gentle him

It's not the same here, although it's not Luo Ya's usual style, but I have to say that Liang Yiqing's vision is still very good, the clothes he picked really look good on Luo Ya.

I don't know if what Zhuang Yiqing said about having a part-time job is to not be a light bulb or if he really has a part-time job. Zhuang Yiqing took the initiative to go out, and Luo Ya stayed at home alone, slightly nervously waiting for Cheng Zixie Come pick yourself up.

About half an hour after Liang Yiqing left, there was a knock on Luo Ya's door.

Unable to conceal his joy, Luo Ya raised his head and trotted to open the door. The moment he saw Cheng Zixie's face, his heart was beating like a stimulant.

"Are you ready?"

Cheng Zixie looked at Luo Ya, and Luo Ya didn't know if he had noticed that the clothes he was wearing were newly bought.

"Um."

Luo Ya nodded slightly, and he smiled at Cheng Zixie.

How long has it been since he smiled at Cheng Zixie from the bottom of his heart like this?

"Is Liu Yiqing here?"

Cheng Zixie looked into the room, but there was no figure of Liang Yiqing.

"He said he was going to work today and left more than half an hour ago."

After Luo Ya answered softly, Cheng Zixie nodded lightly, and it was unclear what he was thinking.

"Then let's go."

As Cheng Zixie said, he took Luo Ya's hand.

Luo Ya didn't know whether Cheng Zixie's action was intentional or not, but it was an undeniable fact that his heartbeat accelerated violently because of this seemingly unintentional action.

Praying that Cheng Zixie would not find him nervous, Luo Ya followed Cheng Zixie to a living square.

What they do is actually no different from ordinary couples.After buying a movie ticket, I went to the cinema to watch the latest and very popular movie, and then wandered aimlessly in the mall without buying anything, just watching it boringly.

It was almost noon, and Luo Ya followed Cheng Zixie to a restaurant that Cheng Zixie had already decided on for dinner.

The food in that restaurant is delicious, maybe I can introduce it to Mu Yiqing and the others next time.

Feeling so happy that she didn't even have a sense of reality, Luo Ya wondered if she was still in a dream.

Carefully, without being noticed by Cheng Zixie, he lightly bit his lip, feeling the pain, which proved that he was not dreaming.

"...Before, I never thought that I could get along with you like this."

Luo Ya unconsciously spoke her heart.What he said made Cheng Zixie look at him.

"I'm about the same size as you."

Although he didn't want to say that, Cheng Zixie knew that even if he told a lie, Luo Ya probably wouldn't believe it.

"Originally, Ji Wei has always been the center of my life, but now I feel like I have an extra you."

Maybe Cheng Zixie didn't have any special meaning for the plain words, but to Luo Ya, these words were like saying that Luo Ya seemed to have a little bit of weight in his heart.

Luo Ya couldn't help but feel very happy.

"...to me... I feel... a little unreal."

Luo Ya vaguely said something that Cheng Zixie didn't quite understand, and Cheng Zixie was obviously motioning for Luo Ya to explain, but Luo Ya just passed it off with a light smile.

"You now……"

Just when Luo Ya was about to speak, Cheng Zixie's phone rang.

"Feel sorry."

Cheng Zixie said to Luo Ya, and then answered the phone.

Just after pressing the call button, a scream rang from the phone, and even Luo Ya heard it.

The owner of the voice is Ji Wei.

"Zixie! Help..."

Ji Wei's wailing made Cheng Zixie's relaxed expression suddenly become very stiff. No, it's more nervous than stiff.

"What’s wrong with you?"

"Stop talking... I forgot the subject assigned by the old man, and I skipped class yesterday... As a result, he told me that I should rush out to him before class tomorrow, or my class will definitely be dismissed... So you Come and save me!"

Hearing this, Cheng Zixie frowned slightly.

"But I'm outside now..."

"If you don't come back and help me, I'm going to die! You don't want to see me being fooled either..."

Ji Wei's voice became so pitiful that even Luo Ya couldn't help but feel soft-hearted.

"..."

Cheng Zixie was silent, and Luo Ya selfishly hoped that Cheng Zixie would not go.He knows it's not good for him, but...

"...I see. Wait for me for a while, and I'll rush to your house right away."

Next, Luo Ya stopped listening to what was said on the phone.

