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Feeling the tenderness that she had never felt before, Luo Ya was so happy that she shed tears without knowing it.
After seeing the doctor, he learned that the frail Luo Ya not only had a fever and a cold, but also suffered from malnutrition. Cheng Zixie, who needed to pay more attention to his nutritional intake, made the final decision to forcibly treat Luo Ya to his younger brother. The broken house is many times bigger than the house inside.
Firstly, it is convenient for Cheng Zixie to go back every day, and secondly, there are kitchen and other rooms where Cheng Zixie can take good care of Luo Ya's body.
When Cheng Zixie came to this conclusion, even he was taken aback by himself.
Maybe, I value Luo Ya very much.
Unable to resist the process of Zixie, Luo Ya finally decided to live together with Cheng Zixie under the speculation of Liang Yiqing and Ji Wei.
When Cheng Zixie asked why Luo Ya refused to live with him, Luo Ya didn't dare to speak her mind at all, but just randomly found an excuse that was inferior and would make Cheng Zixie happy-because cohabitation would make her feel happy. Makes me feel shy.
And the more important reason is that Luo Ya still can't fully trust Cheng Zixie.
He knows that Cheng Zixie still likes Ji Wei, even if Cheng Zixie attaches great importance to himself and cares about him, he still cannot replace Ji Wei's position.He can't guarantee that their relationship will last forever.Maybe one day, Cheng Zihui told himself that he didn't want to be with him anymore.
If you don't stay together, maybe the injury will be smaller.
Although Luo Ya felt that he should not think so, but he couldn't restrain himself.
It was the first time to go to the house rented by Cheng Zixie. The house was so clean that it was impossible to imagine that it was a boy's room.There is also the kitchen, which looks like it has been used a lot.There are two rooms in the house, one can be seen as Cheng Zixie's bedroom, and the other small room looks like it has been used, but the usage rate seems to be infrequent.
Generally speaking, the house rented by Cheng Zi is too big for him alone.In a location with convenient transportation, renting such a large house must cost a lot.But this is probably nothing to Cheng Zixie's family, because Cheng Zixie's family is quite rich.
Even though Luo Ya never deliberately cared about it, he still knew it very clearly.
—Probably... I want to live in that small room.
After Luo Ya thought of this, she couldn't help but feel that her own little broken house is better.
Although the equipment and facilities in this house are many times better than his own shabby house, but...at least in the small shabby house, he can sleep on the same bed with Cheng Zixie without any excuses.
Should it be a sense of security?
In fact, when Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie hugged each other tightly to sleep, Luo Ya really felt a feeling of relief.
Luo Ya, who was about to send her luggage into the small room, was stopped by Cheng Zixie before she stepped into the small room.
"Why are you going to the guest room, your room is here, sleep with me."
Cheng Zixie leaned against the door frame of his room, and he pointed to his own room, taking it for granted.
It would be a lie to say that Luo Ya was not happy.
Trying to restrain the joyful mood as much as possible, she was shy but attacked Luo Ya again. As a result, Luo Ya, who was carrying a light luggage, turned very red in the face.The lips that were bitten lightly became glossy from the saliva.
Just like this, it easily aroused Cheng Zixie's urge to hug Luo Ya.
Then, that day, Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie had sex for the first time in Cheng Zixie's room and Cheng Zixie's bed.
***
It was a few days ago that Liang Yiqing proposed to come to Luo Ya's new house to play.
The agitated Liang Yiqing kept begging there, and Luo Ya couldn't find an excuse to refuse.Liang Yiqing helped Luo Ya a lot during his sad time, so Luo Ya always felt that she owed Liang Yiqing something, and in the end, having no other choice, Luo Ya went back and tried to ask Cheng Zixie Views.
"A college friend?"
"Hmm. You know most of them, Mu Yiqing and the others..."
"Including Zhang Bodai?"
Cheng Zixie knew that Zhang Bodai was not long after he dated Luo Ya, because Cheng Zixie cared too much about Zhang Bodai, and it was only because of that time that Luo Ya had no choice but to show that he was dating Zhang Bodai Being made too sad by Cheng Zixie, coupled with Zhang Bodai's serious confession made Luo Ya accept it.
Although Cheng Zixie didn't feel relieved, he didn't pursue it as much as before.
"Hmm...probably. He might come."
Although Zhang Bodai didn't say anything, Luo Ya could see that Zhang Bodai wanted to come, and also had a premonition that Zhang Bodai would come to their house with Ling Yiqing.
"..."
Cheng Zixie fell silent.
Probably not.
"Uh... If it doesn't work, I'll go with them..."
"No. Let them come."
Cheng Zixie looked away from the book, and then looked at Luo Ya.
"Aren't you unhappy?"
Luo Ya asked timidly.
"Nothing. I'm not unhappy. You live here. It's rare to have friends who want to come and play. Of course I won't object."
Cheng Zixie beckoned to Luo Ya, and Luo Ya, who understood Cheng Zixie's meaning, walked slowly to Cheng Zixie's side and sat down.
"I thought you were still thinking about Bodai's affairs."
Although Luo Ya was happy about this, to be honest, he also hoped that Cheng Zixie could get along well with his friends.
Cheng Zixie looked at Luo Ya's drooping head. He didn't speak, and was silent for a long time. He put down the book in his hand, reached out and hugged Luo Ya to his lap, and let Luo Ya sit on his lap facing each other. .
"If you want to say whether I hate that guy named Zhang Bodai, it would be a lie to say that I don't. After all, you have done a lot of loving things in front of me, and I can't not mind. Besides, the other party should be the same as me. "
Luo Ya couldn't deny that, in fact, Zhang Bodai had told Luo Ya that it was impossible for him to get along with Cheng Zixie.
"I... have been thinking about why I fell in love with you."
"Um?"
Cheng Zixie didn't quite understand why Luo Ya suddenly brought up this topic.But he didn't interrupt, just hugged Luo Ya and listened to him quietly.
"If I fell in love with you at the beginning because of your gentleness on the surface, then why can't I hate you after recognizing your true face, and even like you more and more. If I only like your gentleness, why? I don't like Bodai."
"During the time I was dating Bo Dai, I kept thinking about it, but I couldn't come to a conclusion."
Cheng Zixie still didn't speak, but tightened his arms around Luo Ya.
"Then, when you forced me to be with you, I started to think about why you have an exclusive desire for this me that you didn't like. But I still can't figure it out, I thought about it for a long time , I have been worrying for a long time, although I feel that I am satisfied and happy to be able to be like this now, but I still can’t stop worrying, even thinking about whether you will not want me again one day.”
Cheng Zixie felt the trembling of the person in his arms, and vaguely understood why Luo Ya was trembling when he hugged her many times.
"How long have you loved me?"
Luo Ya was puzzled by Cheng Zixie's sudden question, and felt that the question was a bit redundant.Even so, he answered.
"From the second year of high school to now, it's almost four years."
"I have fallen in love with Ji Wei since junior high school, and until now, I have never fallen in love with anyone other than him."
Luo Ya didn't know what Cheng Zixie meant by saying this, but he felt that he was hurt.
Even though he knew Cheng Zixie's intentions, he couldn't stand Cheng Zixie confessing his feelings for Ji Wei in front of him.
Luo Ya wanted to stand up from Cheng Zixie sadly, but he was stopped by Cheng Zixie.
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"I can accept you because you spent four years in exchange for it. During this period, I have not accepted anyone."
