jealousy is the devil

Noisy, even improved.

When I walked into the classroom, Ye Ze was leaning on the table and sleeping. I called him a few times but he didn't respond.I was worried that he would not be sick, so I walked over and patted him on the shoulder gently.Who knew that he sat up all of a sudden as if he had been stabbed, turned around and saw me, frowned, and turned his shoulders to one side, "Don't touch me." His movements were too loud, and everyone around was scared He jumped, then looked over curiously.

I withdrew my embarrassing hand, and said blankly: "The head teacher told you to go to the office." After I finished speaking, I left. I heard him swear, and then there was the harsh sound of tables, stools rubbing against the ground.

who do you think You Are?I can't live without you?Feeling sad and angry, I pulled out the test paper vigorously and began to correct the wrong questions. I wrote like facing an enemy. The red pen scratched through the back of the paper, and the test paper looked bruised.I can't go on like this, I want to return to the previous state of being distracted.

I was writing vigorously, and my deskmate told me to go to physical education class, and I felt a headache again.

I'm the kind of person who moves around lazily. I might as well do my homework in the classroom if I have time to hop around on the playground.Our physical education teacher is a college student who has just graduated. He looks very young. He is mixed among us, and he is a teacher at all.Of course I don't despise him for being young, it's just that my mother said that young people just have a lot of money, which is not wrong at all.It's fine if it's pure training, he always likes to do sports in groups of two.

I like to do everything independently, and I always feel uncomfortable when I am with others.I don't know if this is normal for me, because I can't ask others.This is not the most troublesome thing, what is even more troublesome is that I am always assigned to a group with Ye Ze.I was very happy at first, compared to other people being with Ye Ze, I would be more relaxed.But now, I would rather be with the [-]-pound fat guy in the class than with him. I want to carry him around the playground.

"Our training today will test the trust and unity between two people." The physical education teacher said energetically with a bright smile.

I sighed, really afraid of something.This training is like this, one person stands on the edge of the rostrum, jumps off from it, and then another classmate has to catch him.Students who jump must believe that another person will catch him, which will be safer.The rostrum is about 1.5 meters, not too high.

"Teacher," Ye Ze raised his hand, "I want to switch teams, my teammates look like bamboo poles, I dare not jump down." Everyone looked at me and laughed.

My heart suddenly became angry, and a burst of heat rushed to my face.As for him?He is treating me as a plague, and a super plague that can be infected by just touching it. He behaves obviously and deliberately, and he doesn't intend to save any face for me.

I also raised my hand to signal, "Teacher, I'm not feeling well today, I want to ask for leave."

"Nonsense!" Seeing that his authority was being threatened, the physical education teacher put away his smiling face and said sternly, "No, everyone is like you, how can I continue my class?"

I had no choice but to climb onto the rostrum, and Ye Ze spread his hands underneath, but his face was full of reluctance, and he was still shaking his legs in a daze.Everyone was ready to jump, the physical education teacher put the whistle in his mouth, and waited for an order.

But I am so unwilling, my mind is full of Ye Ze's dislike for me touching him just now, he is so disgusted, do I still want to jump down?I was the farthest group, no one was around, but there was a cart with basketballs on it.As soon as I gritted my teeth, I avoided Ye Ze and jumped to the side of the cart. With a bang, my head hit the railing of the cart heavily. The pain was so painful that I could see stars, and I lay there for a long time unable to move.

"Ah!" The physical education teacher yelled, and rushed over to help me up.I covered my head and said, "I'm fine, it's just that I really have to ask for leave now."

I nodded.

The physical education teacher shook his head at me, and said in disbelief, "How could it hit me?"

"Jumped off," I said.

Before I left, I caught a glimpse of Ye Ze's expression, his face was in disbelief, his eyes were wide open, and he was somewhat confused and dazed.What I did was too obvious. I would rather get hurt than jump towards him. He probably didn't expect it.Seeing him like this, I smiled triumphantly in my heart, although I was dying of a headache.

