I have special whitewashing skills [Quick Transmigration]

He is the lord of the world, the example of the world, how can that be!

With trembling lower lip, he said with difficulty: "Emperor..."

"I know what you want to say." A sudden voice interrupted the unfinished words in the mouth.

Looking at his empty fingertips, Duan Chenyuan laughed at himself, "I am the emperor, I should set an example for the whole world, how could I have such a ridiculous heart."

Looking up at the pale-faced person opposite, his eyes seemed to be filled with endless sadness and loneliness, "You want to say this, right?"

Chu Xinze's knuckles were turning white as he was holding the quilt, but his lips were tightly pressed together, not refuting a word.

That's right, that's what he thought. Anyone in the world can do it, but the emperor can't.

Understanding people's thoughts, Duan Chenyuan smiled, "So you are as smart as Ah Yu, don't you never know?"

I never knew that I cared about you so much, never knew that I had you in my heart.

Seeing the person silently pursing his lips, Duan Chenyuan stretched out his hand to touch the person's face, but after all he was afraid of the person like a genius and avoided him like a snake and scorpion. .

But even if it was just such a vain description, the bottom of his eyes still couldn't help but burst into circles of spring lake light.

"I still remember the night of the lantern, when I saw you in the crowd for the first time, I was thinking in my heart, who is this young man from Moshang? Born with such an exquisite heart, he can have such a tacit understanding with me."

A short sentence, like passing through a tunnel of time, brought the two of them back to the night when they first met, where they met each other with their heads turned sideways and their eyes facing each other in the vast crowd.

It can be said that Mo Shangren is like jade, and his son is unparalleled in the world.

In such a bright flash, they saw each other.

"I thought the first time was just a coincidence, but I didn't want one coincidence after another to happen before my eyes," his eyes softened, and a very gentle smile appeared on his lips.

Chu Xinze, who was reminded of that night by his words, also seemed to think that when the two of them said the answer in unison that night, the applause around them, and the astonishment they saw in each other's eyes after meeting their eyes was originally due to human hearts. The exposure of thoughts, and the highly tense nerves, relaxed a little bit.

Even the brows were stained with habitual softness, as if they had returned to the crowded scene that night. They stood together, also leaning against the dim lights.

"You must not know, I was watching you all the time,"

Chu Xinze was slightly taken aback, paying attention to him?

He remembered that the person in front of him didn't say a single word of nonsense that night, and he even guessed that this person must be an aloof and unapproachable son of an aristocratic family.

Understanding the stunned expression on the man's face, Duan Chenyuan said softly: "You probably don't believe it. Since I was a child, no one has ever taught me how to get along with others."

She only taught me how to make friends with court ministers, how to maintain the prince's demeanor in front of Duan Chenyi, how to perfectly show the prince's calmness in front of the emperor, how to use a little kindness to buy palace maids and eunuchs, and let them do things for me voluntarily, but Never taught me how to get along with people purely and normally like an ordinary person.

Chu Xinze turned his head, but saw the indifferent look on the man's face, and guessed that it probably involved royal privacy, so he didn't ask in detail.

The topic is appropriate to the end, thinking of that time, he said: "I saw that you always read that word stickers from time to time, and I guessed that you must have the thing you like, so I don't think I will fight for this thing, you don't You know how funny it was when I said I surrendered, and you were suddenly stunned."

Chu Xinze was slightly embarrassed, he was just confused by someone's sudden unreasonable behavior.

I heard Duan Chenyuan continue: "For the first time since I was a child, I took the initiative to make friends with someone, but I was still so impatient, I didn't want to... the fireworks were so bright that one glance would miss my whole life."

Tenderness suddenly appeared in his eyes, and he seemed to see the appearance of this person settled in his heart at that time.

The lights of thousands of houses, with five colors of brilliance, can't match the brilliance in the eyes of the people around him, and can't match the smile on the lips in the dimly lit place, which makes his heart tremble violently.

Chu Xinze's eyelashes trembled slightly, but she didn't know what expression to show on her face as the person involved.

However, the words of the people around him still did not stop, but the previous softness and warmth were missing from their voices.

"Because someone has restricted all my joy since I was a child, telling me that if she finds out that I show love on my face, she will remove it, so over the years, I have somewhat forgotten what it feels like to be in love So much so that at that time, I didn't understand what kind of emotion that kind of palpitation was."

Self-mockery flashed across his eyes, and he said: "I always thought that kind of reluctance was probably a pity for talent, after all, your talent is really amazing, like a morning star appearing in the dark sky, it is too dazzling, until you see I saw the picture of you covered in blood, lying in front of my eyes."

