If you bend me, you have to be responsible for me

"Don't worry, come and have a look, but you're alright, I can hear you crying from the first floor." Liu Yingshan hugged me as I sat on the stairs.

"Don't cry, okay?" Liu Yingshan rubbed my head, but I couldn't help sobbing on his shoulder.

In the end, Liu Yingshan did not ask me to go to the hospital for the third time on the same day, but took me back to the hotel, listened to me talk about the bad things at home over and over again, and carefully comforted me.Finally, I fell asleep with my eyes swollen.

In the middle of the night, when I was sleeping in a daze, I was awakened by the ringing of my mobile phone.

Take it over and see, it's my mother.

"Where are you? Why aren't you at grandma's house?" Mom's voice came.

"I lived outside and didn't go back."

"You, your friends are here too?"

"Well, you came with me. What's the matter?"

"It's okay, I'm back, just to see if you're not at home to worry about you, just stay with him. Get up early tomorrow morning and go with me to the hospital to see your grandma."

"okay."

"Okay then, go to sleep, you should be tired today."

After hanging up the phone, she slipped back into Liu Yingshan's arms and fell asleep as Liu Yingshan stroked her back.

Early the next morning, Liu Yingshan drove me directly to the hospital and met my mother in the parking lot.

"Mom, this is Liu Yingshan." I introduced awkwardly, "Liu Yingshan, this is my mother."

"Hello, Auntie, hello, Auntie." Liu Yingshan was exceptionally enthusiastic.

"Hi Xiao Liu, did you come here specially? Thank you for your hard work. I'm sorry, let's go up and see Siqi's grandma first. You wait a moment. Auntie will treat you to dinner when I come out later."

"I'm not miserable, I'm not miserable. I'll just wait in the parking lot, and if you need anything, call me."

My mother nodded slightly and took me away.

"He hasn't seen your dad and them?" My mother asked after walking out of the parking lot.

"No, just met you. They don't know about it yet."

"Yes, don't let them see. Those people don't know how to sneer, and help you spread your reputation by the way."

"I know." In the blink of an eye, he was outside the ward.

"Si'er (my mother's nickname) is here." When the third aunt saw my mother, her expression was wonderful. "I haven't seen my mother for so many years."

"I'm busy with work. I took a leave of absence yesterday and came back overnight." While speaking, my mother took out two thousand from her bag and handed it to the third aunt. "I don't have time to come here often, you can buy him some nutrition.

The third aunt took the money and put it away, and my mother also took me into the ward.

"Mom, Mom, Si Er came to see you." My sister-in-law shouted loudly next to grandma.

Grandma opened her eyes in a daze, saw my mother and me in front of the hospital bed, stretched out her hand trembling slightly to grab my mother, and my mother hurriedly passed her hand.

"My son has no one to cook for him, so you cook for him when you come back." Grandma said this in a trembling voice, which made my mother stunned.

Probably looking at the old man was really pitiful, my mother nodded, agreed, and took me away after a while.

"Your grandma has loved her son all her life. At this time, she still worries that no one will cook for her son. Your father also has no conscience. Your grandma treats him so well, and he is willing to let your grandma suffer like this." I used to work hard in this family, but now I have come out, because I am nostalgic and come back to see what I get, she is not worth it, I can understand.

When they got to the parking lot, Liu Yingshan was right there.

"Xiao Liu, I've been waiting for a long time. Auntie treats you to dinner. Let's go." I feel that my mother is quite satisfied with Liu Yingshan, after all, she looks much better towards him than towards my aunts.

Liu Yingshan hurriedly agreed and drove out, but at this moment a century-old problem was posed in front of me: should I get in my mother's car or Liu Yingshan's car?

Knowing a son is like a mother, my mother knew what I was thinking when she saw me frowning.

"Go and sit in Xiao Liu's car and show him the way."

I hastened to send light waves of love to my mother, fortunately, fortunately.

The meal was very enjoyable, and I even decided to let Liu Yingshan live in my grandmother's house to accompany me.

That afternoon I went back to Chengdu with Liu Yingshan. He went back to the company to ask for leave, and I went home to pack my luggage. When it was just dark, we went to my hometown again, but this time we directly lived in my grandmother's house.

"Mom, this is Siqi's friend. He came to accompany him. It's inconvenient to be outside alone, so we live in our house. You don't need to clean up. He and Siqi can just work together."

Grandma was very enthusiastic. "Okay, okay" came up and wanted to help us with our luggage. How could the two young men let the old man do it, so they quickly packed the suitcase and took Liu Yingshan into my bedroom.

In the evening, my mother asked Liu Yingshan to eat again and asked him to choose what he wanted to eat, and when the dinner table kept bringing food to him, I couldn't hold back.

"Mom, I am your son."

My mother gave me a straight look, "Haven't you eaten these? Didn't I take you to eat when you were a child? Xiao Liu came here for the first time and drove the car all afternoon. Do you understand?"

"Auntie, Si Qi is pretty good. He just likes to eat. It's okay if I let him have some." Liu Yingshan put on an obedient appearance.

"Xiao Liu, don't spoil him. The more you get used to him, the more problems you'll get. Don't worry about him. You'll know how to eat in one day. Apart from eating, you have nothing to contribute."

