white rose

My name is Bai Zhi. People who hear my name will smile slightly at first. What is the name of the young master of the Bai family? "Blank paper"?What a funny name.They smiled without hostility, and didn't mean to look down on me in the slightest.

But when they actually see me, it's another story.Because I am not only ugly, but also disabled, doomed to rely on a wheelchair for the rest of my life.There is a striking scar on my face, no, it should be said to be a birthmark, it runs through the entire right side of my face, and the long red snake lay quietly on my face.It terrified me and disgusted me even more.

However, not only me, almost everyone who met me, even my parents expressed obvious disgust for this.They don't understand why my beautiful mother gave birth to such an ugly freak.Born ugly, born useless.

Especially my father, he never took the initiative to say a word to me, because from his eyes, I can clearly know that I am the misfortune of this family and the shame of the whole family.

I have a brother who is so handsome, and a mother who is so beautiful, and it's just me, my freak, I'm ugly, I'm a cripple.I don't want to study, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to know anyone, I'm enough alone.

I often dream, in the dream, I dreamed that my birthmark disappeared, and my leg was healed, no longer the shriveled one, I laughed happily, I ran to my father, he hugged me kindly kissed me on the forehead.

But suddenly, I became like an older brother, and my father said to me, Bai Qing, you are my cutest child, and no one can replace you.I was so scared that I cried, my father's face suddenly changed, he became irritable, he became furious, he roared, you monster, you took away my best son...

I woke up from my sleep, and when I woke up, I smiled happily, because my brother was fine, and my father was not angry with me.

No one likes me, I know that, it has been like this for as long as I can remember, and as time goes by, I no longer expect anyone to like me.

There is only one exception, and that is my mother.She is the greatest mother in the world, I have always felt that way.She never disliked me because I was ugly, satirized me like those servants, and robbed me of my food to eat by herself.Every time my mother came to see me, she always smiled, and her beautiful face glowed with endless brilliance. That smile is very charming.She reprimanded those servants countless times, but my mother's gentle reassurance didn't have any effect, and some people even deliberately made it difficult for me to listen to what my mother said.But I don't care, these little setbacks are nothing to me.

Fortunately, my father was a successful businessman, and he was very rich, I don't know how much money.I just like to stay in my room and read a book, and sometimes being pushed to look at the sun is enough.He never took the initiative to come to see me, sometimes with his mother, sometimes with his brother, but he never came by himself.

I know that this cannot be blamed on my father, he has tried his best.I really haven't listened to his persuasion much, and everything is my fault.I am cowardly, timid, and helpless, and I am not worthy to be the son of such an excellent person as him.He gave me everything, and I can't give him anything in return. The only thing I can do is to make less trouble for him, less embarrassment for him, and less meeting with him.

This afternoon was no different from usual. At that time, I didn't understand how important and precious this afternoon was to me.

This afternoon, the weather was as sunny as usual.There are a lot of roses planted in front of my house, pink Chiba, light blue enchantress, but my favorite is the somewhat ancient variety Tanik, the white petals are so elegant, as if exuding a strange When the wind blows, her petals will be knocked down, as if a layer of snow has fallen on the ground.

I stared at the white sea of ​​flowers, it would be great if I could run around in it, I thought so, Qiu walked in at this moment, her long black hair fluttering in the wind, and her eyes were shining faintly.My mother was standing beside her, and they looked at me together, but I didn't notice it at all.

It wasn't until my mother walked around to me that I found her, and I also saw Qiu. The way she looked at me shook slightly, and I knew that I had frightened her.

Her voice was a bit hoarse, but she was very gentle, and her charming eyes were shining brightly. She didn't show disgust, pity, or fear like others did to me.Just looking straight at me like that, and simply introducing myself made me feel very comfortable.

"Qiu is your new piano teacher, Zhi, don't you like playing the piano very much?" My mother said to me gently.

But I couldn't be happy at all. I didn't dare to look at my mother, for fear that she would see the anxiety in my eyes.I just asked in a low voice, "Isn't it always my mother who accompany me, I don't need a teacher".

