are many places in Chengdu waiting for me to explore and discover.

After November, the weather is getting colder and colder, but I know that my heart is very hot.Yang Jin's kindness to me can be said to be considerate, let me find the feeling of spring breeze even in the cold winter in Chengdu, and make me feel that I may not have done enough, so I decided to take the initiative and then take the initiative.

Lying on the sofa at Yang Jin’s house, I flipped through the calendar. The 12-week class of the first semester will end on December 23, and the earliest time for the outer court exam is January 1, so we have two weeks of blank time to suspend classes and review. Christmas and New Year's Day are equivalent to holidays.

"Yang Jin, do you have any plans for Christmas?" Well, this is my foreshadowing.

"What, you want to ask me out? Then you have to ask my girlfriend if she agrees." Yang Jin sat next to me and laughed softly.

I rolled my eyes at him and said, "Your boyfriend has already agreed, let's go out for Christmas."

"Okay, where are you going?" Yang Jin smiled lazily, while handing me the hot chocolate on the table, "Drink it while it's hot."

"Yangshuo." I propped myself up, took a sip of the chocolate, and felt warmer in my heart.

"Why Yangshuo?" Yang Jin frowned slightly.

"Why not? It's inconvenient for you? We just didn't have classes for a few days." He frowned slightly, but I still caught it in my eyes.

"No, I'm just curious, why do you suddenly want to go to such a specific place." Yang Jin smiled and stroked my hair.

"Didn't I learn in elementary school that Guilin's landscape is the best in the world, and Yangshuo's landscape is the best in Guilin. I have always wanted to go, but I have no one to accompany me, and the most important thing is the special air ticket." I said while handing the phone to Yang. Jin, I found this when I just decided to go out to play. The round-trip air ticket from Chengdu to Guilin Liangjiang Airport is only 800 yuan.

Yang Jin looked at my expectant look, nodded, and immediately we booked round-trip air tickets and hotels.At that moment, I felt that I was a winner in life. If I want to go out and play, I will have a vacation immediately, and there will be special air tickets to the places I want to go. The most important thing is to be able to be with the people I like.

After I decided to go out and play, I secretly carried out my historic online shopping and bought Durex and lubricating oil at the flagship store.After the first night, Yang Jin and I slept together again, most of the time at his house, but we would stay at the last step. I was afraid at first, and Yang Jin never mentioned it after a few times.And for more than a month, his meticulous care for me made me feel like a big man, why should I be so hypocritical, isn't it just a pain?So after thinking twice, I decided to take the initiative to take this step. Fortunately, he was more cooperative. After everything was settled, I began to silently look forward to the suspension of classes.

We booked an air ticket for 24:23 am on the 23th. We planned to stay at Yang Jin’s house on the [-]rd night, and take a taxi to the airport directly the next morning. But on the [-]rd, my mother went to Chengdu on a business trip, so I had to leave Yang Jin and go there. Accompany mom, and make an appointment with him to meet at the airport early the next morning.But I was so excited that night, so after playing mahjong with my mother, I took a taxi to Yang Jin's house late at night on the pretext that I had an early flight to go with my friends.

On the car to Yang Jin’s house, I held two cups of hot coffee bought from KFC and a box of egg tarts next to me, imagining Yang Jin’s surprised expression when he saw me later, and kept thinking about whether he would be too I was moved, and then I couldn't help but want to do some shameful things. Slowly, the plot in my head has changed from the excited hugs and kisses when we met to □□□, and the air in the car is getting hotter and hotter. When I realized my abnormality, I attributed this to the fact that the driver’s air conditioner was turned too high, and I kept doing psychological construction for myself, repeatedly convincing myself that it must be like this.

Finally arrived, stood outside the door and rang the doorbell, waiting silently, and then heard Yang Jin's voice: "I didn't expect the takeaway to be delivered so fast." And then his footsteps.

But in a few seconds, I have changed my profile to a cute takeaway boy, and imagined his surprise when he saw me.

"The takeaway is here!" The moment the door opened, I brought the coffee to Yang Jin, but my face was filled with astonishment.

Yang Jin was wearing a thin pajamas, the red marks on his neck were clearly visible, but I clearly knew that it didn't come from my mouth, and I forgot to react for a moment.

"Ahhh, come in quickly, are you going to starve me to death? Are you human, you, unplug Ruthless." Another man's voice came from the bedroom, vaguely familiar, I seemed to have heard it but couldn't remember it.

"Si Qi, I..."

I threw the coffee at his feet, "What are you?"

At this time, the people in the bedroom rushed out after hearing the sound. They were wearing only a pair of underwear. There were marks on their necks and chests, and their faces were rosy. It was obvious that they had experienced something just now.

No wonder the voice is familiar. The person who came out was Lu Feng, the vice president of the long-distance running club who cared about me that night and made me think he liked me. He was the one who kissed me while playing games that night .

I smiled, "What do you mean? I don't understand." Only I know how broken my tone was when I said this.

"Siqi, I'm sorry."

"Sorry what?" I sneered.

"I'm sorry I can't go to Yangshuo with you." Yang Jin's words were hesitant, but more determined.

I thought I'd hear I'm sorry I didn't mean it, it was just a moment of infatuation, I thought I'd hear him crying and begging for forgiveness, I thought about it if he let Lu Feng go immediately and begged me crying I would cry and forgive him, but the reality would always slap me in the face, and what I heard was that he could not accompany me to Yangshuo.

"Why?" I asked him, holding back tears that were about to burst.

"Yangshuo is the place where we made love." Yang Jin didn't speak, but Lu Feng rushed to answer for him, "We have been together for three years. I confessed to him when we went to Yangshuo three years ago. During this time we He found you only after we broke up, but he can't forget me, and he hasn't been able to forget me..."

"Don't talk about it." The door was open in the winter, Yang Jin only had a single shirt on his body, but his eyes and face were red.

"I'm sorry for Si Qi, but I really..."

I didn't finish listening to Yang Jin's words. After all, I was too embarrassed and didn't want to cry in front of those two people anymore, so I pulled the box and left without paying attention to what he was going to say later, but he really didn't chase him out.