In some respects, I am so stubborn that my mother said that I was like this when I was a child. Other children would cry and act like a baby when they made mistakes, so some adults would not be willing to punish them.But as long as I believe that what I do is right, no matter what the adults say, how much they scold me, how much they hit me, I will not let go, nor will I cry.Although sometimes I will suffer, but my parents will consider my opinion when doing something.

I have always thought that as long as people can be themselves, it doesn't matter if they live freely and happily and are different from others.But as I got older, I became more and more skeptical.The fat guy in our class is actually often bullied. He didn't do anything wrong, he just gained a little weight.When he walks in the classroom, someone will say that there is an earthquake, and he will be laughed at by others if he eats more or less.It wasn't any real harm, it was a knife attack in an invisible place.If he behaves unhappy, it will be said that he can't take a joke.So he always looks cheerful.

The first grader seemed to be out of group because he worked too hard, but he seemed to have a stronger psychological endurance, so he didn't care what others said or what he should do.So I especially admire him.

As for me, you also saw it from Ye Ze, he just knew that I like boys, so he acted so fiercely.If he wants to know that I like him, he has to go crazy.The other boys probably had the same reaction when they found out, they were like hiding from the plague god when they saw me.Even if there's one thing they miss, it's that I don't like them yet.

In short, if you are different, you will always be rejected and malicious by the group.Now I have converged a lot.

I poured some cold water into the water dispenser in the classroom, and put the cup on my forehead for a cold compress. I think the water in winter is cold enough.

At this time, the door of the classroom was kicked open, Ye Ze walked over angrily, put down a bottle of safflower oil heavily on my desk, then turned and left.He walked to the door, turned back, put his hands on his waist, and said angrily: "Fu Xing, are you stupid? You see a pushcart there and you dare to hit it with your head, but your head is made of stone, right?" ?”

"I'm afraid you're disgusting." I said quietly, but Ye Ze really didn't speak. He put his hands down and glanced over, not daring to look at me.He still couldn't accept the fact that I liked boys, and the little flame of hope in my heart was extinguished immediately.

I picked up the safflower oil and said to him, "Thank you!"

"Fu Xing, can you not hang out with the first grader?" He looked at me beggingly.

"Can you break up with Jiang Ling?" I said.

The air suddenly condensed, and silence spread around us, and no one could ask anyone to change.Then it's better to stay away from each other forever.I don't know when someone slowly came in in the classroom, the silence was broken little by little, but I knew that the distance between me and Ye Ze was getting farther.

In fact, I am not with the first grader. I have a small heart and can only pretend to be the next person.I don't believe that the pain of losing a relationship can be healed by a new relationship. What I can't get is always the best, unless I don't like it anymore.

But I just don't want to accept Ye Ze's request, does he think I was led by the first grader?It's just my nature.If I accept it, it's like I'm promising him that I won't like boys anymore.However, I never asked him not to like girls.

☆, the other side of the smile

Today I ran into Ye Ze on the way home. He was wearing a school uniform and squatting on the flower bed outside the spring community, smoking.He threw the cigarette away angrily and ground it vigorously with his feet.Then I took out another one, but the lighter couldn't be turned on anyway.He was so angry that he threw it away, then buried his head in his hands, and rubbed his face helplessly.

With a height of more than 1.8 meters, he squatted down and looked like a small ball. He looked at the gate of the community pitifully, as if he was a pet dog waiting to be claimed.

I walked towards him involuntarily and stood in front of him.Ye Ze's first reaction when he saw me was to hide the cigarettes, but when he saw the cigarette butts he threw on the ground, he cursed and looked up at me, but he became more confident.

"Why, do you want to sue the teacher?"

"I'm not as naive as you." I sat down by the flower bed next to him, turned to look at the gate of the community, and asked curiously, "What are you waiting for?"

"You don't need to worry about it." His tone suddenly became cold, and he lowered his head not to look at me.

It was only then that I realized that I cared too much, "Yeah." I nodded and stood up quickly, "Then I'll go home first!"

Ye Ze grabbed the corner of my clothes, and my steps stopped, "There is a seat here... just sit down for a while!"

