jealousy is the devil

Thursday is the day of school cleaning, I am responsible for sweeping and mopping the floor.I put a stool upside down on the table, and then swept the garbage out of the corner.

"Fu Xing, can you do me a favor?" Zhou Wei shook the broom in his hand for sweeping the dust from the roof.

"Well, okay." I took his broom.

"This broom is a bit short, you can stand on the table if you can't reach it."

I nodded, this one is indeed a bit short, our class went to get it too late, and the good ones have already been taken away by other classes.

I climbed onto a table in the front row and started sweeping the dust. Actually, I don't like doing this job very much. I get covered in dust, and I have to be careful not to be blinded by the dust.

While I was concentrating on flicking the spider web next to the fluorescent lamp, I felt a chill underneath, the girl screamed, and the boy wailed and coaxed maliciously.

With a trembling of my hand, I threw the broom in my hand, pulled up my pants, and jumped off the table.

"What are you doing?" I turned around fiercely.

Zhou Wei gloated, "I just want to see what's different about you."

"Pervert, you."

"You're the one!" He looked fearless, as if he had done a good deed.

My face was so hot it was about to explode.I don't know how to argue with this kind of person, the breath is stuck in my chest like this, I can't go up or down, I feel like I'm going to suffocate to death.

I just want to beat him hard, beat him all over the floor, until he kneels down and begs for mercy.But I didn't do that. I didn't want to be punished for fighting, and I didn't want the school to call my parents.I clenched my fist and squeezed out from the surrounding crowd.

"It's purple!" Zhou Wei said faintly from behind, and laughter erupted in the classroom instantly.

My mother bought all my underwear, and I didn't pick them too much. Although I didn't think the color looked good, I just wore it like this.

But being said so in full view, I feel like I can die directly.

I gritted my teeth, trying to control myself to be calm and not to be impulsive.

There are many opportunities for revenge.

"Ah!" There was another scream from behind, and the table rubbed against the ground again, and the stool on the table fell to the ground with a slap.

I turned around and saw Zhou Wei sitting on the ground covering his face in pain.

"Crazy, you didn't explode the matter, did you?"

Ye Ze's eyes seemed to be bloodshot, he rushed forward and grabbed Zhou Wei by the collar without saying a word, and he was about to hit him with his fist.

Zhou Wei was unprepared for the first punch, but now he won't be beaten in vain, he raised his leg and directly kicked Ye Ze's chest.

After Ye Ze fell down, he got up immediately and rushed to fight, the two of them twisted into a ball.

"What are you doing?" The head teacher who came back to inspect our cleaning yelled when he saw this scene, and the crowd gave him a way in an instant, and Ye Ze and Zhou Wei also let go of each other unwillingly.

Ye Ze's face turned to one side, with a rebellious and rebellious look.His face was painted, there was some blood on the corner of his mouth, and there was a red mark the size of a fist on his right cheek.The hand by his side was also flushed and trembled slightly.

Zhou Wei looked more serious. He seemed to have heard that his skin had some problems before, and his skin would turn red with a little force.After Ye Ze punched so hard, his face was swollen like a pig's head.

Although I was very happy when he was beaten, this form is obviously not good for Ye Ze.

"Why fight?" The teacher frowned and asked.

My throat was a little tight, if Ye Ze said it was because Zhou Wei took off my pants and he stepped in for me, I felt that I would be even more embarrassing.Why do I seem to have regressed to primary school, I have a headache.

Ye Ze pursed his lips and did not speak.Zhou Wei glanced at Ye Ze quickly, but also chose to remain silent.

I was relieved, fortunately these two people are not that stupid.Let me quickly think about what reason to use to prevaricate the teacher.Are they actually joking around?

"Speak!" The head teacher raised the volume again.

"I just don't like him." Ye Ze said.

My heart is cold, this is simply the most deadly answer, and it is not telling the truth.

The head teacher's eyes widened suddenly, "Okay, if you don't like it, you can hit someone, you two go to the office for me!"

What if Ye Ze is punished by the school for this?Can the punishment be revoked before the college entrance examination?Will it affect his admission to university?For us now, that is the most important turning point in our lives, and it is the motivation to get out of bed every day when we open our eyes.

I squeezed forward, "Teacher." I called out to him, and everyone's eyes focused on me again, and I felt my face getting hot.

Ye Ze stared fiercely, and then said shut up with his mouth.

I ignored him and continued: "I was just standing on the table sweeping the dust, and Zhou Wei pulled down my pants. At that time, there were girls in the class. Not only did he not apologize, but he also cursed. Ye Ze probably meant it. I couldn’t stand it, so I came to stop him.”

"Ah?" The homeroom teacher looked disbelieving, he turned around and asked the students around him, "Is that so?"

