I was as innocent as you

After Qu Shen finished his one-week vacation, he was imprisoned by the boss for more than three months.

Zhai Yanghao communicates with the mobile phone every day, but Qu Shen often does not answer the phone, and text messages are also very delayed.Zhai Yanghao always did not receive a response for a long time after sending a message, so he could only put down his phone tiredly, close his eyes and want to rest for a while.He was just about to fall asleep in a daze when he heard a text message.Open it and see that it was sent by the boy from the Academy of Fine Arts.

"Are you free? I want to see you."

Zhai Yanghao hesitated for a moment, then replied: "Okay."

He found the boy on the basketball court of the Academy of Fine Arts.

The boy was wearing a black sweater with a hood and bowed his head.

Zhai Yanghao walked over and sat beside him.

The boy said bluntly: "I know you will have a way. I seem to have fallen, after following you, I am going to the hospital, you help me find a reliable doctor. I don't want my family to know."

Di Yanghao almost immediately realized what it meant to be planted, and his face changed.

The boy looked at his words and said, "I'm pretty sure it's after you. Of course, if you're worried, let's go check it out together."

Zhai Yanghao settled down.

"Let's go," he said.

The boy stood up and walked ahead of him, he did not look afraid, still full of anger.

Zhai Yanghao found an alumnus, and now he is also a little famous beast in white.He and this classmate have not had much contact with each other, but they have a tacit understanding with each other.The two are very similar, both pragmatic and gay.

When the beast in white saw the boy, he naturally showed his affection.Sure enough, the boy took it for granted, so he just smiled and asked him, "Will it affect your sex life?"

The beast in white said in a warm spring breeze: "Of course not, as long as you take protective measures, you can find a professional in this area."

The boy smiled happily, amazed the nurse next to him, looked at his back as he turned around to line up for an examination, and whispered: "Oh, he's so young again..."

The beast in white also looked at the boy's back, turned its head slightly and asked Zhai Yanghao in a low voice, "How are you?"

Zhai Yanghao said: "Thank you for your concern, my protective measures are still in place."

"You're doing fine yourself, and remember to teach others next time." The beast in white said, bringing Zhai Yanghao to his office, and took out the case diagrams he studied to disgust Zhai Yanghao.But Zhai Yanghao was so preoccupied that he didn't say a word.

"So worried?" The white-clothed beast said slyly, "Are you still serious? Then what should I do, I still want to do it, and they have recruited me."

"It's not for this reason. I don't care about your business." Zhai Yanghao said.

"Then what's the matter with you?"

"I'm thinking," Zhai Yanghao said carefully, "is it possible that a person does not have homosexual tendencies, does not intend to and cannot maintain a relationship with the same sex, but will accept sex with the same sex, and will be very cooperative, Like he really likes it."

"It's possible, it's very possible," the white-clothed animal pushed his glasses, and the mirror reflected a sharp and gossiping cold light, "Some people rarely meet people who express warmth to them because of their childhood and adult experiences and encounters, so Once you meet, you will be very dependent, and you will do whatever it takes to get the warmth of the other party. This is a possibility. And..."

"There's no need for more," Zhai Yanghao said lightly, "I know it's possible."

The beast in white looked at Zhai Yanghao's expression, paused, and said, "But it's really nothing. To put it bluntly, two people together are sexual impulse and psychological dependence. A little bit is enough to be together, and once you have both , and what is the difference from your so-called love, you don’t care what the reason is, don’t worry about it.”

Zhai Yanghao looked at him with a sad face.

"Really, there are worse things, maybe someone is just for your money," Qin Beast said sincerely, "Compared with this kind, it is really much better to stay by your side because of psychological deformities. I don’t even want to.”

Zhai Yanghao couldn't have been worse, and said: "The problem is that I don't think he wants to stay with me wholeheartedly. He said he can do whatever he wants."

The white-clothed beast listened quietly, Zhai Yanghao glanced at him, and saw that he had a rare pensive expression, looking like an upright gentleman, just when he thought he was serious, he heard him say honestly: "Brother, you must have picked it up."