I sat on the edge of the flower bed again, Ye Ze is a bit strange today, but I can feel that he needs me.He didn't want to tell me what it was, but he needed me by his side and that was enough.

There were many vehicles and people entering the community, but there was no one Ye Ze wanted to wait for.His eyes looked expectant, resentful, and uneasy.I'm curious, but I know I shouldn't ask, he'll tell me if he wants to.

Suddenly Ye Ze straightened his back and stretched his neck, I immediately looked over.Just an ordinary family of three, an elegant and beautiful mother, a father with a beer belly and a little girl with a ponytail.The little girl was holding her father in one hand and her mother in the other, dangling both hands.All three of them happily walked into the gate of the community.

Ye Ze stood up, patted the ashes on his pants, and said, "Let's go!" I stood up and followed behind him.

"Can you go for a drink with me?" he said, kicking a stone under his feet.

"Then I'll call home first." Ye Ze felt uncomfortable and didn't look for anyone else, but me. Does it mean that I still hold a lot of weight in his heart?Thinking about it this way, I was secretly happy, and even wished that Ye Ze could be more vulnerable.

We found a random restaurant that served home-cooked food, ordered a few appetizers, and ordered a dozen beers.Ye Ze filled my glass with wine, then filled his own, held it up and said, "It's brother, let's do it in one go!"

I clinked glasses with him, and then gulped down my stomach. I suddenly felt my stomach was cold, and I was choked and coughed.I don't like this thing, it's bitter and not good at all.

"Ah, you are too useless!" Ye Ze looked at me with disgust.I don't even think about the way he was smoking at the gate of the community just now, it's not much better.

I know that I don't know how to drink, except for the first glass, I drink it in small sips.Ye Ze must be getting drunk today, I have to watch him soberly.

After a few glasses of wine, Ye Ze's face slowly turned red. "Fu Xing has some things that you may not believe if I tell you, but I just want to tell you."

"What's the matter?" I held my breath, I was even thinking wildly that Ye Ze would tell me that he also likes boys.

"I'm actually an adopted child. The family of three just now are my blood relatives."

"Both my biological parents were teachers, but they were too young when they conceived me. They couldn't support me, so they gave me away. Then they had a second child, as you can see, they I love you like a baby. But why is it so unfair, they were all born, and they threw me away..."

"They never came back to see me, never, never! Haha..." He laughed and cried, picked up the bottle and took a sip of wine.

Ye Ze has always been the image of a sunny boy. I never thought that he would bear such a heavy life experience.I thought he was a heartless young master with a smooth journey, and I was a little jealous because of it.It turned out that he just showed his best side to others, and hid his injured self well.This kind of thing, even if you feel uncomfortable in your heart, it is difficult to confide in others.

I feel a little distressed, I'm stupid, I don't know what to say to comfort him.I want to hug him, but I can't.I can only watch him drink himself up, let him vent, and hope that the sunny and handsome Ye Ze will come back tomorrow.

"It's okay, my current parents are very kind to me, as long as I have them. I came here today to make myself give up, and now I have completely drawn a line from them. I can't make my current parents sad." Ye Ze seemed to be comforting me and smiled at me.

It was already eight o'clock when I sent Ye Ze home, his parents were away on business, and there was no one at home.Ye Ze, who was drunk, was as heavy as a pig. On the way back just now, he vomited all over his body, and his whole body exuded a disgusting sour smell.I threw him on the sofa like a sack, so that I could move my sore shoulders.

I really thought of him too well before, isn't this just like ordinary people?I couldn't help but find it funny, and took a few tissues to wipe his face.Seeing that his clothes were dirty, they had to be changed.

I patted Ye Ze, "Which room is yours?"

Ye Ze muttered unhappily, turned over and ignored me, rubbed his head on the sofa and fell asleep again.

Generally speaking, the position of the master bedroom will be facing the door, so the room that is a little further away should be Ye Ze's room.I went to the side room and opened it, and I saw the boy's room, animation posters, and a pile of books and homework on the desk.

