[Main Wenye] I met Dazai after jumping off the building

*Tips before reading:

1. Part of the plot of the original work has added the influence of the heroine.Pay attention to lightning protection.

2. The lines of the original book have been changed.

3. The overall timeline has been accelerated.

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After Bei Nailiang died, the person who had the most contact with Bei Nailiang was Osamu Dazai.

For Osamu Dazai, Kitano Ryo is an "accident" that broke into his life.And for Kitano Ryo, Osamu Dazai is also the most special existence over the years.They are each other's secrets, and this relationship seems to be a bit ambiguous, but whether it is ambiguous or not, "an irreplaceable and unforgettable special position" is already certain.

And this particularity, at the moment Dazai Osamu directly passed through Kitano Ryo, suddenly fell from his heart and fell to the ground like raindrops.

Dazai Osamu's subordinates neatly cleaned up the corpses on the ground, and then disappeared into the rain with the footsteps of Dazai Osamu and Oda Sakunosuke.In the foggy and gray alley, there were no more gunshots or mafia figures, only Bei Nailiang stood silently at the entrance of the alley.

— Mr. Dazai lost sight of her.

why?

The undead grandmother I met before couldn't answer this question either.

Bei Nailiang bowed, thanked the old lady, turned around and continued wandering on the street.She thought, maybe it was because there was no text message connection between them, or maybe it was because she had become transparent, so that only fellow undead could see her.But the reason is not important at this moment, Bei Nailiang looked at her transparent body and felt that she might become a Buddha in two days.

That's fine, she meant not to get too entangled.

The only pity is that there seems to be no polite and complete farewell to Mr. Dazai.

... Thinking of this, Bei Nailiang slowed down, and finally turned around and returned the same way.The undead granny is still sitting on the steps where her grandson disappeared completely, and she has hardly left this place since then.Bei Nailiang can find her there every time, and this time is no surprise.

"Grandma Hiraki," Bei Nailiang bowed to the old grandma again, "If possible, I would like to ask you one thing."

On the other side, Hong Kong Hei Underground Prison

Akutagawa Ryunosuke knelt down on the cold concrete floor in embarrassment, three bullets fell in front of him, and the temperature was still very high.The hairs of the subordinates next to him stood erect, and they stood stiffly aside, as if they didn't see that their boss almost died here.Osamu Dazai in the open space in the center threw the gun to the subordinates next to him, then looked down at Akutagawa Ryunosuke, his eyes were dull, as if the air around him could be turned into black mist in the next second, and he and himself would be separated from each other. The darkness merged into one mass.

"Isn't this possible?" Osamu Dazai's tone was light, different from the aura he exuded, "Do you have to use your trash ability a little at this time every time? Or is it that no one will talk to you anymore?" You won't practice seriously if you say something like 'qualified'?"

"No..." Akutagawa Ryunosuke gritted his teeth, his voice still hoarse, "Every time before this, I did my best..."

Although he respects Kitanoliang, he doesn't need Kitanoliang's affirmation, and the goal he pursues from beginning to end is Dazai Osamu's approval.That's why he won't be affected by Bei Nailiang's departure.

It was not he who was affected, but Mr. Dazai.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't dare to say such a thing.He looked up at Osamu Dazai, under the thick brown bangs were cold iris eyes.

"Then you have achieved it now, congratulations." Osamu Dazai said in a flat tone, "If you fail again next time, it will be two punches and five bullets, understand?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't respond, but the subordinates around him secretly gasped.From the moment Mr. Dazai stepped into this underground prison, they could feel the chill that went deep into their bones.How can such a person have friends...?They often have such questions, and this question has always been an unsolved mystery, until when they were discussing this matter that day, Ryunosuke Akutagawa bumped into him.

They originally thought they would be reprimanded by Akutagawa Ryunosuke. After all, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's respect for Mr. Dazai is something that everyone in Hong Kong knows, but for some reason that day, Akutagawa Ryunosuke just fell silent for a while, and then coughed. He said in a strange tone, "Mr. Dazai, he has friends. Don't say any more useless words."

"Yes!"

It sounded like he was making excuses for Osamu Dazai.Several people watched Ryunosuke Akutagawa leave, and then changed the topic from "How could Mr. Dazai have friends" to "Why does Akutagawa-kun respect Mr. Dazai so much?" This topic lasted for less than 2 minutes, and one person said : "Wait, have you noticed that Mr. Akutagawa seems to have changed into new clothes?"

"So I'm not the only one who thinks so! Although it looks very similar and the style is the same, there is still a slight difference from yesterday's!"

So the topic became "Akutagawa-kun actually changed into new clothes".

The subordinate pulled his mind away from the memory of the previous few days and returned to reality. Osamu Dazai was looking at the corpse in front of him, and mentioned in a friendly, even appreciative tone: " Oda work" this title.

Perhaps the "friend" Akutagawa-kun is talking about is him.The subordinate thought in his heart.

