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Luo Ya was hugged and kissed.
"I said I asked Luo Ya to come out to play during the national holiday, what do you think?"
Looking for Luo Ya to come out to play?
Since that day, Cheng Zixie had no contact with Luo Ya.
Although Cheng Zixie tried to call Luo Ya, but he couldn't get through.Probably Luo Ya added him to the blacklist.
After guessing the reason, Cheng Zixie never called again, let alone visited Luo Ya.First, he was worried that Luo Ya didn't want to see him, and second, he was worried that if he met that man who was intimate with Luo Ya, he would uncontrollably rush up and beat that man.
"He won't come."
Cheng Zixie said lightly, his tone was very affirmative.
"Eh? Why? You two are not on good terms now?"
Ji Wei's questioning made Cheng Zixie feel a little upset, and felt that his mood could only get worse.
"My relationship with him has never been better."
After Cheng Zixie finished speaking briefly, he took his bag aside and walked out of KFC without saying a word.
This is the first time Cheng Zixie treats Ji Wei with this attitude.
He felt that he was a little out of order, but he couldn't control it.
Will my feelings for Luo Ya be liking?
Cheng Zixie always felt a little subtle.
He liked Ji Wei very much, and even used Ji Wei as a side dish for self-comfort countless times.This feeling will definitely not be false, let alone any mistakes.
As for Luo Ya, Cheng Zixie didn't feel that he had any feelings for Luo Ya that were close to what he had for Ji Wei.
Although he would also be angry, irritable and abnormal because of Luo Ya's lack of self-love, but among them, he didn't feel a trace of affection called liking.
But he also didn't want Luo Ya to belong to someone else.
Cheng Zixie is very clear about this.
Because the moment he saw Luo Ya clinging to someone else's chest, he understood.
The inexplicable desire for exclusiveness is annoying and even more ridiculous.
Cheng Zixie could understand what Luo Ya said that day.
Luo Ya wants to be liked, he can understand.Because Cheng Zixie doesn't want to be the one who is loved?
Cheng Zixie knew better that if he wanted Luo Ya's good, he should wish Luo Ya to be happy with this man.But Cheng Zixie couldn't do it.
Although he doesn't like Luo Ya, although he has dedicated all his feelings to Ji Wei, he still doesn't want to hand Luo Ya over to others.
——Obviously there is only a physical relationship between them.
Cheng Zixie couldn't help mocking himself in his heart.
Standing in the latrine and not shitting, are you talking about a person like yourself?
Although Cheng Zixie thought so, he still couldn't help blaming Luo Ya.
Looking at Luo Ya's appearance, it can be seen that Luo Ya doesn't like that man, and it's too ridiculous to date him just to be liked.
Although Cheng Zixie knew that being so obsessed with someone who would never like him was actually a thousand times more ridiculous, but he couldn't stop thinking about it.
***
Luo Ya didn't answer Ji Wei's call, nor Cheng Zixie's call. He saw that the phone intercepted the call information, but he ignored it.
Luo Ya knew that she didn't intend to hate Ji Wei or blame Ji Wei, but she still wanted to escape.
He wished he could completely reject his past self.
But maybe it was because Luo Ya was too decisive. In the end, Ji Wei didn't know how to do it. He found Luo Ya's university, even Luo Ya's classroom, and finally dragged Luo Ya out. .
Ji Wei looked very angry.
Before Luo Ya could speak, Ji Wei started talking.
"What's the matter with you? Why didn't you answer my call? What on earth are you trying to do? This is not an attitude towards friends at all, is it?"
It is understandable for Ji Wei to be angry.
Anyone who treats others sincerely, but others respond indifferently, it is strange not to be angry.
"...I... Anyway, don't look for me anymore."
Luo Ya didn't want to have anything to do with anyone connected with Cheng Zixie.
Although I'm sorry for Ji Wei who treats her sincerely, Luo Ya really thinks this is the best way.
"Why! If it's just because of Zixie, then there's no need to break contact with me, right? Besides, didn't you have a good relationship with him before? Why did you suddenly make it like this now!"
Ji Wei, who has always been good-tempered, seemed a little angry today, he said angrily.
"...Sorry. But..."
"What happened to you guys? If you don't tell me, I'll keep pestering you."
Luo Ya's hesitation to speak made Ji Wei a little restless.
These days, Cheng Zixie's appearance is also very strange.Cheng Zixie, who has never been angry with Ji Wei, gets angry at every turn these days.Ask him what's the matter, he doesn't say anything, just sullen.Out of nowhere, she decided to go to Luo Ya to ask what happened, who knew that Luo Ya completely ignored his phone calls, which made Ji Wei depressed and angry at the same time.
"...There are some things that you shouldn't know at all."
Luo Ya vigorously shook off Ji Wei's hand that was holding her.
"I'm your friend, I just want to ease your relationship, and there's nothing shameful, why can't you let me know!"
Ji Wei's voice increased several times, and Luo Ya suddenly became impulsive because of Ji Wei's slightly intense emotions.
He felt as if all the blood was rushing to his brain.
He raised his head and stared at Ji Wei with serious and sad eyes that Ji Wei had never seen before.
"There are many things you don't know. You don't know how long Cheng Zixie has liked you, and you don't know why I followed you like a dog in high school even though I didn't have any interest in you at all. You don't know How much pain I have become because of you!"
Luo Ya didn't regret that she told Ji Wei who shouldn't know these words.But what he regretted was that at the end of the impulse, he said something that hurt Ji Wei.
He didn't intend to have the slightest bit of resentment or disgust towards Ji Wei.
But he became confused because of the anxiety, boredom, and sadness accumulated these days, and finally even used Ji Wei as a punching bag.
He saw the surprised look on Ji Wei's face, as well as a little injury.
Luo Ya felt flustered.
Flustered, sad, anxious and other emotions were mixed together, and tears flowed out of Luo Ya's eyes unconsciously.
"No, no... I don't think so. I, I just..." While becoming incoherent, Luo Ya's lacrimal glands also became more developed, and tears flowed out uncontrollably. "What I said just now is not the truth...I, I just...Because I'm so sad, so painful, so I..."
Unable to explain clearly why she said that, Luo Ya choked up in the end.He could only let the tears flow, but could not give any explanation.
"I... obviously just like Cheng Zixie, I just fell in love with him simply...why, why did it become so painful..."
Luo Ya squatted on the ground, hugged her knees, and cried in a low voice.
It's not for anyone to hear it, it's just that I can't help but pour out my pain for many years.
"Obviously I decided to be the one to be loved, but I still can't forget it. Even if I was asked to kiss, only Cheng Zixie's face would appear. In the end, I couldn't do anything except hurt Zhang Bodai..."
Ji Wei didn't know who Zhang Bodai Luo Ya was talking about.
But after listening to what Luo Ya said, he seemed to suddenly realize it.
He vaguely seemed to be able to understand the subtleties that made him feel all these years.
"I always thought it was because you hated us."
Ji Wei stretched out his hand and gently touched Luo Ya's head, Luo Ya didn't make a sound, just shook his head desperately.
"But I never thought it would be like this."
Ji Wei probably understands the reason why Cheng Zixie doesn't have a girlfriend, understands why Cheng Zixie sometimes looks very unhappy, and understands why Luo Ya sometimes looks sad when looking at the two of them...
turn out to be……
It is because of "like".