I dragged Ye Ze back to the room, and took off his coat first.It was actually just a jacket, but the sound of the zipper sliding down made my whole body heat up.Confined spaces always have bad associations, I think I have to hurry, this is a dangerous place.

At this time, I heard Ye Ze's cell phone light up, and I took out the cell phone from the pocket of the clothes I took off. It was a text message from Jiang Ling.

"what are you doing now?"

I thought about it, and replied to her, "He is sleeping now, please contact him tomorrow if you need anything."

"who are you?"

I smiled, turned off the phone and ignored it.The mobile phone was bombarded with a lot of messages again, so I simply turned off the sound and put it on the bedside table.Although this little trick will be seen through tomorrow, I feel very happy if it can make Jiang Ling restless all night.

I got some hot water and wiped Ye Ze clean.The sleeping Ye Ze looked so obedient, I couldn't help but take a second look, long eyelashes, flushed face, upturned nose, and very moist mouth.I really want to snatch him home, put him in my room, and let him belong to me alone.

If today is the end of the world, then you can ignore the consequences and just follow your inner thoughts.But I still have a long way to go, this is not the end, so I have to learn to be patient.

I stood up and walked out vigorously. When I walked to the door and was about to close the door, I found Ye Ze woke up. He rubbed his eyes and propped up his body. Because he was wearing a low-necked black sweater, I could see that he was very Prominent clavicle.

"It's so late, you should sleep here today!" Because of drinking and just waking up, Ye Ze's voice was hoarse, lazily like a cat stretching in the sun.

"No... no, I want to go home." You must not stay, this is a trap, you must stay calm.He knew I liked boys, why did he keep me overnight when no one was around?One, he likes me, but that's unlikely.Second, he is testing me, testing whether he is safe when I stay with him, and he doesn't trust me.Third, he simply felt that it was too late and it was not safe for me to go back.But his simple thoughts are meaningless to me, and it will make me sleepy because of my wild thoughts. I might as well go home.

Yes, the correct answer to this question is to go home.

"Why?" His lazy voice attacked me again, scratching my heart like a claw.

My mind suddenly went blank, "I haven't finished my homework." After saying this, I ran away as if I was running for my life.

Although I ran away a little cowardly, I was not lying, I did go home to catch up with my homework.None of my dense plans have been completed, and tonight is destined to be a sleepless night.Although I feel a little uncomfortable thinking that Ye Ze is sleeping at this time, but doing so will not help, I have no other way but to do it desperately.I want to follow Ye Ze's footsteps and walk side by side with him.

And today I also understand that Ye Ze, who appears to be smooth on the surface, also has anguish that is difficult to tell others. Maybe the person I thought had a very easy life is actually living an extremely difficult life.Maybe on nights like this someone has as much trouble sleeping as I do.Sometimes we get a little comfort and relief from the suffering of others to forgive ourselves for the badness of real life.Today, I want to forgive everyone.

But compared to something as big as the end of the world, I think my own trivial matters are more important, so I'll try my best to finish this math problem first.

"Hey, come out!" Ye Ze knocked on my desk.

I put down the book, stood up and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Don't talk so much nonsense." Ye Ze waved his hand and beckoned me outside the classroom.

"Cough, I was drunk yesterday, and I might talk nonsense, no matter what you say, don't take it seriously! Do you understand?" Ye Ze looked at me nervously.

I touched my chin and pretended to be confused, "Did you say anything yesterday?"

Ye Ze ran over and kicked me, then smiled and said, "You really know how to pretend!" Then he grabbed my shoulder, patted me hard, and said with satisfaction, "Not bad!"

Zhang Lei, who happened to pass by, looked at us in shock, "Yo, the two are reconciled." Then he shook his head in disgust and walked into the classroom.

Ye Ze put down his hand on my shoulder, his expression became serious, which made me feel a little flustered.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so selfish." His eyes were clean and bright, like the winter sky in his grandmother's house.

I bowed my head and said, "It's okay." I have nothing else to say except this sentence.