My mother gently touched my head, and said to me, "Silly child, look." She took my hand and touched the bulge of her abdomen, "You are about to have a little sister, aren't you happy?"

Although I was unhappy in my heart, I immediately showed an extremely happy expression, looked into my mother's eyes, and said timidly, "Then I will pick the most beautiful rose for my mother and sister."

My mother looked at me, smiled, her eyes were like water, "I know Zhi'er is the best, your brother seems very cold." She sighed, pointed to the beautiful and tall woman and said to me, "Zhier, this is you It's my teacher, say hello to your teacher."

The woman was not displeased by our indifference, but there was a faint smile in the corner of her eyes.

I said hello to her, and she walked out with her mother, "He is a very obedient child, very different from what I thought," I heard her say to my mother.

obedient?I thought to myself, isn’t this some kind of praise for people? A cat or a dog can be obedient, and a person should always listen to what others say?I thought maybe she meant that I was easier to deal with, weaker.weak?Yes, I am.

Qiu came to teach me the next day. She is a very gentle person.She is very gentle when she talks to me, and even her smile is warm. I have to admit that her smile is very friendly, and I always laugh with her unconsciously.

Sometimes she would ask me some interesting questions, sometimes talk about the books I read recently, sometimes ask me about my childhood, and she would also tell me about her childhood.As I talked, I would be amused by her.I really don't know that such an elegant person like her would do such ridiculous things.She laughed with me, sometimes at me, sometimes at herself.It's really fun to study with her.

A month passed without knowing it. I have always been slow to things, and I am also slow to time.Under Qiu's leadership, my life became more interesting. I even practiced the piano diligently at night, just to get a compliment from Qiu.

Qiu also never let me down, my little progress will make her feel great comfort.She always encouraged me at the right time, and told me some outside things. Those wonderful stories were all experienced by Qiu personally. I was always inexplicably excited following her tone, and sometimes I was so rushed about time. Feel inexplicably disappointed.

The time I spent with her was always so short, I was always suffering from waiting day after day.Just like a small tree that grows hard, it is finally nourished by the rain and dew.I want to work hard to absorb the sunshine, but it is always not worth the candle. In front of her, I always feel like a child who doesn't understand anything.In the face of her drizzle, I always feel inexplicable panic and inexplicable frustration. For those worlds I know nothing about, those worlds belonging to Qiu that I have never participated in at all.

My piano is improving very quickly, and Qiu is also very happy.She always told me I was the smartest kid she ever met, maybe, but if it wasn't for her, maybe I would never have found out.

I always felt that Qiu was different from other people, and my mother was also different. Although they were both gentle and kind to me, they were indeed two completely different people.I don't know why her voice always gives people a sharp feeling. Although the tone is also very gentle, it is different from my mother's soft, gentle and sweet, but I feel that there is a firm power in that voice, which makes me feel at ease. It also makes me envious.

Sometimes when I am tired from practice, Qiu will push me for a walk in the garden. Her long hair is always blowing in the wind, which is very beautiful.But sometimes he also wears an inappropriate hat, which looks very abrupt.Looking at her like that, I felt inexplicably wanting to laugh.She was not angry at all, but explained to me that it was because of the strong wind.

Maybe the wind is really strong, and the weak petals are blown down by the wind, sometimes blowing on her body. She always wears a black coat, which looks very neat.It always gives people the illusion of not taking anything away and leaving no traces, as if she has never been here.

At dusk, when she was leaving, she would wave to me, smile, and sometimes touch my head.Looking into her eyes, I feel very satisfied.After she left, I began to look forward to what she would look like when she came tomorrow.My world seems to be only her.

The author has something to say: When I returned to the dormitory from the library, I heard howling like a wolf, and then I realized that it was Chinese football that won, haha

The roommate was squatting in the toilet, panicked. He said he heard the shouts outside and thought that 1. Someone jumped off the building (watched too much bloody drama) 2. There was a fire (this didn’t look like it) 3. They were surrounded by terrorists (yes, we He is a good patriotic young man who cares about national affairs)...

To be honest, the Chinese national football team can win, /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~