[Main Wenye] I met Dazai after jumping off the building

At that time, Osamu Dazai was huddling in a chair and reading his "Complete Suicide Manual".In fact, the number of times he opened it has been much less recently, including the number of attempts to commit suicide. Therefore, Zhong Yuan also said, "You suicidal madman won't change, right?"How did he answer him back then?

"Because I found something slightly interesting."

He said so.

Hearing Kitano Ryo's voice, Osamu Dazai lifted his eyes from the pages of the book, sat on the chair and turned around twice, and then threw the book on the bed next to him, "I've been waiting for Miss Kitano for half an hour, it's really slow."

Bei Nailiang walked in, "Because I have to wash the dishes."

"..." Osamu Dazai thought of the last time when Kitano Ryo mentioned what she did before committing suicide, she also said "I finished my homework".

Kitano Ryo entered Dazai's room and closed the door, she put the fruit plate on the table, and then stood in front of Dazai - in the past, Dazai sat on the bed and she sat on the chair - she didn't like it She beat around the bush, so she cut straight to the point: "Mr. Dazai, I analyzed it, and I think the problem might be the text message I sent to Mr. Dazai."

"Newsletter?" Osamu Dazai fiddled with the bandage on his arm, "What newsletter?"

"It's the text message I sent to Mr. Dazai before committing suicide." Kitanoliang said, "According to that gentleman, if you want to solve the current predicament so that I don't have to bother Mr. Dazai, maybe you need to ask Mr. Dazai to delete the text message. Lost."

"Ah... I remembered. Indeed, Ms. Kitano did send me a text message that day, and the content touched me very much."

"Yes." Bei Nailiang nodded.

"But is Miss Bei Nai thinking wrong? I have already deleted that text message?"

"...Huh?" What?

Osamu Dazai tidied up the bandages on his arms, then raised his head, his brown bangs trembled with his movements, making the shadows under the light jump slightly.

"Miss Kitano can also understand, everyone has quirks and so on. And I also have a little habit..."

Saying this, the slender white fingers pinched the phone and placed it in front of Bei Naoliang, the message bar on it was empty.

"I hate seeing historical messages, so to keep the message board clutter-free, I usually delete it after seeing it."

"I deleted those text messages from Ms. Bei Nai on June 6."

Osamu Dazai shook the phone screen in front of Ryo Kitano, and the blank message box seemed to be accusing Osamu Dazai of his indifference and ruthless deletion of historical news.

deleted.Bei Naoliang was a little dazed, these text messages were the highest possibility she had summed up after thinking, and now Mr. Dazai told her that he had actually deleted these messages a long time ago?

"Miss Kitano," Mr. Dazai interrupted Kitanoliang's thoughts at the right time, "I said that person is a liar, a liar, you shouldn't care about him."

Bei Naoliang looked at Dazai Zhi, his eyes drooping slightly.

... no, not right.

Even if the text message wasn't the problem, the monk wasn't necessarily a liar.Mr. Dazai's change of mood on the way back cannot be ignored.Although it is a bit presumptuous to think so, Kitano Ryo selfishly speculates that Osamu Dazai doesn't seem to want her to leave as soon as possible.

"But Mr. Dazai, if you don't care about that gentleman, should I always trust your friend?"

Osamu Dazai blinked, "He is very reliable."

"Reliable has never been able to solve our problem. Instead, he gave me three supernatural books and left the bill for the books at Mr. Dazai's house."

Speaking of this, Bei Nailiang quietly clenched her hand, but her face was still calm.

Mr. Dazai doesn't have any supernatural friends at all—this is a guess she slowly came up with.During the period of getting along with Dazai Osamu, Kitanoliang felt that Dazai Osamu was a person with a very bright mind.His level of intelligence is unimaginable to ordinary people, and it always gives people a terrible feeling that even if you hide something from him, he will actually know.

This made Bei Nailiang a little guilty.