Seeing that I was feeling a bit depressed, Ye Ze quickly explained: "I have made up a lot of movies these days, I watched "Brokeback Mountain", "Love of Siam", and "Lan Yu". I even watched it... Well, in short, I really want to understand you, and I was sad to see the ending of the movie is sad. I feel like I can understand a little bit, love has nothing to do with gender."

"I will respect your decision. Although we have known each other for a short time, I really regard you as a good friend. For some reason, I feel that you are, um, very at ease? I have the urge to tell you what is in my heart. I I really don’t want to lose you because of this.”

"can you forgive me?"

In fact, we can reconcile in a muddle-headed way, just like a cheating husband and wife continue to live. They both actively ignore the fact of cheating, but they can pretend to be more relaxed.But Ye Ze didn't evade the reason for our conflict, but put it on the table and apologized to me seriously, which I didn't expect.Moreover, I was very touched by his efforts to understand me.

If only I were satisfied with this, it would be great, everything will be happy.

But I want more than that.

I nodded and said with a smile: "There is nothing unforgivable about this."

Ye Ze let out a long breath, "It's really great. Because I've done too much these days, I'm not sure."

"Ye Ze!" Jiang Ling rushed over angrily from the end of the corridor, grabbed Ye Ze's ear, and asked, "What did you do yesterday?"

Ye Ze broke free nimbly, and said while running, "What can I do, what's the matter with you?"

"You still ask me what's wrong? Don't run away if you have the ability!"

I stood there watching them fight, the sun stretched my shadow alone, from the ground to the classroom wall, there was a slight fold.

How to do it?I want much more than that...

☆, feel lost

"We are playing a numbers game, every step has to be calculated repeatedly, otherwise there will be danger. But because it is a game, even if what happens is false, it is illusory. Fu Xing, you are on my team, I will help you." The first grader once said this to me.What he said made me scratch my head, but since he was a bit weird in the first place, I didn't care.

But today's first grader is even more abnormal. He has been talking to himself all day today, his voice is very low, and he can't hear what he is saying.

A few boys wanted to tease him, "What are you talking about, are you reciting a spell?" Everyone laughed.

But the first grader ignored him at all, and was still talking to himself seriously, looking like he was thinking.

The boy who wanted to make trouble stretched out his hand and shook it in front of the eyes of the first grader, but he still didn't get any reaction, so he turned his head and gave everyone a smirk.

At this time, the first grader grabbed his hand and bit it down hard, and immediately there was a miserable cry like a pig being killed in the classroom.Everyone was terrified, because the first grader was like a beast, no matter how he was beaten, he would not let go.The mischievous classmate's face was even paler, and his eyeballs were almost protruding.

Later, everyone helped to pull the first grader out. The mouth of the first grader was covered with blood, and his eyes were sharp and terrifying, and they seemed to turn red and alienate at any time.

The hand of the bitten person didn't even look at it, and the fresh and tender meat was turned out.

It happened so suddenly, I was still in a state of ignorance, the first grader was taken away by the class teacher.Then soon his mother arrived at the school too.

Ye Ze came to me and said happily, "It's a good thing you didn't have much contact with him afterwards, otherwise, how terrifying! This guy can still bite people."

I had a very bad premonition in my heart, my temples twitched, and I was agitated when I heard Ye Ze's words.

"Someone messed with him, that's why he's like this." I stood up and walked outside.

I just remembered what the first grader said before. He said that he is now living in a digital game, and everything is fake.When I think of him really living like this, I feel chills on my back and goosebumps all over my body.

I stood in the corridor and watched him go. He followed behind his mother with his head down. Because of his size, he looked dull and stiff, like a clumsy bear.When he reached the school gate, he stopped, turned his head slowly, and looked towards the corridor of our classroom.

I avoided it right away. In fact, people’s faces can’t be seen clearly from a long distance, but I was still afraid, afraid that he would see my face, and I was also afraid that I would see his face.

My heart is very sad.The first grader transferred schools like this, but the moment he left, I didn't have the courage to look at his face.He developed psychological problems due to too much mental stress, and even had hallucinations, so he had to go home and recuperate.

