I don't want you to walk alone

Xu Nan later returned to the original life track without Song Chen.Take classes, find a part-time job, run, prepare lessons.Still no contact with Song Chen, and no news of him.Xu Nan didn't know how to face Song Chen who cried in front of him and said he liked him.Sudden loss of a person in his life, and a person who was very important to Xu Nan before, Xu Nan would feel uncomfortable to some extent, but he always restrained himself from thinking about it.

Half a month passed in a flash, and just when Xu Nan thought everything was back to calm, something was quietly changing.

Song Chen's figure began to appear in Xu Nan's mind from time to time, the way Song Chen danced, laughed, and cried...I was thinking about it while eating, thinking about it while taking a bath, and thinking about it during class...

In the end, as long as he closed his eyes at night, the scene of Song Chen crying and holding his hand to tell him not to leave would appear in front of his eyes.Then there was a non-stop dream all night, all about Song Chen.

Xu Nan suffered from insomnia, and this situation has lasted for about a week.

That night, Xu Nan was awakened by a dream as usual, and he stared straight at the ceiling in a daze.Xu Nan suddenly clenched his fist and slammed it on the bed, making a heavy, muffled sound in the silent night.One of the roommates was woken up and cursed in a daze, "I'm sick! It's so late at night!"

Xu Nan ignored him and cursed in a low voice: "Fuck..."

The next day, Xu Nan skipped all the classes and sat on the top floor of the teaching building with a pair of dark circles under his eyes for a whole day. He didn't eat, drink, or use the toilet. He just stared blankly at the distant sky daze.

Xu Nan didn't even understand what she was doing.I have no energy to do anything, I can't eat or sleep well, and my whole body feels suspended in the air, as if life has lost its focus all of a sudden.Feeling panicked and heavy in his heart, Song Chen couldn't get rid of his tear-stained face from crying, and kept flashing back.Every time he recalled that scene, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

What a fucking dog.

As night fell, Xu Nan took out his mobile phone, found Song Chen in the address book, and sent him a message.Ask him what he is doing.Xu Nan waited for an hour, but did not return.

Then Xu Nan called Song Chen but didn't answer.He called a few more times, but still no answer.

Xu Nan was silent for a while, then called Shan Zehang, but did not answer.

Xu Nan resisted the urge to smash the phone and looked up at the night sky.

□□Damn it.

Xu Nan went back to the dormitory to check Song Chen's professional schedule, and went to their classroom to block people in the first class of the next day.During recess, Xu Nan asked a boy who came out to use the bathroom: "Hey, classmate, is Song Chen from your class here?"

"Song Chen? He didn't come to class, he dropped out of school not long ago."

"What? Suspended school?!" Xu Nan stared at him in shock, his eyes widened.

"That's right, I didn't come to class half a month ago. I heard that something happened at home. Hey, I don't know." The boy waved his hand and left.

Xu Nan stood at the back door of the classroom, a little at a loss.

what happened?

He forced himself to calm down and began to think about what he should do.Song Chen obviously didn't want him to get in touch with him, and Shan Zehang couldn't get in touch either.It seems that the only way to block people is to go to Shan Zehang's house, he must know where Song Chen is.When he was making up lessons for Shan Mo, Shan Zehang usually came back to accompany his brother on weekends.

Early on Saturday morning, Xu Nan took a car to the downstairs of Shan Zehang's home. It was after two o'clock in the afternoon that he finally saw Shan Zehang walking in from the gate of the community.He didn't make a sound immediately, but waited until Shan Zehang was not far ahead before calling out his name.

"Fuck! Xu Nan?!" Shan Zehang almost jumped up in fright.

"Why did Song Chen drop out of school?" Xu Nan didn't say much, and went straight to the point.

Shan Zehang was a little hesitant: "Uh...Brother Chen...Actually, there's nothing wrong with him, he's just in a panic, so he wants to be alone..."

"Where is he now?" Xu Nan stared at him and asked.

Shan Zehang didn't answer him right away, but raised his head and looked directly into Xu Nan's eyes.Xu Nan didn't continue to ask, the two just stared at each other for dozens of seconds.

"Hey... I'm fucking convinced by you too... He's in District xx of City A. I'll send you the specific address." Shan Zehang said with a sigh and shook his head.

"Thank you."

Xu Nan returned to school after receiving the specific address, changed his clothes, put on a peaked cap and a mask, and searched the drawer before leaving, and put on a pair of handcuffs he bought on Taobao out of boredom up.

Song Chen, I can't kill you by torturing me like this.

When Xu Nan arrived at the address given by Shan Zehang, it was already past six in the afternoon, and it was getting dark already.Song Chen is currently living in his friend's old house, a small private house in the suburbs, and Song Chen is the only one in the family.Xu Nan looked at the warm yellow light coming from the window, and then walked towards the door.He adjusted his hat and mask, raised his hand and knocked on the door.no response.He knocked heavily again, and at this moment there was a sound of shoes rubbing against the ground from inside the door, and the door was slowly opened.Before Xu Nan could fully see the figure in front of him, he rushed forward, knocked open the door, and then reacted quickly and punched the person in front of him in the face.

