If you bend me, you have to be responsible for me

When I first came to the annual meeting, I almost had a heart to die, but it turned out that my little emotions were nothing but mediocrity.Living in the ivory tower for a long time, I didn't know that most people around had a relatively open attitude towards homosexuality, and Liu Yingshan and I were not the only couple that night. It is no small encouragement.

Various activities at night, soaking in hot springs, I was exhausted after the whole process, Liu Yingshan dragged me back to the bed, dragged him to sleep without even bothering to open my eyes.

At ten o'clock in the morning, the people in Liu Yingshan's company basically got up one after another, and their conversation could already be heard outside the corridor.Liu Yingshan and I also got up and tidied up, ready to join the army.I was having dinner when I got a call from my dad.

"Are you on winter vacation?" Since I went to college, this is the second time he has called me on his own initiative.

"Just let it go, what's the matter?" I replied to him, taking a bite of the bread that Liu Yingshan gave me.

"Your grandma was burned, you should come back and take a look." Dad's voice was full of indescribable desolation.

My first reaction was that it was impossible, how could it be burned properly.

"impossible."

"What's impossible? Can this kind of thing be used to lie to you?" Dad got angry for no reason, "You know how to play outside every day, and you never come back to see your grandma."

Although I was a little angry, I still couldn't bear it when I thought that it was the old man who was burned after all. I hung up the phone and discussed it with Liu Yingshan.Originally, I wanted to go back by car and let Liu Yingshan stay here to attend the annual meeting, but after Liu Yingshan knew the reason, he could not help but tell everyone that he was on leave, and took me away.

Luckily we were driving when we came, and at this point we just needed to turn onto the highway as quickly as possible.

Knowing that I was in a hurry, Liu Yingshan was speeding almost all the way. In less than two hours, we had reached the parking lot of the city hospital.

"I'll go up first, you go to eat, don't wait for me." Leaving this sentence, I got out of the car.

According to my father's text message, I found the ward where my grandma was, which was an ordinary burns ward with three people.

"You're still willing to come back and take a look." The aunt sarcastically just entered the door, and I ignored her. After all, the purpose of coming back this time is to see grandma.

"Where is grandma? How is it now?" I looked at my father.

"I just got an injection of diazepam and fell asleep." Dad looked at me and replied lightly.

"Why do you need to take Valium? Is it serious?"

"Well, it's burned from the root of the thigh to the knee. The area is relatively large. It hurts too much. She feels uncomfortable, so I asked your third aunt to find a doctor to give her an injection."

"How could it be burned?" This is the question I have always wanted to ask.

"Drinking and getting drunk, warming the fire at home, I didn't pay attention to it and it fell down. The clothes for the past two days were dry and then caught fire. Fortunately, your aunt and uncle came to see her and put out the fire. She was taken to the hospital..."

"I didn't drink, which one did? You are not a hairy person. Ouch, ouch, it hurts..." Grandma interrupted my father before he finished speaking. I thought it was probably because it hurt too much, so I Needle diazepam doesn't help.

"Grandma, I'm back to see you." He walked to her bed and held her hand. Her lower body was covered by lamps and cages.

The 80-year-old man opened his eyes slightly, and looked at me in a daze: "You are back, you are not going to school? Son, it hurts, it hurts..."

Almost the next moment my tears burst out.

My relationship with my grandma has never been close. She didn't like me, let alone my mother, since she was a child.As far as I can remember, the most she said was: Your mother stole things from our family to her mother's family.This situation became even worse after my dad found a woman outside. After my dad remarried and brought back a young son, the friendship between my grandparents and grandchildren was even more out of the question.Later, when I grew up and became more sensible, I felt that no matter how bad the relationship between the family was, there should be a kindness on the surface, so I gradually returned to that family and visited her occasionally.

I used to almost think that even if she really died, I would not shed tears, but now seeing her lying on the bed alone in pain, crying loudly, my heart trembled.I think she is just a miserable person.

I couldn't support it anymore, so I exited the ward and found my father standing on the balcony.

"Why are you in this kind of ward?" I asked him.

"The hospital wards are tense right now, and your third aunt is looking for this because of her relationship with her." Dad replied.

"I mean, why didn't you transfer her to another hospital? This hospital, with such a large area of ​​burns, and she is so old, is suffering here." This is the truth. Although our city hospital has the name of the top three, but every year There are not a few medical accidents, there will be several times every year, and the roads in the hospital will be blocked by family members of doctors and patients who make troubles.

"Where does the money come from? Transfer to another hospital, it's easy for you to say."

I snorted coldly, "When my grandma wanted to buy insurance, who said it's unnecessary, she has many children, even if it costs 10,000+ to see a doctor, it's only [-] to [-] per person."

In the next second, a slap was already on my face: "You don't have something to say here. I called you back to let you see your grandma, not to talk back to me. You have to remember that I am your father."