Luo Ya's body became stiff because of Cheng Zixie's words, and he stopped his struggling movements.
"I never thought that straight man Ji Wei would like me, even if he knew my feelings for him, he just said that he would continue to be friends with me. I don't think he will like me, let alone think Me and him can develop into a relationship between me and you."
When Cheng Zixie said this, Luo Ya suddenly felt sorry for Cheng Zixie.
different from yourself.
At least I can have someone I like by my side, and even want to possess myself.
And the person Cheng Zixie likes will only regard him as a friend, and will not want to possess him, will not want to have a physical relationship with him, or even more behaviors that go beyond the scope of friends.
"sorry……"
Luo Ya subconsciously apologized, even though he was not wrong at all.
"Why do you apologize?"
Cheng Zixie raised Luo Ya's sad-looking face with some surprise.
"Uh, no... that's the one... Thinking that it's impossible for you to get Ji Wei, just..."
Luo Ya's subconscious answer made Cheng Zixie laugh.
"Don't you want me to be with Ji Wei?"
Cheng Zixie's rhetorical question made Luo Ya's eyes widen involuntarily. He hesitated for a while, then shook his head vigorously, and then hugged Cheng Zixie's neck tightly.
"Maybe you'll be angry when you hear that. But when I found out that Ji Wei only has someone he really likes, I feel relieved. Although I know it's wrong for me to think so, but..."
Cheng Zixie, who was hugged by Luo Ya, did not respond.
Thinking that Cheng Zixie might be angry, Luo Ya just wanted to move her head away from Cheng Zixie's neck, but was held down by Cheng Zixie's hand.
"I don't dislike the way you take the initiative at all."
The initiative that Cheng Zixie refers to not only includes Luo Ya's first temptation, but also Luo Ya's action that seems to refuse to let him go now.
Luo Ya didn't know what Cheng Zixie was talking about, and even felt that something was wrong.
He didn't know what to say, he just tilted his head slightly.
"But I'm just very upset that you were hugged by a man other than me."
Cheng Zixie's voice was muffled, as if he was really unhappy.
Hearing Cheng Zixie's rare childlike tone, Luo Ya couldn't help but burst out laughing.
When thinking whether to tell Cheng Zixie the truth, Luo Ya felt Cheng Zixie's gaze.
Turning his head to look, Cheng Zixie looked dissatisfied and complained.
--so cute.
Obviously the word cute doesn't fit Cheng Zixie at all, but Luo Ya still thinks so from the bottom of her heart.
"why are you laughing?"
"It's nothing. I was just thinking, it's really great to be hugged by only you from now on."
Luo Ya suppressed her smile, and then lightly kissed Cheng Zixie's lips.
——Fact, let’s not talk about it first.Because... now he is so jealous, so cute.
Although Cheng Zixie was a little dissatisfied with Luo Ya's previous smile, he felt satisfied and happy because of Luo Ya's words and the kiss that seemed to flatter him.
He grabbed Luo Ya who was about to move his head away, and asked Luo Ya for a long kiss dissatisfied.
--So happy……
——It would be great if... it could go on like this forever.
Being kissed was very comfortable, so comfortable that she almost lost her mind, Luo Ya thought in her heart.
***
Liang Yiqing and the others came to Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie's house on Sunday of that week.
All the friends from the university came, including Zhu Jing who had no idea who Luo Ya was dating, and Zhang Bodai who hated Cheng Zixie very much.
"Eh? Luo Ya, the house you and your girlfriend live in is really big!"
Zhu Jing, who didn't know what happened from the beginning to the end, looked around the room, while Liang Yiqing, Zhang Bodai, and Zhang Yingge, who knew what happened or learned what happened from other people, couldn't help but sigh because of Zhu Jing's words. Laughed.
As for Cheng Zixie, he asked Luo Ya Zhu Jing what was going on with his eyes in surprise.
"Oh, I know you! That handsome guy who came to our university all the time. Did you also come to visit Luo Ya's house?"
Cheng Zixie frowned slightly at Zhu Jing's somewhat natural behavior.
"This is my home."
After Cheng Zixie said this, the group of people standing behind Zhu Jing snickered even more.
"Eh? Luo Ya, you still live with your girlfriend's family?"
"Ha ha ha ha!"
Zhu Jing's reaction was too funny, and finally Liang Yiqing couldn't help bursting out laughing.
Zhu Jing looked at the group of people who looked at him strangely, then he looked at Luo Ya suspiciously, and asked what was going on with his eyes.
Luo Ya was a little embarrassed. Although she felt that this occasion was indeed funny, she couldn't laugh.
"...that...uh..."
Luo Ya was a little speechless.
"You're so stupid." In the end, it was Zhu Jing who put his arm on Zhu Jing's shoulder and said with a smile that was almost out of breath, "The girlfriend you thought was Luo Ya's girlfriend is this handsome guy in front of you. Ha ha ha ha."
"what?"
Zhu Jing was stunned, and at the same time opened his mouth so wide that he could swallow an egg.
"Ah, it doesn't seem right to say that. It should be said that Luo Ya is Cheng Zixie's girlfriend? Right?"
Zhuang Yiqing looked at Luo Ya while talking, Luo Ya understood the meaning behind what Liang Yiqing said, although it was the truth, but she couldn't admit it.
"Are you kidding me? Eh? I... I always thought that Luo Ya had a meat-eating girlfriend, but, but who is Luo Ya from?"
"Uh-huh……"
Luo Ya hesitated, then nodded.
"Because...you always thought I had a girlfriend, and I didn't have a chance to explain..."
Luo Ya squeezed her fingers, then looked at Zhu Jing who still hadn't recovered, and lowered her head a little bit disappointed.Noticing that Luo Ya is flustered now, Cheng Zixie stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Luo Ya's shoulder, and gently patted Luo Ya's shoulder as if to comfort him.
Knowing that Cheng Zixie was comforting her, Luo Ya turned her head to look at Cheng Zixie. Cheng Zixie's expression was very gentle, as if to comfort Luo Ya not to worry.
Seeing all this, Liang Yiqing and Zhang Yingge couldn't help but feel relieved for Luo Ya, but in Zhang Bodai's view, it felt a little uncomfortable.
"Uh... wait, I need to calm down."
Zhu Jing made a pause gesture with a somewhat sluggish expression, and without waiting for Luo Ya to speak, he sat on the sofa beside him and turned his back to everyone.
Luo Ya didn't know what Zhu Jing meant.
Do you feel that Zhu Jing... feels disgusted?
"I...my...I'm going to prepare tea for you."
Luo Ya seemed to find an excuse for herself, and then ran into the kitchen as if escaping.
"I didn't expect Zhu Jing's reaction to be so big..."
Ling Yiqing whispered in Zhang Yingge's ear.
"It can't be helped. After all, from his point of view, he probably never expected gays to appear by his side."
"But he reacted too much, isn't Luo Ya hurt like this?"
Listening to Ling Yiqing and their whispers, Cheng Zixie invited them to sit down first, and at this moment he saw Zhang Bodai walking into the kitchen.
Cheng Zixie frowned, but felt that it seemed inappropriate for him to rush in now, so he resisted the urge to do so.
When Zhang Bodai chased into the kitchen, he saw Luo Ya frantically boiling water, but his trembling hands couldn't hold the kettle firmly.
