[Main Wenye] I met Dazai after jumping off the building

In the scorching sun, big beads of sweat rolled down from their foreheads. Four men in suits who looked like clerks wiped their sweat and rushed into a cold drink shop, and ordered four glasses loudly. The girl was full of heart. strawberry smoothie.

They ignored the more or less staring eyes of the people around them, and after getting the smoothie, they took a deep breath before exhaling heavily.With the cold wind from the air conditioner and the refreshing smoothies, they felt relieved from the hell mode, and finally had the strength to lament this rare moment of paradise on earth.

"This is the life you should live in summer." A fat man wearing sunglasses sighed, and then the other three echoed.

They are all the lowest-level members of Hong Kong gangsters, their jobs are not too dangerous, their salaries are not too high, and they are no different from ordinary employees.But recently they have felt the sudden malice of life——

The boss is not happy, and they have to suffer along with it.Not to mention the increase in work pressure, the mental pressure is also increasing day by day, for fear of kicking the boss's gasoline can.

The newcomers have strong stamina. The newcomers who arrived more than half a month ago have already climbed up the position with their strong strength. If the newcomers in the future are so fierce, they will have to pack up and leave sooner or later.

Grieving men in suits seldom have time to spare. On this hot day, with the air conditioner blowing on and eating smoothies, they gathered together to quietly discuss gossip about their bosses.It has to be said that Hong Kong and Heilongjiang are no different from other formal enterprises in this regard.

The little fat man wearing sunglasses said again: "Mr. Zhongyuan got angry again last night, and I heard that he even blew up a warehouse by the sea..."

The tall and thin man frantically responded, "Yes, yes, I heard about it too! Because the number of suicides by Mr. Dazai has returned to the previous level recently? So it affected Mr. Nakahara's completion of the task."

The bald man tutted his head and shook his head, "It's too tragic...Mr. Zhongyuan is going crazy! I heard that Mr. Dazai committed suicide five times in three days!"

"Five times!" the sissy exclaimed in a low voice.

The bald man looked like a senior, "You just came here, and you don't know much about the Hong Kong underworld. In fact, the number of suicides of Mr. Dazai in the past half month is abnormal, much less than before."

The tall and thin man frowned, "But five times in three days is more than normal before?"

"I guess Mr. Dazai and Akutagawa-kun are having conflicts." Sunglasses chubby looks mysterious, he is the main player in the four-member team, "It is said that Akutagawa-kun was introduced by Mr. Dazai, when he first came in It was the time when Mr. Dazai reduced the number of suicides, and the relationship between the two has become worse recently, and I saw Mr. Dazai beating Akutagawa-kun the day before yesterday, which is called cruel!"

"Akutagawa-kun is so pitiful..."

The sissy sighed, but was slapped on the back of the head by the bald man, "You still feel sorry for Akutagawa-kun here. He has climbed to the main position of the guerrilla team in half a month, and you are still busy here under the sun to deal with chores .If the new recruits are like Akutagawa-kun in the future, you just wait to be fired, I see who loves you."

As soon as the bald man said this, the four of them were silent for a while, and then sighed in pain.

Bei Naoliang also sighed.

Standing on the empty table next to her, she abruptly finished listening to the four people's "Hong Kong Black Today". When their chat topic finally shifted from work gossip to personal gossip, she closed her ears.

Hearing the current situation of a familiar person from an outsider, and it is still not very harmonious - this is not a good experience.Kitano Ryo summed up the content of the chat, roughly the number of Dazai Osamu suicides increased, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was beaten, and Dazai Osamu's attitude towards Akutagawa Ryunosuke became more and more discordant in the eyes of outsiders.

Kitano Ryo understood Osamu Dazai's educational philosophy in his heart, but not everyone understood it, at least Ryunosuke Akutagawa certainly did not.She recalled the stubborn and rampant boy on the training ground, her eyelids drooped a little.

But then she thought of Osamu Dazai again.

