I'll forgive you when you're crazy

After standing for so long, I finished digesting the snacks I ate at brother Wu Tian's just now. At noon, my stomach started to growl again.

When Wu Tian heard the movement, he handed the helmet to me directly: "Go and eat."

I put on the helmet and sat in the back seat, allowing Wu Tian to eat at a place he chose.

But this time, I stopped twitching and hugged Wu Tian's waist and galloped all the way to the destination.

When I arrived at the place, I realized that it seemed to be a Japanese restaurant. I don’t know why Wu Tian suddenly thought of eating this, but I don’t care what I eat. I was taken to a room by a waitress in a kimono. The layout is completely in accordance with the local Japanese. Breath, tatami and sliding doors, and even provide kimonos for guests to change.

It's uncomfortable to wear pants cross-legged or kneeling, and I still have to change into a kimono. Whoever made this design look like eating on the Northeast Kang, I really can't eat if I don't wear it at home.

After changing into the men’s kimono, I sat on the tatami with carelessness. I didn’t ask what Wu Tian ordered. Soon the waiter brought up all the dishes one by one, such as New Zealand oyster sashimi, grilled asparagus and saury , there are also special ramen noodles, grilled shrimp and squid, etc. Overall, they are really delicious. I don’t care so much when I’m hungry. I just start eating. This small plate is not enough for me people eat.

After eating for a long time, my stomach was finally full, only to find that I have been eating sullenly since I came here, and the two of them didn't say a word.

It's ironic that the two of you almost had sex with each other just now when the atmosphere has dropped to freezing point.

In order to avoid repeating the mistakes I made in the Internet cafe, I deliberately opened the sliding door. When the waitress in kimono was passing the dishes back and forth, I saw a couple sitting opposite. The little girl and the boy looked affectionate. It was thick, when the waitress opened the sliding door, I happened to see the little girl holding a spoon to feed the young man soup through the crack of the door. The two smiled sweetly, envious of others.

The waiter who delivered the food walked away in small steps, closed the sliding door, and then I took my eyes back. I couldn’t help but feel a little envy in my heart. I can’t say what I envy. Maybe I envy a heterosexual couple without any scruples. To show affection in front of others, or to envy that boy for having such a loving girl to feed him.

My thoughts can't help but drift away, thinking that my parents in my hometown have been urging me to marry all these years, but I have turned a deaf ear to it. If Wu Tian hadn't broken my head when I was in college, would I have a child now?

After thinking too far, he couldn't help laughing at himself, Wu Tian couldn't help asking: "What are you laughing at?"

I gradually lost my smile and returned to normal color, but I didn't want to answer.

Wu Tian looked at me: "Man invented language to facilitate communication. Do you think I'm an Avatar without saying anything? Can I know what you're thinking right after I talk to you?"

I looked up at him lightly: "I don't say anything because I don't want to communicate with you. What I think is boring, so boring that I don't want to share it with anyone."

But Wu Tian didn't take it seriously: "Tell me, if you find it boring, maybe I find it interesting?"

I shook my head helplessly: "Stop talking nonsense, okay? It makes me a little sad to hear that, it's not like you at all."

But Wu Tian looked at me stubbornly: "I'm not sad, I want to talk to you, I want to listen to you."

I raised my head and stared at Wu Tian: "How do you say you can prove that you are not imagined by me?"

Wu Tian couldn't help being taken aback when he heard it: "How can I prove that I am not your fantasy? What do you mean?"

I shook my head immediately, and I still don't want to talk to him about it anymore, maybe he will send me to a mental hospital in time.

Seeing this, Wu Tian quickly pretended to be more relaxed with his tense face: "Your topic is quite interesting, go on, do you think I was imagined by you?"

I looked at Wu Tian and smiled faintly: "I feel that what is happening around me is very unreal now. Your sudden appearance is like a dream. When I wake up from the dream, everything is as usual. I still sit in the office day after day. Doing boring jobs, even if you don’t like to make a living, you still have to do it, and you live like a walking dead all day long, I feel that this kind of life is real.”

Hearing this, Wu Tian's voice was slightly choked up, and he swallowed: "Don't scare me, please?"

I tilted my head and looked at Wu Tian, ​​feeling more and more confused. Wasn't Wu Tian in front of me just imagined?He also has such a panicked expression?I became more and more skeptical.

If he is really imagined by me, is it for self-destruction or self-salvation?

Am I really eating at a fancy Japanese restaurant right now?Or a fantasy in my head?Actually I might just buy a nori roll and sit at home as sushi?

When I have this thought in my head, I think I might actually be crazy.

Seeing that I was silent, Wu Tian sat next to me at some point, grabbed my arm and said, "Don't scare me, did you say that on purpose just now?"

I stared at Wu Tian in a daze with somewhat sluggish eyes, on purpose?What did I just say?Oh yes, hallucinations...

I blinked, looked at Wu Tian, ​​and then smiled: "I was just kidding you."

But after saying this, I lowered my head and didn't want to look at Wu Tian.

But Wu Tian raised my chin, watching his lips approach little by little, I didn't avoid it.

Although the soft touch and moist temperature are already familiar, but at this moment, I feel so strange, I feel that my body seems to have become not my own.

I lay on the ground and looked at the door, the sliding door didn't know when it was closed.

Wu Tian turned my face and looked at him, and said to me: "Look at me."

But I don't want to see him again no matter what, I just feel a throbbing pain in my heart, I just want to escape, I don't know why, and I don't have time to think about it, I just think that running away is the most correct decision.

Seeing that I stubbornly refused to look at him, Wu Tian stopped using force, but suddenly hugged me and lay on top of me, and said in an almost inaudible voice: "I'm sorry..."

I was touched by this sentence, looked at Wu Tian slowly, and then raised his head.

Wu Tian followed my strength and sat up slowly, his eye circles were a little red.

I looked at Wu Tian and said, "Did you find out that I was sick?"

The corners of Wu Tian's eyes twitched reflexively, and then he smiled: "What nonsense are you talking about? What kind of disease can you get?"

I slowly approached the corner of the wall, glanced at Wu Tian but didn't dare to look directly at him, bent my knees and hugged each other, buried my head in my knees, and muttered to myself: "I imagined you..."