jealousy is the devil

Maybe it will be useful when the time comes.But it's useless for now, ah, I really want to stay with Ye Ze.

Jiang Yao has a super spare tire who has liked her for five years. Although she has been rejected all the time, she has never changed her original intention towards Jiang Yao and has been giving silently.Jiang Yao rushes to the front line when she has something to do, and Jiang Yao retreats to the back line when she is successful.There really is such an infatuated idiot in the world, I advised him to see an ophthalmologist.

For his poor sake, I also help him by the way.

As for how I knew this, Zhang Lei, the gossip, told me. At that time, I listened to his nagging helplessly with blank eyes, but I didn’t expect it to be an important piece of information now.

Jiang Ling will stay after school on Tuesday and Thursday to participate in physical training. Her long-distance running broke the school record, and the physical education teacher really wants to train her.Usually Ye Ze would wait for her to finish training, but it was fine, Ye Ze seemed to be going home today.Hmph, God help me too.

After Jiang Ling finished her training, she would take a shower in the bathroom of the school gymnasium and then go home. Fortunately, it was 06:30, and it was completely dark.At this point, there was almost no one in the school, and Jiang Ling acted alone.

I put on my hat and mask, sneaked into the bathroom, and took out her phone.I originally wanted to take out her clothes, but I thought it would be too much to do in winter, so I didn't do it.

After I got the phone, I wanted to find the number of the spare tire classmate.I once heard Jiang Ling complain that Ye Ze didn't change the phone password to her own birthday. If she is not too thick-skinned, then her phone password should be Ye Ze's birthday.

I tried it successfully, and I found the number of the spare tire student easily.I threw my mobile phone at the door, and then used a broom to stuff it on the doorknob. The door of the bathroom is a push-pull type. As long as I block it with a broom, I can't open it from the inside.

Then go to the public relations phone outside the school to call the spare tire classmates.

"Jiang Ling is now locked in the school bathroom. If you are worried about her, come here quickly." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone.

I can't wait to come, I have created an excellent opportunity for you, you have to take advantage of it.

How terrible it is to be locked in the bathroom in an empty school. Not only will you think about whether you have offended someone, but you will also think about some supernatural events.While trembling with fear, someone suddenly came to rescue him, he would definitely be regarded as a knight or something, and he would unconsciously develop a good impression and give the other party a halo.

Of course I want to see such a wonderful scene with my own eyes. I hid in the flower bed by the corridor and waited quietly.

Jiang Ling found that the bathroom door was locked, and started banging on the door, then yelling.However, no one will save you now, so wait for your knight.

After another 10 minutes, I heard a rushing footsteps coming in this direction.I poked my head out carefully, I was actually quite curious about this spare tire classmate.But when I saw him, my whole body was petrified, I couldn't move, I just wanted to sneer and curse.

The broom was thrown aside at once, and the door opened at once. Jiang Ling cried and ran out to hug the visitor, "I'm so scared, it's so good of you to come!"

This is all within the scope of my imagination, but I did not design for him.

Ye Ze patted Jiang Ling's back lightly, and said comfortingly, "Don't be afraid, am I here?"

Even though it went so smoothly at the beginning, what happened to the spare tire? The opportunity for him to prepare was wasted like this.After Jiang Ling and Ye Ze left, I called him again.

"Why don't you come?" I asked angrily.

"Because it's not suitable for me to go, I called Ye Ze to pick her up."

"Stupid, what's the point of doing this, Jiang Ling won't appreciate you."

"I don't want her gratitude, I just want to do what is good for her. No matter what your purpose is, I hope you will not do anything to hurt Jiang Ling, otherwise I will not let you go..."

I hung up the phone.

Stupid, you have done so much for her, but now she is in the arms of another man.Don't you feel jealous?

I know he is not the same person as me.He is like a mirror, and now I see myself, so ugly and ridiculous.

My steps were a little weak, and the hot feeling crawled all over my back, and slowly my whole body became hot because I couldn't accept myself like this.