She had a very bold guess—Mr. Dazai already knew what she had lied to him.He knew he had a way to leave, but didn't want to use it that way, so he made up a possibility that she wanted and used it to keep her from leaving.

Bei Naoliang, who first made this guess, felt that he was really too bold.Why does Mr. Dazai hope that he will not leave?And this method can only be delayed for a while, and it will be exposed sooner or later... She kept this thought at the bottom of her heart, and just tonight, Bei Nailiang felt that since everything has reached this level, some things should be spread out It's better to say.

She took a gamble.

Although she didn't see any bill at all, she bet that Mr. Dazai didn't have this ghost friend.

Kitano Ryo looked at Osamu Dazai, waiting for his response.

What if you bet right?Then ask Mr. Dazai why, yes, she should make it clear to Mr. Dazai that she will leave after all, and she can't keep bothering her like this, otherwise...

So what if you bet wrong?Apologize, first of all.Her thinking really offended Dazai-san...

"Pfft." Osamu Dazai laughed, interrupting Kitano Ryo's self-confession, his tone was very serious, "Miss Kitano, what are you talking about? How could you see the bill for buying books at home?"

Bei Naoliang's eyes widened for a moment, but he was relieved.

See, her guess was wrong.What Mr. Dazai didn't want her to leave, and what false friends were all her stupid and daring speculations.Mr. Dazai will actually help her leave, which is good for both of them...

"I just threw the bill in the trash after I bought the book."

Time freezes at this moment.

Bei Nailiang's thoughts just now shattered into glass shards again, and they were frozen in the air, as crystal clear as ice balls.

"Miss Kitano," Osamu Dazai continued, "I remember you had the opportunity to participate in the National Mathematical Olympiad in high school, but you rejected the teacher's proposal."

Kitano Ryo didn't speak, and Dazai Osamu didn't need her answer, and continued to say, "I underestimated Miss Kitano. To be recommended by the teacher to participate in this kind of competition, no matter how you think about it, you are a smart kid. And I tried to use it in vain. Such a stupid lie to deceive Kitano-san..."

Osamu Dazai smiled helplessly and shook his head, as if he really lamented his behavior.But Bei Nai Ling had no expression on her face. Instead of praising her, Bei Nai Liang felt as if she was saying "this kind of stupid lie can lie to you for so long", and just now, she felt that she had guessed wrong up.

"...Mr. Dazai." Kitanoliang was not annoyed by being deceived, she was really rarely angry, and the last time Dazai made her angry was the only time in seven years.This incident didn't make her angry, she was just stunned, a little tired, and even a little sad, "Why?"

"Miss Kitano can definitely guess the reason." Osamu Dazai put away the careless feeling just now, he put his head on the back of the chair, and the exposed eye looked at Kitano Ryo without any disturbance, "Is it not possible?" ?”

Bei Nailiang paused, and then seriously replied, "No."

"why?"

"The longer it takes, the more I bother Mr. Dazai. I can't trouble others like this."

"I told you on the day of the funeral that I don't find it troublesome." Osamu Dazai said without the slightest hesitation.

Bei Nailiang stopped talking.She was silent for a while, and then said: "Mr. Dazai, I am already dead. I should have been the one to leave long ago. Although I don't know why, but Mr. Dazai, you shouldn't have anything to do with me, a dead person." persistent."

This is also for his own good.Bei Nailiang nodded in her heart, she remembered the dream, the woman who jumped off the stairs in the dream, and what the woman said.

Osamu Dazai spoke at this time, "But I always feel that Miss Kitano is actually more worried about herself?"

He continued to speak in a flat tone, "Miss Bei Nai, last time I told you not to deceive yourself and others... You actually took my words to heart, right? Miss Bei Nai, you know, I am not a charitable person Good man, I'm telling you this to get you the right answer, not to continue deceiving yourself like you are doing now."

—and then with this self-deception, she insisted on leaving herself, and leaving any relationship that she thought would destroy her 'total freedom'.