Ji Wei and Cheng Zixie have been friends for so many years, it can almost be said that they have a close relationship.So it's not that he doesn't understand Cheng Zixie's nature.
Maybe everyone looking at Cheng Zixie would think that Cheng Zixie is very gentle, but in fact Cheng Zixie is not gentle.
That may not be the right way to say it.
It should be said that there are very few objects that Cheng Zixie can be gentle with.I am just lucky to be one of them.
And more, Cheng Zixie treated them with perfunctory tenderness. In fact, that kind of behavior was nothing but indifference.
Therefore, Ji Wei can imagine how painful it must be for Luo Ya to fall in love with Cheng Zixie, because Cheng Zixie has never been gentle to Luo Ya, no matter how hard Ji Wei tries to maintain the relationship between the two of them.
Although he felt that emotional matters could not be forced, Ji Wei looked at the thin body in front of him, shivering and crying in a corner, and he felt that Luo Ya was very pitiful.
It would be great if Luo Ya didn't fall in love with someone like Cheng Zixie.
While Ji Wei deeply thought of this, he decided to have a good talk with Cheng Zixie.
Maybe Cheng Zixie won't like Luo Ya.
Maybe Cheng Zixie would retreat three feet from Luo Ya after knowing Luo Ya's feelings.
But Luo Ya has been hiding her feelings for so long, so she has to ask Cheng Zixie to explain.Even if that explanation was not what Luo Ya expected, everything should have a perfect ending.
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☆、18、Make you my dog
When Cheng Zixie heard Ji Wei questioning whether he liked him, Cheng Zixie's eyes widened in shock.
Ji Wei's so determined appearance made Cheng Zixie unable to refute, and he began to think about why he was exposed.Finally, when he thought of the reason, Ji Wei said that Luo Ya liked Cheng Zixie.
To be honest, Cheng Zixie couldn't believe it.
After knowing Luo Ya for so many years, Cheng Zixie has never found the slightest tendency to be interesting to him in Luo Ya.Sometimes, Cheng Zixie even wondered whether Luo Ya liked Ji Wei.
"how do you know?"
"Luo Ya said it himself, of course I know." Ji Wei seemed a little annoyed, and after staring at Cheng Zixie for a long time, he sighed helplessly. "To be honest, I don't want Luo Ya to like you at all."
Ji Wei's words made Cheng Zixie feel strange.
Although he thinks it's impossible...
Does Ji Wei have a crush on Luo Ya?
"I hope you don't get angry when I say this. It is because I have known you for so many years that I think I know you well. You are a person who will not give a little emotion to something you are interested in. I fell in love with you." Luo Ya, who doesn't pay attention to you at all, I feel very pitiful to be honest. Although I may not be qualified to say this, but at least when I am facing you, I only have you in my eyes, and you are not ,Right?"
Ji Wei sat next to Cheng Zixie, the wind on the roof began to get stronger, and there was a vague sense of coldness.
"...If you hadn't lied about being sick and said you were going to the infirmary back then, if I hadn't had a sudden whim at that time, I don't think he and I would have had any intersection at all."
Cheng Zixie was silent for a long time, and then said what he had been thinking about for so many years.
"He is so inconspicuous. If it wasn't for the accident at that time and his active approach afterwards, we would not have contacted him at all."
The facts Cheng Zixie said, to be honest, in the beginning Ji Wei didn't pay much attention to this boy whose presence in the class was as low as air.If it weren't for Luo Ya's initiative to approach, Ji Wei probably wouldn't have taken such care of this "air".
"I don't want you to go out with Luo Ya, because I know that feelings really can't be forced, it's all a coincidence. Just like me, when An Yin said she liked me, I couldn't respond at all because I liked Xiaozhi. It wasn’t until Xiao Zhi died and An Yin stayed by my side that I changed my relationship. It may hurt you to say so, but even if someone comes out now and asks me not to like An Yin, but like you, I definitely will You can only say a word but can’t do it. It must be the same for you. The chances of you and Luo Ya may be completely different, but I hope you can let Luo Ya completely end his feelings for you.”
Cheng Zixie didn't speak, Ji Wei chuckled, then looked back at Cheng Zixie.
"Of course, I also hope that you can find someone who can reciprocate your feelings."
Although this was the answer that Cheng Zixie had only thought of for a long time, but to be honest, he still felt lost.At the same time, Cheng Zixie felt even more lonely when he thought that he made Luo Ya end his love for him and let Luo Ya happily fall into the arms of others.
If he did so, would Luo Ya fall in love with that man that night?
But if Luo Ya really likes herself, why can she throw herself into the arms of others indifferently?
Questions kept lingering in Cheng Zixie's mind. Although he believed in Ji Wei, he couldn't help suspecting that Ji Wei's words were lies.
In the end, under Ji Wei's urging, Cheng Zixie went to the vicinity of Luo Ya's school. Although he had thought about ending Luo Ya's relationship as Ji Wei said, he was still hesitant.
The reason why he chose the store where he could see the school entrance instead of the school entrance was because Cheng Zixie was afraid that Luo Ya would notice him and he didn't want to meet him, so he walked through other doors.
Still hesitating, Cheng Zixie looked at the time on his phone, Luo Ya should be out of class.
The number of people coming out of the main gate of the school began to increase, Cheng Zixie paid close attention, and finally, Cheng Zixie saw Luo Ya's voice.
He couldn't help but tense up, but it was only for a moment.Immediately, when he saw the man standing beside Luo Ya, his anger replaced his nervousness.
Cheng Zixie saw a smile on Luo Ya's face, it was a heartfelt smile that he had never shown to himself.But this kind of smile was shown in front of men other than himself.
Cheng Zixie felt as if he had been betrayed.Even if he knows, even if Luo Ya likes him, even if Luo Ya has had a physical relationship with him, Luo Ya has no reason to be chaste for this self who won't like him.
However, Cheng Zixie was still angry.
He felt that he might be a little unreasonable.
But if the feeling called possessiveness swelled in Cheng Zixie's heart.
He may not like Luo Ya, but he has a possessive desire for Luo Ya, and this possessive desire is far stronger than his desire for Ji Wei.
Almost impulsively driven, Cheng Zixie paid the bill and rushed out.
He quickly rushed behind Luo Ya and the others, and grabbed Luo Ya's hand who was walking forward with Zhang Bodai.
Due to inertia, Luo Ya almost fell backwards.
Luo Ya was a little puzzled, and then looked at Cheng Zixie. When he saw Cheng Zixie's face, Luo Ya's face that was still smiling suddenly turned into nothing. Become awkward and cold.
"You...let go."
Luo Ya didn't even dare to meet Cheng Zixie's eyes.
Cheng Zixie ignored Luo Ya's resistance.And when Zhang Bodai stepped forward to stop him with some displeasure, the impulsive and angry Cheng Zixie even pushed Zhang Bodai away forcefully.
Zhang Bodai was caught off guard for a moment, and accidentally fell to the ground.
Taking advantage of this gap, Cheng Zixie saw an empty car not far away, he quickly reached out and summoned a taxi, quickly pushed Luo Ya into the car, and told the driver the address of Luo Ya's home Finally, he looked at Zhang Bodai who stood up to chase after him, and Luo Ya who wanted to escape from the taxi, and the nameless fire in his heart burned more and more vigorously.
He even forgot where they were now, he ignored Luo Ya's resistance, grabbed Luo Ya's chin, and then resisted Luo Ya's resistance and kissed Luo Ya deeply.