I covered my mouth tightly with both hands to keep myself from crying.I can't concentrate on doing my own thing every day, thinking about how to make Jiang Ling disappear, really like a clown.This me reeks of disgust and corruption from the inside out.My loathing for myself was at its peak.

But I really can't do what my spare tire classmates did.It is said that love is watering flowers, and liking is picking flowers.I am willing to water the flowers, but I hope the flowers are grown in my own yard.I can't stand the person I like being with someone else.

Too tired, I choose to give up.As long as you don't like Ye Ze, that's fine.

It was almost the end of the term, and the atmosphere in the class suddenly became tense. Even the students who usually like to fight were sitting peacefully in their seats and studying.The sound of turning the pages of the book, clattering, made my whole nerves tense.To be honest, I didn't have much hope for this final exam, but I was still working hard mechanically.

"You should give yourself some time to rest!" Ye Ze put a bottle of milk on my table.

"Well, I see."

"Hmph, the answer is quite fast, but it's not my own way." Ye Ze put his hands on my table, then lowered his head and said to me: "I don't know which bastard locked Jiang Ling in the school bathroom yesterday. If I know who did it, I must give him a good lesson."

Ye Ze's words sent a chill down my spine, did he know it was me when he told me that?The corner of his mouth slanted up into a smirk, as if he knew everything by heart.

"That... is really too much." But he had no reason to find out, I was very careful.I squeezed the pen tightly, trying to convince myself.

"Who do you think it could be?" Ye Ze looked at me seriously, his black and white eyes were clear and clear.

"Ah? How would I know that you are his boyfriend, you don't even know, how would I know?" My palms began to sweat.

"That's right." Ye Ze laughed twice, then stood up straight, "You don't hear what's going on outside the window, how could you know anything, I'm stupid."

Why on earth did he ask me? He knew I was nosy, or was he really suspicious of me?The more I thought about it, the more chaotic I felt, and it was difficult to breathe.Now I just hope that Ye Ze will leave quickly, so that he can take a deep breath.

"Fu Xing, can you do me a favor?"

"What are you busy with?"

"Send Jiang Ling home today. I have something to do at home today, but I really don't worry about her."

"Huh?" Asking me to send Jiang Ling home is too weird.I'm not going to hurt her anymore, she's in no danger now.But how do I say this.

"You are the person I trust the most." Ye Ze winked at me.

"Okay!" I couldn't refuse his request, even if he asked me to protect someone I hate.

Jiang Ling folded her arms with both hands, it was a little funny, "Ye Ze asked you to come and take me home, I suspect that the person who locked me in the bathroom was you." Jiang Ling approached me, stared into my eyes, "It's you, right? , Fu Xing?"

Her intuition was truly terrifying.I looked back calmly, "You're thinking too much, let's go, I have something to do when I go home." I turned around and walked forward, it was a bit annoying to be seen through, it felt like I was not wearing clothes.I really don't want to see her at all.

After sending Jiang Ling to the door, she took out the key and opened the door.

"Then I'll go back first." I said.

Jiang Ling turned around, "Wait, don't leave, I want you to help move something."

She treated my free labor as nothing, and asked me to move some cardboard boxes with books around.

"I still have some unused books in my room, please help me move them out too!"

I shuffled towards her room. I hadn't moved for a long time, and I was out of breath when I moved something.

I walked into the room and asked, "Where are the books?"

Jiang Ling walked over slowly and closed the door of the room.

"What do you want?"

Jiang Ling smiled and didn't speak, she walked towards me, then took my hand and put it on her chest, then she stood on tiptoe and slowly brought her lips closer.Her eyes were lowered, her eyelashes were long and thick, trembling slightly.

If I were a normal male high school student, I shouldn't be able to resist the ****.However, she is not attractive to me.I pushed her away and took a step back.

"What do you want to do?" I was a little annoyed.

Jiang Ling sneered, "It seems that you are really gay." After she finished speaking, she began to take off her clothes and started crying.

I was completely frightened. She was so proud just now, but why did the pear blossoms bring rain immediately.I don't know what she wants to do, but my instinct tells me that I'd better go.