"Sorry, I have to rush to Ji Wei's place, he needs me to help him with something urgent."

"……Um."

Luo Ya really wanted to maintain the smile on his face, but unfortunately, he couldn't.

"Then... are you still coming to my house tonight?"

"I won't come. Maybe things at Ji Wei's place will be very late."

Cheng Zixie said calmly, and then put the money on the table.

"If you're done eating, take it to the bill. I'll be leaving first."

"...Aren't you afraid of me... find someone else to accompany me?"

Although this was not Luo Ya's original intention, Luo Ya seemed to be testing Cheng Zixie. He looked up at Cheng Zixie who stood up.

Cheng Zixie didn't reply, he just frowned slightly, and then walked away without saying a word.

Looking at the money Cheng Zixie left on the table, he wanted to cry, but in fact, he really couldn't stop his tears from crying.

Although the matter of Ji Wei is indeed not a small matter, but seeing Cheng Zixie attaching so much importance to him, Luo Ya seemed to be caught in everything he thought in his heart, and everything seemed to be imagined by himself.

In fact, Cheng Zixie doesn't pay much attention to him. In fact, Cheng Zixie doesn't care about him at all. Maybe when Ji Wei doesn't need Cheng Zixie, Cheng Zixie just goes to pass the loneliness in his heart. Once there is conflict with Ji Wei's affairs , I am nothing.

Luo Ya once thought about whether Cheng Zixie was very concerned about going out to find men, and even mistakenly thought that he had a certain weight in Cheng Zixie's heart.

But he was wrong.

In fact, Cheng Zixie didn't care at all.

When he heard himself say that, he didn't even express much, just turned around and walked away indifferently.

With such an obvious reaction, Luo Ya is neither blind nor foolish, of course he clearly understands the meaning of it.

Cheng Zixie doesn't care.

Compared with Ji Wei's most important matter, whether he will have promiscuous sex is more important or not, and there is no need to think about it.

Why do I like such an excessive man?

If I can fall in love with other men, other women, as long as they are able to like themselves, how good would that be?

I don't want to love someone who will never love me like this again.

The excuses he gave himself were all self-deception.

It doesn't matter if it's just a physical relationship, but the facts have proved that he really cares a lot.

Feeling tired, Luo Ya didn't know how long he would have to suffer if he wanted to continue to cling to Cheng Zixie.

Ji Wei's position in Cheng Zixie's heart will probably never change.Similarly, his insignificant weight in Cheng Zixie's heart remained the same as before and would not change.

In this case, then... what is the point of him continuing to be persistent?

Luo Ya asked herself.

Nothing but sadness, nothing but pain.

The happiness that can be felt in a moment is actually just a pavement for the deeper and more painful pain in the future. Those are just illusions.

"It's time... to really give up."

Luo Ya really wanted to hate Ji Wei, really wanted to hate Ji Wei, but he couldn't do it.

Ji Wei is a good person, even if he ruthlessly severed the contact with each other, Ji Wei will still be kind, and as always, want to have a good relationship with him and continue to be friends.

Facing him like this, Luo Ya couldn't hate him at all, let alone hate him.

good.

Ji Wei is not wrong.

Cheng Zixie was not wrong either.

Feelings cannot be forced.

It is force majeure for Cheng Zixie to like Shang Ji Wei, just as it is force majeure for him to like Cheng Zixie.

What I did wrong was myself.

I did it wrong from the beginning.If he hadn't fallen in love with Cheng Zixie at that time, if he hadn't misunderstood Cheng Zixie's gentleness towards him at that time, if he hadn't found out that Cheng Zixie liked Ji Wei, if he had just kept making mistakes like this, and kept going on without knowing anything ,That's good.

Luo Ya wiped her face, but the tears couldn't stop flowing, staining Luo Ya's newly bought clothes.

Maybe it was because Luo Ya was crying so miserably that everyone around him was looking at him.Noticing that the people around him seemed to be looking at her, although Luo Ya couldn't stop the urge to cry, she also knew that staying any longer would only make others think she was a weirdo.

Then he called the waiter to check out, and a man walked out of the store as if in a daze, called a taxi and went home.

After returning home, Luo Ya, who originally thought that there would be no one at home, let his tears fall, but when he was asked "Why are you crying", he realized that Liang Yiqing had returned home.