Even though his tongue was bitten by Luo Ya, he didn't stop. He just learned his lesson and squeezed Luo Ya's face so that Luo Ya couldn't bite himself again.
Both the driver and Zhang Bodai were stunned, but the taxi driver came back to his senses and drove the car.
The smell of kisses is full of the taste of blood.
It smelled disgusting, logically Cheng Zixie felt pain, but Cheng Zixie cared more about Luo Ya's extreme resistance to him than the pain.
After finally separating their lips, Luo Ya glared at Cheng Zixie bitterly, his cheeks were slightly red, and there was a little mist in his eyes, as if he was about to cry.But with such an expression, it looks lustful.
They remained silent until the taxi arrived at Luo Ya's house, and Cheng Zixie felt a tingling pain on his tongue.
After paying less than twenty yuan for the car, Cheng Zixie grabbed Luo Ya who was resisting him, and then he tried to open the door with the key Luo Ya gave him before, but the door opened unexpectedly.
In the distance, he also saw another taxi driving towards here.
Probably Zhang Bodai.
Although there is no basis, Cheng Zixie firmly believes in it.
"Let go of me! I have nothing to do with you! Leave the key and stay away from me!"
Luo Ya didn't know whether it was crying or angry, all of this was just to irritate Cheng Zixie.
——Clearly liking me, but still dare to say such words, and dare to turn around and mess around with other men.
A bad idea flashed through Cheng Zixie's mind.
Even if he doesn't like Luo Ya, even if Luo Ya decides to give up, even if Ji Wei asks him to refuse Luo Ya and let Luo Ya go free, he doesn't intend to do so.
Since Luo Ya wants to be with that man, he will break them up.
No matter what he did, he would not let Luo Ya belong to anyone other than himself.
Cheng Zixie felt like he was going crazy, but he couldn't stop.
Pure possessiveness, but no liking factor, what kind of relationship is this?
This was the first time Cheng Zixie realized that he might not belong to the rational school.
He didn't care about Luo Ya's resistance, he pulled Luo Ya into the room, closed the door, and pressed Luo Ya's body against the door.
"From the first time, you were the one who tempted me. Now, you can only be with me, and I will not let you escape from my side. You say that I am good at everything, whether I am selfish or cruel. Well, I won't let you be with anyone."
"I don't want to. I have nothing to do with you! I don't want to see you, I don't want to have anything to do with you!"
Luo Ya kept shaking her head and struggling as if mad, but the reverse effect of the struggle was that Luo Ya was turned over by Cheng Zixie, untied her belt, and took off her pants.
Feeling a chill in her buttocks, Luo Ya was a little flustered.
"I...I don't want...I don't want to do this kind of thing with you again, don't..."
There was a sound of footsteps coming up the stairs.
"Even if you don't like me anymore and you like that man instead, it doesn't matter. I will lock you in this room and keep violating you until you become my dog."
As Cheng Zixie said that, he didn't even make any lubricating preparations for Luo Ya, so he untied his belt and stabbed his words into Luo Ya's body.
For Ji Wei, Cheng Zixieda knew from the very beginning that he could not get him, so he could not have any desire for monopoly at all, because that person would never belong to him.
The author has something to say: half dead orz to be a quiet salted fish
☆, 19, a humble luxury
As for Luo Ya, who was like a dog, who followed him non-stop in high school and was greedy for him after the reunion, Cheng Zixie never felt lost.Although they hadn't been in touch for a while, to Cheng Zixie, it was like raising a dog and letting it go.Now, he even understands Luo Ya's feelings for him, and he knows even more that Luo Ya has been faithfully being his dog for so many years.
Cheng Zixie didn't consciously realize it, or tried to keep her, because Luo Ya had always belonged to Cheng Zixie.Until now, Luo Ya decided to become someone else's dog.
"It hurts...it hurts...pull it, pull it out..."
Luo Ya started to cry, tears of pain left on her distorted face due to pain.The unwetted inner wall may or may not have cracked, it has shrunk badly.
Luo Ya felt pain and discomfort, and so did Cheng Zixie.
But he had absolutely no intention of pulling it out.
Whether it is giving Luo Ya pain or pain, he wants Luo Ya to never forget himself, and he wants Luo Ya to never belong to anyone other than himself.
There was a sudden knock on the door, and Zhang Bodai's voice came from outside.
"Luo Ya! Luo Ya, open the door! Luo Ya, are you okay!"
The man's anxious voice made Cheng Zixie's inferiority even worse. Cheng Zixie swayed his body, letting his hard object penetrate the dry intestine.
Luo Ya felt very painful, obviously very painful, but the inner wall was joyful as if she had obtained something she had been longing for for a long time.Obviously there is nothing else but pain, but the body responds inexplicably.
As if the liquid would be secreted automatically, the inside of Luo Ya's passageway began to become a little moist, and Cheng Zixie's thrusting became easier.
Cheng Zixie hugged his body many times, and Cheng Zixie knew it well.
He knew very well where Luo Ya felt, and where Luo Ya could make Luo Ya let out a charming cry.
"Cheng Zixie, please...no, don't...don't do it..."
Feeling his body began to react, Luo Ya began to fear, he heard Zhang Bodai's nervous calling outside.
Cheng Zixie didn't listen to Luo Ya's request. Rather, after hearing it, he wanted to make Luo Ya make lewd screams, and let the man outside the door know that the girl in his arms People can become very promiscuous because of themselves.
"You obviously like me very much. You have liked me since the first time I talked to you in high school."
Strangely, because of his anger, Cheng Zixie's mind began to become clearer.Things that I never noticed before, now start to come to my mind constantly.
He remembered that it was after that conversation that Luo Ya began to follow them.
It was obvious that Luo Ya's aisle tightened when he was guessed right, but his mouth was still yelling "No, I never liked you".
"Stop lying. If you admit it honestly, I can date you."
When Cheng Zixie finished speaking, he felt Luo Ya's body stiffen as he tried to resist.
——Acquaintance?Cheng Zixie with me?
For Luo Ya, getting along with Cheng Zixie has been his dream all these years.But when he thought that Cheng Zixie liked Ji Wei so much, Luo Ya couldn't believe that Cheng Zixie was really with him.
good.
How could that Cheng Zixie give up Ji Wei so easily and be with this self instead?
"I... um... I don't want... I, I'm already dating Bo Dai... And... I um... I don't like you at all, I hate you the most... Uh! Ahh... Don't ……Um……"
The feeling of lying made Luo Ya feel like his heart was being stabbed by a knife.
"Inside, let Luo Ya go quickly, or I will never let you go!"
The door was slammed, even through the door, Cheng Zixie could feel the anger of the person outside.But it's a pity that now Cheng Zixie's anger is no less than that of the other party.
Hearing Luo Ya's lie, Cheng Zixie inserted and pulled it out even harder, and there was a sound of water in the room.
"Obviously I like me very much..." Cheng Zixie turned Luo Ya over abruptly, hugged Luo Ya, and inserted Luo Ya's back against the door panel. "Tell me, if you really hate me the most, how can I make you feel so good about your body?"
Luo Ya's face was full of tears, looking pitiful.
"No... that's... that's... um... no, please don't..."
Luo Ya's plea was thrown aside by Cheng Zixie, what's more, Cheng Zixie even took out the headphone cable from his trousers pocket, and tied up the symbol of Luo Ya's affection.
