He always wants to kill this scum

Leaving in silence made this 'home' a lot deserted, I can no longer hear him call him 'brother' affectionately, I can't eat the steamed buns he bought in the morning, and I don't know where he is I bought it, and I always feel that it is the best tasting Xiaolongbao I have ever eaten.

After packing up the silent things, there was a knock on Han Xiaodong's door, and when he looked back, it was Ou Shuo.

"Xiaodong, can I come in?"

"Ah."

There was a hint of joy in Ou Shuo's eyes, and he walked in quickly: "Xiaodong, I want to talk to you."

"What are you talking about?" Han Xiaodong's expression was still not very good.

Ou Shuo coughed lightly and said, "Are we now... now... are we together?"

Han Xiaodong paused, then sighed softly: "If you can change it, of course we can be together well, if you can't change it, let's just play around."

"What do you mean by playing...forget it?" Ou Shuo said helplessly: "I said that the current situation is only temporary, you have to give me time to change it? You want me to change it as soon as I say it, do you think it's possible? ?”

"Okay, remember what you said, I will give you a chance, but this is the last time. Ou Shuo, I am serious. If you really want to be nice to me, then live a good life with me. "

Facing Han Xiaodong's serious eyes, Ou Shuo nodded solemnly: "I really want to spend my whole life with you. And that night, I apologize for hurting you. I'm sorry Xiaodong."

Han Xiaodong sighed: "Don't mention the past, forget it. I'm going to go out, these... are things left by Mo Mo before his death, you can find a cardboard box and put them away."

"Okay, I'll take you to school. It doesn't matter if you collect things later."

"No, I'll save myself. You pack your things at home. I'll go first." He rejected Ou Shuo without thinking.It made Ou Shuo feel a little uncomfortable.

Sitting in the back row of the bus, Han Xiaodong was a little confused looking at the dim lights through the window. He couldn't even see where the future was headed.

Han Xiaodong listened carefully to the class, and occasionally met Jieer's ambiguous eyes, and he smiled back.As usual, Han Xiaodong came to Jieer's office to help him sort out the lesson preparation materials for tomorrow.

"Xiaodong, I'm going back to China in a week." Jieer looked at him and said.

"Well, let's keep in touch after returning to China." He said.Jieer shook his hand and interlocked his fingers: "I want to ask you, would you like to go with me?"

Han Xiaodong suddenly raised his head and looked at him: "Calling Beast, I may...can't go with you, my home is here, and I don't know what to do when I go abroad. So..."

"You can have a better development, a bigger stage, and I will help you." Jieer kissed his lips: "Xiaodong, I think I'm in love with you, and I want to go on with you. Before I fell in love with you, I always thought that I might never meet someone I want to be with in my life, but since I met you, I have this idea."

"Jier...the time is too short, I don't even know how to make a decision." Han Xiaodong took a deep breath: "I will think about it carefully."

"That's good, stay tonight!" Jere asked him, stroking his fair cheek.

Han Xiaodong didn't answer his words, but leaned forward and sealed it with a kiss.After the fierce cloud and rain, they entangled their limbs and kissed each other tenderly. Han Xiaodong looked at his gentle blue eyes and thought, everything with him should be over.Not to mention that it is unrealistic to go abroad with him, even now he already has Ou Shuo.

"Call the beast, I have to go back." Han Xiaodong got up and put on his clothes without looking at Jieer again. Jieer hugged him from behind, bowed his head and kissed the back of his neck reluctantly: "Xiaodong, I will wait for you to the last moment."

Han Xiaodong called Ou Shuo, but no one answered. He stopped the taxi and went back to his residence. As soon as he went upstairs, a bloody smell came straight to his nostrils. A strong sense of uneasiness filled his mind. He pushed open Ou Shuo's door , the bloody clothes were scattered all over the place, and Ou Shuo was sitting on the floor leaning on the bed with his back to him, and fell asleep.Han Xiaodong's face was pale, and he was sweating profusely as he helped him onto the bed and checked his wounds.

His body was full of old scars, and the knife on his lower abdomen, which Li Xueyang sewed for him, didn't even have time to remove the thread, and now he was injured again.After taking care of him all night, Ou Shuo woke up.Seeing Han Xiaodong staring at him with red eyes on the side of the bed for a moment, Ou Shuo's heart tightened: "Xiaodong, I'm sorry, did I make you worry?"

"Since you know that I will worry about you, why do you make yourself like this?" Han Xiaodong didn't have the heart to talk about him again, Ou Shuo's face was so pale that it was frightening.

"I have to go to work in the company now. You lie down now. I bought breakfast and put it here. I'll come back to see you at noon." Han Xiaodong covered him with a quilt, his eyes were gentle, never before.

"Xiaodong, I think you are very different today."