This is the last half of Dazai Osamu's sentence, but he still didn't say it.He paused, and before Bei Nailiang spoke, he said slowly, "So, Miss Bei Nai, do you want to think again?"

Think about it.

Osamu Dazai heard his chest beating drums in this silent gap—he was still so unsure about Kitano Ryo.

Bei Nailiang is still the vegetable lady.

He looked at Bei Naoliang's expression, her face was as pale as ever, nothing could be seen.But her eyes blinked a few times, proving that she was not completely in a daze, but was thinking.At the same time, her eyes drooped a little, her mouth opened for a moment, but then closed again, her lips were bitten lightly, and then her eyes slowly lifted up, her black pupils were the same as when they first met .

Kitano Ryo opened his mouth again this time, but Osamu Dazai already knew Kitano Ryo's answer.

"I won't change my mind." Bei Nailiang said, "If the problem is not the text message, then I will continue to think. If it doesn't work, I do have my way. Although it may trouble others, but... that's it."

That's it, that's my answer.

Osamu Dazai's expression didn't change, but his iris-colored eyes sank.After Bei Naoliang finished speaking, the room became quiet again, until after a while, Osamu Dazai made a movement.

He turned the chair halfway, with his back and head facing Kitano Ryo. During this period, there seemed to be a slight sigh, but because the voice was too small, Kitano Ryo was not sure if he heard it wrong. Besides, after turning his back, Dazai Osamu The tone is also a little brisk,

"Well, as expected of Miss Vegetable."

Then he said, "I just deleted the text message, and it should be the problem. Go, Miss Vegetable, congratulations, you can leave this house."

"..."

This reversal is simply... Bei Nailiang was shocked in place.

"Miss Vegetable, it's getting late, we have to rest too." Osamu Dazai said again.

"...Okay." Bei Naoliang took a breath, she blinked, and then bowed towards Osamu Dazai's back, her tone was flat and serious, "Thank you very much Mr. Dazai for taking care of you during this time. Hope, hope Dazai-san can find his own way. Dazai-san is neither a good person nor a bad person, just the Dazai-san I know, this is a very good Dazai-san."

"Mr. Dazai, goodbye."

Osamu Dazai did not turn his head, and kept facing Kitanoliang with the back of his head. Even when Kitanoliang was walking towards the door, he could slowly adjust the angle to ensure that the back of his head was always facing Kitanoliang's line of sight, even if he I'm not sure if Bei Nailiang will look over.

By the time the door of the room was closed again, his face had turned to face the fruit plate on the table.This fruit bowl contains iced watermelon, which is yesterday's fruit.In fact, the monk didn't waste their time today, but when they walked to the supermarket, they found that the fruit supermarket had only the lights on, and the store had been closed for a long time.There is also a handwritten notice posted on the door——

"Participating in the celebration, the store is closed, sorry."

In the end, the fruit was not bought.

At this moment, he heard the sound of closing the door again, it came from the living room, it must be the sound of Bei Nailiang leaving.Osamu Dazai slowly turned the chair around again, and then stepped on the ground with both legs, rubbing the person and the chair to the door of the room bit by bit.

He opened the door, only the Akutagawa brothers and sisters were in the living room.

"Mr. Dazai..." Akutagawa Ryunosuke called him, but he didn't know what to say.Akutagawa Gin was standing beside him in a white skirt, even more bewildered.

Osamu Dazai noticed that they had all put on new clothes, and Kitano Ryo who had gone out probably also noticed it.

He rested his head lazily on the back of the chair, looked at Ryunosuke Akutagawa who was hesitant to speak, waved his hands indifferently, and yawned long.

"From today onwards, Xiaoyin will sleep in the guest room, so you can sleep on the sofa."

After finishing speaking, he sat on the chair with his legs rubbing against each other, turned around and closed the door, and returned to the room quietly and alone.

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