That almost drove Loya crazy.
The swollen thing couldn't shoot out, not only that, Cheng Zixie also accelerated the rhythm, which made Luo Ya's body more sensitive.
——Why did Cheng Zixie do this?
Luo Ya began to think about this question constantly in his mind.
Luo Ya's voice became more and more high-pitched at the beginning, Luo Ya didn't know whether it was because she was too indulged in happiness or because Zhang Bodai was scared away by his voice, the sound of knocking on the door stopped.
"It's so uncomfortable... Please... untie... untie..."
Luo Ya didn't know why the tears shed because of sadness and pain at the beginning, and why they shed now.
His mind began to become chaotic, everything in his mind seemed to have turned into a paste, and Luo Ya could no longer think.
"If you want me to let go, tell me that you like me and that you will only be with me in the future."
Cheng Zixie, who was completely merciless, kept stabbing, hitting Luo Ya's sensitive points again and again, and even his voice seemed to be one of the factors that drove Luo Ya crazy.
"No... ah... um..."
The only resistance also began to weaken slowly, the urge to be happy in Luo Ya's mind urged Luo Ya to quickly do what Cheng Zixie said.
"If you don't say it, it will be tied until you say it."
Cheng Zixie, who had no intention of letting go at all, even grabbed Luo Ya's hand behind Luo Ya's back to untie the earphone cable.
Don't say it, can't say it, I don't want to like this person who makes me miserable anymore.
Humble love has given enough...
but……
So sad.
I really want to be liberated quickly...
When Cheng Zixie stabbed to the deepest point again, a string in Luo Ya's mind seemed to be broken.
"I... um... I like... like you... From now on... um... um... um, I will only... be with... and you... So, um... untie... ...Please, untie..."
——Zhang Bodai...is he still outside?
——Having said that...will it be a hellish abyss waiting for me?
——In the future...will he still be able to get relief from this pain called Cheng Zixie?
Accompanied by the pleasure of ejaculation, Luo Ya thought drowsily in his mind.
There was a burst of heat and wetness in the corridor, and immediately, Luo Ya was gently placed on the ground by Cheng Zixie, and then hugged in his arms.
Luo Ya heard footsteps on the stairs, and the footsteps became farther and farther away.
All were heard by Zhang Bodai.
Will be looked down upon?
In the future, how should I face him?
He obviously agreed to date Zhang Bodai, but he still did this kind of thing with other men in front of Zhang Bodai, and even compromised shamelessly for the sake of happiness.
Cheng Zixie hurt himself deeply, and what he did to Zhang Bodai now may not be inferior to Cheng Zixie.
"You are too much."
Luo Ya started to sob, ignoring the white turbid liquid that slowly flowed out to the ground from behind, Luo Ya beat Cheng Zixie's chest vigorously.
"You obviously don't like me, but when you see that I want to find my happiness, you come to sabotage me."
Cheng Zixie was severely beaten by Luo Ya, and Luo Ya's painful heart seemed to be conveyed from Luo Ya's fist.Cheng Zixie didn't stop Luo Ya, but let Luo Ya keep beating him.
He felt that he had done a very bad thing, but he had no regrets.
"You're not going to like me at all."
"Even so, I still want you. I don't want to see you with a man other than me, even a woman."
The inexplicable desire for monopoly, Cheng Zixie also felt that he was inexplicable.
"At first, I fell in love with you because you were gentle, but after I fell in love with you, I realized that you are not gentle at all. Obviously you are very gentle to Ji Wei, but you are only cruel to me."
Luo Ya's face became a little dirty, with tears and snot, but the sad Luo Ya couldn't take care of it. In the end, Cheng Zixie helplessly wiped Luo Ya's face clean with his sleeve.
"I do still like Ji Wei, but I am serious about not wanting to hand you over to anyone. If you don't promise to break up with that man and stay with me, I will really put you in this room and let you out forever don't go."
"Why? You obviously don't like me..."
Luo Ya's tears were still flowing, but every time his tears fell, Cheng Zixie would wipe them away for him.
Cheng Zixie hugged Luo Ya's body and it hurt, but for some reason, Luo Ya didn't feel disgusted.
"Be possessive, obviously I don't have possessive desire for Ji Wei."
Cheng Zixie chuckled as if mocking himself, while Luo Ya froze when he heard this.
He thought about whether Cheng Zixie would fall in love with him in the future, and then he put his arms around the waist of this man who was gently wiping his tears.
so warm...
It would be great if... Cheng Zixie could fall in love with her.
Thinking of this, Luo Ya sniffled lightly.
"I don't expect you to forget your feelings for Ji Wei right away, but I hope, if possible... you can fall in love with me more or less, just a little bit."
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☆, 20, a little bit of mood
After that, Luo Ya almost went to the university with the feeling that she would be ignored by Zhang Bodai.
However, to his surprise, although Zhang Bodai had a bad complexion, he still wished him happiness, and he did not forget to express that if Luo Ya really couldn't bear the pain, he would continue to accept Luo Ya.Before that, he was still Luo Ya's good friend.
For Zhang Bodai's caring and gentleness, Luo Ya was so moved that he wanted to cry, but he held back.Because he knew that if he cried, it would only trouble Zhang Bodai.And knowing that Luo Ya was finally able to watch the clouds and see the moon, Liang Yiqing was not stingy in expressing his joy and offered to invite Luo Ya to dinner.
Luo Ya looked at Liang Yiqing and Zhang Yingge like that, and they seemed to have reconciled as before.
And two months after Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie started dating, Luo Ya was forced by Cheng Zixie to live in Cheng Zixie's house, and at the same time returned his own small run-down house with extremely cheap rent.
Luo Ya didn't know if this was a relationship, because they didn't mention that it was a relationship, but as if they had acquiesced, the two began to have a relationship similar to lovers.
Originally, Luo Ya insisted on living in his small dilapidated house.
Although Cheng Zixie was not very happy, he still followed Luo Ya.But most of the days, Cheng Zixie would come to live with Luo Ya.
Luo Ya thought that maybe Cheng Zixie was worried that he would steal it.
Luo Ya didn't solve the misunderstanding about him "sleeping with many men, and looking for men everywhere if he is not satisfied".Although he planned to explain at first, he felt that it would be a bit silly for him to mention it for no reason.Later, coupled with Cheng Zixie's behavior that seemed to be very important, Luo Ya decided not to speak.
He thought that even if he didn't say it, it shouldn't affect their relationship with each other.
Probably during the few days when Cheng Zixie was busy with university projects and couldn't come to Luo Ya's house, Luo Ya was in a daze and forgot to dry his hair, and just went to bed with wet hair. He was already weak and ended up on the second day Just a little high temperature.But Luo Ya only thought that she had a cold and dizziness, so she didn't pay much attention.As a result, when Luo Ya knew that he had a fever, he was already in a state of persistent high fever.
A person who was unable to take care of himself and planned to go to the hospital, he fainted in the entrance before he walked out of the door of the room.
If you just fell down like that, you might die.
Not long after Luo Ya fainted from thinking this way, Cheng Zixie, who was a little worried and forgot about Luo Ya's house, found Luo Ya lying at the entrance.
Cheng Zixie, who took Luo Ya to the nearest hospital to see a doctor, stayed with Luo Ya for a day and a night.After hanging the water, Cheng Zixie stayed by Luo Ya's side to care for her
"I said I asked Luo Ya to come out to play during the national holiday, what do you think?"
