He always wants to kill this scum

He woke up in Jere's arms, and Jere smiled and gave him a good morning kiss: "Morning, baby-you were so charming last night."

"Beast calling is also great." Han Xiaodong kissed his sexy lips, and the cell phone that fell on the ground rang. Han Xiaodong took a long time to pick it up, and looked at the message, it was from Ou Shuo.

Ou Shuo: Xiaodong, where were you last night?I am very worried about you, see a text message back.

"Could it be your girlfriend OR boyfriend? It started ringing very early, but seeing that you were sleeping soundly, it didn't wake you up."

Han Xiaodong put the phone aside calmly, and leaned into Jieer's arms: "Are you jealous when you call the beast?"

Jieer smiled and kissed him and asked in a questioning tone: "Can I... be jealous?"

"of course can."

"You are the surprise of my life." Jere said to him.Han Xiaodong smiled lightly and fell asleep in his arms.

When he went back, Ou Shuo was not there.The room seemed empty and dead silent.At that moment, the inexplicable emptiness hit the sky and the earth again, which made him a little at a loss.The phone rang again, he took out his phone to check, it was Ou Shuo's call, after thinking for a while, Han Xiaodong took his call.Ou Shuo's unsteady panting came from the other end.

"Xiaodong, Xiaodong... silence him..."

Suddenly, I felt something shattered in my heart, and an ominous premonition came over me: "What's wrong with the silence?"

"He was rescued in the operating room. His body is very weak. I don't know...whether he can survive tonight."

When Han Xiaodong arrived at the hospital, Shen Mo had already been pushed out of the operating room, wearing an oxygen mask, with various medical tubes inserted into his body, and the lifeline displayed on the instrument was very weak. When Han Xiaodong came, he suddenly looked up at him.

"Xiaodong...you are here."

Han Xiaodong glanced at Ou Shuo lightly, and walked slowly to Shen Mo's hospital bed. He gently shook Mo Mo's hand and his eyes were red: "Mo Mo, brother bought you delicious food and came back, wake up quickly. Didn't you say Do you want to go to the sea? Let’s go to the sea together. The sunrise and sunset on the seaside are beautiful, and the endless ocean and the sky and earth form a horizontal line. You can’t imagine how magnificent and beautiful it is. You can only see it with your own eyes. You will know. Fool, it’s better to be alive than to be dead. Who told you that it’s better to be dead? I want you to live and live well!”

Tears dripped from his eyes, splashing the back of silent hands.They stared at Shen Mo without saying a word, hoping that he would open his eyes in the next moment. Until dawn, Mo Mo miraculously opened his eyes, his lips were constantly moving, as if he wanted to say something, Han Xiaodong Pick him up and listen to him.

"Brother...Brother, I leave everything to you...in the...box under the bed. I want Brother Shuo to hold me...to...go to the beach, and watch the sunrise and sunset you mentioned...isn't it As beautiful as I remember..."

"Silence! Silence... Let's go to see the sea together! Brother will take you there now. You have to be good and be obedient!"

"it is good……"

Han Xiaodong took off his oxygen mask and picked him up. Ou Shuo pulled Han Xiaodong with his eyes wide open: "Are you crazy? He finally woke up. If you do this, he will only die faster!"

"Leave me alone!!" Han Xiaodong yelled helplessly, tears streaming down his face: "Ou Shuo, help me. I promise to be silent, and I will definitely take him to see the sea! Even if I die...take him there!"

"Well, in this situation, we can only charter a car to the nearest coastal city." Ou Shuodang even called a number of dilapidated vans and discharged Shen Mo from the hospital. Shuo hangs out with gang brothers.Qiangzi didn't talk much, and drove silently. They came to the beach after five o'clock in the afternoon that day, and the sun had already started to set.

Ou Shuo hugged Shen Mo and stood on the beach looking at the sunset in the distance, and said: "Shen Mo, the sunset on the sea, open your eyes and see, don't you say you always wanted to come to the beach to see it?"

Silent and tired, he opened his eyes with a happy smile, and stared blankly at the distance where the sea and the sky meet, and the fiery disc gradually fell.

"Brother Shuo, I'm so happy. But...it's still the beauty in my memory, even more beautiful than this. At that time...it was the sea that my father took me to see...my only memory of my family...the only... Brother Shuo... the sea in my memory... is more beautiful..."

Han Xiaodong was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and he choked with depression. Ou Shuo's eyes turned red, and he apologized softly: "I'm sorry for the silence, if I had known, I would have treated you better. I'm sorry... We are all children that no one wants. Do you remember those memories? It doesn't matter anymore."

Shen Mo smiled: "It's okay...I'm already very happy...Brother, Brother Shuo...You guys stay together. I want to see you happy together..."

He stretched out his hand to pull Han Xiaodong's hand, Han Xiaodong held his hand tightly and let him hold it against Ou Shuo's heart: "Brother Shuo, I like you, brother...you like brother Shuo too...be happy for me ……OK?"