"A bunch of scum." After saying this, I didn't care about scolding my father on the balcony, turned around and went downstairs to the parking lot. Liu Yingshan's car was still there.

She almost jumped in, and started crying while lying on his shoulder. Liu Yingshan hugged me, and followed my hair and spine one by one.

"Be good, be good, stop crying, we can take care of everything, okay, you can't cry your body out first." Liu Yingshan kissed the top of my head and persuaded me softly.

"She is so pitiful, really pitiful, lying there alone. The burn area is huge, it must be very painful." I murmured and cried.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the person is in the hospital, the doctor is also there, everything will be fine."

"No, you don't know." I shook my head violently, "Our hospital is too bad, you don't know, she must be very uncomfortable in this hospital."

"Then transfer to another hospital. Isn't there two hospitals in Chengdu and Chongqing that treat burns that are quite famous? Can I ask someone to help me? Be good, don't cry, don't be afraid."

"It's useless, it's useless." I cried louder, "They won't transfer her to another hospital. They are reluctant to give the money, you know? It's not that they can't afford the money, but they are reluctant to give it."

Hearing this, Liu Yingshan didn't seem to know how to comfort me anymore, but silently hugged me tighter, "If you are really uncomfortable, can we go to another hospital? I'll pay for it, you don't have to worry, as long as you don't cry That's it, okay?"

I had nothing to say, I couldn't speak from crying, I just kept shaking my head, my grandma became like this, even her own children were reluctant to bear it, how could Liu Yingshan bear it?

After a long time, I finally calmed down a little and raised my head.

"Who hit you?" Liu Yingshan put his hand on my face, his eyes were full of distress.

"It's okay, my dad, just quarrel with him."

"For the transfer money?" I don't know if what I said just now had too much influence on Liu Yingshan, he guessed it almost in a second.

I shook my head, "Nothing, nothing."

Liu Yingshan frowned, "Damn it, I paid him to transfer him to another hospital, why can I beat you?"

"No, no, we both have nothing to do with this matter." Afraid that Liu Yingshan would worry about this matter again, I proposed to have dinner, and I opened a room in a nearby hotel by the way, let Liu Yingshan rest in the hotel, and then went back to the hospital alone .

I don't know if it's a coincidence or God's will. When I went up again, I chose to take the stairs in order to adjust my mood, and it was here that I heard a wonderful discussion.

"I think it's better to take my mother back. The doctor said that they can't handle this kind of thing here. If you delay here for a few days, just take it back." This is my shrewd aunt.

"The second aunt (grandmother's sister) came to see us today, and said that we should transfer to another hospital, to Chongqing, and she would give me the money. She should really be able to get the money out, but their houses are really good. In the government, everyone is an official, so it was my mother who put them in, so they should pay the money." This is my second aunt.

"You're dreaming. You don't know about that family. It's normal, but it's tens of thousands for a transfer. They can afford it? I also think what the doctor said is right. They stay in the hospital for two days and go back. Anyway, I You can also hang water at home, and I just take the medicine back from the hospital every day." This is my third aunt.

"I think we'd better just transfer mom to another hospital. It hurts even if she looks like this." This is my cowardly father.

"You pay for the transfer. You think the burns are cheap. After the transfer, I will tell you that I asked the doctor. 10,000+ has no reason to run away." This is my sister-in-law.

"I think that my mother is already so old, even if she is transferred to another hospital, she may not be cured well. For those of us who are children, if we take her back and take care of her for a period of time, it is considered filial piety." sound.

"I think what Eldest Sister said is right." Sangu echoed.

"I feel so too."

"Then it's up to you, anyway, I'm not the only mother." This is my father, who compromised so easily.

At the corner of the stairs, I couldn't bear it anymore, and yelled: "You all are a bunch of fucking animals."

"You little bastard, just say one more thing." My father, who had been submissive in front of his sisters just now, suddenly changed his appearance and rushed over clamoring.

I stopped him with a backhand and wanted to slap me on the face, "You don't deserve to hit me, you are really worse than a beast, and the one lying on the bed is your mother."

"I'm not worthy, I'm your old man, I can beat you to death." My dad finally failed to hit me, and was pulled away by my aunt and the others, and I was pulled away by my sister-in-law.

"Your grandma is still lying on the hospital bed and you come to make trouble. You are so inhumane. You go back, you go back to your mother, don't come here, don't come to our house." My sister-in-law pulled me out Go, call my mom and ask her to take me back.

The next moment I received a call from my mother, "Yu Siqi, what's the matter with you? Why did you go back to that house and make trouble?"

Facing my mother's accusation, I was almost defeated, "Mom, mom, you don't know, they, they are really not human."

In the stairwell of the hospital, I burst into tears and told my mother all the grievances. I thought no one would find out, until after I finished speaking, I raised my head and rubbed my eyes, and saw Liu Yingshan standing in front of me.