I quickly turned around, opened the door, and suddenly saw Ye Ze walking in with big bags and small bags, looking at me in shock.

I ran out of Jiang Ling's room in a panic, and Jiang Ling's intermittent crying came from the room.I froze there, I think I know Jiang Ling's purpose.

Ye Ze threw away the things in his hands, and then rushed into the room.Ye Ze's gentle comforting voice was like a hammer hitting my chest, and Jiang Ling's sobbing didn't stop, it made my ears hurt.

Now that everything is clear, I don't panic anymore, showing a kind of aggrieved bravery.Ye Ze, if you believe Jiang Ling's words, then I misunderstood you, and then we will go back to the bridge and go our own way.

"Fu Xing, come in."

I was prepared for the worst, but when he called my name, I still trembled.But what to be afraid of now depends on who he chooses to believe.I re-entered the room as if I were dead.

Ye Ze glanced at me, then turned his head to look at Jiang Ling, "Jiang Ling, don't be afraid, tell me now, is Fu Xing the one who touched you just now?"

Jiang Ling glanced at me, then immediately lowered her head as if she was afraid, and nodded slowly after a while.Ye Ze's body immediately paused.

I'm a bit cold and it's all over.I'm like a leaky balloon, my whole body is a little sluggish, and I feel very tired.I leaned against the door frame, thinking I should go.I don't seem to be able to explain to Ye Ze who doubts me, I will lose control, if I accidentally cry, it will be too embarrassing.

Ye Ze grabbed Jiang Ling's shoulder, "I'll ask you again, is it him?"

Jiang Ling raised her head, her black eyes were moist and pitiful.She nodded again.

After hearing this, Ye Ze stood up and said to me, "Fu Xing, let's go!"

"I have nothing to tell you." I stood up straight and walked out, my legs seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.

Ye Ze came over and grabbed my hand, and said to me, "I'm sorry."

I pulled out my hand. I had a lot to say, including grievances and anger, but in the end I could only say helplessly, "Forget it!"

"I knew Jiang Ling didn't like you, and bullied you intentionally or unintentionally, making you shy away from it. But I turned a blind eye and hoped that you would get better one day. However, I didn't expect that Jiang Ling would one day I wronged you for doing this kind of thing. I'm so sorry!"

What?What Ye Ze meant was that he was on my side, he believed in me, my mood was really like riding a roller coaster, I just reached the bottom of the valley, and now I am happy to reach the peak again.

"Ye Ze, what are you talking about, I am the one who is hurt now, why are you apologizing to him?" Jiang Ling was a little annoyed.

Ye Ze said sadly, "Did you know that Fu Xing likes boys."

After hearing this sentence, Jiang Ling's eyes widened. He didn't expect Ye Ze to know.If you know that I like boys, how can you do such a thing to her?But at the beginning, I obviously acted like Ye Ze didn't know anything, and I was very worried about Ye Ze's discovery.She used this as her confidence to dare to wrong me.

Jiang Ling rushed over and pulled my collar, her black pupils were like bottomless black holes, "How dare you lie to me, you..." She couldn't continue, yes, I told a lie, but it wasn't her Reason for doing it.Although she felt like being put together by someone, she couldn't argue with it.

She dropped my collar, turned around and grabbed Ye Ze's arm, "Ye Ze, it's possible that he likes both girls and boys, who knows about this kind of thing..."

"Jiang Ling, you've gone too far, and you've been quibbling until now. It's okay to be self-willed, because I like you and think it's cute. But you still treat my friend like this. Let's break up!"

Jiang Ling threw Ye Ze's hand away angrily, "You want to break up with me, okay, I'm the one who dumped you, not you. Do you think I care about you? Anyone who chases me Line up. You protect him so much, you don't like him, maybe you are crooked too."

"Jiang Ling!" Ye Ze yelled loudly, his chest heaving violently, as if he was suppressing his anger.Jiang Ling was also stunned by his aura. In his memory, Ye Ze had never spoken in such a tone.

"Let's go!" Ye Ze said to me.

I'm still confused, what's going on, they just broke up.I'm ready for a tug-of-war. The enemy digs a hole and buries himself?I stared blankly at Ye Ze, feeling a little unbelievable.

