If you turn into a butterfly, I will bloom

27. Instead calm

Before he knew it, half a month had passed, and Mu Ming had not received any news from Ai Rong.Although I miss him terribly in my heart, the anxiety at the beginning is gone.And it didn't delay Mu Ming's eating and sleeping at all, on the contrary, he ate more and slept longer, and after half a month, he actually gained a little weight.From Yan Fei's point of view, this seems to be a way to vent his emotions, so there is no shortage of food at home, from the kitchen to the living room, from the bedroom to the balcony.Even the bathroom has put some convenient snacks to prevent Mu Ming from getting too greedy when taking a shower. If he is more careful, Yan Fei is no worse than Ai Rong.But other than that, Yan Fei never showed any concern for Mu Ming, and even spoke coldly at home.On the contrary, this made Mu Ming feel more comfortable, and also made the communication between the two of them a little more frank.

But Yan Fei was not willing to do this, he just thought that the better he treated Mu Ming, the further he would push him away, so he did the opposite, and it was really effective.Occasionally, Mu Ming could say a few heartfelt words, and Yan Fei listened quietly from the side, because at this time, nothing is as comfortable as listening.The two of them just lay on the same bed without any skin-to-skin contact.Back to back, sleep peacefully.

Another half month passed, and life returned to normal. Although there was a desert in Mu Ming's heart, no one cultivated it.The owner there abandoned this piece of fertile soil, this piece of land once planted with peach blossom forests, and left it to fend for itself.

That night, Mu Ming had a dream for the first time in a month.This is a familiar dream, a dream that has come several times.In the dream, I was running barefoot on the beach, letting the waves lick my ankles, and I kept running forward, because there was a fiery red butterfly in front of me, it was so beautiful, no one could help it when I saw it I don't want to get closer to it, but the more Mu Ming chases after it, the farther away the butterfly gets.Finally, the butterfly disappeared at the end of sight.Leave yourself with a face full of loss.Suddenly, he felt someone patting him on the shoulder from behind, Mu Ming turned around, only to see the man's hand so familiar, the slender fingers, and the small scar on the back of the hand.It was obviously Ai Rong's, but when I looked again, I couldn't see Ai Rong, leaving only a fiery red mark, as if it had been burned by fire.It was early morning when I woke up from the dream, this dream, after recollecting it, had a slight sweet taste, I always felt that Ai Rong was not far away from me.

At noon, an unfamiliar and familiar number called Mu Ming's phone which had been quiet for a long time.

"Hello? It's me." Mu Ming connected.

"Where? District hospital? Okay, I'll come right away." After Mu Ming finished speaking, he ran out the door before he even had time to eat. Yan Fei didn't know what was going on, so he had to follow him out.

"Wait for me." Yan Fei finally caught up with Mu Ming.

"Ai Rong is in the hospital, I'm going."

"Let me see you off." Seeing Mu Ming thinking about these things, Yan Fei said, "Stop talking, where to take a taxi during lunch time, come quickly." He said and went to the garage.On the way, Mu Ming deliberately asked Yan Fei to walk past the school gate, and got off the car to buy something.

"I won't go up, he will definitely not be able to beat me now." Arriving downstairs in the hospital, Yan Fei said.

"Yan Fei..." Mu Ming didn't want Yan Fei to come, because he was afraid that there would be conflicts between the two when they met, but he didn't expect Yan Fei to be so considerate for himself, and his heart felt warm.

"Hurry up, if you need me to pick you up, just give me a call, I'll go to the shopping mall next door." Before Mu Ming could answer, Yan Fei pushed her off the car.

At the door of the ward, Ai Di stopped Mu Ming.

"We meet again." Eddie said in an uncertain tone.

"Ai Rong, what's the matter?"

"30 days of wine as a meal, do you think it's okay?"

"Yes, sorry."

"There's no need to say sorry to me, just go and tell him." Eddie calmed down a bit, "I'm here to tell you in advance that his blood sugar is very low now, don't provoke him anymore." This is Mu Ming listening Eddie spoke the most peaceful words, even with a hint of pleading, contrary to the previous haughty attitude.