Han Xiaodong just smiled at him, turned and left the room.When he arrived at the company, Han Xiaodong handed in his resignation letter, and he left quickly, leaving behind many questions and regrets.He went home and saw people going to Xie's house in the empty building, his heart was inexplicably empty, and they all left. The past was still deep in his mind, but the people had already left.Whenever I think of it, it seems like it is still in the past.

"Dad, Mom, if I go to a faraway place in the future, maybe there will be my life goals and better development there, will you agree? It may be a long, long time...but no matter how long I go, I will one day I'll be back." Han Xiaodong tensed his nerves and sat in the main room holding his breath to ask his parents who were watching TV.

"How long is a long time?" his mother asked him.

The father frowned and said: "Why do you care about the child so much? He has grown up and has his own way to go. Let him go. You can't guard us two old guys for the rest of your life. While you are young, you want to Go everywhere."

The mother gave my father a blank look: "Look at what you said! A mother travels thousands of miles without worries, but a son travels thousands of miles and a mother worries. How do you fathers understand this truth and mood!?"

"Yes, I don't understand, then tie Xiaodong at home like rhubarb next door, ten steps are difficult to walk, let alone worry you for thousands of miles. Don't worry!"

Seeing his parents arguing seriously, Han Xiaodong couldn't help laughing: "Mom and Dad, I have something to tell you. Didn't I say I wanted to buy a house a while ago? I bought it now, although it's a second-hand house. room, but the house is still very good, and the decoration is ready-made. I think the place is convenient for travel, and the environment is very quiet, so I borrowed some money from a friend to make up the down payment, and you can move in within two days. The family The house is too old, and you are also old, you should enjoy the happiness, don't think about farming and making a fortune all day long."

The two elders didn't say anything about the previous words, but the last sentence made the two elders lose their temper. The father said a little angrily: "Farming the fields well has a future! What do young people know!!"

"Exactly! How good do you think the people in the city are? We don't farm any more. If we go to the city to buy a house to live in, who will farm? Starve to death those pretenders."

When the word 'pretentious' came out of my mother's mouth, there was an inexplicable sense of joy, and my mother kept pace with the times!It is estimated that in the factory, he just said it out of the mouth.

In fact, the two elders are still relieved. Since when the children have grown up, they can be the masters of the family and arrange their daily life. Although the children failed to go to prestigious universities, the children have not grown crooked, and they are doing very well now. That's good enough!

That year, Xie's family moved, and the Han family also moved out soon. Sitting behind the moving company's car, Han Xiaodong watched Changle chase them for a long distance until it could no longer run. Only then turned around reluctantly and dejectedly, looked at the direction the car was going away for a long time...

Han Xiaodong's eyes turned red, and he looked away.The mother looked at him and sighed softly: "The city is not suitable for keeping dogs. Besides, don't you want to travel far away? Dogs are so troublesome! It's like raising an adult. It's useless to eat too much."

Han Xiaodong raised his hand to wipe away the tears from his eyes, but he couldn't finish it.Changle, I once thought that as long as I could have a bite to eat, I would support you forever, but I never thought that I would throw you away in the end. If I knew today, why would I pick you up and let you wait for a lifetime, but I Never coming back.

A week later, Ou Shuo's injury finally recovered. These days, Han Xiaodong will always be by his side, taking care of his daily life.

"Xiaodong, the food you cook is really delicious." Ou Shuo was like a little wolf who had been hungry for a long time. Han Xiaodong tasted the taste, but the taste was really ordinary. If it was Xie Huan, he would probably look disgusted and ruthless Hurt him a bit, and then say to him: "Han Xiaodong, what the hell are you doing? You can't even eat a dog!"

"Ou Shuo, if one day I disappear, will you go find me?"

Ou Shuo looked up at him suspiciously: "If you disappear, I will always look for you, and I will find you from the ends of the earth."

"Really?"

"Well, really." He said in a very serious tone.

"Fool, if a person intends to leave and never see you again, it is useless for you to search all over the world, and what is the point of you looking for him? Forget it, eat Ou Shuo. Eat more..." Maybe this This is the first time cooking for you, and also the last time in this life.

On the day he left, Han Xiaodong remembered that it was raining lightly, damp and cold.He went to see Li Shufan, and when he saw Han Xiaodong again, Li Shufan almost couldn't recognize him.Wearing glasses, well-dressed, looking smart and capable, he greeted him with a suitable smile and sat in front of him.

"How are you doing recently?" Han Xiaodong asked him.

Li Shufan smiled: "Well, it's pretty good, how about you?"

Han Xiaodong thought for a while, then took a deep breath: "It's okay, I'm going to the United States, I want to meet again before leaving, maybe we will never see each other again."

"Go to America?" Li Shufan was surprised: "What are you doing there? Alone?"

"With an American man, I want to try."

Li Shufan frowned: "Xiaodong, how can you test your feelings? Love or not."