The real friend Sakunosuke Oda is now going to the place where Osamu Dazai got the clue.

The fake friend Kitano Ryo is going to Dazai Osamu's house with the grandmother.

The undead grandmother carefully held a peach. When someone came, she put the peach on the ground, and when the person left, she picked up the peach. The two escorted it to Osamu Dazai's door.After everything was successful, Bei Nailiang sincerely bowed to the undead grandma again, thanking her for her help.

The old lady said kindly that you are welcome, and said that doing this kind of good deed will help her become a Buddha faster.Bei Nailiang knew in her heart that Grandma Undead was very good, and she probably said this to make her not mind too much.Thinking of this, Bei Nailiang was even more grateful to the old grandma.

After the grandma left, Bei Naoliang looked at Osamu Dazai's house, which had not yet turned on the lights, walked back and forth twice at the door, and then sat down on the railing next to her - she doesn't weigh much now, so it's not impossible to say that she is floating - to be honest , she wanted to see Mr. Dazai take the peach himself.

If it was her in the past, it is absolutely impossible to stay too long.But from the moment he decided to give peaches, Bei Nailiang told himself in his heart that he would become a Buddha in two days anyway, and nothing could be changed, and maybe it wouldn't hurt to do whatever he wanted.

People will indulge themselves in an environment that cannot be changed.

Just like in TV dramas or movies, the man who blushes even holding hands will kiss his beloved woman before going to the battlefield, and the female classmate who has had a crush on her for three years will also confide her heart to the boy she likes on the day of graduation. Ryo's indulgence to herself is to leave a peach before parting, and then watch Osamu Dazai take it away.

Kitano Ryo didn't know what Dazai Osamu would do with this peach. According to the atmosphere before they parted, it was possible even if it was thrown into the trash can.But Kitano Ryo didn't want to speculate on Osamu Dazai's actions. Compared with wild imagination, her strength is limited to facing the reality with an empty head here.

But even so, Bei Nailiang still told himself that it doesn't matter even if he throws it away.The moment Osamu Dazai saw this peach, everything between them had come to an end.She felt that was enough.Can't go any deeper, that's what she told herself seven years ago.

But even if she didn't guess, the final result was unexpected.

Bei Nailiang sat in front of Dazai Zhi's house all night, but Dazai Zhi never came home from the beginning to the end.

Osamu Dazai slept in a hospital chair all night.

He has no requirements for sleep, any corner of the world is the same to him, the only difference may be the people or things around him, such as Oda Sakunosuke who is lying on the hospital bed now.

He had been lying on the hospital bed for a day and a night, and during this period, Osamu Dazai let the porridge brought by his subordinates cool down three times.Just now, Osamu Dazai poured the porridge into the bathroom, then sat back on the chair, staring at Sakunosuke Oda who was lying on the bed in a daze.

Oda Sakunosuke's breathing was very steady, and his facial expression was very stretched, as if he was having a dream, completely different from when Osamu Dazai first saw him on the lawn.At that time, he fell to the ground. If he didn’t touch his pulse or smell his breath, his appearance would be no different from death. This made Osamu Dazai constrict his pupils and stop breathing for a few seconds when he saw him. .

Until Oda Sakunosuke was sent to the emergency room, his head was still numb. Thoughts like "If Oda Sakuku died" kept circling in his head, and at the same time, a huge wave of helplessness and sorrow hit his whole body.The last time I felt this way was when Bei Nailiang left his house.

Kitano-san will leave.

Odasaku will die.

Ango might be a traitor.

Everyone will leave him.

Any valuable thing pursued in life will be bound by loss the moment it is obtained.

People spend their whole lives chasing hard, but in the end they actually have nothing.

At that moment, Osamu Dazai felt that he suddenly understood Kitano Ryo's "theory of complete freedom".If he didn't care about Odasaku, whether it was the emergency room or the grave, he would be calm at the moment, at most, as a cadre, he would simply brush off the departure of a low-level member, and he would never feel the way he does now.The taste was unpleasant, and it even made it difficult for him to breathe.

But when the doctor told him that Oda Sakunosuke was fine, he could feel his joy again, which was the joy that Oda Sakunosuke was still alive.It covered the uncomfortable feeling just now and made his breathing smooth again. It was the only few nameless flowers in the desolate plain.

During his 18 years of life, Osamu Dazai felt sorry for himself most of the time.No matter where he went or what he did, his heart still couldn't beat as powerfully as others, and his blood seemed to flow more slowly and quietly than others.While other people's worlds are flourishing, his world is barren, so lonely that there is not even a bird singing.

But even so, there are still one or two wild flowers in his barren world, which will grow under his feet when he steps into this world, blown by the wind and watered by the rain.

And Bei Nailiang's world...

Osamu Dazai approached the hospital bed, quietly watching Oda Sakunosuke's steady breathing.

For the first time in 18 years, he felt pathetic for someone else.

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