I have special whitewashing skills [Quick Transmigration]

Those eyes are still smiling as before, but with a warmer tenderness than before. The lips have lost a lot of color and faded a lot, but every time he sees it, he always thinks about it.

At this moment, he was not far away, lying quietly and watching him, the slender neck line against the porcelain white skin and white underwear, it was so beautiful, it made him want to crouch. In the past, the urge to gently fall on the kiss.

Thinking like this, Wei Xiao's heartbeat suddenly became a little violent.

He never denied the pervasive attraction of this person in front of him, no matter when and where.

At the beginning, the wishes of the three of them had been fulfilled, so could he finally take him, just the two of them, regardless of court affairs, regardless of the world's words, and stay together until they grow old?

Thinking of this, Wei Xiao unconsciously twitched his Adam's apple, and said, "Ayu, I... I have asked the emperor to guard the border and leave today. Are you... willing to go to the border with me?"

Puff, puff, puff—

The accelerated heartbeat caused Wei Xiao's brain to feel congested and dizzy, but at this moment he could only hear the sound of his own accelerating heartbeat.

Never before at such a moment, his heart beat so fast, anxiously waiting for the most important answer in his life.

In fact, Wei Xiao had no idea about this matter.

Although Ayu promised to stay with him for the rest of his life, is Ayu willing to go to the border with him?There is no prosperity in the capital, there is no excitement in the capital, there is no peach blossom in the capital...

It's not that he stayed in the capital without thinking about it, but there are many people in the capital. Now because of the two imperial decrees of the emperor, the eyes of the whole world are focused on A Yu. He must be stubborn, after all, he has always known that those Confucian officials are all stones in the latrine, which are smelly and hard.

He is not afraid of those people, but he is afraid that A Yu will be sad, he is afraid that A Yu will be sad, he is afraid that A Yu will be hurt.

And at the border, where they are familiar with everything, he is sure to give Ayu the best, he has the ability to give Ayu the best, and he will give Ayu the best.

As if worried about people's concerns, Wei Xiao said: "Don't worry, I have already arranged for them to plant peach trees in the courtyard in advance, and when spring comes, you can also see peach blossoms flying there. I also asked them to build a Jiangnan Tingyuan, we will live there when the time comes, you will definitely like that courtyard, and there are rockery and flowing water, I have invited Jiangnan craftsmen, even if you are at the border, you can go back to Jiangnan every day, don’t you always say Is there less tea at the border? I also made a special trip to get someone to buy tea seedlings, and then I will plant a tea garden for you at the border. Whatever tea you want to drink, we will plant whatever tea seedlings..."

As he talked, he seemed to see a picture of the future, where the mountains and plains were full of camellias in full bloom, and Ayu in his heart was smiling at him in the tea garden, as if he had just met him for the first time.

Chu Xinze opened his big eyes, looking at the camellia embroidered on the quilt, listening to people talking about their possible future.

He wanted to say, okay, let’s plant peach blossoms in the yard from now on, and when spring comes, I’ll cook tea under the tree, and you dance guns in the yard, and when we’re tired, let’s sit together, just like that night, tell me jokes , I’ll make you a pot of green tea, everything is just like what I promised you back then, I won’t let you be alone.

but.

Slowly closing her eyes, Chu Xinze uttered three words with trembling lips, "I'm sorry."

Wei Xiao seemed to be stunned by these three words.

Then he panicked, and hurriedly said: "No, Ayu, it's my fault. I shouldn't have discussed it with you. If you don't like it, then I..."

"It's not this," Chu Xinze kept trembling with her eyes closed and downcast.

Wei Xiao, who was interrupted, stared blankly at the person who was almost in the shadows. For some reason, his heart suddenly panicked, as if he suddenly realized that he was about to lose something.

His face suddenly turned pale, and he said: "Ah Yu, then we won't go, we will stay in the capital, I will put whatever you like in the capital, tea trees, peach trees, Jiangnan water town, small bridges and flowing water, what do you say? , I will send someone to arrange it immediately..."

As he spoke, his eye circles turned red a little, his voice seemed to tremble, and his tone was almost pleading.

"Don't you like the border? Then we will never go again, we will be like this, I will listen to you whatever you like, whatever you like..."

Hearing the voice next to his ears, Chu Xinze tightened his fingers, and his heart suddenly ached, it shouldn't be like this, he has his lofty ambitions, he shouldn't be so cautious and humble.

He has said more than once that he wants to expand the territory of this country, and he still clearly remembers his heroic appearance on the battlefield, holding a long tasseled spear like a god.