"Are you okay?" Zhang Bodai grabbed Luo Ya's trembling hand from behind, "Your hand is shaking so badly that the water is spilling out, let me come."
"Feel sorry."
Luo Ya didn't insist either, probably because he also knew that his current state was too bad.
"I didn't expect...Zhu Jing's reaction would be so big."
Although Luo Ya felt that the feelings he talked about were different from ordinary people. Although he was a man, the person he fell in love with was also a man, but he just hoped that Cheng Zixie would fall in love with him, and it took all his energy. After that, even if Liang Yiqing and the others knew who they liked, and they never changed their attitude towards him, so he even forgot that there are still people who have prejudice against homosexuality.
And Zhu Jing...
"Give him some time."
Zhang Bodai started to boil the kettle filled with water, then walked to the side of Luo Ya who was still trembling slightly, reached out his hand and gently patted Luo Ya's head as if to comfort him.
"I'm really afraid that he will look down on me, but compared to this, I'm more afraid that he will look down on Cheng Zixie."
Hearing Luo Ya's words, Zhang Bodai didn't know what to answer for a moment.
He never thought that Luo Ya would still remember Cheng Zixie at this very moment.
"I'm sorry...I, I didn't mean to say that in front of you..."
Luo Ya remembered what kind of feelings Zhang Bodai had for her, and she was still saying such things in front of him, Luo Ya began to reflect on whether she was too inconsiderate of Zhang Bodai.
"I've known for a long time that you don't have eyes for people."
I don't know if Cheng Zixie said this to relieve Luo Ya's mood, he smiled softly, what he said made Luo Ya laugh.
"sorry."
Although Luo Ya smiled, she couldn't help thanking her.
And what answered him was Zhang Bodai's gentle touch.
"Luo Ya."
It was Cheng Zixie's voice that interrupted their silent movements.
Turning his head, Cheng Zixie leaned against the door frame, watching the movements between them coldly.
Luo Ya frantically dodged Zhang Bodai's touch.
"Can you go out for a while? I have something to say to Luo Ya."
Although Cheng Zixie's request sounded tactful, it was not something that could be refused at all.
"...tsk."
Zhang Bodai was speechless in a low voice, although he was unwilling, he still walked out of the kitchen without saying a word.
"I...that..."
Knowing that Cheng Zixie was a jealous man a long time ago, Luo Ya was very concerned about whether Cheng Zixie would think more about the scene that Cheng Zixie saw just now.
"Your eyesight is really bad."
"Eh?"
Luo Ya couldn't understand why Cheng Zixie said this suddenly.
"Although your vision is poor, you are already devoted to me."
Cheng Zixie walked into Luo Ya while talking, and hugged Luo Ya.
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"...There's no need to say that kind of thing."
Even if it was true, Luo Ya still couldn't help but feel embarrassed when Cheng Zixie said that.
"I see you so meekly and let him touch you, it's very uncomfortable. Even knowing that you only like me in your heart, it's still very uncomfortable."
"That's not groping..."
Luo Ya muttered softly, letting Cheng Zixie hug her tightly, Luo Ya's trembling body finally eased.
"He was just comforting me. Because... I was worried that Zhu Jing would look down on me because of this, so I was very scared. So he was comforting me, that's all..."
And let's talk about groping...
What Cheng Zixie is doing now is more like groping.
"Since he has comforted you, then I too..."
While Cheng Zixie was talking, he gently kissed Luo Ya's lips, and then his lips moved around.
"Hmm...don't...everyone...are outside." Luo Ya gently pushed Cheng Zixie, but the strength he used also showed that he didn't hate what Cheng Zixie was doing now.
"Um……"
Cheng Zixie responded vaguely, but he didn't stop what he was doing.
"You don't hate it, do you?"
"...How could I...hate...just, if I do this kind of thing now, I will be found out."
Luo Ya blushed. Although...he didn't really resist it, but once he thought that someone might come into the kitchen at any time, he still had some scruples.
Luo Ya's words made Cheng Zixie laugh.
"How much do you want me to do to you here? Even if I have a criminal record, I'm not the kind of person who is interested in letting people watch me have sex with others. What I did to you just now is because I did it to you." Look at Zhang Bodai, secondly, he wants to get rid of his smell left on you."
--smell?
"It's... not an animal... what kind of smell..."
Speaking of this, Luo Ya suddenly remembered another important point in Cheng Zixie's words.
"You mean... until just now, Bo Dai has been outside?"
Luo Ya was slightly surprised.
"You just noticed?"
Cheng Zixielue smiled happily.
"Actually...you don't have to do that. Bodai won't attack me, and I...don't like anyone other than you..."
Luo Ya's words became softer and softer, and finally it sounded like she was whispering.
"You're getting better at talking."
Cheng Zixie smiled lightly and hugged Luo Ya tightly.
"It would be great if...Zhu Jing could understand us."
Because Luo Ya was relaxed, she unconsciously expressed what was in her heart.
"Do you really need to care so much about your friend's attitude towards you?"
Hearing this, Cheng Zixie lowered his head to look at Luo Ya whose face was still blushing.
"..." Luo Ya was silent for a while, "It's not just that. First... he is my friend after all. If possible, I try not to lose it. Second... I'm afraid that you will be killed because of it." People look down on it."
Hearing Luo Ya's words, Cheng Zixie raised his eyebrows slightly.
"Let me ask you, which one of your friends do you think would easily look down on others because of their different sexual orientation?"
Cheng Zixie's question made Luo Ya fall into silence. After thinking for a moment, Luo Ya shook his head gently.
"I think...he's not."
"That's fine. Just try to believe that he will understand you. Besides, even if he can't understand, it doesn't matter. Your feelings for me will not be affected in any way by this, and I , even if you are discriminated against because you like men, it’s not your fault, right?”
Luo Ya nodded lightly, just when Cheng Zixie was about to continue kissing him, the water boiled.
"I'll go prepare the tea first. If you still don't dare to face Zhu Jing, then just stay here for a while."
Cheng Zixie patted Luo Ya's shoulder lightly, prepared the tea and went out.
Luo Ya breathed a sigh of relief, looking at Cheng Zixie's leaving back, a vague feeling that he had been feeling lately came to his mind.
"You guys are so loving, even in the kitchen you don't forget the sweetness."
Luo Ya looked up, and Liang Yiqing walked towards him with a smile on his face.
"...You, why are you eavesdropping..."
Luo Ya was a little embarrassed.
"What are you talking about eavesdropping or not? I just want to say to see if you are okay. Who knows that I saw you setting off flash bombs in the kitchen. But this is also very good, at least in my opinion you should now Had a good time, right?"
Should I say happiness?
Luo Ya was a little confused.
Although it's not as painful as having a crush on Cheng Zixie back then, Cheng Zixie never said that he fell in love with her.
"I don't know that the relationship between us is definitely not a relationship that likes each other. But sometimes... His attitude towards me makes me wonder if he likes me for a moment. Although I try my best to remind myself that I must not Delusion, don't be greedy, but..."
"You are stupid. If you can control your emotions, you still need to worry about liking Cheng Zixie for so long? I don't know what Cheng Zixie is thinking, but to be honest, from my point of view, I think Cheng Zixie is right It's definitely not that you don't have any affection, maybe it's just that his affection for Ji Wei is too great, and it's hard for him to discover his affection for you for a while?"
"Is this possible?"
