He always wants to kill this scum

Han Xiaodong stroked Shen Mo's hair and smiled, Mo Mo's eyes turned red: "Brother, I don't deserve your kindness to me."

"why?"

"I... I'm very selfish, I'm stupid, and I can't do anything for you. I'm so bad that everyone doesn't want to pay attention to it, but you are the only one who treats me well."

Han Xiaodong had no appetite, so he pushed the food away from the table after eating a little: "Don't think about it, no one is good enough..." This is what Xie Huan once said to him.

Han Xiaodong took the car keys and stood up with a little effort: "Remember if you need to mention anything to Ou Shuo, just say that I told you."

Saying goodbye to the silence, Han Xiaodong drove the car to the downstairs of Jieer called the beast, and Jieer happened to come down from the apartment building.

"Calling a beast, what a coincidence."

"I figured you'd be arriving at this time, so I came downstairs a few minutes earlier." Jere said politely with a smile on his face.

Han Xiaodong unbuckled his seat belt and sat in the passenger seat automatically. The driving all the way cost him half his life, not to mention the pain all over his body, especially the pain in the chrysanthemum! !

They arrived at the school an hour early, and Jieer called the beast to teach him the documents that needed to prepare lessons, and asked him to sort out Chinese and some key points.

"Calling the Beast, you went back so late and did your lesson preparation?"

"Yeah, I made some in the evening and some in the morning when I got up in the morning. Now I just need to tidy up and leave it to you."

Han Xiaodong ignored him and concentrated on his work.When it was finished, it was handed over to Jieer called the beast for review, and there was no problem. Jieer called the beast smiled with satisfaction: "You are really considerate and careful. Your English is so good, and the most rare thing is that you are also very capable of working. Okay, are you interested in studying abroad?"

"I don't have that idea yet."

"Tell me when you have this idea." Jere said with a smile: "In order to repay you for helping me, I will definitely help you write a letter of recommendation for Harvard."

Han Xiaodong didn't take it seriously. Going abroad was too far away from him, and he still went to such a prestigious school, so he didn't even bother to think about it.He only hopes to learn something useful to himself and help his life here.

After Jere called the beast, there are two days off for today’s class. After class in the evening, Jere proposed to go to the bar for a drink. Han Xiaodong didn’t refuse. Foreigners don’t go to the bar like Chinese, order a dozen drinks and drink a joy.Most of them want a bottle of beer or a glass of cocktail, and they either sit quietly in a corner and drink it, or stand up and shake slowly with the music.

Han Xiaodong is a quiet person, and Jieer is not as noisy as Han Xiaodong imagined. Bi Jian is also in his thirties, and there is always something called calmness.

"Call the beast, don't you want to strike up a conversation?" Han Xiaodong suggested to him as he sipped the wine in his glass slowly.

Jieer looked around casually, and said helplessly, "Although I really need someone to strike up a conversation with, they are not my type."

"Then what kind of food do you like?"

"Uh... this question stumps me. It should be a feeling, how about you? There must be many girls who like you."

Han Xiaodong laughed, and took a sip of his wine: "In the past 18 years, I have never received a love letter from a girl."

"My God, the girl next to you has really high vision."

"Maybe I am not as good as you said. You must not have imagined what I was like before. Since leaving school, leaving... some warm embraces, and walking into a strange environment, although lonely, I have gotten rid of some of the past. The shackles imposed on myself, throwing away those shackles, I can get along with most people and talk about many things, just like you and me now."

Jieer looked at him seriously, with admiration: "I like you now."

"Yes, many people will like me now. I also hope to make myself better and better able to integrate into the large groups of society, so I am constantly working hard. I have also learned a lot from it that cannot be learned in books. some things."

Xie Huan once said that he can't socialize, he can only study hard, has low self-esteem, is awkward... wait, he wants to change all those things Xie Huan said about him!

"You're distracted." Jerry said with a smile.

Han Xiaodong's heart was suffocated, and he smiled with the corners of his mouth: "Thinking of some people and things in the past."

"It's not good to be so deep at such a young age. If you don't say that you are only 19 years old, I will think you are at least [-] years old. I mean, you make me feel too old."

"Isn't it good to be a little old? Now the unit recruits impetuous young people the most taboo, so in order to support myself, I have to pretend to be deep and old."

……

It was past eleven o'clock when he came out of the bar, and Jieer insisted on sending him back, and Han Xiaodong no longer refused.Maybe it's because of the alcohol, I'm more excited at two o'clock in the morning.Han Xiaodong quietly got up from the bed, tried not to disturb the silence, turned on the computer and logged on to QQ.

He actually discovered that Xie Huan's profile picture was bright!Now they seem to be day and afternoon there?What should I say to him?Han Xiaodong thought for a long time, and finally only typed three words.

Han Xiaodong: Are you okay?

Xie Huan quickly came back: "Very well, it must be early morning where you are now?"why are not you sleeping?

Han Xiaodong: I went to the bar and drank some wine. I was so excited that I couldn't sleep.

Xie Huan: Who are you drinking with?

Han Xiaodong: A handsome guy with blue eyes.

Xie Huan: Foreigners?How unreliable.

Han Xiaodong: That's right, it's very unreliable, so I just thought about it.Xie Huan...

Xie Huan: I have something to say.

Han Xiaodong: I slept with someone else.man.

Han Xiaodong stared at the computer screen for a long time, so long that he thought Xie Huan would ignore him.Until a word comes out of the dialogue.

Xie Huan: Is his technique as good as mine?