Then some people nodded, and some girls whispered that they were scared to death.

The head teacher casually took a book from the table and knocked on Zhou Wei's head, "You are crazy, why take off your pants if you have nothing to do."

Zhou Wei received the head with a dark face, then turned his head and looked at me fiercely.

"Okay, I understand the situation. Zhou Wei is wrong, but Ye Ze is also wrong for beating someone. Both of you should come to the office with me."

I didn't go home right away, but sat in the classroom and waited for Ye Ze.Today's incident is so ridiculous that I feel ashamed.After I calmed down, I began to think carefully. The sentence Zhou Wei said was not the sentence you broke out.In other words, Ye Ze told me about me, but since he wanted to embarrass me, why did he help me today?

I waited for a long time before Ye Ze returned to the classroom to pick up his schoolbag. He moved quickly, stuffed a few books in the bag casually, turned around and left without even looking at me.Fortunately, I got everything ready, stood up and chased after him.

I stopped one meter away from Ye Ze, and I didn't know what to say. I looked at his hands that were swinging back and forth. The hands were clean and fair, but they were bruised.

I deliberately took steps out of the sound and tried to make the schoolbags collide, but even so Ye Ze didn't look back, pretending that there was no one behind me.I was a little frustrated, there was nothing I could do about Ye Ze who ignored me.

Passing by a pharmacy, I seemed to grab a straw, "Do you want to go to the pharmacy?"

Ye Ze still ignored me, but because I found a legitimate reason, I suddenly became more righteous.I ran a few steps in front of him and stopped him, "Let's go buy some medicine and treat the wound!"

"Are you annoying?" Ye Ze looked at me condescendingly, "Stop following me."

I stopped his hand and let it go slowly. I wanted to say cheekily that you thought this road belonged to your house, but I just turned my face away for no reason.

I feel very ashamed, obviously I was the one who wanted to break up the relationship in the first place.Very angry at myself for being so unlucky.

"Then don't help me!" I whispered.You are giving me hope by doing this today. I clearly told myself not to expect anything, but even the most desperate person will still retain a trace of hope for a better tomorrow deep in his heart.

"Hmph, you are too funny, who is helping you?" Ye Ze sneered, and then continued: "I just think Zhou Wei's behavior is too disgusting. I don't like it, but I like to show it."

Ye Ze approached me, his warm breath sprayed on my ear, a little itchy. "I know you will find a way to teach him a lesson. Because you are all such disgusting people."

After saying this, Ye Ze straightened up, as if he bumped into me on purpose, and then strode away.

The sun is shaking, the tree shadows are shaking, and the light spots on the ground are shaking.Cars were honking and passing by on the road full of people. The noise of people was like bees that like to linger around people's ears in summer.These scenes are far and near, clear for a while and blurred for a while, and I feel a little weak in my legs.

I thought of one day when my mother turned over the photos, she pointed to a photo of my family of three going to the zoo when I was seven or eight years old. In the photo, my mother hugged me, and my father put his hand on my mother’s shoulder. , there is a half-length giraffe in the background, and our family laughed happily.

Mom smiled and said: "You were so cute at that time, you liked to cling to mom, now you don't talk to me very much."

At that time, I was dizzy from doing the test papers, so I came out to pour a glass of water.After hearing this sentence, my nose was sore and I felt very sad, but I still pretended not to notice my mother's mood and went back to the room immediately, and closed the door.

Ye Ze once said to me that it's good to have you, but today he said it was because you are all such disgusting people.

They all trusted me and had high expectations for me, but I let them all down.

Why is this so?Where in the hell am I utterly wrong and on a path that is completely contrary to my hopes.

☆, magic dream

I stood on the playground and watched Ye Ze's playing basketball in the distance. The previous physical education teacher broke his leg during the winter vacation, so he couldn't come to class for the time being.Now we don't have to do those boring exercises, just run casually, do warm-up activities and it's time for free activities.

"Go up if you want!" Zhang Lei did not know when he stood beside me.

I just wanted to quibble, but Zhang Lei didn't give me a chance. "I know you like him, but if you don't tell him, he doesn't know."

My heart skipped a beat, and tears of excitement almost flowed out.He actually knew, he understood my feelings.Yes, maybe it was because I was too dishonest that the relationship between me and Ye Ze became like this.

"But...he just ignores me now!"

Zhang Lei folded his arms, looking confident, "I can help you, but there is a price to pay, are you willing?"

I nodded quickly, no matter what the price is, I hope Ye Ze Ye Ze can like me.I don't want to be alone anymore.

"Okay." Zhang Lei gave me a gratifying smile, but the smile seemed happy at first glance, but it turned out to have a gloomy atmosphere, which made people get goosebumps all over.