"Of course. You have to believe in yourself. Anyway, you have spent so many years getting Cheng Zixie to accept you, and you don't care about spending a little more time to make Cheng Zixie realize how much you are in his heart and Cheng Zixie finds out that he loves you. If you care about spending this time and don’t have confidence in yourself, then there’s nothing you can do about it, I can only advise you to break up with Cheng Zixie right now and make a clean break.”
Luo Ya fell into silence.
He thought about what Lu Yiqing had said.
What Mu Yiqing said made sense.
Luo Ya nodded slightly.
at this time--
"Wait, why do you know Ji Wei?"
If I remember correctly, Luo Ya remembers that he did not introduce Ji Wei to Liang Yiqing at all.That being the case, why...
"Yeah!" As if he discovered it after he had slipped his mouth, Mu Yiqing was startled, and immediately covered his mouth.
"How did you know each other?"
"Uh... that..." Mu Yiqing's eyes wandered around, as if flustered, he quickly planned to run away, "ah, that, I, I'm going out, you, you are coming out too."
Liang Yiqing turned around and was about to leave, but was grabbed by Luo Ya.
"What kind of secret are you hiding? It's not a big deal to get to know Ji Wei, or...you have some shady relationship with Ji Wei?"
Luo Ya asked uncertainly.
In fact, he didn't intend to break the casserole and ask the end, but...
Liang Yiqing's attitude was too strange, that's why Luo Ya couldn't help but wanted to ask for clarification.
"Tsk, don't ask, there are some things that you know too much and it's not good for you."
Liang Yiqing wanted to shake off Luo Ya's hand, but Luo Ya held on firmly, and her gaze was firm.
"But your attitude is very strange. After all, I am also your friend. Seeing your strange attitude, of course I will be concerned."
When Mu Yiqing heard this, he frowned.After contemplating for a while, he took a cautious look at the living room, and then secretly pulled Luo Ya aside.
"Before, I took you to the shop where I worked, right?"
Luo Ya recalled the incident of that store, because what he encountered was not too happy, and the surrounding atmosphere was a bit subtle, so Luo Ya didn't have a good impression of it.
"Hmm. Speaking of that store... I still don't think you should go... Even if you are a waiter, the environment is really..."
Luo Ya said with some embarrassment.But it was also for the good of Liu Yiqing, he had to say.
"I'm not a waiter..." Mu Yiqing's voice suddenly became very soft, "I...I...uh, it's actually a women's clothing bar..."
"what!?"
Hearing Luo Ya's words, he was shocked aloud, and this action scared Liang Yiqing to quickly cover Luo Ya's mouth with his hand.
"Keep your voice down. Zhu Jing didn't know about this from the beginning to the end, and if Cheng Zixie heard about it, it would be troublesome."
"What does it have to do with Cheng Zixie?"
Luo Ya tilted her head in confusion.
"There is no direct relationship with Cheng Zixie, but there is a direct relationship with Ji Wei."
"You mean...Ji Wei...to also dress up as a girl, and then...to pick up customers?"
"Don't talk about picking up customers!" Ling Yiqing frowned dissatisfiedly, "Our place is a very serious bar, and our group of people are just talking with customers. There is no touching, no kissing, and no contact. of."
After hearing Liang Yiqing tell the rules of the store, Luo Ya felt a little relieved, but at the same time, she had a new question.
"That means, Ji Wei... he also likes to wear women's clothes, and works there?"
"It's not Ji Wei..." Ling Yiqing's lips barely moved, his voice seemed to be forced out. "It's... his girlfriend..."
"!"
Luo Ya knew what this meant.
Ji Wei's girlfriend is a femme fatale, which means...he is a man, and Ji Wei still likes him like this?
"Does Ji Wei know... about this?"
Luo Ya asked hesitantly.
What if Ji Wei doesn't know.
But if Ji Wei knows, it means that what they think "Ji Wei is a straight man" is not true, in fact Ji Wei is also on their side.What would happen if Cheng Zixie found out about this?
"Of course. If it wasn't because Ji Wei came here to pick him up, how could I know Ji Wei. Because I and Ji Wei's 'girlfriend' are friends, so I, Zhang Yingge and the two of them often Going out to play. That's why I refuse to tell you, who knows that you will ask the end."
Luo Ya's face turned blue all of a sudden.
At the beginning, the reason why Cheng Zixie had no intention of getting Ji Wei was because Cheng Zixie thought that Ji Wei was a straight man and would never like a man.That's why he was willing to accept himself, but now?
If Cheng Zixie knew that Ji Wei was a man who could accept men, what would he do?
Luo Ya had an ominous premonition.
"But...but I remember, Ji Wei was not from this side originally."
"I've also heard about this from Li Ziyi, ah, Ji Wei's 'girlfriend'. Indeed, the person Ji Wei liked at the beginning was indeed a real girl. But then that girl didn't die And Li Zi also liked Ji Wei for a long time, so he started a fierce pursuit. Although...they had some troubles when Ji Wei found out that he was a man, but now they have a relationship Very good, as you can see."
"Li Ziyi? Not Li Ziyi?"
Loya asked in confusion.
"That's a pseudonym. We all have our own names when we dress up as women, and his name is Li Ziyi when we are dressed as women. After all, like you were harassed last time, although we have shop rules in this business, sometimes Some of the clients are really annoying, so pseudonyms are a must, just in case."
Luo Ya suddenly fell into chaos.
If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't ask.
If I hadn't asked, my mood wouldn't be so complicated now.
Luo Ya secretly thought.
"Do you regret it? I'll tell you that it's better for you to know less. Also, Cheng Zixie must not let Cheng Zixie know about this matter, or your relationship will suffer."
Luo Ya was startled, and he stared blankly at Liang Yiqing.
"Don't think I don't know. The reason why Cheng Zixie gave up on Ji Wei is because he thinks Ji Wei is a straight man, right? That's why he will accept you with his own desire for exclusiveness. But if he knows Ji Wei Not a straight man, do you think he would give up so easily?"
indeed.
If Cheng Zixie knew that Ji Wei could accept men, he would never accept himself.
If Cheng Zixie found out about this now, maybe Cheng Zixie would have broken ties with Luo Ya because of this.
Was such a happy life going to end so simply?
"You have to remember, don't let him know, do you understand?"
Liang Yiqing's eyes met Luo Ya's seriously.
Luo Ya hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.
good.
Can't let him know.
Just treat it as selfishness, absolutely not let Cheng Zixie know.The happiness he finally obtained, he didn't want to let everything go to waste because of such a change.
"I see."
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☆, 23, before the storm
That day, Zhu Jing didn't look at Luo Ya directly until he left.
Although Luo Ya was a little hit, but to be honest, he cared more about Ji Wei.
Should I ask Ji Wei... to ask?
But what's the point of asking?
Luo Ya fell into deep thought, and accidentally broke a plate.
"Why are you absent-minded, you go to the side first."
Cheng Zixie pulled Luo Ya away, then squatted down and began to pick up the broken dishes that fell on the ground.
"Hug, I'm sorry."
Luo Ya said in a panic, and then he was about to squat down, but was stopped by Cheng Zixie.
"Don't pick it up. In your current state, don't break your hands. Go and help me get the broom and dustpan."
Hearing this, Luo Ya nodded lightly. He glanced at Cheng Zixie who was squatting on the ground picking up the debris, feeling a little unhappy.