"Let's go!" Ye Ze yelled at me.

I oh reflexively, obediently followed behind Ye Ze.Momentum is really important.

☆, distressed

Ye Ze walked fast, his legs were straight and slender, he took one step to beat others two steps, and now he was angry again.Although I am happy in my heart, the current atmosphere is indeed very weird.

Ye Ze kept silent with a dark face, but I couldn't say anything to comfort people anyway, and I was extremely silent along the way. If I accidentally kicked a small stone, it seemed to make an earth-shattering sound.

But my heart was very peaceful, there were only the two of us, and if he didn't turn his head, I just looked at his back.

It's not that the pure happiness of a person's life is only 4 or [-] minutes, it's really short, let's count it as my few seconds now.

I always dare not let myself be too happy. Every time I encounter something very happy, a villain will pop up in my mind and say to me: "Fu Xing, don't be too happy, it will be miserable if extreme joy breeds sadness." Cross that line, and I'll fall from a height into an abyss.

"Fu Xing, why are you walking so slowly!" Before I knew it, I was already a long way behind Ye Ze, and Ye Ze was standing there impatiently waiting for me.Then, as if he thought I was too slow, he strode towards me again.

He patted me on the shoulder and said to me, "Don't think about it, it's not your fault."

He took out a bag from his schoolbag and handed it to me, "Well, happy birthday."

I never celebrate my birthday, and our family doesn’t pay much attention to it. My mother often told me that it was your birthday a few days after my birthday.This was probably the first official gift I ever received.

Ye Ze rubbed his nose, and said, "Open it quickly, I wanted to celebrate your birthday today, but who knew it would turn out like this." His voice slowly became sad again.

I took out a white box from the bag and opened it to a white mobile phone.I remember that Ye Ze had the same mobile phone in black.Is it because he really likes to use this phone, or because he bought it as a gift for me.

Sometimes I really misunderstand that Ye Ze likes me.He remembers my birthday and takes it seriously.He believed in me and was willing to tell me the truth.He even chose to believe me between his girlfriend and me.But does that mean he likes me?

As soon as my idea came up, countless objections began to suppress it.No, Fu Xing, what are you thinking?If you are too narcissistic, you will definitely suffer, so you must keep calm.

I packed the phone, put it back into the bag, and handed it to Ye Ze. "I can't accept this gift, it's too expensive." We are still students, and we don't earn money by ourselves. I still can't accept a mobile phone as a birthday present.

"Just take it, so that it will be convenient for me to find you when I have something to do. You think I'm so kind!"

I shook my head, thinking I shouldn't take it.This money may be nothing to Ye Ze, but it is a month's living expenses to me.

"Really, you want to piss me off! Do you want to take it or not?" Ye Ze asked me in a threatening tone.

I don't know why, every time he treats me so fiercely, I'm not afraid at all, but have an urge to laugh.I still shook my head.

"You..." Ye Ze pointed at me, and then put down helplessly.He took my bag, took out the phone from it, and cleared the calling card in the phone.Then he took out his mobile phone, pulled out the calling card, and switched the two mobile phones.

He gave me his black phone, "I'll give you this old one, if you don't want it, I'll throw it away."

I took it, I don't know why this phone makes me feel excited.There were two shallow scratches on the surface of the phone, because it was still warm in the pocket, and they belonged to Ye Ze.

"Thank you." I smiled at him.

"Then I'll go home." Ye Ze shook his hand.

I turned on the phone, and after a while, a text message came, this is my number.I laughed at him in my heart, of course I know your number.

Ye Ze really has no sense of privacy. He gave me his mobile phone but forgot to delete the contents of the mobile phone.After I quit this text message, I saw a lot of messages again.One of them is, boy, forgive us, go home!

I felt a dull pain in my heart, looked up at the direction Ye Ze was leaving, he had turned into a small dot, hidden in the darkness.

The next day, Ye Ze was not energetic all day long. He lay on the table with one arm, staring out the window in a daze.The sycamore tree outside the window had lost all its leaves a long time ago, and it was bare and lifeless.

