I was as innocent as you

Qu Shen's bottleneck period came very suddenly, that is, from one afternoon, without warning, he sat in the master's well-equipped studio, but he couldn't draw.Nothing can be drawn.

The feeling panicked him.

He has seen many works of successful painters recommended to him by big bosses, all of which are unique and amazing.Qu Shen couldn't bear to imitate, but it didn't take long to find that he couldn't draw anymore, and he didn't feel how to draw.

The boss didn't realize Qu Shen's collapse in time.In his view, Qu Shen has been developing in a better direction, constantly accepting and absorbing, and becoming more independent and strong.Although he has many traits that big guys don't appreciate, he also shows extraordinary toughness. He looks brittle and soft, but unexpectedly, he will never give up no matter what. He has a kind of quiet stubbornness. , not superficially superficial, but also has some crazy perfectionist tendencies.Overall, the boss is very satisfied, and feels that the marathon journey with this handsome rookie guy is finally coming to an end, and it is almost time to reap the results.

Therefore, Qu Shen's collapse seemed particularly sudden and caught people off guard.

The beginning of this collapse was just that Qu Shen locked himself in the studio for a long time and did not come out.

However, I have seen a lot of big guys like this. Although I am worried, there have been many such things in the past, and I have never seen anything out of hand, so I don't care about it.

Until one evening, the voice of Qu Shen chanting something out loud suddenly came from the studio.The people in Daxie's studio thought it was fun at first, but after a long time they felt something was wrong, and started to knock on the door, but no one answered.Then they heard Qu Shen crying in the studio, trying to find a key to open the door, but found that the door was locked.

The people in the studio called the boss over the phone, and at the same time quickly found a tool to pry open the door.

The light in the small studio was not turned on, and it was completely dark. Qu Shen was still fine, curled up on a chair.When they turned on the light, Qu Shen immediately jumped up in panic and yelled at them to turn off the light and not come in.The boss decisively turned off the lights, and said to Qu Shen: "If you come out, we won't go in. Come out and have a good meal and rest. I promise everything will be fine. You have to listen to me."

Qu Shen hid in the dark, seeming to be crying again, and after a while, he came out slowly, his face pale.

The boss caught the man and asked the others to lock the door, saying: "Your complexion is too bad, and you've been too tired for a while. I'll take you to the hospital first and let the doctor look at it for you."

Qu Shen shook his head and said, "I want to go home."

"Go to the hospital first," the boss insisted, "Go to the hospital first and let the doctor check your physical condition, and then send you home immediately."

"No," Qu Shen became more determined, "I want to go home."

The boss paused, and said, "Okay, I'll take you back."

"I'll go back by myself." As Qu Shen said, he threw the boss's hand away and took out his mobile phone as he walked out. The boss wanted to persuade him, but he heard Qu Shen say hello to the phone, and then stopped. Stopping, the whole person fell limply as if his spine had been pumped out.

Zhai Yanghao was in a meeting when he received the call.He was facing a very important client, so he hung up immediately.But he was still in a good mood.Qu Shen called him, maybe the boss gave him another vacation.He thought a little bit of the knot in his heart, but the joy of meeting people still prevailed.

After about half an hour, the meeting ended. He said goodbye to the client with a happy face, and couldn't help but want to touch his phone.

After seeing off people and explaining to his subordinates, he locked himself in the office and called Qu Shen back, but no one answered.He thought for a while, picked up his coat and went out, and made another call when he got in the car, but still no one answered.He called the boss instead, but the boss picked it up in seconds, as if he had met a savior, and said, "Hurry up and come to me."

"What's going on?" Zhai Yanghao felt ominous, "Did something happen to Qu Shen?"

"It's hard for me to say," said the boss with a terrible headache. "He may be under too much pressure. You come here first and then we can talk."

When Zhai Yanghao arrived, Qu Shen was kneeling on the ground with his head buried, but it could be seen that he was crying.

The two little girls stood by, and the big guy was smoking a cigarette with an irritable expression on his face. When he saw Zhai Yanghao coming, he shook his head angrily, walked up a few steps, and whispered: "What's wrong with him, he's not good at all, mentally The quality is too poor, he really can’t do it.”

"It's okay." Zhai Yanghao didn't care about this, he turned around to help Qu Shen's shoulder.

