I was as innocent as you

The boss left, Zhai Yanghao looked at the tea in front of him, called the beast in white, and told about Qu Shen's situation.The white-clothed animal recommended a psychiatrist. He stopped suddenly when he was halfway through speaking. Zhai Yanghao heard what he was talking to the people next to him, and then suddenly burst out angrily: "You are talking nonsense! What did you forget to eat? How forgetful are you, always forgetting to take your medicine? You are just afraid of losing face in front of your classmates!" The person next to him said something again, and the animal continued to be furious: "Death or losing face, which one are you more afraid of? You are happy every day Yes, why do you care about those irrelevant people? Have I disliked you? Do you want me to stare at you anytime and anywhere, can I resign and be your own doctor..."

The voice of the beast gradually softened, gentle and helpless.

Zhai Yanghao hung up the phone and couldn't help laughing out loud.

He contacted the psychiatrist as Qinshou said, and made an appointment.He cooked, but Qu Shen still didn't wake up. He took a towel to wipe Qu Shen's face. Qu Shen reacted a little, but he still didn't open his eyes, as if he was refusing everything.

Around midnight, Zhai Yanghao heard a rustling sound, opened his eyes, and saw that Qu Shen had sat up.He also sat up, hugged Qu Shen from behind, and asked him softly, "Are you hungry? Would you like some water first?" Qu Shen shook his head.Zhai Yanghao didn't speak any more, just hugged him quietly.

"I thought I was going to die." Qu Shen said suddenly.

Zhai Yanghao unconsciously tightened his arms.

"Will you take me to see a doctor?" Qu Shen looked sideways at him.

"No." Zhai Yanghao blurted out.

Qu Shen was quiet for a while, then said, "Actually, I kind of want to go."

"why?"

"I'm a little scared." Qu Shen said, his voice was quiet and sparse.

"What are you afraid of?" Zhai Yanghao felt infinite tenderness in his heart, kissed Qu Shen on the face, and said, "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you."

Before he finished speaking, he felt Qu Shen tremble slightly.

"But you obviously won't." Qu Shen said.

Zhai Yanghao was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't say anything.Qu Shen spoke so plainly and clearly, he was just stating a fact, and even the little shivering seemed to be just because of the cold night.He was only wearing an unlined garment, and his body temperature was slowly dropping. Zhai Yanghao tried his best to hug him a little tighter.

The psychiatrist introduced by Qin Shou was a well-known expert in China. He passed the expert's resume to Zhai Yanghao, and Zhai Yanghao printed it out for Qu Shen to read.Qu Shen held the resume and studied it for several days, and then went to find the expert's paper to read.Zhai Yanghao watched inexplicably as he studied this expert for several days, and in the end he even ordered several sets of voluminous monographs online and read them for more than a week.

The beasts were the first to lose their composure. They called Zhai Yanghao to ask if he had made a decision. It was not easy to get an appointment with an expert, so he had to make preparations early.Zhai Yanghao had no choice but to ask Qu Shen again.Qu Shen happened to be answering the phone too, and while answering, he looked at Zhai Yanghao and asked him with gestures.Qu Shen raised his brows lightly, thought for a moment seriously, and nodded.

Zhai Yanghao then asked Qinshou to make an appointment, Qinshou was quite quick and quickly made an appointment, which was on Sunday.However, when Zhai Yanghao conveyed it to Qu Shen, Qu Shen frowned.

"What's the matter?" Zhai Yanghao asked a little startled.

"The people in the studio called me," Qu Shen said, "There are activities in the studio this Sunday."

"What event, is it important?"

"I'm not sure, it seems like it's a competition to limit the subject of painting on the spot. The boss said, we all have to go."

Zhai Yanghao was a little dissatisfied.

"do you want to go?"

Qu Shen stared blankly at the air in front of him, and said, "I don't want to."

"Then I won't go," Zhai Yanghao said, "You want to see a doctor more, right?"

Qu Shen slowly raised his eyes to look at him, and nodded after a long time.

On the day of making an appointment with the doctor, Qu Shen got up early in the morning, and Zhai Yanghao got up in a daze, leaning against the door of the bathroom, staring blankly at Qu Shen washing up, and asked him, "Are you afraid?" Qu Shen As if startled by him, his body trembled, holding water in his hand, but his face was lost in thought, only his eyelashes trembling slightly.He was thinking about something, and he was very focused. Even if he was frightened, he couldn't get out of his thoughts immediately.Zhai Yanghao felt sorry for him, hugged him from behind, stroked his hair to comfort him.Qu Shen immediately pressed his hand, looked at him from the mirror, and said, "Don't treat me like a child."

Zhai Yanghao also saw from the mirror that he took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, he turned his face and walked away.Zhai Yanghao was a little disappointed, he simply washed up, and went to prepare breakfast for Qu Shen.

Yellow fried eggs, white porridge, radishes and red peppers make pink pickles.After breakfast was served, Zhai Yanghao went to the bedroom to look for Qu Shen, but he saw him sitting cross-legged in front of the table, holding several booklets in his arms, with several colored pencils between his fingers, drawing something, with one between his lips. Pen.He was still wearing pajamas, but his expression was serious.

Zhai Yanghao was very familiar with his expression.

When he was in middle school, every time he took a quiz, Zhai Yanghao would see Qu Shen's serious appearance out of the corner of his eye, concentrating so cutely.At that time, he was distracted, always wanting to go up and kiss her.It seemed that once or twice, after finishing the papers, he couldn't help watching Qu Shen in a daze. Qu Shen didn't notice at all, but the teacher came over and knocked on their desk warningly.Qu was shocked and raised his head, only to see Zhai Yanghao looking down at the paper in a dazed manner, not understanding what happened at all.

Now Zhai Yanghao was finally able to walk over to kiss him on the hair aboveboard, and said, "Let's have breakfast."

Qu Shen hummed, but he didn't move.Zhai Yanghao whispered in his ear: "Do you want me to carry you to the restaurant?"

"Wait." Qu Shen said vaguely while biting his pen.

"I can't wait anymore. I have an appointment with the doctor. Are we going to be late?"

Qu Shen finally raised his head, pulled out the pen between his lips, and said, "I'm not going to see a doctor anymore."

"Why?" Zhai Yanghao was not even surprised when he heard this sentence.

"I want to paint." Qu Shen said.

"why?"

Qu Shen didn't speak again.

Zhai Yanghao stood helplessly behind him for a while.

They finally decided to let the doctor go. Zhai Yanghao personally sent Qu Shen to the big man's studio. Just as he was about to go in with Qu Shen, Qu Shen pushed him out with one hand.

"Don't you want me to accompany you?" Zhai Yanghao asked.

"No." Qu Shen said.

"I want to see your paintings." Zhai Yanghao said pitifully.

Qu Shen stood on the steps at the door of the studio, looked down at Zhai Yanghao somewhat condescendingly, and said, "There is a chance."

Zhai Yanghao felt very sad, he couldn't bear to watch Qu Shen carrying it, he took Qu Shen's hand and said, "I'll accompany you."

But Qu Shen still said calmly: "No need. I can do it myself." After speaking, he mercilessly shook off Zhai Yanghao's hand, and walked in by himself.

Di Yanghao turned around and sat back in the car disheveledly, thought for a while, and started the car.

The author has something to say:

Coach, I want to paint—hahahahahaha——