Seeing his appearance, Zhang Lei teased him and said, "Did you break up in love?"

Ye Ze wanted to jump up and hit him, but after thinking about it, he leaned back on the table dejectedly.

I didn't expect Ye Ze to be so quiet, and I walked to his place after Zhang Lei left.Hand him the phone.

"There is something in your phone that hasn't been deleted."

"Oh!" Ye Ze scratched his hair, then took the phone and started deleting things.Then his pupils suddenly dilated and he looked up at me.

"You saw it, didn't you?"

I nodded, I hope he can tell me that I want to bear half of his sadness.

But I saw his eyes turn cold, and he put the phone on my hand, "Don't talk nonsense." Then he fell asleep again, this time he buried his head in his arms, and I even The expression is also gone.

At noon, I finished my homework and came out of the teacher's office. After turning a corner, I had to walk a long open-air corridor to the teaching building.I found Ye Ze leaning against that corridor, and stood up when he saw me coming.I walked up to him, and he looked at me and said, "Do you want to skip class with me?"

I nodded without thinking.

The two of us were ostentatious in the street in our school uniforms. We were really a little presumptuous, and we were afraid of meeting a teacher who was going out suddenly.But it was inexplicably exciting.

We ate a lot of snacks along the way, our stomachs were full, and then Ye Ze took me to the Internet cafe.Ye Ze seemed to come here often, and even greeted the boss.We found two seats to sit down, and then Ye Ze took me to play games.The Internet cafe is not as smoky as I imagined, it is quite neat.

When we were having fun, suddenly there was a commotion in the crowd.Ye Ze threw away the mouse, and said a little irritably, "These teachers really have nothing to do, and they're here again to arrest people."

I was a little nervous. If my mother found out about my skipping class and going to the Internet cafe, she would definitely make a fuss.Then say how hard she is, and how heartless I am.

"Follow me!" Ye Ze grabbed my hand, led me through a row of seats, and then walked to the back door with ease. After a while, we turned into a secluded alley.Seeing that no one was chasing me, I finally let go of my hanging heart.

But we seem to lose our direction in an instant, and suddenly become confused. What should we do next?I silently followed behind Ye Ze, the winter sun shone warmly on our bodies, and my hair gradually became hot.I don't know why I feel so sad inside.

We just wandered around aimlessly, and then we came to a lake where there was a big, flat rock.Ye Ze climbed up first, then lay down.I followed his example and lay down beside him.Close your eyes and hear the sound of the wind blowing the leaves and the slow flow of water.It seems like it's been a long time since I listened to a voice like this slowly.

Ye Ze turned over and hugged me, "It's nice to have you, you can mess around with me, without asking the bottom line, and without being annoying."

I thought that maybe I only have this advantage, and I must continue to develop this advantage so that Ye Ze can't hate it.So I didn't ask Ye Ze what he thought of me.

I know that Ye Ze is so annoying recently because his biological parents suddenly want to recognize him. Their daughter seems to be seriously ill, and they want Ye Ze to help pay for the medical expenses.Knowing these things made me almost explode, but I didn't expect them to come to the school.

That day we were having self-study classes in the afternoon, and they came.As soon as they entered the classroom, they quickly found Ye Ze, walked over, and knelt down in front of Ye Ze with a plop.

There were still some people talking in the class, but when they saw the battle, everyone fell silent, and they heard the ticking of the clock above the podium.

"What are you doing?" Ye Ze's voice was both surprised and suppressed.

"Son, we were the ones who were sorry for you at the beginning. I was really too young to support you. Now we know we were wrong. I hope you can forgive us."

"After all, blood is thicker than water. This thing can't be cut. We are sorry for you, but your sister has done nothing wrong. You must help her!"

"Others still have to study, so stop messing around here." Ye Ze said coldly.

"If you don't forgive us, we won't be able to get up on our knees here. Anyway, face is not as important as your sister's life."

"Okay," Ye Ze nodded with a smile, "then you can just kneel." Ye Ze sat down and continued to do his homework.

