I have special whitewashing skills [Quick Transmigration]

The only thing is, how could he not be moved, he really doesn't love, but he is willing to stay with him, just like what he promised to him that day, to stay with him for the rest of his life.

However, he hurt him so cruelly now.

How painful he must have been just now, how sad he must have been...

The broken chest seemed to be constantly being pulled and pulled, the pain almost made him cry out in pain at this moment, but Chu Xinze kept gritting his teeth firmly.

He told himself time and time again that he couldn't cry out loud, he couldn't cry out loud, but when he thought of that person just now, and thought of how his sincerity was cruelly trampled on by him, he still couldn't hold back at this moment, his five fingers almost smashed under the bed The quilt, finally crying out loud.

"Zile, Zile, Zile...I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Outside the door, Duan Chenyuan saw everything from beginning to end, watched Wei Xiao leave with his own eyes, and heard the painful sobbing from the room, the fists in his sleeves were clenched little by little, almost embedded in the flesh.

There seemed to be anger, unwillingness, and countless jealous emotions in his heart. The evil spirit radiating from his body made the eunuch who followed him tremble tremblingly.

After a long time, suppressing countless emotions in his chest, he flicked the bright yellow sleeves, and finally strode away.

Sensing the final departure of the people in the dark, Chu Xinze behind the bed curtain opened those wet and red eyes, looking at the tear stains on his face, a vile and mocking arc was drawn on his lips.

Everything is as you wish, Duan Chenyuan.

T91 swallowed, 【Host... It seems that our mission has been completed, or... you follow Duan Chenyuan's wishes, make a fake show for real, and pretend to be poisoned to death by his drug. 】

Stretching out a slender index finger like jade to wipe the tears on his face, Chu Xinze stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick the tears on his own finger, the salty taste made him raise his eyebrows viciously, [This is not too cheap for him] what. 】

T91: He personally killed the person who couldn't ask for it, so it's cheap for him?So, what kind of game did you set up for him from the beginning?

Seemingly understanding what T91 was thinking, Chu Xinze said: 【A very interesting round. 】

People always think that not getting something is the most painful thing, but they don't know that the most painful thing in the world is getting it with one's own hands, grasping it, and losing it in the end.

After all, if you have never experienced the happiness of heaven, how can you understand the cruelty of hell.

Furthermore, struggling human nature, power and sincerity, gain and loss... the choice of these things one by one is called a real game.

The author has something to say: the fun game has begun, who can guess what brother Chu wants to do?

86. The white moonlight in front of the window 26

Xuanming Hall

"Your servant please guard the border, and you will not return to the capital without an order in this life."

Looking at Wei Xiao who was kneeling in the middle of the hall in a soft armor, asking for orders to set off for the border today, with his head lowered so that people could not see the emotions on his face, Duan Chenyuan's deep eyes were full of indescribable deep.

For Wei Xiao, a cousin, Duan Chenyuan's feelings from childhood to adulthood are too complicated.

For a long time, he envied and envied Wei Xiao, and even asked himself more than once, why did Wei Xiao do nothing, so many people liked him, even the queen mother liked him so much?

Empress Wei liked to let Wei Xiao call her aunt very much, but because he called her mother when he was a child, he was severely reprimanded and vulgar, and she even beat his best nanny to death.

Later, she forced him to swear by her bedside that he must find out the cause of General Wei's death, reverse the case for the Wei family, protect Wei Xiao, and protect the glory of the Wei family, otherwise the power of Anbu would not be handed over to him. He was filled with resentment at the time With the surname Wei.

For so many years, Duan Chenyuan never felt so clearly that he was like a puppet being manipulated by others.

From childhood to adulthood, she never taught him anything about warmth. What she taught him the most was to hide himself, pay attention to the manners of the prince, guard the position of the prince, protect the Wei family, how to calculate everything...

He once thought about ruining Wei Xiao, but it wasn't until he had frequent contacts in the real sense that he realized that Wei Xiao was actually a very understanding person.

He has a pure heart, and he will be sincere to others just because others treat him well, and it is this sincerity that has won his trust and sincerity.

So even though the contact was indeed with interests and purposes from the very beginning, he has been protecting and teaching Wei Xiao to the best of his ability, and he is unwilling to take the initiative to hurt him.

Except this time.

This was the first time in his life that he was so moved by someone, he couldn't, and he was unwilling to just hand over someone, even if his opponent was Wei Xiao.

After a while, Duan Chenyuan restrained the confusion in his eyes, "Do you know what your words mean?"

Wei Xiao, who was being questioned, froze suddenly. Kneeling, he looked at the cold floor tiles in front of him, his cheeks were tense, and the circles of his eyes were red.