"I don't want to talk about love, I just want to go there to see if I can find my new target."

Li Shufan stared blankly at him for a long time, but couldn't say a word.Maybe growing up is cruel, it makes people worldly and realistic, and those innocent and innocent are destined to be eliminated.

"I...what else can I say?" Li Shufan seemed to be touched by the softness in his heart and his eyes turned red: "I can only wish you success, and hope that you can find your goal as soon as possible."

"Shufan, thank you."

"I didn't do you any favors. I feel very sorry to see you again today. It's a pity that life is not a fairy tale. You and Xie Huan still couldn't stick to it until the end. In fact, I wanted you to have a good result from my own selfishness. The world said, Two men can't be happy together, I once saw hope in you and Xie Huan, hope...in the face of reality, it turned into a kind of despair, so desperate that we all resigned to our fate."

Han Xiaodong smiled bitterly: "Who is Xie Huan? I... can't remember clearly. He has already started his new life. In his life, I have never been the only one for him, and he is not the only one for me either." , as a rare journey in life, but the scenery is beautiful when passing by, but I will still encounter more beautiful scenery. Shufan, people are like this, no one can’t do without someone, no one You can’t live without someone, and when you really let go, you realize that letting go is nothing more than that.”

After bidding farewell to Li Shufan, Han Xiaodong and Jieer came to the airport. He followed Jieer's footsteps and walked in the crowd a little bit at a loss. When he saw Ou Shuo covered in blood, he resolutely chose Jieer, because Jieer Can give him what he wants, and Ou Shuo, although he was sincere to him for a moment, but he retreated, in Ou Shuo's body, all he saw was despair, even he didn't know when Ou Shuo would be satisfied again A bloody breath lying dying beside him, he is no longer a child, not a child who can be satisfied for a day with just one candy, they have to live, and there are too many things to consider.

And he just made the decision that was best for him.

Sitting on the plane to the United States, Han Xiaodong took out a small cardboard box.Jere asked suspiciously, "What is this?"

Han Xiaodong turned his head and smiled at him: "I haven't had time to take apart the things my brother left me before he died."

He opened the cardboard box, and when he saw what was inside, he was shocked as well as heartbroken.There are a lot of small change under the two platinum men's diamond rings, and there is a note inside, which was written by Shen Mo before his death.

Brother, this is the money I saved. Although it is not much, please don't take it with disdain. I picked up these two rings when I was working in a bar. They said they were worth some money, so I left them for you.Brother, I never said those two words to you, thank you.It must be Mo Mo who saved the entire universe in his previous life, so he will meet Han Xiaodong in this life. —Your dear brother remain silent.

God, what are you implying?He held the two platinum and diamond rings tightly, and his heart throbbed in pain.

……

If one day I disappear, will you find me?

If you disappear, I will always look for you, even the ends of the earth will find you.

Really?

Well, really.

……

In front of the dilapidated tile-roofed house, a young man in his twenties stood there for a long time until he caught the attention of his neighbors.

"Young man, what do you do?"

"I'm here to find someone, does Han Xiaodong live here?"

"It used to be, but they moved away a few days ago. I don't know where their family moved. Maybe they won't come back again."

"It's okay, I'll go find him if he's gone." Ou Shuo sat down in front of the cold stone steps, the drizzle gradually wet his hair and coat, he stared at the front in confusion, thinking, maybe He will appear in front of his eyes in the next second.

No one asked me if it would hurt, except you, Han Xiaodong.

No one cooks for me, except you, Han Xiaodong.

No one can make me love so deeply, except you Han Xiaodong.

I thought that in this life I would never have another chance to be abandoned by anyone, except you, Han Xiaodong...

As the sky was getting darker, he saw a yellow dog walking slowly with some spoiled food in its mouth. Changle saw someone sitting in front of the door, stepped forward and sniffed him, but he didn't bite him. Wagging his tail at him.Ou Shuo thought, it might be because of Han Xiaodong's smell on his body, and it smelled it out.

Ou Shuo reached out and patted it on the head: "Hey, dog. Have you been abandoned by him too?"

Chang Le raised his head to the sky and howled, then drooped his head listlessly, humming and chirping.That pitiful little appearance made Ou Shuo's heart clenched tightly.

"What's your name? Forget it, let me give you a new name. How about calling it Ah Xun? If you don't hum, you agree. Ah Xun, are you willing to come with me? I'll take you to find him, the ends of the earth..."

Ou Shuo stood up and walked forward slowly, Ah Xun squatted there watching him go away, the drizzle gradually wet the stone steps in front of the door, Ah Xun turned his head and looked at the old red tile house reluctantly, Finally, as if he had made up his mind to chase after Ou Shuo, a person and a dog gradually disappeared at the end of the street of the town, and the originally gray-blue sky cleared up.

——Part [-] Once Young and Frivolous·End——

Part [-]: The evil president VS the damned man