"Damn it!" Song Chen was taken aback by the sudden attack, and cursed in pain.

Xu Nan didn't give him a chance to fight back, and took advantage of his ignorance to turn behind Song Chen, then grabbed his hands and handcuffed them.

"Fuck!" Song Chen felt angry and shocked when he felt the handcuffs on his hands.Who the hell is this!

Xu Nan dragged Song Chen to the sofa by his collar, threw him on the sofa, and Song Chen lay on his back.Then Xu Nan stepped forward and sat on Song Chen's waist.He put one hand on Song Chen's shoulder, leaned over and said, "You fucking suspended me from school?"

The man was wearing a mask and spoke in a muffled voice.But Song Chen suddenly felt that the voice was a bit familiar, but then he denied his own thoughts, this is impossible.

Xu Nan straightened up, took off her hat and threw it on the table beside her.Song Chen was stunned when he saw the eyes of the man in front of him. These eyes had appeared thousands of times in his dreams!

Song Chen's eyes widened as he watched Xu Nan take off the mask he was wearing: "...Xu Nan?!"

Xu Nan raised an eyebrow at him and smiled: "You fucking led me on this road, and now you're afraid and want to run away? Tell you! There's no way!"

Song Chen looked at him blankly: "...What do you mean?"

Seeing his dumbfounded look, Xu Nan wanted to laugh, and he bent down again, almost touching Song Chen, "What do I mean?" He lowered his head and kissed Song Chen's lips, pausing for a few seconds , "What do you mean by me?"

"...Xu Nan..." Song Chen's eyes suddenly turned red, and his voice choked up.

"Hey... don't cry!" Xu Nan was a little at a loss.

"Xu Nan...my hands hurt so much, let's take off the handcuffs..." Song Chen looked at him pitifully with red eyes.

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Xu Nan felt a little distressed, and quickly took out the key to unlock the handcuffs.

As soon as the key was turned to unlock it, Song Chen suddenly waved his hand, wrapping one hand around Xu Nan's waist and pressing him down.Before Xu Nan could react, Song Chen blocked his lips, and then forced his tongue in.Song Chen's tongue swept his mouth for a while, and then began to suck his tongue in different ways, kissing Xu Nan so much that his mouth felt numb.

Song Chen kept moving his mouth, and played tricks with his hands again.He reached into the hem of Xu Nan's clothes, and slowly stroked and kneaded her.Xu Nan's smooth and delicate touch made his body gradually heat up.He straightened up and took off his clothes, and then helped Xu Nan take off.When pressing his body together again, Song Chen only felt a fire ignited in his lower abdomen.He licked Xu Nan's earlobe, and kissed along the neck to the collarbone.He stretched out his hand to take off Xu Nan's pants, but Xu Nan grabbed Song Chen's hand in surprise: "Brother Chen?" He said: "...Xu Nan...I want..." Xu Nan silently supported his forehead and did not speak.Song Chen quickly took off his and Xu Nan's trousers after getting tacit approval.

When their bodies were pressed together again, they gasped at the same time.Scorching hot temperature.Song Chen gently rubbed Xu Nan's body, stretched out one hand to Xu Nan's buttocks, and gradually moved his fingers towards a certain hidden place.When Xu Nan felt Song Chen's movement, he grabbed his hand again, "...Brother Chen... No, next time, I didn't prepare anything today, next time."

Song Chen stared at him for a long time before slowly withdrawing his hand. Seeing that he was dissatisfied with desire, Xu Nan had no choice but to offer compensation with his mouth... Afterwards, the two squeezed together on a sofa and hugged each other. Nan wanted to get up and Song Chen refused to let him go, hugging him and refusing to let go, kissing him on the face from time to time...

Song Chen didn't let go of Xu Nan until Xu Nan's stomach started to growl and he was hungry.

"What do you have to eat?" Xu Nan asked.

"There are instant noodles. Do you want to eat?" Song Chen said.

"...You just eat instant noodles these days?" Xu Nan looked at Song Chen with some distress.

"Hmm... I do it myself occasionally." Song Chen stepped forward and kissed Xu Nan's eyes.

It was past eleven o'clock after the two finished eating instant noodles and washing up, so they ran to the bedroom to get ready to rest.When Xu Nan opened the bedroom door, he was stunned by the sight in front of him. Song Chen printed out the photos of him that he had taken earlier, and pasted them almost all over the room!

"...Song Chen, you are poisonous..." Xu Nan said in surprise.

Song Chen raised his eyebrows and smiled: "I'm not poisonous, you are the one who is poisonous, and I was poisoned by you."

Xu Nan couldn't help laughing.

The two tossed and tossed on the bed for a long time, Song Chen was like a hungry wolf who couldn't get enough...

After one o'clock, Song Chen hugged Xu Nan and gradually fell asleep.

The author has something to say: ah

I couldn't restrain myself from staying up all night to write it out

don't fail