Of course he knew what that meant.

This means that he will lose A Yu so far, his smiling face, his voice, his food and clothing, everything will not have his shadow of Wei Xiao.

However, whether you say he is timid or scared, he really dare not see that person again, really dare not face that person again, no matter the good he gives or the evil he gives.

He is afraid that this feeling will turn into a beast under the catalysis of time, and he can no longer hold it, so that one day he will do something irrational, do something extreme, and let the person who was once so deeply engraved In that person's heart, the young man who was holding a red-tasseled spear on the battlefield completely disappeared without a trace.

His father once said that the home of the son of the Wei family will eventually be on the battlefield, and the buried bones will eventually be on the battlefield, so let the once innocent heart stay in the peach forest forever, and stay in the peach tree forever In the strings of the man playing the piano.

Slowly closing his eyes, suppressing the embarrassing wetness in his eyes, kneeling in the hall, his voice trembled, but he was extremely firm, with a straight and broad back.

"I...know it, and voluntarily ask for orders to guard the border."

Watching the man leave the broad and straight back that seemed to be in the past, watching the man clenched his fists until the veins protruded from the beginning to the end, Duan Chenyuan slowly suppressed the self-mockery in his eyes.

He used to think that in this life, he would never take the initiative to hurt Wei Xiao. He once thought that if he became the emperor, he would not let Wei Xiao go to such a dangerous place as the battlefield. However, life has never been absolute. But the price is not enough.

He wanted to get everything about that person, but he could only get rid of Wei Xiao, the nail that occupied his heart. He used to disdain the emperor's cunning tricks, but he didn't understand his meaning until he actually sat in this position.

Chopping the grass does not remove the roots, but the spring breeze blows and regenerates.

Slowly closing his eyes, the shoulders of the man on the majestic throne seemed to have finally let go of the heavy burden he had provoked at this moment, and he seemed to have won a war that consumed all his life and mind, and his brows were full of exhaustion.

It doesn't matter if he leaves, goes far away, or never comes back, so that the trapped beast named jealousy in his heart will not go crazy for countless nights, wanting to ignore it like a hungry wolf Biting off the intruder's neck, imagining entrapping that person like a scorpion, and one day meeting this only family member in battle.

After a long time, the man on the dragon seat suddenly opened his eyes. All the reluctance and guilt, all the madness and darkness in those deep cold eyes have completely disappeared, leaving only the cold and rational imperative.

……

Waking up from the dream, Chu Xinze only felt that his throat and eyes were very dry. He just opened his lips to call Agui, but he only felt an arm stretched out to lift his whole back carefully. At the same time, a cup of warm Tea has been brought to lips.

And during the whole process, he only caught a glimpse of bright yellow out of the corner of his eye.

Seemingly looking for something, he slowly raised his eyes, and what came into his eyes was the man's highly recognizable angular and majestic face.

"Emperor?" His voice was hoarse with doubts.

Looking at the person's pale face and the hoarse voice, Duan Chenyuan's eyes flashed with distress, he softened his voice, and said, "It's me, drink some water first."

Chu Xinze would be very thirsty. Although she knew it was against the rules, she didn't refuse. She drank half a glass of water with her lips open. With the moisture of the tea, her throat felt much more comfortable.

Looking around, there was no sign of Agui in the room, so she couldn't help saying, "Where is Agui."

"Ah Gui has gone to decoct the medicine for you. I'm worried that you will wake up and there will be no one to take care of you by the bed, so you will stay here. It seems that I made the right decision." A little smile.

Chu Xinze didn't seem to have thought that this person is now the Lord of the World, but he has no identity with him at all, and he didn't even change his title. He couldn't help but smile a little, and was just about to ask why you came here But suddenly thinking of the disease that the imperial physician had diagnosed him two days ago, the smile that just broke out, gradually returned to the calmness of resignation.

Lowering his eyes, he said, "You know."

A very calm declarative sentence, matched with the indifferent expression on his face, it seems that he is really an old man who has accepted the fact that he is about to die.

However, Duan Chenyuan, who saw everything from the beginning to the end that day, knew how much this news had hit this person, and the pain and sadness in this person's heart. It was like being stung by a tail needle, and it hurt badly.

He unconsciously raised his hand, as if wanting to caress the too pale and thin face of the master, but he didn't want to be avoided by others.

Lifting his eyes suddenly, Chu Xinze clearly saw the obscure affection in the eyes of the man beside the bed.

His pupils widened unconsciously, and his eyes seemed to be stained with a trace of astonishment. It seemed that he had never thought that the person in front of him would have such thoughts for him, nor had he thought that there was such a gleam in those eyes. Passionate.