Seeing that Ye Ze really ignored them, they started attacking the students.

"Ye Ze was born in October. I was in poor health and almost died when I gave birth to him. Although I couldn't afford him, I sent him to a good family. But he Such a ruthless denial of me, classmate, tell me, how can a person deny his own parents?"

The classmate who was asked gave a dumbfounded sound.Others also hesitated and didn't know what to say.They must have been shocked to death, they didn't expect Ye Ze to have such a background.They looked at each other with embarrassed expressions.

Ye Ze kept his back straight, as if he was devoting himself to doing his homework.

"Ye Ze, look, the students also feel that one has to recognize one's own parents, so please forgive us!" She took Ye Ze's writing hand off and held it tightly.

"I don't think I should admit it." My voice trembled a little, trembling with anger.It was the first time I wanted to curse so much, but I wanted to say so much that I couldn't hold it all at once.I just feel a pain in my throat.

"Classmate, if you say that, how chilling your parents must be. They gave you life, and you actually think that people can deny their own parents?"

I clenched my fists and took a deep breath, "Of course I will treat my parents well, because they gave birth to me and raised me. But what about you, you have no choice but to abandon him. Now there is If it is difficult, I want to come back and recognize him.”

"You have never considered his feelings. You suddenly want to recognize him. Have you thought about the relationship between him and his current parents? Did you ever think that Ye Ze would be embarrassed when you made trouble in school like this? Of course you have nothing. Thinking about it, you just want us to sympathize with you and let the public opinion of the society stand on your side. You just want us to force Ye Ze to recognize you to achieve your own goals."

Before I knew it, my face was wet, and I felt so distressed.I am such a good Ye Ze and they didn't want it at first, but now they want to come back and hurt him.

I found everyone looking at me in shock, and I knew I was overreacting.Usually, in everyone's impression, I am a bookworm who only cares about reading. I am silent like a shadow. I just want to be more low-key, and I will never stand out.

These gazes made me very anxious, as if my mind was about to be seen by them.I simply stood up and walked outside the classroom to get some air.

But when emotions come, it's like opening the door at the mouth of the dam, and nothing can stop it.My tears flowed and flowed, and I couldn't wipe them off.

"Fu Xing!" Ye Ze called me from behind, his voice was still so pleasant, my nose was a little sore.How could such a thing happen to him?I didn't turn around, I was afraid that my appearance would frighten him.

"Thank you!" he said.

I nodded, and after thinking about it, I still told him, "Ye Ze, it's not your fault..." I'm not used to saying these words to comfort people, and I felt a little awkward, so I ran away after saying this.

Later, I regretted it a little. Maybe Ye Ze had something to say to me at that time. He would be more moved when I was by his side in that environment.

☆, distress signal

Zhang Lei tapped on my shoulder and said, "I didn't see it, you are quite loyal!"

I raised my head and smiled at him, then lowered my head to do my homework by myself.I don't know if he was mocking me or if he said it sincerely.

"Ye Ze is really miserable now, he has lost his love again, and he has a parent who doesn't know where. You should pay attention to him recently."

I nodded, and in Zhang Lei's earnest tone, I felt that he seemed to be sincere.

Unexpectedly, my impulse last time not only did not misunderstand them, but also established a brilliant and good image in the class.A boy who didn't like me very much before bumped into me accidentally and said sorry to me today.A lot of girls suddenly appeared in the class and asked me questions, and even stuffed me with snacks.

I'm a little out of sorts, after all I'm usually a humble person who likes to stay in the corner and never think anyone likes me.I'm kind of flattered, but at the same time I'm kind of disturbed because I'm not who they think I am.I'm not kind, nor brave enough. The reason why I did this is because that person is Ye Ze. If it were someone else, I might be silent.

Their sudden love is like beautiful fireworks blooming in the sky, but I can't feel at ease, as if I stole it.

"Fu Xing, you are so popular recently!" Ye Ze looked at me with a smirk.

My back suddenly became hot, sweating, and felt numb like ants crawling.My popularity is based on Ye Ze's pain, I don't want this kind of welcome at all, I would rather be hated by others.I'm afraid that Ye Ze will feel uncomfortable because of this.

