If you turn into a butterfly, I will bloom

"Stop chasing." Yan Fei stopped Mu Ming.

"It's all you!" The moment Mu Ming turned his head, tears rolled in his eyes.

"I, I don't know, you two..." Yan Fei was also wronged, he really didn't know that Ai Rong and Mu Ming were like him, they liked men, and he didn't even know that the two of them were already together.

"Forget it. It's useless to blame you." Mu Ming broke away from Yan Fei's hand and moved out step by step.Yan Fei didn't catch up any more, and he also knew that Mu Ming had no place for himself in his heart.

Mu Ming didn't remember how long it took, but he rested a few times on the way, and finally moved to the door of Ai Rong's house.It's ridiculous, when I was in school, Ai Rong was always responsible for opening the door with the key, and I always followed behind to enter the door.Only then did I realize the importance of bringing my own keys.I knocked on the door a few times, but it didn't open, and I don't know if Ai Rong is at home.Called, no one answered.Mu Ming was squatting at the door, just in time to see that his ankle was more swollen, but he didn't feel the burning pain just now, probably because his heart hurts so much that he can't take care of it anymore.

It also happens to be in this neutral position that allows for empty thinking.

Mu Ming knew very well that Ai Rong and Yan Fei were not at fault at all, in the final analysis, it was still his own fault.Even though I am a person who refuses to admit his mistakes in every possible way, but this time the trouble is too serious, how can I still make Ai Rong accommodate, isn't Ai Rong accommodating enough on weekdays?Who can accept this kind of thing calmly, if he can turn a blind eye to it and deal with it calmly, I am afraid that this person has either escaped into Buddhism, or is the person who doesn't care about the matter at all, other than that, there is no possibility.

The important thing right now is not how to explain to Ai Rong, but how to find him.The sky was getting darker, I was hungry after playing the game, and I didn't know which restaurant wafted out the smell of food, and my stomach was already rumbling.Thinking that Ai Rong's dinner is already served on the table at this time on weekdays, and because I am injured today, I don't need to exercise after eating, and I can sleep with Ai Rong on the bed until I am sleepy, so that Ai Rong Take a shower and go to bed with yourself, what a wonderful life.Sighing lightly, the pain in his feet swept over again.Mu Ming pinched the phone in his hand, struggling to dial Ai Rong again.Still connected, just not picked up.

Mu Ming had no choice but to make another phone call. He didn't want to sit here all night, he still wanted to recover from the injury on his foot so that the next game would not be delayed, so Ai Rong still had to rely on my own.Speaking of the competition, I really don't know what the result will be today, probably I will win.But I didn't care about it at all.

"What?" A cold voice rang on the other end of the phone, interrupting Mu Ming's thoughts.

"Well, can you come to Ai Rong's house to pick me up?"

"To his house? You want me to fight him again?"

"He's not at home, I can't get in without a key."

"Then what have you been doing for the past two hours?"

"Don't ask, are you coming?"

"Okay, just wait for me."

It was just tens of meters above the door of the room Mu Ming was leaning on, that is, the roof of the rooftop.On the bench where Mu Ming used to take a nap a few times, now there was also a tall and handsome young man lying on it.During the time we walked together, Ai Rong was always the one who stood behind Mu Ming, shielding him from the wind and the rain, just like an unstoppable mountain, guarding him with his mountain aura. his obsession.But at this moment, he is like an ordinary high school student, who is bound by feelings and troubled by love.Without Mu Ming by his side, it was like losing a backbone, as if everything he did was futile.Cigarette butts have covered the floor, the cigarette box is already empty, and Ai Rong has no intention of leaving.

Ai Rong hasn't felt this kind of collapse for a long time, yes, doesn't he deserve it?Going against the idea that I have always believed in.If you don't have it, you can't lose it.

At this moment, is Mu Ming really lost?

After winning the ball, I can't be happy at all, because I lost him.

No matter what the facts are, Ai Rong only believes what he sees, and what he sees is Yan Fei riding on Mu Ming, but this is not the point, the point is Yan Fei's sentence: Have you forgotten, we will go What a joy to do it for the first time.Have they already done it?I haven't really done it with him for so long, and I haven't had the body I've coveted for a long time, and I haven't got it completely. Ai Rong can't accept this kind of thing at all.When I think of this, my heart hurts.Because in his consciousness, other mistakes can be forgiven, but this matter, no matter what, he can't convince himself, even if he can convince himself to listen to a few explanations that Mu Ming hasn't said yet.