Unstoppable tears, unstoppable grievance, unstoppable sadness, Luo Ya told everything to Liang Yiqing.

Liang Yiqing just listened silently, then he became angry and scolded Cheng Zixie bloody.

However, because Luo Ya knew it wasn't Cheng Zixie's fault, he couldn't turn this sadness into anger at all.

"So... I'm already planning to give up."

Luo Ya lowered her head, her voice a little hoarse.

"Of course I have to give up!" Liang Yiqing said indignantly while pulling out a tissue to help wipe Luo Ya's crying face. "This kind of rotten man, of course we have to get rid of him! There is no grass anywhere in the world, why hang him on this rotten tree. Go ask Zhu Jing to hold another fellowship, this time you will definitely find it The one you like!...Ah...I almost forgot...you are gay...so, you can't like girls, right?"

Mu Yiqing's expression looked a little stiff and awkward.

Luo Ya unconsciously showed a wry smile, an ugly wry smile.

"It's...not counting. Because the only person I like is Cheng Zixie, so...whether...I don't know. But, I hope to find someone who can fall in love with me, be it a man or a woman, It’s really not that much of a request.”

Luo Ya's request made Liang Yiqing feel distressed.

"It's okay." Liang Yiqing said, he hugged Luo Ya gently, patted Luo Ya on the back like coaxing a child and said, "You are very kind, and you are also very gentle. In this In the world, people like you are the most popular, so there must be someone who can really like you, and make you like him too."

So gentle.

Luo Ya sniffed lightly.

Luo Ya didn't know where his gentleness was. In his own opinion, he was just a gloomy man.But Mu Yiqing said that she was very gentle.

Whether this is really the case, Luo Ya doesn't know.

but……

In response to holding her hand, Luo Ya nodded slightly.

——I'm so glad.To be able to meet such gentle people and to be friends with such gentle people.

Afterwards, probably because Liang Yiqing took advantage of Luo Ya's changing clothes to take a bath and informed other people, Zhu Jing and Zhang Bodai came to Luo Ya's house not long after.The reason why I didn't see Zhang Yingge was probably because there was a conflict between Liang Yiqinghuan and Zhang Yingge, so I didn't contact him.

"It's just a broken relationship, don't be so sad! Ruo Shui Sanqian is inexhaustible, if you want to open it up, I'll take you out to catch girls!"

Luo Ya couldn't help laughing at Zhu Jing's amusing and joyful statement.

But for some reason, Luo Ya always felt that Zhang Bodai's expression was a little weird.

"Zhu Jing, aren't you afraid that your girlfriend will be jealous?"

"Stop joking, who is my girlfriend? She is super considerate. I'm here to accompany my brother. Of course she won't mind."

Zhu Jing said, then grabbed Luo Ya's hand suddenly and planned to rush out, but was stopped by Zhang Bodai immediately.

"Luo Ya and you are not the same kind of people. You are probably planning to strike up a conversation on the street, right? Luo Ya can't do such a thing."

Although Luo Ya wanted to refute, what Zhang Bodai said was indeed true.

Asking him to strike up a conversation with a stranger rashly, to put it bluntly, to pick up a girl, this is really too difficult, and it is completely unsuitable for the introverted Luo Ya.

"...Let's...don't do that. I can't do it..."

"That's right. Don't talk about Luo Ya, Zhu Jing, you are so flamboyant that you have never succeeded in striking up a conversation, and you still want to pull Luo Ya into the water. It takes a handsome man like Zhang Bodai to do such a thing. , you...hehe."

Liang Yiqing said with some sarcasm, leaving Zhu Jing speechless for a while.

There's no way, who told Liang Yiqing to tell the truth.

"Anyway, everyone rests, why don't we go out and play around, how about doing something you haven't done before?"

Mu Yiqing suggested so.

"Hmm... It feels good too. Since Luo Ya is broken in love, why don't you accompany Luo Ya to do things that Luo Ya hasn't done?"

"Eh?"

Luo Ya was taken aback by Zhu Jing's proposal, and it was precisely because of this that he temporarily put his grief behind him.

"I...my that..."

"So, tell me about the places you haven't been to, the things you haven't done?"