"Hey, your face is so red, no way!" Ye Ze said with a smile.

"I...Ye Ze, I didn't expect this."

"Ah? What are you talking about? With such a blushing face, someone confessed to you, right?" Ye Ze raised his eyebrows with a gossipy face.I gave him a blank look, but my heart relaxed again, Ye Ze didn't seem to mind.

On the west side hung a shiny salted egg yolk. Ye Ze put his hands in his pockets and walked lazily, his shadow stretched very long.

"Actually, she is very pitiful!"

I froze for a moment before realizing that he was talking about his sister.

Ye Ze turned his head and looked at me with some embarrassment, "Do you think I'm particularly spineless and mean?"

I shook my head, maybe I can't understand him, but I think every choice should be respected.Besides, he is Ye Ze!

Ye Ze's expression slowly relaxed, and then his smile slowly unfolded, it was like the joy of relaxing with a kind of permission, I even saw a trace of shyness on his face.

Whatever he likes to do, I'll support him.

I have been laughing a lot recently, not because I am very happy recently, but because the obsessed enthusiasm of my classmates is still going on.To cover up my embarrassment, that's why I laughed. I felt that the muscles on my face were stiff, as if they weren't mine.

I am a little annoyed, why can't I enjoy all this, but feel so tired?Should I be alone?

When get out of class was over, I went to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water, and my face was numb.I propped my hands on the cold sink, water droplets slowly flowed down my face, and my eyes in the mirror were empty and lifeless.

"I've been acting too tired lately!" Zhang Lei smiled and walked over from behind me, washing his hands.

His words were careless, but my heart sank heavily, and my back felt hot again.Zhang Lei is too scary, he looks like a fool, but his eyes seem to be able to see into your heart.I feel like I have no clothes on.

"Why are you standing there stupidly and not going back to class?" It was this familiar look again.

When I walked to the seat, I found that my desk was in a mess. I looked through it and found that my notebook was missing.It was a notebook that I spent a long time revisiting.

"Did someone take my laptop?"

"Oh, I took it." Sun Liang shook her hand and continued to copy notes.

"Could you please ask me next time you take something from me." I tried to restrain myself and said in a polite tone.

Sun Liang raised her head and looked at me in surprise, "I thought you would agree, but if you don't want to, I'll give it back to you."

"No need." After saying this, I returned to my seat, feeling really tired.I really hate other people messing with my things, but it would be too stingy if I get angry.

"Give it back to you!" Sun Liang threw the note heavily on my desk. The noise she made attracted a lot of attention. Under everyone's gaze, she turned and left angrily.

The corners of my notebook rolled up in aggrieved way, with a little bit of spicy stick oil on it, I could only look at it helplessly.

Ye Ze asked me why I was unhappy recently, I could only shake my head.I can't tell why, why I'm not happy.Obviously I am so close to Ye Ze, but why do I still feel that I am alone.I was wandering alone in the crowd, and all the people around me were phantoms, none of which had anything to do with me.

Ye Ze can frankly confide in me, but I can't say a word to him.I dare not let him know my heart, I didn't pretend to him on purpose, but I really can't do it.

Although Ye Ze didn't say much, I knew that Ye Ze was actually a little unhappy.He must feel that I don't trust him and don't take him seriously, so I don't want to tell him anything.

The relationship between us is like a calm sea, and we don't know what kind of destructive tide is brewing inside.

Days like this continued until the end of the semester.After the exam that day, I went back to the classroom to pack my things. My mind was dizzy and my temples kept throbbing.Ye Ze walked to my seat and told me that he and Jiang Ling had reconciled.

I didn't even seem to be surprised at all, and continued to stuff the book into my schoolbag a little bit dumbly.

"I..." Ye Ze seemed hesitant to speak.

I stood up and put my schoolbag on my back, "Well, I see, I'm going home first."

I'm actually not that angry, and I even subconsciously take it for granted.I'm just a little bit wronged. It turns out that my hard work and what I thought I had were all