Looking for Luo Ya to come out to play?
Since that day, Cheng Zixie had no contact with Luo Ya.
Although Cheng Zixie tried to call Luo Ya, but he couldn't get through.Probably Luo Ya added him to the blacklist.
After guessing the reason, Cheng Zixie never called again, let alone visited Luo Ya.First, he was worried that Luo Ya didn't want to see him, and second, he was worried that if he met that man who was intimate with Luo Ya, he would uncontrollably rush up and beat that man.
"He won't come."
Cheng Zixie said lightly, his tone was very affirmative.
"Eh? Why? You two are not on good terms now?"
Ji Wei's questioning made Cheng Zixie feel a little upset, and felt that his mood could only get worse.
"My relationship with him has never been better."
After Cheng Zixie finished speaking briefly, he took his bag aside and walked out of KFC without saying a word.
This is the first time Cheng Zixie treats Ji Wei with this attitude.
He felt that he was a little out of order, but he couldn't control it.
Will my feelings for Luo Ya be liking?
Cheng Zixie always felt a little subtle.
He liked Ji Wei very much, and even used Ji Wei as a side dish for self-comfort countless times.This feeling will definitely not be false, let alone any mistakes.
As for Luo Ya, Cheng Zixie didn't feel that he had any feelings for Luo Ya that were close to what he had for Ji Wei.
Although he would also be angry, irritable and abnormal because of Luo Ya's lack of self-love, but among them, he didn't feel a trace of affection called liking.
But he also didn't want Luo Ya to belong to someone else.
Cheng Zixie is very clear about this.
Because the moment he saw Luo Ya clinging to someone else's chest, he understood.
The inexplicable desire for exclusiveness is annoying and even more ridiculous.
Cheng Zixie could understand what Luo Ya said that day.
Luo Ya wants to be liked, he can understand.Because Cheng Zixie doesn't want to be the one who is loved?
Cheng Zixie knew better that if he wanted Luo Ya's good, he should wish Luo Ya to be happy with this man.But Cheng Zixie couldn't do it.
Although he doesn't like Luo Ya, although he has dedicated all his feelings to Ji Wei, he still doesn't want to hand Luo Ya over to others.
——Obviously there is only a physical relationship between them.
Cheng Zixie couldn't help mocking himself in his heart.
Standing in the latrine and not shitting, are you talking about a person like yourself?
Although Cheng Zixie thought so, he still couldn't help blaming Luo Ya.
Looking at Luo Ya's appearance, it can be seen that Luo Ya doesn't like that man, and it's too ridiculous to date him just to be liked.
Although Cheng Zixie knew that being so obsessed with someone who would never like him was actually a thousand times more ridiculous, but he couldn't stop thinking about it.
***
Luo Ya didn't answer Ji Wei's call, nor Cheng Zixie's call. He saw that the phone intercepted the call information, but he ignored it.
Luo Ya knew that she didn't intend to hate Ji Wei or blame Ji Wei, but she still wanted to escape.
He wished he could completely reject his past self.
But maybe it was because Luo Ya was too decisive. In the end, Ji Wei didn't know how to do it. He found Luo Ya's university, even Luo Ya's classroom, and finally dragged Luo Ya out. .
Ji Wei looked very angry.
Before Luo Ya could speak, Ji Wei started talking.
"What's the matter with you? Why didn't you answer my call? What on earth are you trying to do? This is not an attitude towards friends at all, is it?"
It is understandable for Ji Wei to be angry.
Anyone who treats others sincerely, but others respond indifferently, it is strange not to be angry.
"...I... Anyway, don't look for me anymore."
Luo Ya didn't want to have anything to do with anyone connected with Cheng Zixie.
Although I'm sorry for Ji Wei who treats her sincerely, Luo Ya really thinks this is the best way.
"Why! If it's just because of Zixie, then there's no need to break contact with me, right? Besides, didn't you have a good relationship with him before? Why did you suddenly make it like this now!"
Ji Wei, who has always been good-tempered, seemed a little angry today, he said angrily.
"...Sorry. But..."
"What happened to you guys? If you don't tell me, I'll keep pestering you."
Luo Ya's hesitation to speak made Ji Wei a little restless.
These days, Cheng Zixie's appearance is also very strange.Cheng Zixie, who has never been angry with Ji Wei, gets angry at every turn these days.Ask him what's the matter, he doesn't say anything, just sullen.Out of nowhere, she decided to go to Luo Ya to ask what happened, who knew that Luo Ya completely ignored his phone calls, which made Ji Wei depressed and angry at the same time.
"...There are some things that you shouldn't know at all."
Luo Ya vigorously shook off Ji Wei's hand that was holding her.
"I'm your friend, I just want to ease your relationship, and there's nothing shameful, why can't you let me know!"
Ji Wei's voice increased several times, and Luo Ya suddenly became impulsive because of Ji Wei's slightly intense emotions.
He felt as if all the blood was rushing to his brain.
He raised his head and stared at Ji Wei with serious and sad eyes that Ji Wei had never seen before.
"There are many things you don't know. You don't know how long Cheng Zixie has liked you, and you don't know why I followed you like a dog in high school even though I didn't have any interest in you at all. You don't know How much pain I have become because of you!"
Luo Ya didn't regret that she told Ji Wei who shouldn't know these words.But what he regretted was that at the end of the impulse, he said something that hurt Ji Wei.
He didn't intend to have the slightest bit of resentment or disgust towards Ji Wei.
But he became confused because of the anxiety, boredom, and sadness accumulated these days, and finally even used Ji Wei as a punching bag.
He saw the surprised look on Ji Wei's face, as well as a little injury.
Luo Ya felt flustered.
Flustered, sad, anxious and other emotions were mixed together, and tears flowed out of Luo Ya's eyes unconsciously.
"No, no... I don't think so. I, I just..." While becoming incoherent, Luo Ya's lacrimal glands also became more developed, and tears flowed out uncontrollably. "What I said just now is not the truth...I, I just...Because I'm so sad, so painful, so I..."
Unable to explain clearly why she said that, Luo Ya choked up in the end.He could only let the tears flow, but could not give any explanation.
"I... obviously just like Cheng Zixie, I just fell in love with him simply...why, why did it become so painful..."
Luo Ya squatted on the ground, hugged her knees, and cried in a low voice.
It's not for anyone to hear it, it's just that I can't help but pour out my pain for many years.
"Obviously I decided to be the one to be loved, but I still can't forget it. Even if I was asked to kiss, only Cheng Zixie's face would appear. In the end, I couldn't do anything except hurt Zhang Bodai..."
Ji Wei didn't know who Zhang Bodai Luo Ya was talking about.
But after listening to what Luo Ya said, he seemed to suddenly realize it.
He vaguely seemed to be able to understand the subtleties that made him feel all these years.
"I always thought it was because you hated us."
Ji Wei stretched out his hand and gently touched Luo Ya's head, Luo Ya didn't make a sound, just shook his head desperately.
"But I never thought it would be like this."
Ji Wei probably understands the reason why Cheng Zixie doesn't have a girlfriend, understands why Cheng Zixie sometimes looks very unhappy, and understands why Luo Ya sometimes looks sad when looking at the two of them...
turn out to be……
It is because of "like".
