If you bend me, you have to be responsible for me

I hid in the toilet and turned the water on the sink to the maximum, but I could still clearly hear the noise outside.

"Lu Feng, what the hell do you mean? Is Si Qi something you can touch? What the hell are you doing in public?" Yang Jin roared angrily.

"I don't mean anything. You'd better restrain yourself. It was just a joke. What will other people think about your virtue?" Lu Feng replied calmly.

"Games, are there any fuckers who are addicted to playing games for the first time? Just forget about doing those disgusting things yourself, don't mislead Si Qi." Yang Jin replied contemptuously.

After Yang Jin finished speaking, he began to slap on the toilet door without waiting for Lu Feng to respond, "Siqi, Siqi, how are you? Did you drink too much? Come out if you feel uncomfortable. Let's go back."

My mind was a little messed up, and I always felt that what happened tonight was a bit mysterious, but I couldn't tell what went wrong. Just when Yang Jin called me outside, my brain simply went on strike, and I picked up water with my hands and touched it twice. Face opened the door.

Yang Jin rushed up and pulled me, and asked, "How is it? Are you drunk? Let's stop playing, go back." When I said I can't play, I can clearly know that it is an imperative sentence and not a Question, obviously this is a notice rather than seeking advice. Of course, I have no opinion. After all, I drank too much just now, and now I really want to go back.

"Siqi, don't be upset. I didn't do it on purpose just now. Everyone is playing games for fun. What are you doing when you go back? Everyone still wants to play. You won't be going back to the dormitory tonight." Lu Feng said this When it was time, I took my other hand, so in a blink of an eye I became a sought-after person.

"To add to the fun, to add to the fun, you can grab someone and kiss. Do you think you are a child or a lover? Siqi caught a cold in the afternoon and drank too much in the evening so he had to go back to rest. If you don't go back, hmph, I'm in charge of your bad life style." No, but you can't lead everyone to your path." I was a little dizzy, so before I could answer Lu Feng's question, Yang Jin took the lead.

"My life is corrupt? Why the hell do you say that my life is corrupt? Who do you think you are?" Lu Feng responded loudly. At the same time, he brushed Yang Jin's ear with a punch and hit the wall. I clearly felt Yang Jin The hand holding me trembled at the moment the fist passed, I think Yang Jin was afraid.

But in just a second, he put on a zombie face again, looked at Lu Feng angrily, and said: "I am not anyone, I am just a stranger with a conscience, my friend is not feeling well, so now I have to bring Let him go back, please don't talk to strangers like us in the future." After speaking, he pushed away the fist next to his ear, took my hand and left.

Alcohol paralyzed my reaction nerves, so I didn't have time to apologize to Yang Jin and Lu Feng, and I didn't have time to say sorry to everyone, and I didn't have time to reflect why Lu Feng was held by Yang Jin and walked out without stopping up.

Yes, he took my hand.When I was eating hot pot before, it was only my wrist that I was pulling, and I was already thinking about it, but now he took my hand and walked out of the private room and KTV in front of everyone.

In the evening at the beginning of November, the wind was a bit chilly. As soon as I walked out of the KTV, I was shocked by the cold. Because Yang Jin took my hand, he naturally felt it, so he asked me: "Is it cold? You caught a cold in the afternoon, please wear my coat." , mine is thicker, don’t catch a cold anymore.”

I shook my head mechanically, "It's not cold, it's just that the box is too hot and I'm not used to it."

When Yang Jin asked me something, he held my hand and didn't let go, so although the wind was blowing on my face and pouring down my neck, making all the hairs on my body stand up, my heart rested on my right hand. The transmitted temperature melted into one piece.

Although it was already 10:30, there were still a lot of people on Friday night. It was weird for two men to hold hands together, so I coughed lightly. Yang Jin seemed to be distracted, and my cough broke his imagination. When God looked at my eyes, he realized that I was a little embarrassed, so he quickly withdrew his hand and touched my head: "Sorry, I forgot."

"It's okay, it's okay." The moment he withdrew his hand, I felt my heart was empty, but we were nothing.

"You just..." Yang Jin said halfway, feeling a little embarrassed.

"It's okay, it's a game." Looking at his embarrassed expression, I think I need to say something to ease the awkward atmosphere.

"What kind of game? Lu Feng is going too far." Yang Jin raised his eyebrows angrily as he spoke.

We have already walked to the playground during the conversation, and the other door through the playground is our dormitory, but when we walked to the door, the two of them turned their feet and turned into circles on the playground.I walked behind him, with a distance of one person in the middle. The dim streetlights elongated his shadow, and slowly I was fascinated by it.