But before she could think of anything, the phrase "Miss Kitano, stop deceiving yourself and others" would appear in her mind like a spell, and then she was a little irritated and threw away the memory of Osamu Dazai along with this sentence Out of mind.

She glanced at her finger, it was still completely solid when she just left Osamu Dazai's house, but now she can already see the strawberry smoothie on the opposite side through it.She looked down at her body again, the milky white floor tiles lay under the translucent body.

Bei Nailiang remembered what she had said when she was chatting with an undead grandmother she met on the road when she was wandering.

"In two days, I guess you will start to become transparent. My grandson is like this. I can't hold him at that time. When he finally becomes completely transparent, I can't see him anymore. I guess, maybe You must have gone to become a Buddha. A child, with few experiences, he will soon become a Buddha and become a Buddha. I have to wait a few days for my old bones."

Become transparent... Bei Naoliang subconsciously stroked his hair, but he didn't touch anything.

This is the fourth day since leaving Osamu Dazai's house, and also the second day when Kitano Ryo became transparent.In the past two days, she was no longer able to touch people or objects, but was able to pass through trees, crowds and cars unimpeded.

Then according to what the old grandma said about her grandson after her death, after a while, she will also become a Buddha, right?I don't know if it will usher in the new world that she wanted to go to at first, which may make her feel a little different about life.

Thinking of this, Bei Naoliang shook her fist, then got up and walked through the glass wall of the dessert shop, continuing her wandering life these days.

Since leaving Dazai Osamu's house, Kitanoliang has been wandering aimlessly in the street like this.In the first two days, she went to Kanagawa and Tokyo. The dean and the others are living a very good life, no different from before she left. This is a satisfactory result for her.But when she came back from Tokyo, she really felt like an undead.

Some are the same as the days before his death, and some are different.

It's completely different from the time at Mr. Dazai's house.

Every time he feels this way, Bei Nailiang will immediately tell himself that everything is over and there is no need to think about it.She had been good at forcing herself to divert her attention like this since she was a child, so it wasn't difficult, it just left her with a little more emptiness.But it doesn't matter, her head has never been as full as others.

At this moment, a child held an ice cream cone and ran towards Bei Nailiang with a smile. Bei Nailiang subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but then remembered that she had become transparent.She watched the child run through her body and into the arms of the couple behind her.The man smiled and picked up the child, and the child held the ice cream to their mouths, allowing the man and woman to take a bite before eating it themselves.

The child was content to eat in the arms of the father, and the man and the woman looked at each other happily and smiled.

Bei Naoliang looked at them expressionlessly, then slowly turned his head and continued to walk forward aimlessly.

Probably God also heard those men in suits complaining about the hot weather. Around four o’clock, the originally sunny sky was quickly replaced by dark clouds, which completely blocked the sunlight on the sky. Under the gloomy, The rain washed the streets of Yokohama.

Now the rain can't drench Bei Naoliang, they pass through Bei Naoliang's body and fall to the ground, her hair is still miraculously fluffy and dry, but this also saves the troublesome sticky feeling of being wet.

After the rain, there were obviously fewer people on the street. The only pedestrians who were left hurried past holding colorful umbrellas, with no expressions on their faces, which made the streets of Yokohama, which had already cooled down, even more indifferent.

On the contrary, Bei Nailiang, who also has a paralyzed face, got along a lot in this.

And not long after, a sudden gunshot made the atmosphere even colder.

Bei Nailiang looked up when he heard the sound, and saw gunshots coming from the alley over there.The passers-by who passed by that alley wisely avoided it, and then quickened their pace to leave the place of right and wrong.Soon, Bei Nailiang was the only one left on the road at the entrance of the alley. She was a dozen steps away from the entrance of the alley.

But... Bei Nailiang's thinking was still a step faster than his footsteps.

When she hadn't decided whether to move forward or retreat, an idea had already appeared in her mind-maybe this was the work of Hong Kong and Hei.