Mu Ming nodded and entered the ward.At this moment, Ai Rong was leaning against the head of the bed, although his eyes looked to one side, but there was no brilliance.I haven't seen her for a month, and she has become much haggard, her face is very pale, her beard may not have been taken care of for a long time, her hair is also messy, and her cheeks have lost a lot of weight.From the moment Mu Ming entered the door until Mu Ming walked to Ai Rong's bed, Ai Rong noticed someone sitting on the chair beside the bed.

The moment Ai Rong saw Mu Ming, his expressions were mixed, mixed with surprise, mixed with joy, mixed with anger, and mixed with resentment.

"Why are you here?" Ai Rong's opening remark was so old-fashioned that Mu Ming had already guessed it.

"Come and see you."

"unnecessary."

"Rong, I miss you." This line was thought up by Mu Ming on the way here, because Ai Rong couldn't refute this line.Sure enough, Ai Rong stopped talking.

"Look at you, what have you made of yourself? You've lost a lot of weight." Mu Ming continued.

"You seem to be doing well." That's right, Mu Ming's bad mood is not drowning his sorrows with wine, but with food and sleep.

"Yeah, I can eat and sleep. I just don't dare to miss you."

"Don't dare to miss me?"

"When I think about you, I feel sorry for you."

"No, I'm gone. Aren't you more casual? I left on my own initiative. You don't have to feel sorry."

"That's not it."

"what is that?"

"I'm sorry for you. For so long, you have cooked so many delicious meals for me, but I haven't prepared a decent meal for you; when I'm sick, you give me the most meticulous care. If you're sick But I can’t be by your side; you always admit to me when you make a mistake, but I only know how to hide it when I make a mistake; when you misunderstand me, I can’t explain it clearly to you. Rong, I’m sorry.”

"You don't have to be sorry. I did it voluntarily. As for what you think I misunderstood, I'm sorry. I only believe what I saw and heard with my own ears. "

"Okay, I can ask you, what did you see and hear?" While Mu Ming was speaking, Ai Rong covered his stomach with one hand, showing a painful expression.

"Rong, what's wrong with you?" Mu Ming also saw the clue.

"Don't worry about it."

Mu Ming couldn't control Ai Rong's cold words to him, so he quickly sat down and helped Ai Rong massage his lower abdomen. Before when Ai Rong's stomach hurts, he rubbed it himself, and it would always feel better.

Ai Rong didn't refuse, probably too uncomfortable.Mu Ming suddenly remembered that Ai Di said that he knew the cause of the disease because he lived on wine.

"Didn't you eat something?" Mu Ming knew that he had to take his time when dealing with Ai Rong's temper. He had to keep a very low profile all the time so as not to arouse Ai Rong's hostility. Opportunity to say what you want to say.

"I can't eat anything, and I feel like vomiting after eating." Ai Rong still looked uncomfortable.

"Here, see if you can eat this." Mu Ming took out the egg-filled biscuits that he bought specially from his bag.Without waiting for Ai Rong to refuse, he opened the bag, let the fragrance float into Ai Rong's nose, and then handed it to his mouth.

"I, I'll do it myself." Ai Rong took it by himself, and after taking two bites, he started to feel nauseous.Mu Ming hurriedly carried it back to him, took the bag and carried on, fearing that Ai Rong would vomit on the bed.But fortunately, Ai Rong vomited twice, and the energy passed.After taking two more bites, there was no adverse reaction, so I ate it all in one go, and it was warm and comfortable.

"Is it better?" Mu Ming basically receded from seeing Ai Rong's uncomfortable expression after eating.

"Ah."

"Then can I say it now?" Mu Ming asked tentatively.

"Mu Ming, I'm tired, let's talk about it later." Ai Rong lay down after speaking, not wanting to hear what Mu Ming had to say.In fact, Mu Ming didn't want to say anything more, if it wasn't for Ai Rongyan who caught Yan Fei's words and wouldn't let go.

At this moment, I discovered that looking at Ai Rong so quietly is also such a happy thing.After sitting for a while, Mu Ming saw that Ai Rong had probably fallen asleep as well, so he left.