I looked up again, and the sky suddenly turned blood red, and the clouds in the sky were constantly changing, clearly showing the faces of monsters.Where did Ye Ze go?There was no one on the playground at all.

Zhang Lei did not know when he took out a knife in his hand, the surface of the knife flashed white, and I quickly covered my eyes.

"As long as it hurts, you can be with Ye Ze forever." Zhang Lei's bewitching voice kept echoing in my ears...

I opened my eyes and saw the familiar ceiling, only to realize that I had a dream.There was a little sweat on the back, probably from being frightened.

When I woke up, I was a little bit disappointed, and the joy of being understood in my dream and having someone help me make suggestions still felt so real.In real life, I don’t know what to say to others, I can’t say it, and I don’t think it’s necessary.

I used to hope to participate in a challenge of living alone for three months without speaking or communicating with anyone. This challenge has a very high prize, about 100 million.

If there is such a challenge, I can definitely succeed.Because I have a record of speaking no more than thirty sentences a week, including such words as um, ah, and good.I am also very serious about what to do with this pen.

Man, it's really annoying.If you don't have the troubles of interpersonal relationships, people will be much more relaxed.Don't care who is No.1, as long as you wear comfortable clothes, you don't feel weird when you are alone.

But as a social person, I still have to communicate with others. My thinking is not normal.I wanted to get away from the crowd and feel the warmth of others. I was really wishful thinking.

If only there were a pain in the ass, it would be nice to have a way to maintain a permanent harmonious relationship.

Today I stopped at school again, I stared at the window very seriously, and there were students in the car who wore the same school uniform as me, but I still missed it.

In fact, I can ask my classmates from the same school to remind me when they get off the bus, but I find it difficult to speak.Worrying about being regarded as an idiot, and feeling very embarrassed to bother others.Forget it, next time you have to work harder to listen to the stop signs and watch the road.

He rushed to the classroom in a hurry, was caught by the head teacher, and then scolded, walked to the seat in a somewhat disheveled manner.The deskmate asked kindly, why are you late again.I smiled and said that I accidentally overslept this morning.Don't work too hard, the deskmate clicked his mouth, turned his head and continued to recite English words.

We haven't spoken for 36 days since Ye Ze called me disgusting last time.If you meet someone on the road, you can pretend not to see them, and sit far away in the classroom without affecting each other.When he handed in his homework, he asked someone to bring it over and put it on my desk.

In other words, no, no, no chance to say a word to him.

At this time, I was actually a little angry with Zhang Lei. When Ye Ze and I were having trouble, wouldn't he come to be a peacemaker?Now it's time to really need him, but he doesn't care about anything.

The first class in the afternoon was physical education class. Our class would close the curtains for a nap at noon, so as soon as I got out of the classroom, I was so blinded by the sunlight that I had to cover my eyes with my hands. I felt like a monster who had seen the light.

The weather is getting hotter day by day, and the small blue flowers the size of fingernails are blooming on the side of the flower bed, and the cocoon-like buds that were on the branches at the beginning also bloom all of a sudden, and they are all green.It's over 20 degrees today.

The physical education teacher took us to do some warm-up exercises, and then let us run around the playground for two laps before letting us move freely.

As soon as the teacher let him go, Ye Ze really invited his friends to play basketball. The weather was very hot, and they all changed into short-sleeved school uniforms, and rolled up their trouser legs, revealing a white calf.

I was bored watching from the other side of the playground, walking around for nothing, so it shouldn't be conspicuous.

"Go if you want!" Zhang Lei stood next to me at some point, I swallowed my saliva, turned my head slowly, and found that it was really him.

I was actually a little scared. Isn't this exactly like my dream?Dreams are very magical. I seem to have seen in a magazine that there is a person who has often dreamed of the same house for many years, and the scenery around the house will change with the seasons.He thought it was just a coincidence, until he traveled to other countries many years later and saw the house exactly like his dream.

Sometimes we have a feeling of deja vu about some scenes and some things, but we have never done it before, probably because we have had similar dreams.

I think, now I have this magical dream.A dream that foretells the future.

I was very nervous, but also very excited, staring at Zhang Lei without blinking, hoping that he could say what he dreamed of, and then tell me how to make Ye Ze like me.

Zhang Lei felt unnaturally stared at by me, he touched his face, "Is there something on my face?"

"No." I was a little disappointed, but I still thought too much.

"It's so hot, why are you still wearing so many clothes?"

Indeed, everyone was only wearing short sleeves, and I was the only one wearing a coat.Beads of sweat started to form on my back and forehead.

But I can't take it off, my arms are long and short, and there are new and old scars that can't be seen.

"I'm not hot." I could only open my eyes and talk nonsense.