"give
Feeling the tenderness that she had never felt before, Luo Ya was so happy that she shed tears without knowing it.
After seeing the doctor, he learned that the frail Luo Ya not only had a fever and a cold, but also suffered from malnutrition. Cheng Zixie, who needed to pay more attention to his nutritional intake, made the final decision to forcibly treat Luo Ya to his younger brother. The broken house is many times bigger than the house inside.
Firstly, it is convenient for Cheng Zixie to go back every day, and secondly, there are kitchen and other rooms where Cheng Zixie can take good care of Luo Ya's body.
When Cheng Zixie came to this conclusion, even he was taken aback by himself.
Maybe, I value Luo Ya very much.
Unable to resist the process of Zixie, Luo Ya finally decided to live together with Cheng Zixie under the speculation of Liang Yiqing and Ji Wei.
When Cheng Zixie asked why Luo Ya refused to live with him, Luo Ya didn't dare to speak her mind at all, but just randomly found an excuse that was inferior and would make Cheng Zixie happy-because cohabitation would make her feel happy. Makes me feel shy.
And the more important reason is that Luo Ya still can't fully trust Cheng Zixie.
He knows that Cheng Zixie still likes Ji Wei, even if Cheng Zixie attaches great importance to himself and cares about him, he still cannot replace Ji Wei's position.He can't guarantee that their relationship will last forever.Maybe one day, Cheng Zihui told himself that he didn't want to be with him anymore.
If you don't stay together, maybe the injury will be smaller.
Although Luo Ya felt that he should not think so, but he couldn't restrain himself.
It was the first time to go to the house rented by Cheng Zixie. The house was so clean that it was impossible to imagine that it was a boy's room.There is also the kitchen, which looks like it has been used a lot.There are two rooms in the house, one can be seen as Cheng Zixie's bedroom, and the other small room looks like it has been used, but the usage rate seems to be infrequent.
Generally speaking, the house rented by Cheng Zi is too big for him alone.In a location with convenient transportation, renting such a large house must cost a lot.But this is probably nothing to Cheng Zixie's family, because Cheng Zixie's family is quite rich.
Even though Luo Ya never deliberately cared about it, he still knew it very clearly.
—Probably... I want to live in that small room.
After Luo Ya thought of this, she couldn't help but feel that her own little broken house is better.
Although the equipment and facilities in this house are many times better than his own shabby house, but...at least in the small shabby house, he can sleep on the same bed with Cheng Zixie without any excuses.
Should it be a sense of security?
In fact, when Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie hugged each other tightly to sleep, Luo Ya really felt a feeling of relief.
Luo Ya, who was about to send her luggage into the small room, was stopped by Cheng Zixie before she stepped into the small room.
"Why are you going to the guest room, your room is here, sleep with me."
Cheng Zixie leaned against the door frame of his room, and he pointed to his own room, taking it for granted.
It would be a lie to say that Luo Ya was not happy.
Trying to restrain the joyful mood as much as possible, she was shy but attacked Luo Ya again. As a result, Luo Ya, who was carrying a light luggage, turned very red in the face.The lips that were bitten lightly became glossy from the saliva.
Just like this, it easily aroused Cheng Zixie's urge to hug Luo Ya.
Then, that day, Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie had sex for the first time in Cheng Zixie's room and Cheng Zixie's bed.
***
It was a few days ago that Liang Yiqing proposed to come to Luo Ya's new house to play.
The agitated Liang Yiqing kept begging there, and Luo Ya couldn't find an excuse to refuse.Liang Yiqing helped Luo Ya a lot during his sad time, so Luo Ya always felt that she owed Liang Yiqing something, and in the end, having no other choice, Luo Ya went back and tried to ask Cheng Zixie Views.
"A college friend?"
"Hmm. You know most of them, Mu Yiqing and the others..."
"Including Zhang Bodai?"
Cheng Zixie knew that Zhang Bodai was not long after he dated Luo Ya, because Cheng Zixie cared too much about Zhang Bodai, and it was only because of that time that Luo Ya had no choice but to show that he was dating Zhang Bodai Being made too sad by Cheng Zixie, coupled with Zhang Bodai's serious confession made Luo Ya accept it.
Although Cheng Zixie didn't feel relieved, he didn't pursue it as much as before.
"Hmm...probably. He might come."
Although Zhang Bodai didn't say anything, Luo Ya could see that Zhang Bodai wanted to come, and also had a premonition that Zhang Bodai would come to their house with Ling Yiqing.
"..."
Cheng Zixie fell silent.
Probably not.
"Uh... If it doesn't work, I'll go with them..."
"No. Let them come."
Cheng Zixie looked away from the book, and then looked at Luo Ya.
"Aren't you unhappy?"
Luo Ya asked timidly.
"Nothing. I'm not unhappy. You live here. It's rare to have friends who want to come and play. Of course I won't object."
Cheng Zixie beckoned to Luo Ya, and Luo Ya, who understood Cheng Zixie's meaning, walked slowly to Cheng Zixie's side and sat down.
"I thought you were still thinking about Bodai's affairs."
Although Luo Ya was happy about this, to be honest, he also hoped that Cheng Zixie could get along well with his friends.
Cheng Zixie looked at Luo Ya's drooping head. He didn't speak, and was silent for a long time. He put down the book in his hand, reached out and hugged Luo Ya to his lap, and let Luo Ya sit on his lap facing each other. .
"If you want to say whether I hate that guy named Zhang Bodai, it would be a lie to say that I don't. After all, you have done a lot of loving things in front of me, and I can't not mind. Besides, the other party should be the same as me. "
Luo Ya couldn't deny that, in fact, Zhang Bodai had told Luo Ya that it was impossible for him to get along with Cheng Zixie.
"I... have been thinking about why I fell in love with you."
"Um?"
Cheng Zixie didn't quite understand why Luo Ya suddenly brought up this topic.But he didn't interrupt, just hugged Luo Ya and listened to him quietly.
"If I fell in love with you at the beginning because of your gentleness on the surface, then why can't I hate you after recognizing your true face, and even like you more and more. If I only like your gentleness, why? I don't like Bodai."
"During the time I was dating Bo Dai, I kept thinking about it, but I couldn't come to a conclusion."
Cheng Zixie still didn't speak, but tightened his arms around Luo Ya.
"Then, when you forced me to be with you, I started to think about why you have an exclusive desire for this me that you didn't like. But I still can't figure it out, I thought about it for a long time , I have been worrying for a long time, although I feel that I am satisfied and happy to be able to be like this now, but I still can’t stop worrying, even thinking about whether you will not want me again one day.”
Cheng Zixie felt the trembling of the person in his arms, and vaguely understood why Luo Ya was trembling when he hugged her many times.
"How long have you loved me?"
Luo Ya was puzzled by Cheng Zixie's sudden question, and felt that the question was a bit redundant.Even so, he answered.
"From the second year of high school to now, it's almost four years."
"I have fallen in love with Ji Wei since junior high school, and until now, I have never fallen in love with anyone other than him."
Luo Ya didn't know what Cheng Zixie meant by saying this, but he felt that he was hurt.
Even though he knew Cheng Zixie's intentions, he couldn't stand Cheng Zixie confessing his feelings for Ji Wei in front of him.
Luo Ya wanted to stand up from Cheng Zixie sadly, but he was stopped by Cheng Zixie.
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☆, 21, guest
"I can accept you because you spent four years in exchange for it. During this period, I have not accepted anyone."