As we all know, there are only two possibilities for the occurrence of all such situations in Yokohama. One is the conflict between Hong Kong gangsters and other organizations, and the other is conflicts between organizations other than Hong Kong gangsters. The two possibilities each account for 50.00%.

So if Hong Kong gangsters are in conflict with other organizations here, would Mr. Dazai be here?This was the second thought that Bei Nailiang subconsciously came up with without deliberate control of his thinking.

However, its result was the same as that of its compatriots. It was quickly strangled in the cradle by Bei Nailiang when it was just emerging.At the same time, Kitanoliang took a step forward.

Sometimes, head and legs, you can only control one.

stop.Bei Nailiang told himself this, but his feet still walked forward.During this period, the gunshots rang and stopped, stopped and rang again, and Bei Nailiang's footsteps also started and stopped, stopped and started, but overall, she was still getting closer and closer to the entrance of the alley.It's like you are hesitant and firm towards the goal, firm and hesitant, but in fact you are still slowly approaching it.

When the last shot stopped, Bei Nailiang also stood at the entrance of the alley.The rain washed over Yokohama, and the smell of blood slowly wafted from the alley. She believed that at this moment, she only needed to take another step forward and turn her head to see the corpse lying on the ground.If these two people are lucky, they may be able to meet her face to face in the form of an undead—then she is their predecessor.

But Bei Nailiang didn't take another step forward, she stood there like a stake in the alley, drenched in the rain.

Too bad.Bei Nailiang summed up his behavior today in his heart, and then asked and answered in his heart.

Why go to the alley?

She didn't want to walk, but the legs moved by themselves.

Why don't you want to go to the alley?

...I don't want to see Dazai-san.

Now that we have reached the alley, what if we take another step forward?

If you take another step, you might see Mr. Dazai.

So should we take another step forward?

……don't want.

...or do you want to?

At the same time, Kitanoliang took a step forward.

She turned to look into the alley.

The red blood looked dull under the dark rainy sky, it stained the pure white bandage on Dazai Osamu's forehead, and fell to the ground drop by drop along the beautiful arc of his cheek.

Osamu Dazai was facing the direction of Kitano Ryo, and Oda Sakunosuke was standing beside him, the eyes of the two looked at the entrance of the alley, as if they could meet Kitano Ryo.Bei Naoliang's body stiffened a little, and Dazai Osamu's eyes were bottomless at any time, making people feel that there was nothing to hide.

Bei Nailiang opened her mouth, as if hesitating whether she should speak or not, but the rain was so loud that no one knew whether she had spoken or not, even she herself did not hear her own voice.

Immediately afterwards, in the alley where the gunpowder smoke had cleared, Osamu Dazai turned his head to look at Sakunosuke Oda. The two talked about something, and then left this messy place together.

Osamu Dazai passed through Kitano Ryo's body, no different from passing through a cloud of air.

The author has something to say:

Regarding why Bei Nailiang alone has some feelings towards Osamu Dazai that he can't control himself:

1. Kitano Ryo started living alone seven years ago, and Dazai Osamu was the only one who lived with her after that.In the previous seven years of living alone, it was easy for her to set herself apart from others, but Dazai's situation was an exception (for Dazai, Bei Nailiang was also an accident, so the two were "exceptions to each other").

2. In some respects, the two of them are actually very similar, so it is easier to get close to each other.

3. Fate.

Come on, repeat it silently with me three times, this is □□, this is □□, this is □□.

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈好吧说正经一点，其实我觉得这是一种很奇妙很美好的事情。In my already silent life, there will always be someone who will pull me out of the mud or something.Ahhh, I think this is really a fate destined by heaven ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (Kill me hypocritical and naive hhhh) (But novels, I don’t write any serious works, I just use articles to satisfy my fantasies~)

Well, that’s why I’m afraid that everyone will think that Xiaoliang’s turning point is abrupt, so I will forcefully (cross out) explain it

Finally, I wish everyone can meet the person or dream that is worthy of your step.

Compare heart.

Of course, at the end of the day, I’m still rolling around asking for comments and collections~~~~~