"However, Si Qi, how did you feel just now?" Yang Jin turned around suddenly and stopped. I bumped into him before I could stop. He helped me, and I looked at him. Heating up, I also clearly know that it is definitely not because of drinking on my face.

"I don't feel anything, I drank too much, who remembers it." I automatically moved away from him again, afraid that he would see my panic, and said.

"But you're a bit abnormal tonight. There's no need to make the relationship so stiff when we meet for the first time." I spread my hands and looked helpless. "If you look like this, will we still go to the long-distance running club to train in the future? The membership fee is 20 yuan, and we can eat a salad."

"You're stupid, you know how to eat in one day." Yang Jin smiled, and gave me a meaningful look, "You don't understand, brother is not willing to let him spoil you, look at his evil intentions The appearance is wretched."

"I'm not so hypocritical as a man." Although I felt that Yang Jin's words seemed to be defending me, and it seemed that he was coming out to me to express his feelings, but I really didn't have the guts to take risks if I didn't know this kind of thing.

"Have you ever kissed someone before?" Yang Jin's sudden question made me feel at a loss, because I have never kissed before, but it seems that lying is not my style. After thinking about it, I looked at Yang Jin's eyes and shook my head. head.

"Yo, first kiss?" Yang Jin joked.

At that moment, I regretted it. Looking at Yang Jin's embarrassed expression that could not be told whether he was laughing or hating, I felt that I should really lie.

"What? Are you angry? Don't, just kidding." Seeing that my expression was wrong, Yang Jin immediately stopped smiling, but I ignored him and walked forward.

"Si Qi, why do you get angry so easily, or I'll copy Larousse again?" Yang Jin turned around and put his hands on my shoulders.

"I can copy a hundred times like your method of only copying dictionary names. After all, Larousse only has three words."

"You're not angry if you're willing to talk." Yang Jin said with a shameless smile.

"I have a kind heart and don't get angry with mentally handicapped children."

"Okay, it doesn't matter if you don't get angry and I'm mentally retarded." Yang Jin kept his hands on my shoulders when he spoke. It's been a while since we walked to the playground, and it feels like his hands don't want to let go. Meaning, I can only take out my phone to check the time.

"10:59." I looked at Yang Jin and said, "They just said that the lights in the playground were turned off at 59 o'clock, but now it's [-]. The lights will be turned off immediately, shall we..."

"Do you want to count down?" Yang Jin looked at me seriously.

"reciprocal?"

"Ah."

"it is good."

"10, 9, 8, 7, 6... 1" counted once and the lights did not turn off.

"Come again." I refused to admit defeat.

"10, 9, 8, 7, 6." When we counted to 6, the lights suddenly went out, and there were only two of us left in the whole playground.

I was about to say it was off, but before I could say it, I felt two soft things sticking to my lips. I swear, my brain was really blank at that moment, and I didn't even know that I was Do you remember to breathe, but I seem to hear my own heartbeat.

A few seconds later his lips left me, and in the darkness I heard Yang Jin speak: "The countdown to the new year is over, I want to kiss the person I like."

I was unable to think, and the ensuing stimulation made it impossible for me to think normally.

"This is your first kiss. Forget what happened just now." Yang Jin spoke next to my ear, with his hands still on my shoulders, and the slightly alcoholic voice floated into my ears, even my heart drunk.

"Si Qi, why don't you speak?"

"Siqi, are you angry?"

"Si Qi, don't be like this. I can't see your expression clearly without a light. I'm serious. I'm not kidding. I like you. I like you from the first time I saw you. When you punch, when you roll, I like it when I'm in class."

"Si Qi, are you really angry? Why don't you hit me? I was wrong. I know I scared you, but I mean it."

I have no way to tell him that I don't speak because my broken language can't express the throbbing in my heart at the moment, and I'm even more afraid that what I say is what I want.

"I know I'm a bit abrupt, but I think you like me, don't you?" Yang Jin's hands on my shoulders slowly closed, turning into hugging my face.

"Siqi, do you like me?" Yang Jin asked carefully, I could only see his outline clearly in the dark, I don't know his expression, but I think he must be looking forward to that moment.

So after sorting out my emotions, I nodded imperceptibly, and immediately Yang Jin reacted, he laughed out loud, held my face and kissed my forehead, and then kissed me on the lips Kiss, and slowly deepen the kiss until my brain is out of control, until my hand is on his shoulder.

For the first time, I experienced the uncontrollable kiss. For the first time, I understood what it feels like not to stop in the novel. When I stopped kissing, he hugged me, and the two of them stuck together to feel each other's heartbeat.

"Going back?" he asked softly.

I shook my head with little hesitation.

He seemed a little surprised, took my hand and walked in the opposite direction.

At this moment, I don't know what I want, I can only know clearly that I don't want to go back.