Luo Ya's body became stiff because of Cheng Zixie's words, and he stopped his struggling movements.
"I never thought that straight man Ji Wei would like me, even if he knew my feelings for him, he just said that he would continue to be friends with me. I don't think he will like me, let alone think Me and him can develop into a relationship between me and you."
When Cheng Zixie said this, Luo Ya suddenly felt sorry for Cheng Zixie.
different from yourself.
At least I can have someone I like by my side, and even want to possess myself.
And the person Cheng Zixie likes will only regard him as a friend, and will not want to possess him, will not want to have a physical relationship with him, or even more behaviors that go beyond the scope of friends.
"sorry……"
Luo Ya subconsciously apologized, even though he was not wrong at all.
"Why do you apologize?"
Cheng Zixie raised Luo Ya's sad-looking face with some surprise.
"Uh, no... that's the one... Thinking that it's impossible for you to get Ji Wei, just..."
Luo Ya's subconscious answer made Cheng Zixie laugh.
"Don't you want me to be with Ji Wei?"
Cheng Zixie's rhetorical question made Luo Ya's eyes widen involuntarily. He hesitated for a while, then shook his head vigorously, and then hugged Cheng Zixie's neck tightly.
"Maybe you'll be angry when you hear that. But when I found out that Ji Wei only has someone he really likes, I feel relieved. Although I know it's wrong for me to think so, but..."
Cheng Zixie, who was hugged by Luo Ya, did not respond.
Thinking that Cheng Zixie might be angry, Luo Ya just wanted to move her head away from Cheng Zixie's neck, but was held down by Cheng Zixie's hand.
"I don't dislike the way you take the initiative at all."
The initiative that Cheng Zixie refers to not only includes Luo Ya's first temptation, but also Luo Ya's action that seems to refuse to let him go now.
Luo Ya didn't know what Cheng Zixie was talking about, and even felt that something was wrong.
He didn't know what to say, he just tilted his head slightly.
"But I'm just very upset that you were hugged by a man other than me."
Cheng Zixie's voice was muffled, as if he was really unhappy.
Hearing Cheng Zixie's rare childlike tone, Luo Ya couldn't help but burst out laughing.
When thinking whether to tell Cheng Zixie the truth, Luo Ya felt Cheng Zixie's gaze.
Turning his head to look, Cheng Zixie looked dissatisfied and complained.
--so cute.
Obviously the word cute doesn't fit Cheng Zixie at all, but Luo Ya still thinks so from the bottom of her heart.
"why are you laughing?"
"It's nothing. I was just thinking, it's really great to be hugged by only you from now on."
Luo Ya suppressed her smile, and then lightly kissed Cheng Zixie's lips.
——Fact, let’s not talk about it first.Because... now he is so jealous, so cute.
Although Cheng Zixie was a little dissatisfied with Luo Ya's previous smile, he felt satisfied and happy because of Luo Ya's words and the kiss that seemed to flatter him.
He grabbed Luo Ya who was about to move his head away, and asked Luo Ya for a long kiss dissatisfied.
--So happy……
——It would be great if... it could go on like this forever.
Being kissed was very comfortable, so comfortable that she almost lost her mind, Luo Ya thought in her heart.
***
Liang Yiqing and the others came to Luo Ya and Cheng Zixie's house on Sunday of that week.
All the friends from the university came, including Zhu Jing who had no idea who Luo Ya was dating, and Zhang Bodai who hated Cheng Zixie very much.
"Eh? Luo Ya, the house you and your girlfriend live in is really big!"
Zhu Jing, who didn't know what happened from the beginning to the end, looked around the room, while Liang Yiqing, Zhang Bodai, and Zhang Yingge, who knew what happened or learned what happened from other people, couldn't help but sigh because of Zhu Jing's words. Laughed.
As for Cheng Zixie, he asked Luo Ya Zhu Jing what was going on with his eyes in surprise.
"Oh, I know you! That handsome guy who came to our university all the time. Did you also come to visit Luo Ya's house?"
Cheng Zixie frowned slightly at Zhu Jing's somewhat natural behavior.
"This is my home."
After Cheng Zixie said this, the group of people standing behind Zhu Jing snickered even more.
"Eh? Luo Ya, you still live with your girlfriend's family?"
"Ha ha ha ha!"
Zhu Jing's reaction was too funny, and finally Liang Yiqing couldn't help bursting out laughing.
Zhu Jing looked at the group of people who looked at him strangely, then he looked at Luo Ya suspiciously, and asked what was going on with his eyes.
Luo Ya was a little embarrassed. Although she felt that this occasion was indeed funny, she couldn't laugh.
"...that...uh..."
Luo Ya was a little speechless.
"You're so stupid." In the end, it was Zhu Jing who put his arm on Zhu Jing's shoulder and said with a smile that was almost out of breath, "The girlfriend you thought was Luo Ya's girlfriend is this handsome guy in front of you. Ha ha ha ha."
"what?"
Zhu Jing was stunned, and at the same time opened his mouth so wide that he could swallow an egg.
"Ah, it doesn't seem right to say that. It should be said that Luo Ya is Cheng Zixie's girlfriend? Right?"
Zhuang Yiqing looked at Luo Ya while talking, Luo Ya understood the meaning behind what Liang Yiqing said, although it was the truth, but she couldn't admit it.
"Are you kidding me? Eh? I... I always thought that Luo Ya had a meat-eating girlfriend, but, but who is Luo Ya from?"
"Uh-huh……"
Luo Ya hesitated, then nodded.
"Because...you always thought I had a girlfriend, and I didn't have a chance to explain..."
Luo Ya squeezed her fingers, then looked at Zhu Jing who still hadn't recovered, and lowered her head a little bit disappointed.Noticing that Luo Ya is flustered now, Cheng Zixie stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Luo Ya's shoulder, and gently patted Luo Ya's shoulder as if to comfort him.
Knowing that Cheng Zixie was comforting her, Luo Ya turned her head to look at Cheng Zixie. Cheng Zixie's expression was very gentle, as if to comfort Luo Ya not to worry.
Seeing all this, Liang Yiqing and Zhang Yingge couldn't help but feel relieved for Luo Ya, but in Zhang Bodai's view, it felt a little uncomfortable.
"Uh... wait, I need to calm down."
Zhu Jing made a pause gesture with a somewhat sluggish expression, and without waiting for Luo Ya to speak, he sat on the sofa beside him and turned his back to everyone.
Luo Ya didn't know what Zhu Jing meant.
Do you feel that Zhu Jing... feels disgusted?
"I...my...I'm going to prepare tea for you."
Luo Ya seemed to find an excuse for herself, and then ran into the kitchen as if escaping.
"I didn't expect Zhu Jing's reaction to be so big..."
Ling Yiqing whispered in Zhang Yingge's ear.
"It can't be helped. After all, from his point of view, he probably never expected gays to appear by his side."
"But he reacted too much, isn't Luo Ya hurt like this?"
Listening to Ling Yiqing and their whispers, Cheng Zixie invited them to sit down first, and at this moment he saw Zhang Bodai walking into the kitchen.
Cheng Zixie frowned, but felt that it seemed inappropriate for him to rush in now, so he resisted the urge to do so.
When Zhang Bodai chased into the kitchen, he saw Luo Ya frantically boiling water, but his trembling hands couldn't hold the kettle firmly.