Han Xiaodong thought for a while and typed two words: It's okay

Xie Huan: If he doesn't have good skills, you can fuck him!

Han Xiaodong: Don't you know that I'm born to be a slave!by!

Xie Huan: Oh!Not promising.

Han Xiaodong laughed, and quickly typed out a line: When I have experienced hundreds of battles and practiced attacking, can you keep your innocent heart and lie under me and be fucked by me?

Xie Huan: I take back what I said earlier. comeonbaby! fuck me...

Han Xiaodong: Lost morals.

Xie Huan: Hehe, stop talking, I have to go to class.See you.

Han Xiaodong: See you later.

……

After turning off the computer, Han Xiaodong felt particularly lost and empty for some reason, and this feeling was extremely uncomfortable.The distance with him began to be strange and distant.It turns out that true love does not last forever, even if they could die for each other.I used to think that I couldn't let go, but when I really let go, I realized that letting go is nothing more than that.It's just that this emptiness will be like a bottomless black hole, completely submerging him and making him unable to breathe.

Later, for some reason, Xie Huan never got online among QQ friends again, and he deliberately stopped logging in the previous account and applied for a new one.

There is a kind of forgetting, called pretending not to care, we gradually become really not caring in the pretending not to care.

A week later, Ou Shuo sent a text message to Han Xiaodong with mixed feelings, asking if he could see him.Han Xiaodong put the phone in his pocket indifferently and did not reply him.

Ou Shuo stared at the phone for more than two hours, and his grandson shook his head: "Hey, what is love in the world? I just want you to promise life and death! If you really like someone, don't shy away from me, like Han Xiaodong Do you think that kind of person will post it upside down for you?"

Ou Shuo swiped the wine on the table and drank it up: "You don't understand, I did something that made him very angry that night."

"How can there be so many people who share the anger of gods and make you hide here for a whole week? He leaves you to go back, he goes back and you come out, alas! Could it be that love is tossing?"

"I used force to get him into bed."

The grandson looked up at him suddenly, with a look of surprise on his face: "He... didn't cut you with a knife?"

"No, I slapped me three times immediately after waking up. My heart was throbbing so badly at the time, and I didn't feel any pain from these three slaps."

The grandson smiled: "He didn't slash you with a knife, but only slapped you three times, which proves that there is something going on. If Han Xiaodong really doesn't want to, he will die for you every minute."

"He wanted to jump out of the window at first, but I pulled him back..."

The grandson wiped off his cold sweat: "I can't say anything about this. Please ask yourself, it's always your fault."

"I don't know what to do anymore." Ou Shuo drank the wine in his glass and sighed softly.

In this way, half a month passed without knowing it.

After Han Xiaodong quickly translated the documents on the table, he found that Jieer was still writing something in front of the computer.He sat there quietly, the soft light made his handsome features more three-dimensional.His earnest appearance was very charming, Han Xiaodong smiled and didn't disturb him, he looked over the subject to be reviewed, looked a little drowsy, but unexpectedly fell asleep like this.

In a daze, it seemed that someone poked his shoulder. Han Xiaodong was in a half-awake dream, and he jumped up in fright, and a cup of hot coffee spilled on him.Jere turned pale with fright, put down another cup of coffee in his hand to check him: "It's not hot, is it?"

"Don't worry, it's okay." It's just that the coffee stains all over his body made him a little depressed, and Jere suggested: "Go and wash in the bathroom, I have spare clothes here."

"Well, that's fine, just take a shower here and go straight back to sleep." So tired!

"Aren't you too tired? In half a month, you will be relaxed." Jere will return to the United States in half a month.

Han Xiaodong smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, took the clothes that Jieer took out, and walked into the bathroom. When he quickly finished the shower and reached for the clothes, the pants were pulled down and brought on the bathroom floor, absorbing water instantly The whole body was soaked, and it was too late to be rescued.Han Xiaodong calmly put on his shirt and stared at the pants on the bathroom floor for a long time, a trace of evil thoughts spontaneously emerged.

The bathroom door opened, and Jieer turned around with a document in his hand and was about to say something to him, but Han Xiaodong came out of the bathroom with two bare, slender legs. His head was covered with a snow-white towel, and his hair was half wet. Drops of water dripped from the tip of her hair continuously, slipped over her snow-white neck and disappeared under her white shirt.

Jieer's hand holding the document tightened, and his Adam's apple rolled.Han Xiaodong smiled innocently: "I'm sorry, uh, the pants just fell on the floor. Call the beast, you cover me! Let's go out and buy a new pair of pants."

It took a while for Jieer to come back to his senses, and he nodded mechanically. Just when Han Xiaodong reached out to grab the handle of the door, Jieer's hand followed him, pulled his hand back and hugged him from behind: "Xiaodong, you It got me hooked."

"Jier..." Han Xiaodong turned around and wrapped his hands around his neck. Jieer couldn't help but kissed his lips. Once the fire of desire was ignited, it could not be contained.Jieer is definitely a master at flirting, he will take good care of his lover's feelings, take care of him carefully, discover and explore every inch of his body, even the sensitive spots that Han Xiaodong himself never knew.

This love was pleasant and comfortable, and made Han Xiaodong feel an unprecedented intense pleasure.He doesn't regret all of this. If he didn't step out of that narrow world, he would think that Xie Huan's bed skills are the best. Xie Huan is the most charming when he is serious. Everything Xie Huan does makes him fascinated reverse.When they used to think of those pasts, would they just smile in the end?