My spiritual pillar collapsed like this. Because of the existence of No. [-] in the grade, I feel that hard work will definitely be rewarded. I can live a free and easy life even if I don’t fit in with others. I have always taken him as an example.But did not find his pain.

After school, I waited for everyone to leave, and I went to the first place in the grade.As soon as I sat down I started crying. "We are in the same team." The words of the first grader lingered in my ears.We are kind of alike, so am I going to be like him too?Will I make it through high school?Uneasiness and fear exploded in my heart.

"Is it that sad?" A gentle voice came from above his head.Because the voice was so nice, it made me feel even more wronged, so I gasped and nodded.

Ye Ze handed me a few tissues, "I don't know if you will be so sad after I leave you." After speaking, he sat down on the seat next to me.

I blew my nose, but my heart was still in a mess like a tangled mess.It's already very sad to see you with that Jiang Ling all day long if I don't leave, and I can't think of the future.

Ye Ze patted me on the back, "It's fine, as long as the first grader goes home and takes care of himself, he will be fine."

I nodded, although I was still very uneasy, but Ye Ze's comfort made me calm down slowly.

At this moment, Ye Ze's cell phone rang, "Jiang Ling, I'm in the classroom, I'll go down right away."

I grabbed Ye Ze's arm immediately like a conditioned reflex, "Can you accompany me today?" I have never shown weakness in front of Ye Ze before, but I have been found crying, so it is not so embarrassing.For me who just cried, my eye circles must be red, and there should be tears on my face, so let's use Ye Ze's sympathy to keep him.

I asked with my most pitiful look.

Ye Ze was stunned for a while, then nodded, and then said to Jiang Ling: "I'm sorry, I can't go suddenly because of something, I will definitely accompany you tomorrow. Don't think about it, I'm with Fu Xing. Well, that's it .”

Sure enough, I succeeded, and the thrill of victory welled up in my heart.Of course, it's not just because I cried today, it's also because I shared Ye Ze's secret, I was by his side when he was saddest.

There is a danger of being told about sharing secrets, and some people may regret it as soon as they finish speaking, but because Ye Ze and I know each other's secrets and are bound by each other, we trust each other even more.

"Well, what do you want me to do with you?"

Now it's my turn to worry. I usually go home immediately after school, but I can't think of what to do.

Ye Ze smiled when he saw me racking my brains, and pointed to my head, "Why don't I accompany you to cut my hair, your hair hasn't been moved for a long time, it's long and messy. Pretending to be a down and out poet!"

"I want to have a cut!" I said to the hairdresser.It’s the most convenient way to clean the board. You don’t need to take care of it for a long time. When you wash your face, just wipe your hair and wash your hair, which can save a lot of time.

"Please change your hairstyle. To be honest, your face is not too long. It really doesn't fit your body size." Ye Ze said helplessly, then flipped through the magazine, and pointed casually, "Why don't you just cut this fresh and short hair, and you'll be fine again. Refreshing and casual."

I glanced at it, a little skeptical, "But this bang looks like a dog has chewed it."

"It's a bit like a triangle, which is the characteristic of this hairstyle, otherwise it's so plain, just trust me!"

The hairdresser quickly agreed, "That's right, this hairstyle is very suitable for young people like you."

So I nodded and agreed. Ye Ze would sit on the sofa in the barber shop and read magazines when I was getting a haircut. He would occasionally look up at me, as if he was waiting for his girlfriend.I was immersed in this buoyant joy, begging for time to pass slowly.

My hair fell out in fine pieces, the hairdresser carefully trimmed my bangs, then blown with a hair dryer, and pulled off the shawl, "You're done, what do you think?"

how to say?This hairstyle makes me feel younger all of a sudden. Although I am not very old, I usually give people the impression of being serious and rigid. This hairstyle makes me more lively and relaxed.

Ye Ze stood in front of the mirror and looked at me, a little dazed, he touched his nose, and said, "I told you, you're right, it looks so pretty!"

I don't know why, but suddenly I feel a little shy.

"Where else are you going?" Ye Ze put his hands in his pockets and asked casually.