"Who are you lying to? Could it be that the water on your forehead was poured by water?" Zhang Lei pulled down my zipper, "Take it off, don't get sick later."

I quickly grabbed the collar and covered my clothes.Probably my reaction was a little too aggressive. Originally, Zhang Lei wanted to leave, but came back to tear my clothes.

Fortunately, I reacted quickly and ran quickly. Zhang Lei only touched a corner of my clothes but missed me.

Hey, what kind of savior is this, it's killing me.

I was not good at sports, and I was out of breath after running for a while, feeling like my lungs were going to explode.This crazy Zhang Lei is still chasing me.

When I ran to the back of the gymnasium, I couldn't run any longer. I leaned against the wall and gasped for breath, "You...why do you keep following me?"

"You... why are you running? If you don't run...I need to chase after you."

We confronted each other for a while, and then Zhang Lei walked towards me and said with a smirk: "Is there any strange tattoo on my body? Show me, brother can't laugh."

I wanted to run, but because I was too tired, I slowed down and was caught by him.

Who is this person, and why is his obsession so deep?

My poor school uniform was being torn and torn like this, and the thread was about to snap.I was desperately protecting the clothes, but I also felt that I would not be able to support them. The sweat made my hands slippery, and I felt that I would not be able to grasp them in the next second.

Why am I so unlucky? Either my trousers or my clothes were ripped off.No one will believe it.

"What the hell are you doing?"

When the voice sounded, both Zhang Lei and I shook our hands, "Oh, no, I'm just curious, and I have no bad intentions." Zhang Lei turned his head and carefully explained to Ye Ze.

How could Ye Ze appear here when he was supposed to be playing?Or is our movement too loud.

"Still letting go? Do you want to be like Zhou Wei?"

"No..." Zhang Lei reluctantly let go.

My hanging heart finally let go, and I quickly lowered my head and pulled up the zipper of my clothes.But when I lowered my head, I realized that the clothes had been pulled down under the arms, and the scars on the arms were not many but a bit long, like earthworms that could wriggle.

He probably didn't see it, otherwise, according to Ye Ze's personality, he wouldn't be as calm as he is now.

The air was quiet for a few seconds, Ye Ze turned his head and said to Zhang Lei: "You think everyone is like you, so you can tattoo a heart on your body for your girlfriend!"

"Ah, why did you just say it so casually?" Zhang Lei rushed up to hit Ye Ze with a look of annoyance after speaking.

So it turned out that Zhang Lei really thought I had a strange tattoo on my body too.I wanted to see someone as stupid as him, which is why I have been chasing me for so long.I suddenly felt a little funny.

Finally, there was no danger, I relaxed and leaned my body against the wall.But this kind of behavior to relieve inner pain must also end, summer is coming soon, and no secrets can be hidden.

But what makes me even more headache now is Ye Ze's behavior.He obviously hates me, but he appeared in time when I was in danger.What on earth is he thinking?

First, he helped me because he liked me.But he usually ignores me at all, even when I don't exist, obviously he didn't forgive me, I haven't been narcissistic and thick-skinned to this extent.

Second, he wanted revenge on me.In the past, watching TV dramas would have such a plot. The protagonist devoted himself to practicing martial arts in order to avenge his father. After many years, he found the enemy who killed his father, but before he could do it, the enemy was killed by others, and then the protagonist committed suicide.To him, revenge is not revenge without slaying the enemy.

In this way, Ye Ze's behavior can be understood. He doesn't want others to hurt me because he wants to do it himself.

I finally sorted out my thoughts, but suddenly my back felt a little numb, and I got goosebumps all over my body.

"Fu Xing, come here!" I don't know when Ye Ze and Zhang Lei have finished fighting, and now there is only Ye Ze in front of me.

I was shocked, he has ignored me for a long time, now what does he want to do all of a sudden?

Ye Ze's figure is tall and slender, but not as thin as a bamboo pole. The exposed arms and calves can see the muscles with beautiful lines.After exercising just now, his forehead was covered with sweat, and a few strokes of bangs were stuck to his forehead.It was as if he had his own stove, and he kept steaming.

In other words, I can't beat it anyway.

If he really wants to make a move, it's up to me to bear with being beaten up by him and let him vent his anger.But if you are beaten, can you really not resist?If I don't do it, will Ye Ze think that I look down on him or something like that?So should I do it, and how much force should I use if I do it?

Seeing that I hadn't moved for a long time, Ye Ze seemed a little impatient. He tossed his hair and strode towards me.His movement of shaking his head was very chic, but I was not in the mood to appreciate it at all.

I watched his shadow change from long to short, and the very oppressive aura was getting closer and closer. My back was firmly pressed against the wall.

If he can calm down, so be it!