white rose

I am Ren Shiqian, and my name sounds nice, but it doesn't suit me at all, because I'm not humble at all.

I have been practicing piano since I was very young. Later my teacher found out that I was very talented in this area, so he suggested to my parents that I should practice piano and become a professional pianist.My parents were hesitant because it represented a huge expense that ordinary people like us could not afford.

I can see the difficulties of my parents, but I am not willing to give up the piano I love. I deliberately please, I beg hard, and I am anxious to get angry. Under my bitterness strategy, my parents finally decided to compromise, so I succeeded.

I did succeed. The teachers liked me very much. They all said that I was a genius in this area. I don't know if they said that to reward my efforts or if they really thought so.In short, I am very happy and work harder. My efforts are obvious. The teacher said that my piano sound is not like a novice who has just learned, but like a well-known professional.

I don't care about these things. It is an opportunity and honor I can only dream of to be able to study in this place where experts gather.

Of course, my efforts have also aroused the resentment of some people. My polite smile has turned into a worthless flattery. It became my shameless show off.

But I don't care about all of this. I believe that my efforts will definitely pay off.This is enough.

They began to exclude me deliberately, although my smile was still polite; good friends also began to alienate me deliberately, although in my heart they were still benefactors who reached out to me when I was in trouble; they began to block me from going home On the way, they laughed at me, taunted me, and gave me a punch. I began to curl up in the corner and howl, while my friends watched coldly...

You don't deserve to be here, you don't deserve to touch the piano, you don't deserve it.Am I really unworthy?It's raining and wetting my tears...

I finally got to graduate, and I was the best student of that class, the teacher said to me proudly.

Most of my classmates choose to go abroad to continue their studies; some don’t want to bother anymore and find a step-by-step job; but some have given up on the piano completely, and have never had any entanglements with the piano since then...

The teachers all advised me to go abroad, and you will be one of the best pianists when you come back.I don't believe it, I don't believe that those who are addicted to drinking and sex all day will be reborn in three to five years, but I was really moved, one of the best pianists.

Of course, only I know this.My parents, my family, I have already emptied them, and I can no longer make them suffer for that so-called dream.

So I found this job, teaching piano to a rich man. After a year, as long as they are satisfied, I can fly to my dream Vienna, without having to worry about tuition fees. It is so attractive that it is difficult for anyone to refuse.It was like a pie falling from the sky, hitting me right on the head.

But they decided to hire me obviously not because of my excellent academics, at least not the main reason.Not long after I saw them, the kind and beautiful lady made an inexplicable request——I must wear women's clothes.Because that young master has only been with his mother since he was a child, and has an inexplicable fear of his father, and also of all men.

That's when I realized the real reason I was hired—I'm not that ugly in women's clothing, at least not scary.

It turned out that I once hated my relatively petite figure, and always had the upper hand in confrontation with others, but now I am really glad.It turns out that all the suffering has been paid for.

I have a new name - Qiu.I chose this name myself. I am very satisfied with this name, because I like the deserted atmosphere of autumn very much. If I can, I want to live in autumn all the time.

When I saw Zhi for the first time, I was still a little surprised.Although he had heard about that young master's face, he was a bit scary, but he was still taken aback when he actually saw him.But this kid is really good, he won't make trouble for no reason, and he won't complain all day long, but he really rarely smiles.Only when talking to his mother will he relax a little bit, his cautious look reminds me of me when I was a student, indeed, he is just like me at that time, polite, innocent, and sincere.

I tried my best to treat him gently and let him feel some warmth as much as possible. He is also very well-behaved and sensible, and he is not weird because he has been hurt. He is no different from ordinary children.

His mother spent less and less time with him, and he became more and more clingy to me. I looked at him like that many times, and I knew that he needed warmth, just like his mother's embrace.He wants me to hug him and pat his head like a mother.

But I know that I have to keep a distance from him, because I will leave in a year, and maybe I will never see him again. His over-reliance will only make the parting more sad and hurt him even more.

So I started to tell him some things I had experienced or heard about. He seemed very interested and curious about the outside world; but sometimes his mood was very low, and I didn’t know why he would The quick change, maybe I still care about my disabled body, I really shouldn't be so excited, it's like poking his sore spot.

He gradually relaxed his guard against me. This is indeed a good thing that is not easy to come by. You must know that Zhi has always been resistant to strangers, especially men. Perhaps this is the only result I got from wearing women's clothing.

His piano skills improved so fast that even I was surprised. It may be that his physical defects have created an extraordinary brain, or it may be because of his wonderful brain that God decided to give him some physical defects.

I am not humble at all, but I am even more proud when I think that such a genius is my student.This inexplicable sense of pride made me feel that I had really disturbed God by accident at the beginning, and gave me such an angel who was shy on the outside but strong on the inside.