Qu Shen refused to face people, Zhai Yanghao guessed it quickly, he signaled the little girls next to him to go away first, carefully dragged him up, and held him in his arms.

"Let's go, let's go home." Zhai Yanghao said.

Qu Shen buried his face in his chest, sobbing and said: "Are you busy?"

"No." Zhai Yanghao said.

"Then why didn't you answer the phone?" Qu Shen's voice was actually a bit ruthless.

"It's my fault." Zhai Yanghao patted him on the back lightly.

Later, Zhai Yanghao could hardly remember how much effort he took to bring Qu Shen into the car. He had never seen Qu Shen like this. Qu Shen was very angry, but this kind of anger was suppressed. He only questioned Zhai Yanghao. In a word, for the rest of the time, he was choked with sobs and tried his best to suppress his fierce voice, and he didn't seem to hear all the words that Zhai Yanghao said later.

Zhai Yanghao hugged him and didn't dare to let go, and later the boss drove them back.After entering the door, Di Yanghao tidied up Qu Shen, and Qu Shen was already so tired that he fell asleep.He settled the man in the bedroom, and came out to make tea for the boss. The boss was obviously a little frightened and a little annoyed, and said repeatedly that Qu Shen didn't need to follow him anymore.

"I can't serve you, what's wrong with it? I'm under a lot of pressure, and I don't know how to adjust it? If it's like this, who will I show it to? Who doesn't have pressure? Who can follow him all the time to see if he can hold on? "The boss is very excited.

Zhai Yanghao thought it was funny that the boss was so easily agitated, so he smiled and said, "I'll come, why don't I follow him."

"You?" The boss squinted at him in disgust, "Don't mention it, there is no filial son in front of a long-term hospital bed, not to mention that this is just a little lover, you can't serve him. Even if you have some shady hobbies, he is so three-year-old. Even if you are at the other end of the day, you will be annoyed sooner or later."

"Hey, what are you talking about, what shameful hobby do I have?" Zhai Yanghao was angry and funny.

The boss sighed, calmed down a bit, and said, "I can't say he has no talent. The young man is still good, but his character is really a problem. No one can replace him for what he has to bear when he breaks out of his cocoon and becomes a butterfly. If he can't take that step, I can't help it. The effort I spend on him can be spent on others, and there is no need to waste it with him. If you are really good for him, let him live a normal life, Don't let him get into a dead end. If he can't think about it today... I can't even think about it. It's sad to think about it. People's hearts are fleshy. I'm a little bit better with him, but he's too impatient."

Zhai Yanghao couldn't help coughing, and then covered up: "It should be said that he is relatively fragile."

"Fragility!" The boss became excited again, "What fragility! Still self-enclosed! No responsibility! So cowardly! It's a man in vain!"

Zhai Yanghao couldn't help laughing, "Brother, calm down, and keep your voice down. This is probably not wrong, but he is like this. He has been like this since I knew him when I was a child. How can he change it all at once?"

"If he is like this, don't follow me." The boss twisted his body and began to show his temper.

Zhai Yanghao pushed the teacup in front of the boss again, and said slowly: "That's not what I said. I always knew that he was too sensitive. If I change places, I don't need to be driven away, I will try to get him home and watch But you are different here. This is the first time I have seen him like this. Even if he is afraid of you, he will not avoid you, and even if he feels wronged, he will meet your request. He really believes in you and really likes you Painting, painting is more important to him than anything else, I think there is an emotion in his heart that cannot be expressed in other ways. Give him another chance."

The boss was quiet for a while, and said: "I still say the same thing, I have never seen such a person, he belongs to the most troublesome category. If such a person can come out, he will be very energetic and very good-looking. But who I don’t have the energy to spend a long time with a person, just to see him mature and complete. Maybe we are too impetuous now. I always just want a quick and good result, and I have no patience to wait. But I’m telling my conscience, so far What I have done for him is already done with the utmost benevolence and righteousness. From now on, it will depend on fate."

After finishing speaking, the boss heroically drank the tea made by Zhai Yanghao in the posture of drinking Erguotou, got up and said: "I will give him an indefinite leave, when he wants to come back, let him come and talk to me, Stop talking nonsense."

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Qu Xiaoshen's first hurdle will pass~~~ watering, brick making, cuteness...