He used to feel that he admired Ming because he was very happy and at ease with him, as if all the happiness was brought by him.But now, he has further discovered that he loves Ming, and even more so that he will be very sad when he is not around, and he will not know who he is, and it seems that all the heartache is brought about by him.

The night wind blows quickly, playing with Ai Rong's skirt.Ai Rong couldn't help shivering.

"Where are you going?" Mu Ming got into the car, Yan Fei asked.

"I'm hungry." Mu Ming said this as soon as he got in the car.After that, no matter what Yan Fei said, Mu Ming remained silent.Yan Fei was in a bad mood after being disturbed by them, and he didn't have the heart to cook food for Mu Ming, so he ordered takeaway on the way and picked it up when he got home before going upstairs.

"Why is your foot so swollen?!"

Mu Ming didn't respond.

"Let me help you." Although Yan Fei was unhappy in every way, he still felt distressed.

"Need not."

Yan Fei walked slowly in front like this, and Mu Ming followed slowly behind.When we entered the house, it was already dark.Yan Fei ordered two servings, and he didn't eat at first, who knew the effort to change into home clothes, Mu Ming ate up both servings.

"Hey, why are you so good at eating? You ate all of mine."

When Mu Ming was full, he ignored Yan Fei, lay down on the sofa, hugged the pillow, and was about to fall asleep.

"Hey, your feet are like this. You still want to sleep. Get up for me. After taking the medicine, you go to bed." Yan Fei became more and more angry, as if he saw his own child making mistakes and didn't know how to repent.After taking the medicine, it didn't matter whether Mu Ming was really sleeping or pretending to be asleep, squatting on the edge of the sofa, gently moved Mu Ming's ankle, and carefully sprayed some medicine, but Mu Ming didn't resist.

"Let's go, go to bed and sleep, it will be more comfortable." Yan Fei patiently coaxed the patient.

Mu Ming still didn't respond, Yan Fei got up, hugged Mu Ming to the bed, and only saw Mu Ming's face was full of tears when he put Mu Ming on the bed.Although his eyes were closed tightly, the expression of pain was beyond words.

"It's useless for you to be like this, why don't you talk to me." Yan Fei felt distressed when he saw it, and reached out to wipe away his tears.At first when I got Mu Ming's call, I really wanted to go back to Yan Fei who was cold and indifferent to everyone. The colder my heart was, the less heartache I felt. I can't say it.Seeing Mu Ming like this, even if he didn't talk to him, he couldn't do it.

"Yan Fei, why can't you hold on?" Mu Ming finally said the second sentence after meeting Yan Fei, but it turned out to be a sentence Yan Fei couldn't understand.

"what?"

"The nicer you are to me, the sadder I will be."

Only then did Yan Fei understand that Mu Ming still took care of himself.But this is exactly Yan Fei's chance. Since he cares about him, it means that he has no chance at all. Maybe taking advantage of this moment, some tricks can really bring about an important turning point.

"What nonsense, I'm just taking care of a good friend, why are you sad?"

"Really? You regard me as a good friend?"

"Otherwise, I don't want to fight another losing battle with him."

"I'm sorry about what happened before."

"No, if it were me, I wouldn't tell the truth."

"It's not all about me lying to you."

"Ok?"

"I should lie to you more firmly, the kind that doesn't leave any leeway, so that things like today won't happen."

"It's useless, to tell you the truth, I've thought about it many times, I'll tie you here, whether you like men or women, as long as I do some blissful things with you every day, you'll fall in love with me sooner or later."

"Yan Fei, you!" Mu Ming didn't expect Yan Fei to have such a terrible thought.

"This is the end of the matter, you just treat it as a joke."

Mu Ming was silent again.

"Then, what are you going to do next?" Finally came the more serious topic.

"I can't find him anymore."

"What does this mean?" After Yan Fei asked, he understood what Mu Ming meant before he could answer.He had no choice but to comfort him, "It's okay, he's going to school after all."

"Ah."

"Then you are tired too, go rest." Yan Feijian comforted Mu Ming and calmed down a little.

Mu Ming lay down, closed his eyes, thinking about going to sleep quickly, otherwise his mind would be full of Ai Rong.

"What are you doing?" Mu Ming only felt that someone was pulling his pants, and suddenly he came to his senses.

"Look at how dirty your clothes are, I'll wash them for you." Yan Fei said as he took off Mu Ming's clothes and pants, and then left without looking back.