I don't know if it's Luo Ya's illusion, but Luo Ya always feels that Liang Yiqing's eyes are shining.

"There should be a lot...but..."

"Speaking of which, Luo Ya, your face shape is very good."

Just when Luo Ya hesitated and didn't know what to say, Liang Yiqing changed the topic, and then switched to a topic that didn't match the original topic at all.

"What do you mean... um!"

Before Luo Ya could finish his sentence, his face was held tightly by Liu Yiqing whose eyes were shining brightly.

"You don't wear women's clothing, do you?"

--what?

Luo Ya was stunned, and Zhang Bodai and Zhu Jing were also stunned.

——What is Liang Yiqing talking about?

Luo Ya couldn't turn his head around for a moment, he stared blankly at Liang Yiqing who was beckoning him to answer the question, and after a long while, he nodded.

"Wear...have you ever worn...generally...men wear women's clothing...rarely?"

Luo Ya saw the smirk on Liang Yiqing's face.

"I have a great place to take you, and you can try things you haven't tried before!"

Luo Ya knew that what Liang Yiqing was referring to was that he didn't wear women's clothing.

"But... but... I, uh..." Luo Ya thought for a long time, and finally said the excuse: "I don't have women's clothes..."

"You don't have to worry about that, I have it."

While talking, Zhuang Yiqing dug out a big bag from a corner, just like that, Zhuang Yiqing carried the big bag, and then rushed into the bathroom with Luo Ya.

But Zhu Jing and Zhang Bodai were still stunned and unable to recover.

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☆, 16, Well, I am tired when Luo Ya is tired ==

Luo Ya didn't know why Liang Yiqing had women's clothing, nor did she know when Liang Yiqing hid the women's clothing in her home.

When he came back to his senses, Liang Yiqing had already taken off his clothes.

Almost unable to resist, Luo Ya was finally put on women's clothing by Liang Yiqing, and even put on makeup.

Luo Ya never knew that Liang Yiqing could make up.

"Okay, let's see, how is it?"

Mu Yiqing finally stopped what he was doing, and gently pushed Luo Ya's shoulder, who had closed his eyes because of resignation.

When Luo Ya heard this, he looked at himself in the mirror.

In the mirror, it was a very beautiful woman.

Although it seems to be very weak, but it is very beautiful.

Luo Ya could hardly believe that it was her.

"Pretty isn't it?"

Liang Yiqing smiled triumphantly, as if he had seen through Luo Ya's thoughts.

Before Luo Ya could speak, Ling Yiqing brought him in front of Zhang Bodai and the others, showing off his masterpiece as if showing off.

Under everyone's exclamation, they chatted for a while, and then Liang Yiqing took them out.

Along the way, many eyes turned to Luo Ya, and they were eyes of admiration.

They hung around outside for a while, and when it was around six o'clock, Liang Yiqing took them to a shop that looked like a bar.

Although it looks like a bar, it is not as chaotic as a bar, and although it is two or three o'clock in the afternoon, there are already many customers in the store.

"What are you doing here?"

Luo Ya looked around and saw that the arrangement was very beautiful, and some of the women who accompanied the wine were greeting Liang Yiqing as if they were very acquainted with each other.

"Hmm... a public relations place? Where I work part-time."

Mu Yiqing said briefly, and then ran to a corner on his own.

"Just order whatever you want today, I'm treating you."

Mu Yiqing said generously, and then called the waiter.Although they knew that Luo Ya didn't know how to drink, they still desperately ordered a lot of wine.Maybe it's because she hoped that Luo Ya would get drunk and forget everything.

Although Luo Ya knew their intentions, Luo Ya still chose the drink with the lowest alcohol content.

He knew that it might not be that simple to forget.

If he could forget just by being drunk, then he would have been able to let go of it easily.

Now, although he intends to forget, he doesn't want to paralyze himself with this kind of method like taking medicine.

"I'm going to the toilet."

After a while, Luo Ya stood up feeling the urge to urinate, and after asking Liang Yiqing where the toilet was, he walked towards the toilet alone.

What I have to say is that this place is very beautiful, and the atmosphere is also very good, just...

Luo Ya was a little curious about what Liang Yiqing was doing here.

Looking around, he didn't see any male staff, whether they were in public relations, waiters, or the people at the bar, all of them were women.