"Okay, I'm going home." I know that delicious food should never be greedy.

"Huh? You asked me to come out and that's it?"

"Yes, I have to go home early today, because my grades have been poor recently, and my mother is actually very upset, and she will get angry if it is later."

"Hey? Then you didn't say it earlier, otherwise I would let Jiang Ling come with you. You didn't do it on purpose, did you?"

I smiled and shook my head.

Ye Ze came up and kicked my calf, put his waist in and said, "Ah, I didn't expect you to be so bad!"

"I really have to go," I said.

"Okay, by the way, I can help you find out where the first grader lives. Do you want to see him?"

I thought about it and said, "Forget it." If I went, I actually didn't know what to say, I couldn't bring him comfort, and now I'm a little scared to see him.After all, he is such a powerful character in my heart, and his change suddenly overwhelmed me.

The only good thing about this sad thing is that Ye Ze has obviously treated me much better these days.

Girls are really more sensitive than boys. When Ye Ze was unaware of my feelings, Jiang Ling had already discovered the suspicion.On the one hand, what I did was a little obvious. She knew that it was me who sent the text message that day, and Ye Ze also missed appointments with her several times because of me.On the other hand, it is a woman's sixth sense.

So Jiang Ling is much more wary of me, as long as she knows that I am with Ye Ze, she will definitely come and intervene, and then continue to stage the intimate drama with Ye Ze in front of me.For example, when she interlocked her fingers on the main road, she shook the hand she was holding with Ye Ze, and would turn her head to give me a provocative look.Or kissing Ye Ze in front of me, she looked at me with wide eyes and swore sovereignty to me, not to mention how weird it is.

This woman who is like a dog skin plaster, I will make her disappear sooner or later.

One day we met and waited for Ye Ze, Jiang Ling said, "Can you stop looking at Ye Ze with that look, it's really disgusting."

"I've already achieved this level, I never thought you could follow me so shamelessly."

"Ok?"

She really knew it in her heart, and indeed she did that to me on purpose.I clenched my fists tightly, it was unforgivable.

"Does Ye Ze know?"

"He doesn't know, I... Please don't tell, he won't be able to accept it if he knows. I don't plan to tell him in my life. "

Jiang Ling snorted coldly, her voice full of triumph, "That's right, Ye Ze really can't accept a person like you, he will be disgusted if he just knows you are gay. keep distance."

I pursed my lips tightly, paused for a moment, then nodded.

"So, now you know what to do?"

"Okay, then I'll go back today, you guys, have fun. And... please keep it a secret." I looked at her with pleading eyes.

Jiang Ling nodded coldly.

Recently, I followed the agreement with Jiang Ling, intentionally or unintentionally avoided Ye Ze, and let the two of them be alone together.Ye Ze could see it no matter how simple he was.

"What's the matter with you?" Ye Ze stopped my way after school.

I shook my head, "No, I'm just under too much pressure from studying recently."

"Really?" Ye Ze looked at me suspiciously.

At this time, I saw Jiang Ling standing behind Ye Ze and staring at me, her straight black hair fluttering in the wind, her eyes were dangerous, like a ghost.But I have to say that there is a strange beauty.

I lowered my head, "I'm sorry, I have to go home early today." I hurried around Ye Ze and ran away, his fingers brushed my school uniform, but he still didn't catch me.I escaped from him like a slippery fish.

I'm guessing that his expression might be one of loss?

The first grade, am I also in some kind of game, I won't be punished for what I do?

☆、Catch the stars

I know that some things cannot be obtained no matter how hard I try, just like I like the stars in the sky, I reach out to grab them, it seems that I can reach them, but in fact it is just an illusion.

However, if you don't let me catch it, don't let me taste the pain that I will never get, I don't want it anyway.Besides, what if I succeed?

First of all, I have to clear the obstacles in my path, thorns in my eyes or something, but what should I do?Anyway, she has to suffer, I can't be threatened by her like a submissive cat.

Although her threats are like tickling, the first reaction in my mind is to follow her wishes,