If you turn into a butterfly, I will bloom

In the middle of the night, it was a little cold, and the wind outside the window was strong and tight.Mu Ming opened his eyes, he was sleeping on one side of the bed, and Yan Fei was sleeping on the other side, he could roll to the ground with a slight turn over, far away from him, even if he moved his arms he wouldn't be able to touch him.

Now that he woke up, he couldn't fall back asleep, dragged his swollen ankle, moved to the window, and once again peeked at the streets from the window of Yan Fei's house.It was late at night, and the outside was peaceful, except for the rustling of the leaves in the wind.

He didn't know when he was wrapped in pajamas, Yan Fei probably put them on because he was too sleepy, so that he could withstand the cold night wind.The collar of the pajamas fluttered with the wind along with Mu Ming's hair, but he didn't care about it.

The moon that night was very dim, almost covered by clouds.There is no warmth at all, it seems that even the flickering moonlight has a cold breath, which makes people shiver.

Alas, there is love and infatuation in life, and this hatred has nothing to do with wind and rain.

Mu Ming didn't know how long he stood there, for a few minutes, or for ten minutes, and he had lost the awareness of time.Because there is nothing in my mind except Ai Rong, and I can't put it away.

"Here." Until a glass of liquid was handed to the side, it was mellow and brownish red.

"Why are you up too?" Mu Ming saw that Yan Fei was also wearing pajamas with a wide open collar, and his two thick chest muscles were self-contained and eye-catching.Then he took the cup from Yan Fei's hand.

"I don't sleep well all the time. This is the medicine to help sleep. You should drink some too." After Yan Fei motioned to Mu Ming, he drank it all in one gulp.In this bleak late night, drinking a glass of warm liquid is extremely comfortable.

"Sorry to bother you again."

"It's my compensation for you." Yan Fei also came over to hold on to the railing, and leaned against Mu Ming's side, so close that he could almost touch the folds of his pajamas, Yan Fei deliberately moved away from Mu Ming in a blink of an eye. move.

"I won't bother you for too long, I can..." Mu Ming was interrupted by Yan Fei before he could finish speaking.

"What can you do? Can you go back to Ai Rong?" Seeing that Mu Ming didn't answer, Yan Fei continued. "Be here before you reconcile with Ai Rong, so that I can feel less guilty."

"Will there be reconciliation?" Mu Ming didn't know whether he was asking Yan Fei or talking to himself.

"We didn't do anything, why should he hold on to it? If you don't know how to say it, I'll say it."

"No, it will be even more chaotic if you go." It was the first time that Mu Ming lost his mind. He could always come up with a solution to whatever happened to him before, but now he couldn't do anything about it.Because he believes that this is not a misunderstanding, but that he has made a big mistake. The mistake was concealed, and there is no way to remedy the mistake.

"Mu Ming, I, I'm really sorry, I really don't know you guys, you guys are dating."

"I've said it before, I don't blame you." Mu Ming suddenly turned his head, "Yan Fei, you are a good person, and you will be happy in the future."

"I'm afraid it won't happen." Yan Fei sighed lightly.

In the school, Ai Rong's seat is always empty, one day, two days, this week, Ai Rong didn't come.As for the phone, it was simply turned off all the time, and the door at home was knocked a hundred times without opening.On weekends, Mu Ming waited at Ai Rong's door from morning to night, didn't even eat lunch, but the door never opened, no one came out or went in.Mu Ming asked Er Yu, and Er Yu said that he hadn't heard from Ai Rong for many days; Mu Ming asked Lu Fei, but Lu Fei just said that Ai Rong had been on leave and that he was seriously ill, and Lu Fei didn't know anything more. Mu Ming ran to the school doctor's office again, and Ai Ting didn't know anything about it, even Ai Rong didn't come to school.

Finally, he panicked, completely panicked.He couldn't think of any other way to find Ai Rong.

In the end, Mu Ming came to the rooftop, holding a sliver of wish to meet Ai Rong here.Although his wish came to nothing, he saw things related to Ai Rong.Cigarette butts all over the floor, empty wine bottles, a few lighters without fuel, and a knife with traces of blood on the blade. Seeing this, Mu Ming's heart hurts like being stabbed by this knife.

Mu Ming squatted in the gap of the last ray of sunlight that was about to disappear in the afternoon, with his hands wrapped around his legs, and he plunged his head into his arms hard.Like a homeless child, the lonely shadow is stretched for a long time.

Ai Rong is no better than Mu Ming, everything in the house has Mu Ming's shadow on it, he dare not stay at home.He went to a place where it was quiet and there was no Mu Ming.

This autumn, Ai Rong wore a lot of clothes, and for some reason he was suddenly afraid of the cold.Even the temperature of the air can sting the body, and even wrapped himself in the quilt, refusing to come out.There are a lot of wine bottles at the foot of the bed, but they are not the beer bottles on the roof, but some red wine and foreign wine bottles.These wines are stronger and stronger, so Ai Rong hardly wakes up every day, either sleeping or soaking in alcohol.

For so many days, Ai Rong often felt pain in his chest, right where Mu Ming punched him.

Ai Rong was drunk again, and he didn't know how long he was drunk, probably three autumns.