Ji Wei and Cheng Zixie have been friends for so many years, it can almost be said that they have a close relationship.So it's not that he doesn't understand Cheng Zixie's nature.
Maybe everyone looking at Cheng Zixie would think that Cheng Zixie is very gentle, but in fact Cheng Zixie is not gentle.
That may not be the right way to say it.
It should be said that there are very few objects that Cheng Zixie can be gentle with.I am just lucky to be one of them.
And more, Cheng Zixie treated them with perfunctory tenderness. In fact, that kind of behavior was nothing but indifference.
Therefore, Ji Wei can imagine how painful it must be for Luo Ya to fall in love with Cheng Zixie, because Cheng Zixie has never been gentle to Luo Ya, no matter how hard Ji Wei tries to maintain the relationship between the two of them.
Although he felt that emotional matters could not be forced, Ji Wei looked at the thin body in front of him, shivering and crying in a corner, and he felt that Luo Ya was very pitiful.
It would be great if Luo Ya didn't fall in love with someone like Cheng Zixie.
While Ji Wei deeply thought of this, he decided to have a good talk with Cheng Zixie.
Maybe Cheng Zixie won't like Luo Ya.
Maybe Cheng Zixie would retreat three feet from Luo Ya after knowing Luo Ya's feelings.
But Luo Ya has been hiding her feelings for so long, so she has to ask Cheng Zixie to explain.Even if that explanation was not what Luo Ya expected, everything should have a perfect ending.
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☆、18、Make you my dog
When Cheng Zixie heard Ji Wei questioning whether he liked him, Cheng Zixie's eyes widened in shock.
Ji Wei's so determined appearance made Cheng Zixie unable to refute, and he began to think about why he was exposed.Finally, when he thought of the reason, Ji Wei said that Luo Ya liked Cheng Zixie.
To be honest, Cheng Zixie couldn't believe it.
After knowing Luo Ya for so many years, Cheng Zixie has never found the slightest tendency to be interesting to him in Luo Ya.Sometimes, Cheng Zixie even wondered whether Luo Ya liked Ji Wei.
"how do you know?"
"Luo Ya said it himself, of course I know." Ji Wei seemed a little annoyed, and after staring at Cheng Zixie for a long time, he sighed helplessly. "To be honest, I don't want Luo Ya to like you at all."
Ji Wei's words made Cheng Zixie feel strange.
Although he thinks it's impossible...
Does Ji Wei have a crush on Luo Ya?
"I hope you don't get angry when I say this. It is because I have known you for so many years that I think I know you well. You are a person who will not give a little emotion to something you are interested in. I fell in love with you." Luo Ya, who doesn't pay attention to you at all, I feel very pitiful to be honest. Although I may not be qualified to say this, but at least when I am facing you, I only have you in my eyes, and you are not ,Right?"
Ji Wei sat next to Cheng Zixie, the wind on the roof began to get stronger, and there was a vague sense of coldness.
"...If you hadn't lied about being sick and said you were going to the infirmary back then, if I hadn't had a sudden whim at that time, I don't think he and I would have had any intersection at all."
Cheng Zixie was silent for a long time, and then said what he had been thinking about for so many years.
"He is so inconspicuous. If it wasn't for the accident at that time and his active approach afterwards, we would not have contacted him at all."
The facts Cheng Zixie said, to be honest, in the beginning Ji Wei didn't pay much attention to this boy whose presence in the class was as low as air.If it weren't for Luo Ya's initiative to approach, Ji Wei probably wouldn't have taken such care of this "air".
"I don't want you to go out with Luo Ya, because I know that feelings really can't be forced, it's all a coincidence. Just like me, when An Yin said she liked me, I couldn't respond at all because I liked Xiaozhi. It wasn’t until Xiao Zhi died and An Yin stayed by my side that I changed my relationship. It may hurt you to say so, but even if someone comes out now and asks me not to like An Yin, but like you, I definitely will You can only say a word but can’t do it. It must be the same for you. The chances of you and Luo Ya may be completely different, but I hope you can let Luo Ya completely end his feelings for you.”
Cheng Zixie didn't speak, Ji Wei chuckled, then looked back at Cheng Zixie.
"Of course, I also hope that you can find someone who can reciprocate your feelings."
Although this was the answer that Cheng Zixie had only thought of for a long time, but to be honest, he still felt lost.At the same time, Cheng Zixie felt even more lonely when he thought that he made Luo Ya end his love for him and let Luo Ya happily fall into the arms of others.
If he did so, would Luo Ya fall in love with that man that night?
But if Luo Ya really likes herself, why can she throw herself into the arms of others indifferently?
Questions kept lingering in Cheng Zixie's mind. Although he believed in Ji Wei, he couldn't help suspecting that Ji Wei's words were lies.
In the end, under Ji Wei's urging, Cheng Zixie went to the vicinity of Luo Ya's school. Although he had thought about ending Luo Ya's relationship as Ji Wei said, he was still hesitant.
The reason why he chose the store where he could see the school entrance instead of the school entrance was because Cheng Zixie was afraid that Luo Ya would notice him and he didn't want to meet him, so he walked through other doors.
Still hesitating, Cheng Zixie looked at the time on his phone, Luo Ya should be out of class.
The number of people coming out of the main gate of the school began to increase, Cheng Zixie paid close attention, and finally, Cheng Zixie saw Luo Ya's voice.
He couldn't help but tense up, but it was only for a moment.Immediately, when he saw the man standing beside Luo Ya, his anger replaced his nervousness.
Cheng Zixie saw a smile on Luo Ya's face, it was a heartfelt smile that he had never shown to himself.But this kind of smile was shown in front of men other than himself.
Cheng Zixie felt as if he had been betrayed.Even if he knows, even if Luo Ya likes him, even if Luo Ya has had a physical relationship with him, Luo Ya has no reason to be chaste for this self who won't like him.
However, Cheng Zixie was still angry.
He felt that he might be a little unreasonable.
But if the feeling called possessiveness swelled in Cheng Zixie's heart.
He may not like Luo Ya, but he has a possessive desire for Luo Ya, and this possessive desire is far stronger than his desire for Ji Wei.
Almost impulsively driven, Cheng Zixie paid the bill and rushed out.
He quickly rushed behind Luo Ya and the others, and grabbed Luo Ya's hand who was walking forward with Zhang Bodai.
Due to inertia, Luo Ya almost fell backwards.
Luo Ya was a little puzzled, and then looked at Cheng Zixie. When he saw Cheng Zixie's face, Luo Ya's face that was still smiling suddenly turned into nothing. Become awkward and cold.
"You...let go."
Luo Ya didn't even dare to meet Cheng Zixie's eyes.
Cheng Zixie ignored Luo Ya's resistance.And when Zhang Bodai stepped forward to stop him with some displeasure, the impulsive and angry Cheng Zixie even pushed Zhang Bodai away forcefully.
Zhang Bodai was caught off guard for a moment, and accidentally fell to the ground.
Taking advantage of this gap, Cheng Zixie saw an empty car not far away, he quickly reached out and summoned a taxi, quickly pushed Luo Ya into the car, and told the driver the address of Luo Ya's home Finally, he looked at Zhang Bodai who stood up to chase after him, and Luo Ya who wanted to escape from the taxi, and the nameless fire in his heart burned more and more vigorously.
He even forgot where they were now, he ignored Luo Ya's resistance, grabbed Luo Ya's chin, and then resisted Luo Ya's resistance and kissed Luo Ya deeply.