"Mom, why don't you recognize Liu Yingshan as your son?" I could only hehe in my heart.

"Come here, you eat, you eat." Liu Yingshan, the person who would deliberately snatch my food to tease me when eating out with me, now helped me pick up the food with a virtuous face.There is only one scheming bitch in my heart to give him.

When I was lying on the bed at night, Liu Yingshan suddenly put his arms around me and asked, "Why don't you show me your childhood photos? It's the first time I sleep in your house, shouldn't looking at photos be a necessary part? Last time I was in Chongqing I just wanted to ask."

"Because there isn't one." I said frankly.

"No?" Liu Yingshan looked surprised, "Why not?"

"When my mom and dad divorced, my dad cut off all the photos. We used to have a lot of photos together, but in the end my mom picked up two of them and they were all broken, just like my big headshot. , was clipped by my mother in her folder, and generally no one took it out to read.” I was so impressed on the day I cut the photos, my dad took out all the photos and cut them out one by one in front of me, and told me that I Mom doesn't want him anymore. Now that I think about it, the most correct decision my mother has made is to divorce him.

Liu Yingshan kissed me: "Don't be afraid, brother will make a lot of photo albums for you in the future."

I wanted to say that I actually didn't care about it at all, but I didn't want to go against his good intentions, so I turned around and hugged him.

On the fifth day after returning to my hometown, grandma was discharged from the hospital and was taken back home, where the aunts took over to guard her.On the eighth day, grandma stopped the nutrient solution she had been infusing and started taking medicine instead. On the tenth day, her consciousness had begun to become blurred. No. On the 12th day, the 27th of the twelfth lunar month, Liu Yingshan boarded the plane back to Shanghai under the urging of his family.At ten o'clock that night, my grandma returned to the light, took my hand and told me: I must come back to take care of my dad, and I agreed with tears.

At eleven o'clock, grandma left.

At that moment, my aunts cried together, the way of howling ghosts and howling wolves filled the room: "My mother, you are so pitiful, you are hurt to death."

This kind of voice makes me uncomfortable, and makes me sick even more. You are the ones who choose to make her hurt to death, and you are the ones who are crying ghosts and howling wolves.

The rule in my hometown is that the old man leaves at the end of the year, and must be sent out on the [-]th day, and the vigil cannot last for two days in total.In the early morning of the New Year's Eve, the family saw grandma for the last time, and then she was burned to a pile of ashes.

After sending grandma away, I went back to my grandma's house. My mother had just arrived home from Chongqing early in the morning.

"How is it?" Mom asked me.

"They found a place to hang out. I didn't want to go, so I came back first. The last thing she said to me was to let me take care of my dad."

"Don't think too much, go to sleep and prepare for the New Year."

My consciousness doesn't want to sleep, but my body is more honest after all, as soon as I touch the pillow, I lose consciousness.

When I was called up by my mother to have dinner at night, I realized that the phone had been turned off at some point.After charging the battery and turning on the phone, the news of Liu Yingshan had already rushed to his face.I thought it was probably because I shut down the phone for too long, so I called.

"Where are you?" Liu Yingshan's voice was full of impatience.

"The funeral was held this morning. I have been too tired for the past few days, so I fell asleep when I came back. I don't know when the phone was turned off. Those things in the morning were too cumbersome to take care of." I answered in a low voice. I just woke up. Still a little confused.

"Do you know that I've already bought a plane ticket and am going to find you?" Liu Yingshan was over there, I think he was really anxious because he couldn't find me.

"I didn't do it on purpose, I was just too tired and slept too hard. I'm sorry." I apologized modestly.

"Are you stupid?" Liu Yingshan's tone softened a little, "I'm not blaming you, I'm just worried about you, I'm afraid you'll quarrel with your aunts again, and the aunts aren't here, and no one is protecting you, I'm afraid you will suffer."

"How come? I'm not stupid. Besides, people are gone, so what's the use of fighting for those? The dead are gone, and now I just want to cherish the people around me."

"Okay, okay, as long as you know it, don't think too much, eat more and sleep more. I'll go back to Chengdu on the seventh day of the lunar new year."

"But, I miss you, and I want to see you. I miss you so much." My nose was sore, and the grievances of the past few days seemed to burst out at this moment.When people are sad, the lacrimal glands are probably very sensitive, and there is almost no brewing. My eyes are already filled with tears. I think I must be lonely for too long, so I especially need Liu Yingshan's company.

"Hey, it's inauspicious to cry during Chinese New Year. Can I go there earlier? Can I change my ticket?" Liu Yingshan's comfort was as gentle as ever.

"No, I just want to see you now. I don't want to celebrate the New Year alone. I want you to be with me." I knew I was making trouble for no reason, but I just couldn't help it.

"Be good, Siqi, I promise you, this is the last year you will live alone, okay? I will definitely be with you in the future, every year. Even if you are bored, I will still be with you. Eating New Year’s Eve dinner with you, setting off fireworks with you, counting down to the Spring Festival Gala with you, welcoming every new year with you, okay?”

I murmured: "Okay, okay."