Could it be that Liang Yiqing was in logistics?

Luo Ya walked into the men's and women's shared bathroom in doubt. After a while, when he came out, two men stood in front of the bathroom and stopped him.

"Uh...excuse me, may I ask...what's the matter?"

Luo Ya asked timidly.

"That..." A man said, and suddenly grabbed Luo Ya's hand excitedly, and he gave Luo Ya a jump. "Yes, can you tell me... what is your name?"

The man's face was very red, Luo Ya was not a fool, he knew what the man meant when he came to talk to him.

"...Uh, no...sorry, that...I, I'm a man, so that..."

Luo Ya originally thought that the man would give up if he said so.But the man didn't do that, instead he smiled shyly.

"I know. But I think you are beautiful, even if you are a man, I think I still like you very much."

The man's hand holding Luo Ya was very strong, and Luo Ya could vaguely feel the sweat from the man's hand.

"Huh? Why...why do you...you know?"

Luo Ya was startled. Compared to being confessed by a strange man, he was more surprised by the reason why a man knew his true gender.

"Don't you know?" The man looked surprised. "You're wearing a black flower belt, so that means you're a man disguised as a woman, and you're looking for a partner."

Luo Ya was stunned.

He has absolutely no idea.

Luo Ya only put on the wristband because Liang Yiqing said he wanted to wear it. He never thought that this different wristband had such a meaning at all.

"Hold...Sorry!" Luo Ya wanted to pull out her hand in a panic, but the man's hand was too strong, Luo Ya couldn't pull out her hand. "I'm really sorry, I don't know at all... that... please, please let me go."

The man seemed to want to say something, but he still held Luo Ya's hand tightly, as if he wanted to say something.

At this moment, a hand reached out and grabbed the man's wrist.

Luo Ya looked along that wrist, it was Zhang Bodai.

"What do you want from him?"

Zhang Bodai's eyes were not angry but prestige, the man let go of his hand all of a sudden because of his timidity.

"I... I just wanted to talk to him..."

Luo Ya saw a man standing on the other side shaking his head and sighing helplessly.

"Since it's all right, let's go."

Zhang Bodai let go of the man's wrist, and grabbed Luo Ya's instead.

"Go change your clothes. You should be able to wear Mukui's clothes."

Zhang Bodai handed Luo Ya a bag containing men's clothing.

Luo Ya originally wanted to ask Zhang Bodai where he got Liang Yiqing's clothes, but then he thought that this is the place where Liang Yiqing worked, and it was not surprising that there would be a replacement of Liang Yiqing's clothes.

Luo Ya took the clothes from Zhang Bodai and walked into the toilet again.After a while, Luo Ya walked out of the toilet wearing Liang Yiqing's clothes.

"let's go."

Zhang Bodai took Luo Ya's bag containing women's clothing, then grabbed Luo Ya's hand, and walked out of the shop without saying a word as if sulking.

"Uh, why don't we just leave like this? Go talk to Mu Yiqing and the others?"

Luo Ya looked back, but Zhang Bodai had no intention of returning.

"No need. Yiqing has already been taken back by Ying Ge, and Zhu Jing has also gone back."

"How does Zhang Yingge know we're here?"

"I texted him."

Zhang Bodai spoke quietly, because Zhang Bodai didn't seem to be in a very happy mood, so Luo Ya was too embarrassed to talk to her again.

Just like that, the two of them walked back to Luo Ya's house silently.

Luo Ya took out the key, and when he was about to ask Zhang Bodai if he wanted to go in and sit for a while, Zhang Bodai suddenly reached out and grabbed Luo Ya's two arms.

"What... what's wrong?"

Luo Ya was startled, he stared blankly at Zhang Bodai.

"Xiao Yiqing said that you are broken in love, is it... what did that man do to you?"

That man was referring to Cheng Zixie.

Luo Ya is clear.

The things that I had finally put aside for a while, flooded into my mind at this moment, and Luo Ya's expression suddenly became bitter.

"...He...is not wrong."

"What is nothing wrong? He made you so sad! Since I met you, although you feel very weak and worrying, I have never seen you so painful, so sad, and even crying. It looks red. But since he appeared, I haven't seen you happy."

Being stared at by Zhang Bodai with such serious eyes, Luo Ya somehow did not dare to look directly into his eyes.Therefore, Luo Ya gently turned his head away.