Even though his tongue was bitten by Luo Ya, he didn't stop. He just learned his lesson and squeezed Luo Ya's face so that Luo Ya couldn't bite himself again.
Both the driver and Zhang Bodai were stunned, but the taxi driver came back to his senses and drove the car.
The smell of kisses is full of the taste of blood.
It smelled disgusting, logically Cheng Zixie felt pain, but Cheng Zixie cared more about Luo Ya's extreme resistance to him than the pain.
After finally separating their lips, Luo Ya glared at Cheng Zixie bitterly, his cheeks were slightly red, and there was a little mist in his eyes, as if he was about to cry.But with such an expression, it looks lustful.
They remained silent until the taxi arrived at Luo Ya's house, and Cheng Zixie felt a tingling pain on his tongue.
After paying less than twenty yuan for the car, Cheng Zixie grabbed Luo Ya who was resisting him, and then he tried to open the door with the key Luo Ya gave him before, but the door opened unexpectedly.
In the distance, he also saw another taxi driving towards here.
Probably Zhang Bodai.
Although there is no basis, Cheng Zixie firmly believes in it.
"Let go of me! I have nothing to do with you! Leave the key and stay away from me!"
Luo Ya didn't know whether it was crying or angry, all of this was just to irritate Cheng Zixie.
——Clearly liking me, but still dare to say such words, and dare to turn around and mess around with other men.
A bad idea flashed through Cheng Zixie's mind.
Even if he doesn't like Luo Ya, even if Luo Ya decides to give up, even if Ji Wei asks him to refuse Luo Ya and let Luo Ya go free, he doesn't intend to do so.
Since Luo Ya wants to be with that man, he will break them up.
No matter what he did, he would not let Luo Ya belong to anyone other than himself.
Cheng Zixie felt like he was going crazy, but he couldn't stop.
Pure possessiveness, but no liking factor, what kind of relationship is this?
This was the first time Cheng Zixie realized that he might not belong to the rational school.
He didn't care about Luo Ya's resistance, he pulled Luo Ya into the room, closed the door, and pressed Luo Ya's body against the door.
"From the first time, you were the one who tempted me. Now, you can only be with me, and I will not let you escape from my side. You say that I am good at everything, whether I am selfish or cruel. Well, I won't let you be with anyone."
"I don't want to. I have nothing to do with you! I don't want to see you, I don't want to have anything to do with you!"
Luo Ya kept shaking her head and struggling as if mad, but the reverse effect of the struggle was that Luo Ya was turned over by Cheng Zixie, untied her belt, and took off her pants.
Feeling a chill in her buttocks, Luo Ya was a little flustered.
"I...I don't want...I don't want to do this kind of thing with you again, don't..."
There was a sound of footsteps coming up the stairs.
"Even if you don't like me anymore and you like that man instead, it doesn't matter. I will lock you in this room and keep violating you until you become my dog."
As Cheng Zixie said that, he didn't even make any lubricating preparations for Luo Ya, so he untied his belt and stabbed his words into Luo Ya's body.
For Ji Wei, Cheng Zixieda knew from the very beginning that he could not get him, so he could not have any desire for monopoly at all, because that person would never belong to him.
The author has something to say: half dead orz to be a quiet salted fish
☆, 19, a humble luxury
As for Luo Ya, who was like a dog, who followed him non-stop in high school and was greedy for him after the reunion, Cheng Zixie never felt lost.Although they hadn't been in touch for a while, to Cheng Zixie, it was like raising a dog and letting it go.Now, he even understands Luo Ya's feelings for him, and he knows even more that Luo Ya has been faithfully being his dog for so many years.
Cheng Zixie didn't consciously realize it, or tried to keep her, because Luo Ya had always belonged to Cheng Zixie.Until now, Luo Ya decided to become someone else's dog.
"It hurts...it hurts...pull it, pull it out..."
Luo Ya started to cry, tears of pain left on her distorted face due to pain.The unwetted inner wall may or may not have cracked, it has shrunk badly.
Luo Ya felt pain and discomfort, and so did Cheng Zixie.
But he had absolutely no intention of pulling it out.
Whether it is giving Luo Ya pain or pain, he wants Luo Ya to never forget himself, and he wants Luo Ya to never belong to anyone other than himself.
There was a sudden knock on the door, and Zhang Bodai's voice came from outside.
"Luo Ya! Luo Ya, open the door! Luo Ya, are you okay!"
The man's anxious voice made Cheng Zixie's inferiority even worse. Cheng Zixie swayed his body, letting his hard object penetrate the dry intestine.
Luo Ya felt very painful, obviously very painful, but the inner wall was joyful as if she had obtained something she had been longing for for a long time.Obviously there is nothing else but pain, but the body responds inexplicably.
As if the liquid would be secreted automatically, the inside of Luo Ya's passageway began to become a little moist, and Cheng Zixie's thrusting became easier.
Cheng Zixie hugged his body many times, and Cheng Zixie knew it well.
He knew very well where Luo Ya felt, and where Luo Ya could make Luo Ya let out a charming cry.
"Cheng Zixie, please...no, don't...don't do it..."
Feeling his body began to react, Luo Ya began to fear, he heard Zhang Bodai's nervous calling outside.
Cheng Zixie didn't listen to Luo Ya's request. Rather, after hearing it, he wanted to make Luo Ya make lewd screams, and let the man outside the door know that the girl in his arms People can become very promiscuous because of themselves.
"You obviously like me very much. You have liked me since the first time I talked to you in high school."
Strangely, because of his anger, Cheng Zixie's mind began to become clearer.Things that I never noticed before, now start to come to my mind constantly.
He remembered that it was after that conversation that Luo Ya began to follow them.
It was obvious that Luo Ya's aisle tightened when he was guessed right, but his mouth was still yelling "No, I never liked you".
"Stop lying. If you admit it honestly, I can date you."
When Cheng Zixie finished speaking, he felt Luo Ya's body stiffen as he tried to resist.
——Acquaintance?Cheng Zixie with me?
For Luo Ya, getting along with Cheng Zixie has been his dream all these years.But when he thought that Cheng Zixie liked Ji Wei so much, Luo Ya couldn't believe that Cheng Zixie was really with him.
good.
How could that Cheng Zixie give up Ji Wei so easily and be with this self instead?
"I... um... I don't want... I, I'm already dating Bo Dai... And... I um... I don't like you at all, I hate you the most... Uh! Ahh... Don't ……Um……"
The feeling of lying made Luo Ya feel like his heart was being stabbed by a knife.
"Inside, let Luo Ya go quickly, or I will never let you go!"
The door was slammed, even through the door, Cheng Zixie could feel the anger of the person outside.But it's a pity that now Cheng Zixie's anger is no less than that of the other party.
Hearing Luo Ya's lie, Cheng Zixie inserted and pulled it out even harder, and there was a sound of water in the room.
"Obviously I like me very much..." Cheng Zixie turned Luo Ya over abruptly, hugged Luo Ya, and inserted Luo Ya's back against the door panel. "Tell me, if you really hate me the most, how can I make you feel so good about your body?"
Luo Ya's face was full of tears, looking pitiful.
"No... that's... that's... um... no, please don't..."
Luo Ya's plea was thrown aside by Cheng Zixie, what's more, Cheng Zixie even took out the headphone cable from his trousers pocket, and tied up the symbol of Luo Ya's affection.