The five fingers were clenched until the veins on the back of the hand were slightly protruding, "It's the first time in my heart that I feel such anger, such...fear."

"Growing up in the conspiracies and tricks of the palace since I was a child, I have never once wanted to kill everyone like you," not only wanting to kill Yu Sheng who took your life as bait, but also the instigator Duan Chenyi wanted to kill him with a thousand swords. Although he seemed to have died in the same way a month ago, it was three years too late.

Looking at this man who has always been unhappy, his brows are full of ruthlessness, and his whole body is surrounded by evil spirit and blood, thinking that he is actually for himself, Chu Xinze's heart can't help but soften.

He said softly, "Forget it, everything is over."

"No, I will remember it all my life, I will remember that scene all my life." Duan Chenyuan turned his head sharply, his eyes were extremely stubborn.

Looking at the person with gentle brows and eyes, Duan Chenyuan felt that he still saw the blood-soaked appearance back then, so that there was a feeling of self-blame and regret in his eyes.

Raising trembling hands, he traced the place vaguely, as if caressing the cracks caused by himself on the treasure in his palm, with eyes full of pity.

"Does it still hurt?"

"It's over, it's gone for a long time."

"Really? But I'm in pain,"

Chu Xinze was slightly stunned, and saw the person in front of him pointing at his heart, and said, "It's been three years, and it still hurts here, every time I think of that scene, it hurts so much."

So much so that I never dared to really mention that time as if I was avoiding it, so that I often questioned myself, why did I know that Anbu was cultivated by her, and it was most likely a pawn she kept by her side to monitor me, why would I still use it? Your life is in their hands, not mine.

If I had noticed something was wrong with Yu Sheng at that time and warned him in advance, maybe you would not have that disaster at all.

It has been three years, whenever Wei Xiao mentions that, I always dream at night, dreaming that you are covered in blood, I really close these smiling eyes forever, and I can never open them again.

But even after waking up, I knew that it was just a dream, and you were living a good life, but I was still suffering in pain, knowing that you should be such a flawless jade, but because of my negligence, I was marked with a scar Scars that can never be erased.

I hate her, why don't I have something I like, so maybe I won't be able to tell whether I'm tempted or not under countless years of suppression, so I didn't see my heart clearly earlier and hurt you.

For three years at the border, I was always afraid that you would get hurt, and that if this piece of jade fell again, it would really be broken.

Day after day, year after year, I feel like there is a trapped beast in my heart that can’t get in or out. It always asks me to build a beautiful palace, let you live in it, and give you everything I can give, just like this You will not leave, it is like a dragon keeping its treasure in captivity, guarding this supreme jade for a lifetime.

"Maybe I really don't know how to love someone, but I am willing to learn, and no matter whether the final result is good or bad, I will accept it."

Chu Xinze, who listened to the entire 'Confession', seemed to be moved, "I am a person who is about to die, why bother to waste your time on a dead person."

Looking at the person's side face that still made people's heart flutter even if they lowered their eyes, Duan Chenyuan said with a warm light in his eyes, "Because the person you mentioned is the only Chu Huaiyu that my heart is moved in this life, and the only one I recognize in this life."

Chu Xinze's heart trembled slightly when he heard this, and he lowered his eyes slowly for a long time.

Aware of people subconsciously drooping their eyes, their long eyelashes trembling uncomfortably, but after all, they did not react as violently as they did at the beginning, Duan Chenyuan knew that he had succeeded.

Why can Wei Xiao get his lifetime promise?

because of love?No, this person doesn't love Wei Xiao, it's just because his heart is too soft.

Now that he has expelled the intruders, in the future, this heart will be occupied by Duan Chenyuan alone.

He will tell this person little by little in the next day after day, how much he loves him in the past three years, how he spent the night with his chest tightly locked in his chest, and how envious he is of being able to make love to him in the past three years. Wei Xiao with all the emotions expressed on his face.

Chu Huaiyu, you can only be mine. In this life, whether it is body or heart, it can only be mine, Duan Chenyuan!

The author has something to say: Xiao Gong is actually a very hard-working child. She was forced out of psychological problems by Empress Wei since she was a child. Empress Wei is a typical parent who treats others leniently and treats herself strictly. Put it on outsiders, treat your own son, but always be a strict parent, you will not allow anything, you will be punished if you are wrong, but you will not be rewarded if you are right. Anyway, you are the prince, you must be right, and you are absolutely not allowed to be wrong. (Actually, to be honest, there are many such