"Are you okay?" Zhang Bodai grabbed Luo Ya's trembling hand from behind, "Your hand is shaking so badly that the water is spilling out, let me come."
"Feel sorry."
Luo Ya didn't insist either, probably because he also knew that his current state was too bad.
"I didn't expect...Zhu Jing's reaction would be so big."
Although Luo Ya felt that the feelings he talked about were different from ordinary people. Although he was a man, the person he fell in love with was also a man, but he just hoped that Cheng Zixie would fall in love with him, and it took all his energy. After that, even if Liang Yiqing and the others knew who they liked, and they never changed their attitude towards him, so he even forgot that there are still people who have prejudice against homosexuality.
And Zhu Jing...
"Give him some time."
Zhang Bodai started to boil the kettle filled with water, then walked to the side of Luo Ya who was still trembling slightly, reached out his hand and gently patted Luo Ya's head as if to comfort him.
"I'm really afraid that he will look down on me, but compared to this, I'm more afraid that he will look down on Cheng Zixie."
Hearing Luo Ya's words, Zhang Bodai didn't know what to answer for a moment.
He never thought that Luo Ya would still remember Cheng Zixie at this very moment.
"I'm sorry...I, I didn't mean to say that in front of you..."
Luo Ya remembered what kind of feelings Zhang Bodai had for her, and she was still saying such things in front of him, Luo Ya began to reflect on whether she was too inconsiderate of Zhang Bodai.
"I've known for a long time that you don't have eyes for people."
I don't know if Cheng Zixie said this to relieve Luo Ya's mood, he smiled softly, what he said made Luo Ya laugh.
"sorry."
Although Luo Ya smiled, she couldn't help thanking her.
And what answered him was Zhang Bodai's gentle touch.
"Luo Ya."
It was Cheng Zixie's voice that interrupted their silent movements.
Turning his head, Cheng Zixie leaned against the door frame, watching the movements between them coldly.
Luo Ya frantically dodged Zhang Bodai's touch.
"Can you go out for a while? I have something to say to Luo Ya."
Although Cheng Zixie's request sounded tactful, it was not something that could be refused at all.
"...tsk."
Zhang Bodai was speechless in a low voice, although he was unwilling, he still walked out of the kitchen without saying a word.
"I...that..."
Knowing that Cheng Zixie was a jealous man a long time ago, Luo Ya was very concerned about whether Cheng Zixie would think more about the scene that Cheng Zixie saw just now.
"Your eyesight is really bad."
"Eh?"
Luo Ya couldn't understand why Cheng Zixie said this suddenly.
"Although your vision is poor, you are already devoted to me."
Cheng Zixie walked into Luo Ya while talking, and hugged Luo Ya.
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☆、22、Unexpected
"...There's no need to say that kind of thing."
Even if it was true, Luo Ya still couldn't help but feel embarrassed when Cheng Zixie said that.
"I see you so meekly and let him touch you, it's very uncomfortable. Even knowing that you only like me in your heart, it's still very uncomfortable."
"That's not groping..."
Luo Ya muttered softly, letting Cheng Zixie hug her tightly, Luo Ya's trembling body finally eased.
"He was just comforting me. Because... I was worried that Zhu Jing would look down on me because of this, so I was very scared. So he was comforting me, that's all..."
And let's talk about groping...
What Cheng Zixie is doing now is more like groping.
"Since he has comforted you, then I too..."
While Cheng Zixie was talking, he gently kissed Luo Ya's lips, and then his lips moved around.
"Hmm...don't...everyone...are outside." Luo Ya gently pushed Cheng Zixie, but the strength he used also showed that he didn't hate what Cheng Zixie was doing now.
"Um……"
Cheng Zixie responded vaguely, but he didn't stop what he was doing.
"You don't hate it, do you?"
"...How could I...hate...just, if I do this kind of thing now, I will be found out."
Luo Ya blushed. Although...he didn't really resist it, but once he thought that someone might come into the kitchen at any time, he still had some scruples.
Luo Ya's words made Cheng Zixie laugh.
"How much do you want me to do to you here? Even if I have a criminal record, I'm not the kind of person who is interested in letting people watch me have sex with others. What I did to you just now is because I did it to you." Look at Zhang Bodai, secondly, he wants to get rid of his smell left on you."
--smell?
"It's... not an animal... what kind of smell..."
Speaking of this, Luo Ya suddenly remembered another important point in Cheng Zixie's words.
"You mean... until just now, Bo Dai has been outside?"
Luo Ya was slightly surprised.
"You just noticed?"
Cheng Zixielue smiled happily.
"Actually...you don't have to do that. Bodai won't attack me, and I...don't like anyone other than you..."
Luo Ya's words became softer and softer, and finally it sounded like she was whispering.
"You're getting better at talking."
Cheng Zixie smiled lightly and hugged Luo Ya tightly.
"It would be great if...Zhu Jing could understand us."
Because Luo Ya was relaxed, she unconsciously expressed what was in her heart.
"Do you really need to care so much about your friend's attitude towards you?"
Hearing this, Cheng Zixie lowered his head to look at Luo Ya whose face was still blushing.
"..." Luo Ya was silent for a while, "It's not just that. First... he is my friend after all. If possible, I try not to lose it. Second... I'm afraid that you will be killed because of it." People look down on it."
Hearing Luo Ya's words, Cheng Zixie raised his eyebrows slightly.
"Let me ask you, which one of your friends do you think would easily look down on others because of their different sexual orientation?"
Cheng Zixie's question made Luo Ya fall into silence. After thinking for a moment, Luo Ya shook his head gently.
"I think...he's not."
"That's fine. Just try to believe that he will understand you. Besides, even if he can't understand, it doesn't matter. Your feelings for me will not be affected in any way by this, and I , even if you are discriminated against because you like men, it’s not your fault, right?”
Luo Ya nodded lightly, just when Cheng Zixie was about to continue kissing him, the water boiled.
"I'll go prepare the tea first. If you still don't dare to face Zhu Jing, then just stay here for a while."
Cheng Zixie patted Luo Ya's shoulder lightly, prepared the tea and went out.
Luo Ya breathed a sigh of relief, looking at Cheng Zixie's leaving back, a vague feeling that he had been feeling lately came to his mind.
"You guys are so loving, even in the kitchen you don't forget the sweetness."
Luo Ya looked up, and Liang Yiqing walked towards him with a smile on his face.
"...You, why are you eavesdropping..."
Luo Ya was a little embarrassed.
"What are you talking about eavesdropping or not? I just want to say to see if you are okay. Who knows that I saw you setting off flash bombs in the kitchen. But this is also very good, at least in my opinion you should now Had a good time, right?"
Should I say happiness?
Luo Ya was a little confused.
Although it's not as painful as having a crush on Cheng Zixie back then, Cheng Zixie never said that he fell in love with her.
"I don't know that the relationship between us is definitely not a relationship that likes each other. But sometimes... His attitude towards me makes me wonder if he likes me for a moment. Although I try my best to remind myself that I must not Delusion, don't be greedy, but..."
"You are stupid. If you can control your emotions, you still need to worry about liking Cheng Zixie for so long? I don't know what Cheng Zixie is thinking, but to be honest, from my point of view, I think Cheng Zixie is right It's definitely not that you don't have any affection, maybe it's just that his affection for Ji Wei is too great, and it's hard for him to discover his affection for you for a while?"
"Is this possible?"