That almost drove Loya crazy.
The swollen thing couldn't shoot out, not only that, Cheng Zixie also accelerated the rhythm, which made Luo Ya's body more sensitive.
——Why did Cheng Zixie do this?
Luo Ya began to think about this question constantly in his mind.
Luo Ya's voice became more and more high-pitched at the beginning, Luo Ya didn't know whether it was because she was too indulged in happiness or because Zhang Bodai was scared away by his voice, the sound of knocking on the door stopped.
"It's so uncomfortable... Please... untie... untie..."
Luo Ya didn't know why the tears shed because of sadness and pain at the beginning, and why they shed now.
His mind began to become chaotic, everything in his mind seemed to have turned into a paste, and Luo Ya could no longer think.
"If you want me to let go, tell me that you like me and that you will only be with me in the future."
Cheng Zixie, who was completely merciless, kept stabbing, hitting Luo Ya's sensitive points again and again, and even his voice seemed to be one of the factors that drove Luo Ya crazy.
"No... ah... um..."
The only resistance also began to weaken slowly, the urge to be happy in Luo Ya's mind urged Luo Ya to quickly do what Cheng Zixie said.
"If you don't say it, it will be tied until you say it."
Cheng Zixie, who had no intention of letting go at all, even grabbed Luo Ya's hand behind Luo Ya's back to untie the earphone cable.
Don't say it, can't say it, I don't want to like this person who makes me miserable anymore.
Humble love has given enough...
but……
So sad.
I really want to be liberated quickly...
When Cheng Zixie stabbed to the deepest point again, a string in Luo Ya's mind seemed to be broken.
"I... um... I like... like you... From now on... um... um... um, I will only... be with... and you... So, um... untie... ...Please, untie..."
——Zhang Bodai...is he still outside?
——Having said that...will it be a hellish abyss waiting for me?
——In the future...will he still be able to get relief from this pain called Cheng Zixie?
Accompanied by the pleasure of ejaculation, Luo Ya thought drowsily in his mind.
There was a burst of heat and wetness in the corridor, and immediately, Luo Ya was gently placed on the ground by Cheng Zixie, and then hugged in his arms.
Luo Ya heard footsteps on the stairs, and the footsteps became farther and farther away.
All were heard by Zhang Bodai.
Will be looked down upon?
In the future, how should I face him?
He obviously agreed to date Zhang Bodai, but he still did this kind of thing with other men in front of Zhang Bodai, and even compromised shamelessly for the sake of happiness.
Cheng Zixie hurt himself deeply, and what he did to Zhang Bodai now may not be inferior to Cheng Zixie.
"You are too much."
Luo Ya started to sob, ignoring the white turbid liquid that slowly flowed out to the ground from behind, Luo Ya beat Cheng Zixie's chest vigorously.
"You obviously don't like me, but when you see that I want to find my happiness, you come to sabotage me."
Cheng Zixie was severely beaten by Luo Ya, and Luo Ya's painful heart seemed to be conveyed from Luo Ya's fist.Cheng Zixie didn't stop Luo Ya, but let Luo Ya keep beating him.
He felt that he had done a very bad thing, but he had no regrets.
"You're not going to like me at all."
"Even so, I still want you. I don't want to see you with a man other than me, even a woman."
The inexplicable desire for monopoly, Cheng Zixie also felt that he was inexplicable.
"At first, I fell in love with you because you were gentle, but after I fell in love with you, I realized that you are not gentle at all. Obviously you are very gentle to Ji Wei, but you are only cruel to me."
Luo Ya's face became a little dirty, with tears and snot, but the sad Luo Ya couldn't take care of it. In the end, Cheng Zixie helplessly wiped Luo Ya's face clean with his sleeve.
"I do still like Ji Wei, but I am serious about not wanting to hand you over to anyone. If you don't promise to break up with that man and stay with me, I will really put you in this room and let you out forever don't go."
"Why? You obviously don't like me..."
Luo Ya's tears were still flowing, but every time his tears fell, Cheng Zixie would wipe them away for him.
Cheng Zixie hugged Luo Ya's body and it hurt, but for some reason, Luo Ya didn't feel disgusted.
"Be possessive, obviously I don't have possessive desire for Ji Wei."
Cheng Zixie chuckled as if mocking himself, while Luo Ya froze when he heard this.
He thought about whether Cheng Zixie would fall in love with him in the future, and then he put his arms around the waist of this man who was gently wiping his tears.
so warm...
It would be great if... Cheng Zixie could fall in love with her.
Thinking of this, Luo Ya sniffled lightly.
"I don't expect you to forget your feelings for Ji Wei right away, but I hope, if possible... you can fall in love with me more or less, just a little bit."
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☆, 20, a little bit of mood
After that, Luo Ya almost went to the university with the feeling that she would be ignored by Zhang Bodai.
However, to his surprise, although Zhang Bodai had a bad complexion, he still wished him happiness, and he did not forget to express that if Luo Ya really couldn't bear the pain, he would continue to accept Luo Ya.Before that, he was still Luo Ya's good friend.
For Zhang Bodai's caring and gentleness, Luo Ya was so moved that he wanted to cry, but he held back.Because he knew that if he cried, it would only trouble Zhang Bodai.And knowing that Luo Ya was finally able to watch the clouds and see the moon, Liang Yiqing was not stingy in expressing his joy and offered to invite Luo Ya to dinner.
Luo Ya looked at Liang Yiqing and Zhang Yingge like that, and they seemed to have reconciled as before.
And two months after Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie started dating, Luo Ya was forced by Cheng Zixie to live in Cheng Zixie's house, and at the same time returned his own small run-down house with extremely cheap rent.
Luo Ya didn't know if this was a relationship, because they didn't mention that it was a relationship, but as if they had acquiesced, the two began to have a relationship similar to lovers.
Originally, Luo Ya insisted on living in his small dilapidated house.
Although Cheng Zixie was not very happy, he still followed Luo Ya.But most of the days, Cheng Zixie would come to live with Luo Ya.
Luo Ya thought that maybe Cheng Zixie was worried that he would steal it.
Luo Ya didn't solve the misunderstanding about him "sleeping with many men, and looking for men everywhere if he is not satisfied".Although he planned to explain at first, he felt that it would be a bit silly for him to mention it for no reason.Later, coupled with Cheng Zixie's behavior that seemed to be very important, Luo Ya decided not to speak.
He thought that even if he didn't say it, it shouldn't affect their relationship with each other.
Probably during the few days when Cheng Zixie was busy with university projects and couldn't come to Luo Ya's house, Luo Ya was in a daze and forgot to dry his hair, and just went to bed with wet hair. He was already weak and ended up on the second day Just a little high temperature.But Luo Ya only thought that she had a cold and dizziness, so she didn't pay much attention.As a result, when Luo Ya knew that he had a fever, he was already in a state of persistent high fever.
A person who was unable to take care of himself and planned to go to the hospital, he fainted in the entrance before he walked out of the door of the room.
If you just fell down like that, you might die.
Not long after Luo Ya fainted from thinking this way, Cheng Zixie, who was a little worried and forgot about Luo Ya's house, found Luo Ya lying at the entrance.
Cheng Zixie, who took Luo Ya to the nearest hospital to see a doctor, stayed with Luo Ya for a day and a night.After hanging the water, Cheng Zixie stayed by Luo Ya's side to care for her
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