However, at this moment, he is cautious like a child who is at a loss.

He clearly promised him, but he broke his promise.

He clearly said that he would not abandon him, but he couldn't do it.

Thinking of the time when he cried and said that all the people who loved him were dead, and never wanted to see anyone die in collapse and pain, Chu Xinze gritted his teeth, suppressed the tears in his eyes, and said a word One sentence: "Don't you understand? I just... don't want to do anything with you, it has nothing to do with the border, it has nothing to do with... the capital."

The guillotine hanging above his head fell, and Wei Xiao took a step back in shock, his wide-open eyes seemed to be full of bewilderment, as if he didn't understand why it had become like this in the past.

A Yu clearly promised him, he still remembers that day when A Yu hugged him and told him gently that he would stay with him for the rest of his life, and would never let him be alone, never let him be alone.

After a few breaths, in the quiet environment, those emotions seemed to soak into his heart little by little, and he seemed to finally understand what these words meant when he was so painful, he raised his reddish eyes.

"Ah... Ayu, you said it, you will stay with me forever, you will never leave me alone, you said it!"

From the hesitation at the beginning to the determination of the last word, he seemed to have grasped the last straw in his life. Wei Xiao, with red eyes, stubbornly stared at the person on the bed.

He seemed to want to see through the expression on his face joking with him at this time, and see through all the disguises of his indifference, but he couldn't see any expression on that drooping face, he could only hear the person saying in an extremely cold voice.

"That's just a temporary consolation. After all, you were so sad at the time, and the temporary consolation can't be taken seriously. Besides, the emperor has made me a prime minister for a while. I can't give up everything for you. Go to the gate over there, with a man like you, for the rest of my life."

In fact, Wei Xiao has never understood what it means to be cut like a knife. He only knows that a knife cut on his body is enough to hurt, because in the three years on the battlefield, he was slashed on the body by the enemy. He almost burst into tears, he thought that was the limit of human beings, but he didn't realize until then that it turned out that the meeting was less than one ten-thousandth of this time.

He said that the words he regarded as salvation at that time were just to comfort him.

He said that he is now the prime minister, how could he give up everything in the capital for one person.

He said how could he spend his whole life with a man.

Wei Xiao has never felt so embarrassed before, that feeling is like going through untold hardships, carefully squeezing through the crowds of people at the Lantern Festival, and holding the glazed lantern that has been protected for countless days in front of this person, wanting to take it Show him the most perfect side, but this person throws it on the ground in disgust.

He let the lamp that he regarded as a treasure and held it carefully fall to pieces.

angry?Maybe there is, but more pain, despair, fear, fear...

He felt that at this moment he didn't even have the confidence to be angry.

It was his wishful thinking in the first place, it was he who forced him to accept it, it was he who used the connivance in his heart to tie him by his side for the rest of his life, but he failed.

At this moment, he didn't even dare to look carefully, whether there was any so-called disgust in those eyes, whether there was ridicule in them, what kind of eyes he would look at him, he didn't even dare to say more. Taking a look at this person, I was afraid that I would cry in embarrassment in front of him, and I would not even be able to keep the last goodness.

He liked him, it didn't matter whether he was a man or a woman, he only liked him Chu Huaiyu, Ayu who had been with him for nearly four years.

That Ayu who would hold him when he was most desperate, and tell him that he would be with him for the rest of his life and would not leave him alone.

However, it was a dream, a dream temporarily woven by lies to comfort him.

But he foolishly took the dream as reality, and even made such an absurd request.

Thinking of this, Wei Xiao turned around abruptly.

"Sorry, I... take it seriously."

Take your reassuring words as the last straw, and take it for real.

After speaking, he walked away, raised his head, gritted his teeth tightly, and burst into tears, but even though the burst was so tight, the tears still flowed down embarrassingly.

He knew that it would be embarrassing to cry, so he didn't want A Yu to see him crying. He hoped that all the appearances about him in A Yu's heart would always be on the battlefield.

Riding a war horse, wearing a dignified armor, holding a long tasseled spear, he enters and exits eight times, as if no one is in the land.

Hearing the sound of footsteps getting far away until they disappeared completely, Chu Xinze slowly lowered her head, the belated tears in her eyes finally fell drop by drop on the clean quilt, and the gorgeous camellia flower embroidered on the quilt Wet thoroughly.

The Zi Le he knew was so kind and had the purest heart of a child in the world, so he was regarded as