"Of course. You have to believe in yourself. Anyway, you have spent so many years getting Cheng Zixie to accept you, and you don't care about spending a little more time to make Cheng Zixie realize how much you are in his heart and Cheng Zixie finds out that he loves you. If you care about spending this time and don’t have confidence in yourself, then there’s nothing you can do about it, I can only advise you to break up with Cheng Zixie right now and make a clean break.”
Luo Ya fell into silence.
He thought about what Lu Yiqing had said.
What Mu Yiqing said made sense.
Luo Ya nodded slightly.
at this time--
"Wait, why do you know Ji Wei?"
If I remember correctly, Luo Ya remembers that he did not introduce Ji Wei to Liang Yiqing at all.That being the case, why...
"Yeah!" As if he discovered it after he had slipped his mouth, Mu Yiqing was startled, and immediately covered his mouth.
"How did you know each other?"
"Uh... that..." Mu Yiqing's eyes wandered around, as if flustered, he quickly planned to run away, "ah, that, I, I'm going out, you, you are coming out too."
Liang Yiqing turned around and was about to leave, but was grabbed by Luo Ya.
"What kind of secret are you hiding? It's not a big deal to get to know Ji Wei, or...you have some shady relationship with Ji Wei?"
Luo Ya asked uncertainly.
In fact, he didn't intend to break the casserole and ask the end, but...
Liang Yiqing's attitude was too strange, that's why Luo Ya couldn't help but wanted to ask for clarification.
"Tsk, don't ask, there are some things that you know too much and it's not good for you."
Liang Yiqing wanted to shake off Luo Ya's hand, but Luo Ya held on firmly, and her gaze was firm.
"But your attitude is very strange. After all, I am also your friend. Seeing your strange attitude, of course I will be concerned."
When Mu Yiqing heard this, he frowned.After contemplating for a while, he took a cautious look at the living room, and then secretly pulled Luo Ya aside.
"Before, I took you to the shop where I worked, right?"
Luo Ya recalled the incident of that store, because what he encountered was not too happy, and the surrounding atmosphere was a bit subtle, so Luo Ya didn't have a good impression of it.
"Hmm. Speaking of that store... I still don't think you should go... Even if you are a waiter, the environment is really..."
Luo Ya said with some embarrassment.But it was also for the good of Liu Yiqing, he had to say.
"I'm not a waiter..." Mu Yiqing's voice suddenly became very soft, "I...I...uh, it's actually a women's clothing bar..."
"what!?"
Hearing Luo Ya's words, he was shocked aloud, and this action scared Liang Yiqing to quickly cover Luo Ya's mouth with his hand.
"Keep your voice down. Zhu Jing didn't know about this from the beginning to the end, and if Cheng Zixie heard about it, it would be troublesome."
"What does it have to do with Cheng Zixie?"
Luo Ya tilted her head in confusion.
"There is no direct relationship with Cheng Zixie, but there is a direct relationship with Ji Wei."
"You mean...Ji Wei...to also dress up as a girl, and then...to pick up customers?"
"Don't talk about picking up customers!" Ling Yiqing frowned dissatisfiedly, "Our place is a very serious bar, and our group of people are just talking with customers. There is no touching, no kissing, and no contact. of."
After hearing Liang Yiqing tell the rules of the store, Luo Ya felt a little relieved, but at the same time, she had a new question.
"That means, Ji Wei... he also likes to wear women's clothes, and works there?"
"It's not Ji Wei..." Ling Yiqing's lips barely moved, his voice seemed to be forced out. "It's... his girlfriend..."
"!"
Luo Ya knew what this meant.
Ji Wei's girlfriend is a femme fatale, which means...he is a man, and Ji Wei still likes him like this?
"Does Ji Wei know... about this?"
Luo Ya asked hesitantly.
What if Ji Wei doesn't know.
But if Ji Wei knows, it means that what they think "Ji Wei is a straight man" is not true, in fact Ji Wei is also on their side.What would happen if Cheng Zixie found out about this?
"Of course. If it wasn't because Ji Wei came here to pick him up, how could I know Ji Wei. Because I and Ji Wei's 'girlfriend' are friends, so I, Zhang Yingge and the two of them often Going out to play. That's why I refuse to tell you, who knows that you will ask the end."
Luo Ya's face turned blue all of a sudden.
At the beginning, the reason why Cheng Zixie had no intention of getting Ji Wei was because Cheng Zixie thought that Ji Wei was a straight man and would never like a man.That's why he was willing to accept himself, but now?
If Cheng Zixie knew that Ji Wei was a man who could accept men, what would he do?
Luo Ya had an ominous premonition.
"But...but I remember, Ji Wei was not from this side originally."
"I've also heard about this from Li Ziyi, ah, Ji Wei's 'girlfriend'. Indeed, the person Ji Wei liked at the beginning was indeed a real girl. But then that girl didn't die And Li Zi also liked Ji Wei for a long time, so he started a fierce pursuit. Although...they had some troubles when Ji Wei found out that he was a man, but now they have a relationship Very good, as you can see."
"Li Ziyi? Not Li Ziyi?"
Loya asked in confusion.
"That's a pseudonym. We all have our own names when we dress up as women, and his name is Li Ziyi when we are dressed as women. After all, like you were harassed last time, although we have shop rules in this business, sometimes Some of the clients are really annoying, so pseudonyms are a must, just in case."
Luo Ya suddenly fell into chaos.
If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't ask.
If I hadn't asked, my mood wouldn't be so complicated now.
Luo Ya secretly thought.
"Do you regret it? I'll tell you that it's better for you to know less. Also, Cheng Zixie must not let Cheng Zixie know about this matter, or your relationship will suffer."
Luo Ya was startled, and he stared blankly at Liang Yiqing.
"Don't think I don't know. The reason why Cheng Zixie gave up on Ji Wei is because he thinks Ji Wei is a straight man, right? That's why he will accept you with his own desire for exclusiveness. But if he knows Ji Wei Not a straight man, do you think he would give up so easily?"
indeed.
If Cheng Zixie knew that Ji Wei could accept men, he would never accept himself.
If Cheng Zixie found out about this now, maybe Cheng Zixie would have broken ties with Luo Ya because of this.
Was such a happy life going to end so simply?
"You have to remember, don't let him know, do you understand?"
Liang Yiqing's eyes met Luo Ya's seriously.
Luo Ya hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.
good.
Can't let him know.
Just treat it as selfishness, absolutely not let Cheng Zixie know.The happiness he finally obtained, he didn't want to let everything go to waste because of such a change.
"I see."
The author says:
☆, 23, before the storm
That day, Zhu Jing didn't look at Luo Ya directly until he left.
Although Luo Ya was a little hit, but to be honest, he cared more about Ji Wei.
Should I ask Ji Wei... to ask?
But what's the point of asking?
Luo Ya fell into deep thought, and accidentally broke a plate.
"Why are you absent-minded, you go to the side first."
Cheng Zixie pulled Luo Ya away, then squatted down and began to pick up the broken dishes that fell on the ground.
"Hug, I'm sorry."
Luo Ya said in a panic, and then he was about to squat down, but was stopped by Cheng Zixie.
"Don't pick it up. In your current state, don't break your hands. Go and help me get the broom and dustpan."
Hearing this, Luo Ya nodded lightly. He glanced at Cheng Zixie who was squatting on the ground picking up the debris, feeling a little unhappy.
"give
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