Zhai Yanghao picked up a stack of medical magazines on the table.

Qin Shou talked eloquently: "On the one hand, you can get what you want, on the other hand, you don't get entangled. Even if you are really tired of playing and leave it for many years, he will miss you. It is safer than the one who is married by Ming Media. It's a fresh..."

Zhai Yanghao swung the magazine towards the beast.

"Fuck," Qin Beast hastily stretched out his hand to block it, "What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"I don't have time to talk to you," Zhai Yanghao got up and said, "I leave it to you."

"I know," Qin Beast laughed unabashedly, "I will treat you well."

When Zhai Yanghao returned to the office, it was two or three o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun was shining brightly.He had a lot of work, and the one put in front of him by the secretary was particularly important, but he couldn't read a word of it.He went to the window and closed his eyes, the sun warming through his skin.

He still remembered that when he was still in middle school, during lunch break, Qu Shen was sitting by the window like this, with his face raised, his eyes closed, and he was still smiling.

"What's the matter so happy?" Zhai Yanghao asked him in a low voice beside him.

"The sun is very good." Qu Shen said.

"Is this so happy?" Zhai Yanghao couldn't understand, but it didn't prevent him from being infatuated with Qu Shen's peaceful expression.

"Well," Qu Shen said, "this kind of feeling is like someone loves you very, very much."

"What's the matter, is young Werther in trouble?" Zhai Yanghao jokingly asked.

Qu Shen smiled and said, "It's been a long time ago."

"Who? Which class?" Zhai Yanghao asked, his voice raised uncontrollably.

Qu Shen pointed to his temple: "In my mind, in my dream."

Zhai Yanghao was stunned for two seconds, and said, "You are sick. Did you imagine it?"

"Maybe." Qu Shen opened his eyes, and seemed to be a little dazed. He seemed to think for a moment, then closed his eyes indifferently, "So what, I feel very happy."

"Then what's so happy about it? You can't touch it. You don't care about any celebrity, do you?" Zhai Yanghao couldn't help turning his face to look at the door of the classroom. There were some popular and pure photos posted by the boys in the class. A poster of an actress, used to motivate myself to study hard.

"No," Qu Shen's ears were red enough to bleed, and he opened his eyes to argue, "This is... a spiritual lover, I can't even see what she looks like, I just feel that kind of... love, more than a lifetime. It's still long. My life is hers."

"People can't love you so much." Zhai Yanghao said.

"I know," the blood on Qu Shen's face hadn't faded, "I can't love someone like this."

"I think there is something wrong with you." Zhai Yanghao said.

Qu Shen lowered his head and did not speak.

"You actually love someone more than your imagination," Zhai Yanghao looked at his eyelashes trembling slightly, "If someone likes you, what are you going to do?"

Hearing this, Qu Shen's ears turned red, he shook his head, and said, "No, it's too short to like this kind of thing, if I ignore them, they will forget about it."

Zhai Yanghao smiled wryly, opened his eyes, and looked out the window at the bustling city.

Later, when he was in college, he saw a sentence, "There is no one in the world, and you can imagine it in vain, but you are willing to die for it, and you are the one who loves the most."

He immediately thought of Qu Shen, and the depression he had felt when Qu Shen told him about his spiritual lover.He can still clearly remember that when school was over that afternoon, the weather was very hot. When Qu Shen walked out of the teaching building, he took off his school uniform jacket. The clothes inside were very thin and loose. When he was walking, he could be vaguely seen The lines of the body are slender and flexible, and the lines on the waist make people's heart beat.At that time, Zhai Yanghao was also at a young age, so after a few glances, he could only look away patiently.He hated what Qu Shen said very much, it made him feel that he was far away from Qu Shen, even if he was close, there would be no beginning, let alone eternity.

So just forget about it.

He has no way to give him a love that is longer than a lifetime.

All he had was the kind of short-lived liking that should be forgotten.

The author has something to say:

I’m desperate for my urination that I can stop changing at any time, I just hope that I can pick it up at any time, I’m so tolerant to myself~ I hope the god of sultry beauty and the readers who are precious because of their limited number forgive =—=