Ou Shuo stared at him deeply, Han Xiaodong raised his head to meet Ou Shuo's scorching gaze, and nodded gently: "Okay, okay! You also have to be good, be silent, be silent..."

"Brother, I'm tired. If I die, my heart won't hurt or feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry...I've been waiting for this day for a long time...a long time..."

He stared obsessively at the direction of the sunset, his dim eyes still reflected the half-sinking red disc, the golden afterglow embellished the blue sea surface into an underground galaxy, and the stars were shining brightly and dazzingly.

At last the sun sets and darkness comes.Han Xiaodong closed his eyes for him with trembling hands: "Silence...you will always live in my memory, and no one can erase it in this life."

There was no funeral without relatives or care. After cremation, Han Xiaodong took his ashes back to his hometown and buried him quietly next to his aunt's grave.

"Silence, my aunt is very nice, I believe she and my uncle will take good care of you, Shen Mo, I can't accompany you anymore, I planted a lot of gardenias in front of your grave, and they will definitely bloom next year, you know gardenias Is it the flower language of Zihua? Its flower language is to protect our love for a lifetime, be silent and rest in peace."

After Han Xiaodong went down the mountain, he walked alone on the road in the small town. The road in the small town is very quiet. There are too many memories of the past. mind.

Suddenly a small red car stopped beside him, with the windows rolled down, Mama Xie stopped him: "Xiaodong?"

Han Xiaodong paused, looked back, and saw that Xie's mother got out of the car: "I haven't seen you for a long time, I didn't expect you to change so much, I almost didn't recognize you."

Han Xiaodong pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Aunt Ya."

"Xiaodong, do you hate Auntie?" Mama Xie asked with red eyes as she took Han Xiaodong's hand.

"What do you hate? You are just a mother for your son. I think most mothers will make such a choice, and my mother is no exception, so... what do I hate you for? I also want to thank you, Aunt Ya, Keep this secret for me, and I will never let my family know in this life."

"Xiaodong..." Mama Xie took out a card from her bag and handed it to Han Xiaodong, seemingly aware of something, "Take it, I've always wanted to give it to you. There is some money in it. I think you need this card." Money. You are still young, so it doesn’t matter whether you use the money to start a small business or continue to study.”

Han Xiaodong returned the card to Mother Xie without hesitation: "Aunt Ya, I appreciate your kindness. I still owe Xie Huan a lot of money. When I was with him, he also gave me a lot of money." , those are enough. And now I also have a job, my monthly salary is enough for me to survive or do something I want to do, so there is no shortage of money.”

Mother Xie raised her hand and wiped her tears: "Your child always makes people feel so distressed, you said... If only you were a girl! Xiaodong, it's because Xiaohuan from our family is not good enough for you, you will definitely find your own happiness. If you have any difficulties, you can come to Auntie, and Auntie will definitely do her best to help you."

"Xie Huan... is he okay abroad?" Han Xiaodong summoned up his courage and asked.

Mother Xie sighed lightly: "That heartless brat, he has been there for so long, and he hasn't made a few calls back. I don't worry about the rest, I just worry about his flirtatious temper, don't provoke him again. What foreign girl brought back!"

Han Xiaodong laughed: "If you don't flirt with a young man, you should stop worrying about him, Auntie. I'm going home first, Auntie Ya, go slowly."

"Xiaodong... All right, come and sit at my house next time."

"OK, all right."

Having said that, the Xie family had already moved out of the town not long after, and only an old man in the town was hired to take care of the empty house.

Han Xiaodong ate a meal at home. Two days ago, his father suffered from rheumatism, so he quit his delivery job and recuperated at home.My mother continued to work in the small factory in the town, and she didn't have to worry about spending more than 1000 yuan a month. It's just that the old man was used to saving, and he didn't want to spend the money he saved.They were also reluctant to eat and wear the food they bought, and they always blamed him for wasting money.Despite this, Han Xiaodong still buys things every time he comes back.

"Mom and Dad, tell me, how about we buy a house and live in the city?" Han Xiaodong suddenly mentioned while eating.

Mother Han looked up at her son: "Where did you get the money to buy a house?"

"Pay the down payment, and I will pay back the rest of the money slowly."

Father Han frowned and said, "The down payment is more than a dozen or 20 yuan! I think it's good to live in a rural town, but I'm not used to living in a city, and I don't even feel comfortable spitting."

"In my own house, you can vomit as much as you like." Han Xiaodong didn't see his father say such a sentence.

Mother Han put the bowl aside: "You baby, you are eating! What are you talking about?!"

Han Xiaodong ate his meal silently, took the last bus at 4:[-] and left the town, checked his savings, and started working part-time from early April until mid-October, with only [-] yuan left in his family.And it's two jobs!Saving money until next year, he can only earn a down payment. Han Xiaodong walks slowly on the road, and his footprints cannot be stepped on this hard and cold asphalt road.He suddenly realized that being poor is really helpless.

Xie Huan's pocket money for a year is enough to pay the down payment of an elevator room in the city, but he still has to run around for this little money. This is the gap between the poor and the rich!