"He's not wrong...he just, doesn't like me. It's not his fault at all."

Luo Ya didn't cry, but the weeping expression made people feel more distressed than crying.

Zhang Bodai was silent.

"He, like me, likes someone who will never like me. He didn't blame that person. Similarly, I can't blame him. There is no right or wrong in emotional matters, and where can I force it?"

Luo Ya reached out and gently pulled Zhang Bodai's hand away from her arm, then turned around, intending to open the door.

"Would you like to come in and sit for a while?"

Before he finished speaking, Luo Ya who had just taken out the key was suddenly embraced by Zhang Bodai from behind. The sudden movement made the key in Luo Ya's hand fall to the ground, and there was a crisp sound of metal objects colliding. .

"Forget about a man like that. I know you don't like me. Maybe you will only treat me as a friend regardless of the past, present, or future, but...give me a chance to make you feel loved. The feeling of love."

Zhang Bodai's body temperature was transmitted to Luo Ya through his clothes.

Luo Ya even felt that she could feel Zhang Bodai's beating heartbeat.

——Zhang Bodai... like me?

Luo Ya's eyes widened, unable to react for a moment.

"I like you, I have liked you since we were friends. But... I couldn't express it, because I didn't know if you would like me as a man, so when I knew When you can like a man, I am very happy, but I am also very disappointed."

Luo Ya could understand Zhang Bodai's feelings.

Because, to him, this is similar to how he felt when he fell in love with Cheng Zixie.

in case……

If I agree to the confession of this man who says he likes me and wants to make me feel loved, will I become happy from now on?

Luo Ya's hands were trembling slightly.

Luo Ya didn't want to be on the lover's side anymore.

Because the lover is too tired, it makes him feel tired and miserable.

If it was the man who was hugging himself now, and his breathing became disordered because he was not sure whether the confession would be accepted, maybe it would really make him feel happy, maybe he would really not make himself suffer anymore, would not let himself feel tired.

because……

Zhang Bodai is really a gentle person.

Different from Cheng Zixie's gentle appearance.

Zhang Bodai's tenderness comes from the heart.

Luo Ya took a deep breath.

"If...you don't mind me who may only regard you as a friend now..." Luo Ya heard her voice trembling. "Maybe, I can't fall in love with you right away, but... I will try hard."

When Luo Ya said these words, Luo Ya felt that the only thread between herself and Cheng Zixie was about to be broken.

The ecstatic man behind him turned Luo Ya around, and slowly approached Luo Ya with the same handsome face.

That's the vibe of kissing.

Although Luo Ya wanted to push away, he also knew that if he did so, he would hurt Zhang Bodai, so he didn't dodge, but closed his eyes, trembling slightly.

When his lips touched, he felt a temperature similar to Cheng Zixie's.

Obviously, the person who kissed him tenderly and treated him like a fragile object was Zhang Bodai and not Cheng Zixie, but Luo Ya couldn't help thinking that it was Cheng Zixie who was kissing him.

If Zhang Bodai knew about this kind of thing, what would he think?

"I thought you were joking, but I didn't expect you to be very skilled, and you found a man right away to relieve your loneliness."

Hearing a piercing and cold voice not far away, Luo Ya suddenly opened his eyes, and out of the corner of his eyes, standing there was Cheng Zixie.

Luo Ya subconsciously wanted to push Zhang Bodai away, but Zhang Bodai grabbed Luo Ya's hand and pulled Luo Ya into his arms.

Cheng Zixie seemed to be in a bad mood right now.

Luo Ya could see it.

"...I never joked." Luo Ya felt a little ugly, he signaled to Zhang Bodai that he was fine, then he picked up the key on the ground and handed it to Zhang Bodai, "You go inside and wait for me, I will come in later .”

Zhang Bodai was a little worried, but because Luo Ya's eyes were pleading, Zhang Bodai finally compromised.

"I've told you since you left that I would go find a man. I'm not kidding. I thought you acquiesced." Luo Ya's mouth curled into a smile, "I was already suspecting that you were It's not that you're getting bored with our relationship. It turns out you don't really care, does it?"

"That doesn't mean you can find any man, right? We have an agreement, don't we?"

What Cheng Zixie said made Luo Ya feel sad.

"That's just when you are with me, I don't go to others. But you are not with me, it doesn't mean I can't go to it, right? You and I are just friends with benefits. There is no rule in the world. It is stipulated that there can only be one person who can be a friend with benefits?"

I really hope that Cheng Zixie can deny that they are not friends with benefits, I hope Cheng Zixie can say that he has an exclusive desire for Luo Ya.

If he can say that.

Luo Ya thought, maybe he couldn't help but decide to continue this relationship.

But Cheng Zixie didn't, Cheng Zixie was silent.

"Besides... Now it's not easy for someone to jump out and say that he likes me. Isn't that great? I want to be liked, and I want to feel happy. Is there anything wrong with that? With you, you What else can you give me besides pleasure? There is nothing at all, isn’t it?”

As Luo Ya spoke, he felt his eyes a little sore.He blinked hard, trying not to let the tears flow.

Cheng Zixie didn't even lie.

Luo Ya knew her position in his heart, but after talking about it, he still couldn't bear it.

"For you, this kind of obligatory sex doesn't make much sense, does it? Isn't it a kind of torture for you to hold someone you don't like? You also have to keep on like a stallion Satisfy me, lest I be dissatisfied with my desires. This kind of relationship is nothing but pain to you or to me. Since it is pain, it is not a bad thing for everyone to end it as soon as possible.”

Cheng Zixie still didn't speak, his reaction completely disappointed Luo Ya.

"Why don't you stop being like this? Since you've liked Ji Wei for so many years, how about mustering up the courage to confess to him? I think Ji Wei won't discriminate against you no matter what. After all... he is such a person..."

Luo Ya deliberately pulled out an expression that didn't suit him, and after speaking, he turned around and planned to go back to the house.

"Don't come to me anymore. I can't be friends with the man I slept with, and... I won't need any friends with benefits to satisfy me anymore."

After Luo Ya finished speaking, Cheng Zixie grabbed his hand.

Turning around, what Luo Ya saw was Cheng Zixie's hesitant expression.

He didn't intend to say what Luo Ya wanted to hear at all.

"let me go."

Luo Ya vigorously swung Cheng Zixie's hand away, and at that moment, he saw a hurt look on Cheng Zixie's face.

His heart ached slightly, Luo Ya was a little flustered, he ran into the room and closed the door ruthlessly.

The door was banged and slammed, but Luo Ya didn't respond, his back was against the door, and his heart was beating violently.Finally, the knocking on the door stopped, and the sound of Cheng Zixie leaving could be heard outside.Luo Ya breathed a sigh of relief, but more like a sigh of disappointment, then closed her eyes, slid down the door, and fell to the ground.

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☆, 17, unrequited love full stop

Cheng Zixie thought he didn't like Luo Ya.

But when he saw Luo Ya being hugged and kissed by another man, Cheng Zixi was so angry that he was going crazy.He didn't even know how he restrained the urge to rush up and beat up that man.

"It seems that there will be a national holiday in a few days. It just so happens that my affairs here have come to an end. Do you want to ask Luo Ya to come out to play?"

Because of Cheng Zixie's help, Ji Wei, who was finally saved from failing the exam, spoke, but Cheng Zixie didn't listen to Ji Wei's words.Seeing Cheng Zixie like this, Ji Wei stuck the ice cola in his hand to Cheng Zixie's face.The cold touch made Cheng Zixie's body tremble.

"Wow! What are you doing?"

Cheng Zixie looked at Ji Wei who was smiling foolishly in surprise.

"It's not because you're in a daze. What's the matter? Are you restless again? It feels like you've been in a daze recently. Are you okay?"

Ji Wei asked Cheng Zixie worriedly, and then Cheng Zixie noticed that his portion of French fries seemed to be eaten up by Ji Wei.

"It's okay. It's just... something happened, but you don't have to worry."

Ji Wei looked at Cheng Zixie suspiciously, half-believing.

"By the way, what do you think of the opinion I just said?"

"What opinion?"

Cheng Zixie wasn't listening at all.

It has been almost a week since he ran into that incident from Luo Ya's house, and Cheng Zixie couldn't calm down.From time to time, things about Luo Ya would come to mind.

At first it was Luo Ya who was shy when she was hugged by her, and then she was hugged by another man